Chapter 105: Since it's a person
She was afraid of pain, so when he put his hand on her head to eliminate her pain, she was slightly happy except for inexplicable fear. When she knew what gentleness was, she decided it was the first gentleness she had ever received.
"It's time for you to rest!"
It was also the first gentle word she had ever heard in her life, and everyone used to say "Die to the wicked!", although the result was the same thing, but the words he said were still much gentler. In the past, everyone hated her and hated her, everyone said that she was born a demon, she was guilty and deserved, only he looked at her differently, and it was a long time before she understood that it was pity.
After she died at his hands that time, she woke up once and saw him again, every time she came back to life was in a cold place, only that time she woke up and felt warm all over, although she still couldn't even move, so weak that she couldn't move.
"This monster is really beautiful, and there are few immortals in the fairy world who can compare. β
At first, she hadn't been able to open her eyes, but she had a feeling, a sense that there were people next to her, and she could hear their voices.
"Sining, don't be idle, just do what you have to do. β
"Yes, true immortal!"
She fell asleep again, and after an unknown amount of time, she felt someone touch her face, and then her head, very lightly.
With great effort she opened her eyes, saw him and recognized him, and she asked him, "Do you want to ...... "It's not that she's not afraid of him, she's just less afraid than the rest of the people who killed her.
He smiled softly at her, "Woke you up? I didn't do anything. β
"Where is this?"
"This is where I stay. But don't worry, it won't be long before you can go back. β
Go back, go back to that cold place? Actually, she prefers it, it's not cold. But she didn't say it because she didn't think it would change anything, just like she said every time she didn't want to die, but she would die every time.
She soon fell asleep again, for she was so weak that it took too much to just open her eyes and speak.
When she was conscious again, she went back to the most familiar place, the cold and silent place, and then she realized at once that she was no longer whole, and then she felt that he had lied to her! She was so angry that she wished to ask him or kill him at once, but she could not do anything about itβshe would spend a long, long time here so sober, as she had experienced many times. So she began to pray after that, that he would not die so soon, and that she would not be able to take revenge on him when she went out and he would not die.
Then she began to dream, she was awake, but she was dreaming, very strange dreamsβstrange sights of strange people flashed before her eyes, clear as if she were experiencing them herself, and she felt strange, because she had never been like this before.
After that, she spent most of her time dreaming, and even though she didn't want to see it, she felt something, but something forced into her consciousness. She was forced to keep watching, and then she gradually sorted out the dream, in the dream she seemed to have become a very weak thing, and her name changed, her name was Yaohua, and Yaohua in the dream would be afraid of those little ghosts and demons that she used to like, that was what she used as food, but Yaohua in the dream was afraid, so afraid that she couldn't sleep and always cried, and then she would get sick, so most of the time Yaohua was always dizzy...... She thought it must have been a long time after that, and then she saw him again......
"True person, I implore you to save my daughter. It was she who brought her back from the ghost gate back then, and you will definitely be able to save her this time. βγ
This woman, she called her mother in her dream, she never had a mother, so the only thing that made her find interesting in this dream was that she had a mother, and this mother should be very good to her, at least she could feel that she would care about her except that she was annoying, and no one had ever cared about her like this woman. It turns out that this is the mother!
"I can save her, but there is one condition, but Madame may have to think carefully. β
The first time she saw him, she wanted to ask him, what the hell was going on? But she didn't, she knew it was useless to ask, he couldn't have heard her, but she thought it all had something to do with him. For this, she was a little angry, and if she could, she would definitely do it to him immediately.
"I promise you whatever the conditions, I will give you all the gold and silver treasures you want, you can take my life, only you can save my poor daughter. β
"If she is a disease, I can only say that this disease was also brought about by her, and ordinary healing methods are useless. β
"I have asked for all the doctors in the mortal world, the imperial doctor, the famous doctor, and the divine doctor have also seen it, and I have also found someone to exorcise evil spirits, but it is still useless, at most it can be better for a while and a half. Real person, you are an immortal family, you must have another way. β
"Madame is smart. I may be able to try, and I have a fate with her, and I can't sit idly by, but if I want to save her, I will have to cut my wife's love. β
"What does it mean to cut love?"
"I need to wait for her to return to Yuhua Mountain, so that she can recuperate. β
"The real person wants to take Yaohua away from me?"
"Yes. Yuhua Mountain is one of the four major immortal sects in the world, if the daughter enters the mountain gate, it can be cultivated to live longer than ordinary people, and if the immortal fate is appropriate, it is more likely to become an immortal. β
"But I have only her. How can I live without her?"
"Madame thinks carefully whether she wants her to live so precariously at your present time, that you are always afraid, or whether mother and daughter are separated, but each is safe. β
"Is that all there is to it, real man?"
"That's all there is to it for now. Because I can't cure her condition for a while, I need time to figure out a way to take her with me so that I can watch her condition at any time. β
"You made me think about it. β
"Madame can think clearly, I will not leave this place for a few days, if Madame decides, I will take Ling Qianjin to the Ten Mile Pavilion outside the city, I will wait for you at any time." β
"Thank you very much. β
He walked out of her dream, and then in the dream her mother began to hug her and cry......
"My daughter, it's my mother who can't stand you, so that you were born with this sick bone. β
She just hates her crying, because most of the time she hears her crying, and people are like that, so she doesn't like it.
