The initiation training officially ended, and Ilan began to work in the restaurant all day. Her mech training plan came to an end briefly, and the subsequent basic training was scheduled later in the year.

The restaurant began to prepare for the annual site-wide year-end dinner.

Elan is officially in her second year of service, and according to the regulations, she has two opportunities for interstellar video and star network roaming every month.

On a Saturday in mid-December, Ilan packed herself early, changed into her clothes, held the tears in her hands, and sat on the couch to wait.

The closer she got to the signal, the more confused she became.

The brown wooden beads lay quietly in the palm of her hand, and the names on them were carved by her heart. At that time, Hosbei only glanced at her, and put it on her, but took away her tears. Ilan recalls the day, her name carved even uglier, and he says he likes it, and he says he won't lose it. Ilan suddenly closed his palms, pressed his fist to his forehead, and buried his head motionless.

Time flowed minute by minute, and she didn't dare to look at the time, but she knew in her heart that the signal should be clear. The room was quiet, so quiet that it made people feel cramped.

After a long time, Ilan raised her head, she still had something to deal with today. After all, she couldn't help but look at the time, and it had been twenty minutes since the signal had been clear.

Her mind flashed back to the joke she had made with Hosbei a long time ago, saying that if she didn't apologize for doing something wrong, he would ignore her for a while.

"How long is a period of time?" She once tilted her head and asked with a smile, teasing and joking.

What was his answer at the time? He said she would know. The tone is annoyed, and the eyes are smiling.

Yilan stared at the beads of tears, and thought silently in her heart, Abei, do you want me to count the days day by day?

Somehow, a voice lingered in my head for a long time, what if I apologized to him? If I confess all the truth to him, if I sue him that I will be locked up for a month, if I sue him that my farm is gone, and I only have him in this world, will he turn back?

Ilan's hand rested on his knee, his fingertips trembling slightly, but he didn't have the courage to move half a minute.

This new communication time period is not known yet, and maybe you missed it without paying attention. If she had anything, she should have called him.

However, she was afraid that she would hear a delicate voice in the middle of her speech, and she was even more afraid that he would say something that he would clearly refuse.

"I want to try my life without you." Is there anything clearer than that? Ilan didn't know, but she was afraid to listen to Hosbei again.

He always walked the talk.

…… Maybe he'll come back after trying.

Elan closed his eyes and asked himself, "Shall I go down to the dust for him?" "Including believing that she and his affairs have nothing to do with that delicate voice.

Isn't it irrelevant? The girl with a crisp and pleasant voice was in the same group as him, accompanied him to pick up his mother, and when he told her to take care, they celebrated the girl's birthday together.

He explained that they were relatives.

Yilan knew that she couldn't be completely relieved when she listened, all the childhood sweethearts in this world were relatives, and other possibilities were not impossible.

But she didn't have the position to ask questions now.

Ilan couldn't think about it anymore, the feeling of throbbing pain from her heart to her throat took her breath.

She wiped her face, sniffed, and clicked on the mail system.

The first email was to the Moss Administrative Center, where she wrote that she did not have a suitable delivery address and asked them to send her personal belongings to the garbage disposal station, which contained the second-hand dishes she had bought in previous years, and to ask them to put them on the free donation website if they were not bothered.

After doing this, Ilan sent another email to Ms. Qin from the Culinary Association, sending her the third drink recipe she requested.

The video chime of the communicator sounded quickly.

Yilan's heart suddenly lifted, and the next second he was suddenly disappointed, and the video request came from Ms. Qin of the Tuduo Cooking Association.

She was silent for a while, adjusting her facial expression before picking it up.

"Elan, how are you doing?" Ms. Qin smiled.

"Auntie, I'm fine, how are you?" Ilan deliberately raised the corners of her mouth to make herself look relaxed and happy.

"I'm fine." Ms. Qin smiled, "Yilan, I just received your formula, why can't I see the promotion words and formula name?" ”

Yilan was stunned for a moment, and quickly apologized: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I forgot, I'll write to you right away." ”

Ms. Qin was very considerate, knowing that she was inconvenient to communicate, so she exchanged a few words with her, and left her time to hurry up and imitate words.

"Yilan, the promotion words should be in line with the artistic conception of bitter drinks." She confessed.

Some time ago, Yilan went to work and trained, and everything was on track, but the whole person's mental state was not on the right track, and he would be in a trance when he was free, and he often didn't know what to do in the next moment, and he didn't think of naming the formula and filling in the promotion words.

She sat still, a wry smile floating for a while. The mood of bitter drinks?