"Yaohua, my mother is really reluctant to let you leave my mother. β
"Mother, then Yaohua won't leave Mother. β
"Silly boy, as long as you can live healthy and healthy, you can let your mother die, how can your mother hinder you from having such a great opportunity to get a blessed life that no one else can get?"
"Yaohua will be sad if she leaves, so Yaohua won't leave. β
"Yaohua is really well-behaved, my mother is very happy, but Yaohua must go, Yaohua has to follow the real person to cultivate immortals. β
"Cultivating immortals? β
"It can cure your illness, and you will never have nightmares again, you will not have a fever all over your body, and you will not lose strength all ......"
"But ......"
"Yaohua, as long as you live, as long as we are all alive, our mother and mother will be able to see each other again. β
"Yaohua and her mother see each other every day now. β
"But Yaohua is not in good health, she will get sick at any time, and she may die. If she dies, Yaohua won't be able to see her mother, and her mother won't see Yaohua, in that case, her mother won't want to live. β
"Mother, don't live. β
"So, Yaohua, you have to go with a real person and be obedient and healed. When I get better, I will come back to see my mother. β
β......β
"Yaohua, you have to be obedient. β
Yaohua was obedient. β
"Finally, accompany your mother for a few days, and when the real person is leaving, you will follow the real person. β
"Mother-"
This is her dream, but her words and deeds in the dream have nothing to do with her at all, if it is agreed, she will not cry, but in the dream, she is crying very sadly, and her feelings and thoughts will flow into her heart, she has to feel these.
About three days later, the dream self was sent to him by his mother.
"Yaohua, you will follow the real person in a while, and in the future, when your mother is not around, you have to listen to the real person. β
"Yes, mother. β
"She is very smart, because your teaching is also very sensible, I have decided to accept her as a disciple, you can rest assured, I will try my best to take care of her, and the people of Yuhua Mountain will also be very good to her. β
"Thank you Zhenren! Come, Yaohua, call Shizun! From now on, Zhenren will be your master." β
In the dream, she looked up at him for a long time, and then shouted, "Master!"
He raised his hand and stroked Yaohua's head, what she felt was the same as before.
She watched him take her hand, and then said, "Then I'll take her away, take care, madam!"
She saw her mother nod, and then tears rolled again.
"Yaohua, you have to be obedient and remember what your mother taught you. He was choked up to speak.
"Yaohua remembers, Yaohua will listen to real people...... No, it's to listen to the master!"
"Okay, then you can go. β
The self in the dream looked back a few times, and his mother was looking at him, crying constantly, and then he cried too......
She didn't feel the need to cry, but her own feelings for Yaohua came to the bottom of her heart, making her feel a little sour.
After about a long time, Yaohua in the dream was already in her teens, and she finally understood why she dreamed, and also figured out who the one named Li Yaohua was- yes, Li Yaohua was the missing part of her, and she would dream of her experience, because she was one person with her, although she knew that it was a person, but she gradually developed resentment-
Since she is alone, why is she staying in this cold place, and she can live so wonderfully?
If she is alone, why is she lonely and lonely, while she can meet many different kinds of people she has never met before?
What she can't accept the most is why she likes Hummity so much? They are the same person, but their minds are not the same, Li Yaohua likes Hummity more and more, that mood affects her, and she can only restrain that kind of feeling that she has never experienced by constantly reminding herself to hate Hummy, because she knows that he separated her, he left her here, she is the one who was abandoned by him, so she is unwilling, so the more Li Yaohua likes Hummy, the more she hates him......
She has been resisting Li Yaohua's feelings of love for Xuhuai with hatred and humility, both of which are complicated in her heart, until one day, when she was in her dream, she suddenly began to hate him, because he drove her out of the division and away from him, because she felt that she was not allowed to love him quietly and was born resentment......
Li Yaohua's mood flowed into her heart, Li Yaohua thought like this-she had obviously carefully hidden her feelings, she had never asked him to respond to her feelings, why did he drive her away so ruthlessly? Because she loved him, did she not even have the qualifications to stay by his side and quietly look up to him? In this way, is it wrong for her to love him? But he said that she was right, but if she was right, why did he drive her away? She suddenly felt that perhaps he had deceived her, that the tenderness he had when she left was just for the sake of her own willingness! In his heart, she was wrong, a great mistake, and an unforgivable...... So Li Yaohua is a little resentful, she has always respected him so much and admired him, as long as he said a word, she could ask her to commit suicide and apologize, but why didn't he even give her the sincerity to tell her the truth?
Li Yaohua's resentment was short-lived, but her resentment and humility became stronger after that, because she felt that she had figured out what Li Yaohua couldn't understand - she thought that Humbly knew that Li Yaohua was Yuhua Ji, so he could accept anyone to fall in love with her, but Yuhuaji couldn't...... Li Yaohua is not wrong to love him, but it is wrong for Yuhua Ji to love him, he can accept half of Yu Huaji as an apprentice, teach her carefully, and care about her everywhere, but he can't accept her love, just because she is Yuhua Ji...... It turned out that he didn't see her any different from other people.
After leaving Yuhua Mountain, Li Yaohua has been living on the mountain closest to Yuhua Mountain, and she looks at Yuhua Mountain from afar every day, hoping to see him, but she has never seen him again...... Li Yaohua's sadness and despair also flowed into the bottom of her heart, and then evolved into her hatred for him even more intensely, and then suddenly one day, she realized that she could actually withdraw part of it from that place, so she decided to go to him, even though she knew that she was still very weak when she had not fully recovered, and it was undoubtedly a great risk to act like this, but the hatred in her heart drove her......