This drink is very bitter, Ilan has tasted it several times, and Huo Sibei also helps her taste it every day, he actually doesn't like to drink bitter drinks, but he doesn't frown, and he drinks as much as he wants, but unfortunately his evaluation of the taste was complained by her that there was no reference value, and later she was deprived of the tasting qualification. This recipe is the most bitter of the urn juice drink she developed, he took care of her mood at first, said it was delicious, and then said it was bitter at her request, how bitter it was, but Ren Yilan couldn't describe it.

Ilan tasted the drink, after too long, she couldn't remember the subtleties of that bitter taste, she only remembered Huo Sibei's evaluation, it was very bitter.

She named the recipe Yoyo My Heart, and wrote a paragraph under it:

I'm lonely and confused, and you're silently waiting

I go away from my dreams, and I promise you to stay where you are

I hesitate on the road ahead, remembering your face, thinking that you are always in my place to look back

I don't have time to keep my promise, you are gone, and you will never be found in this world again

I can't thank you enough, return your tears, please stay in my heart forever and accompany me through the storm

If I had known that day was the last day, would I have given you one more hug

After Ilan finished writing, she hung her head deeply, and this was all she could do for Ayu.

When she left the farm, full of anxiety and hope for the future, she handed over the farm to Ayou, and she said please and thank you, completely unaware that it was the last time she and Ayou would meet.

That day, the weather was very sunny and windy, no different from ordinary days, she hugged Ayou, packed her bags and left, except for a little suspense about the new crop, she didn't feel anything else.

Providence didn't give her the slightest hint.

She didn't even turn back three times, just left the house and left Ayu.

That kind of separation was just a little sorrow and a little worry on that day, how could you look back and find that it was actually a farewell?

Ilan thought back in a trance, with tears in her eyes, what was the last day she had with Hosbei? On the day of Tudowei's farewell at the airport, he held a tear in his hand and said to her silently: "Come on." ”

She was also full of anxiety and hope for the future days, and she was also attached to it, but she did not expect that they would be separated from each other.

At that time, the crowd was bustling, and they stared at each other from a distance through the pedestrians who passed by from time to time, and across the boarding gate, just like other people seeing them off.

Providence didn't give her the slightest hint either.

She didn't walk in front of him, and he chose to turn away.

Ilan Mo held the word "Sibei" on the Tear Bead, thinking about where the Tear Bead engraved with the word "Ilan" would be put by him.

She sat there all afternoon, then lay down on her knees and wept silently.

As it got dark and the room was getting dark, Ilan got up to wash up a little and hurried downstairs. At this time, the camp restaurant was about to close.

Even if she has no appetite, she doesn't dare to let herself go hungry anymore, and the restaurant has been preparing for the year-end dinner of the whole group recently, and the workload is very heavy, and she can't make some surprises to make trouble for her colleagues.

There are not many people queuing up to pick up food, just dozens. Yilan half-bowed his head and silently lined up to the back of the line.

"Ah Li, why didn't you see Ah Rui today?"

"Rui has an event today." One of the people in front of Yilan replied with a smile.

Yilan raised her head suddenly, staring at the back of the man's head, Guan Li was dressed in civilian clothes today, and her back was facing her, she hung her head since she entered the restaurant, she didn't want people to see her dark face, and she didn't even notice that Guan Li was in front of her.

Less than half an arm's length away from her, she could even make out his neatly trimmed footline just two finger widths from the white collar at the back of his neck.

Guan Li suddenly realized it, turned his head to look behind him, and was immediately stunned.

The two looked at each other, Guan Li looked at her quietly, she looked back quietly, her breathing steady.

Guan Li turned his head, and Yilan's face did not change, as if the staring just now had not happened.

The two moved forward step by step with the group, and Ilan kept looking straight ahead, and in front of her was Guan Li's shoulder.

After Guan Li took the nutrients, he paused slightly when he turned around, intentionally or unintentionally, and glanced at Yilan quickly.

Yilan took the meal as if no one was around, turned around, raised his eyes, and looked at Guan Li again, his expression calm, but his gaze was not divided.

There was no one behind her, and the person in front of Guan Li had already reached the door of the restaurant. There are only two of them in the catering machine, or in other words, there are only two of them in the entire restaurant.

Guan Li frowned slightly, raised his eyes and glanced at the upper corners of the four walls of the restaurant very quickly.

Ilan could see that his glance was nothing more than a warning that there was surveillance around her.

She was silent, and she stepped to her feet and turned her gaze.

Guan Li breathed a sigh of relief imperceptibly and strode forward, in fact, he was really afraid that she would pounce. His steps were big, and the two quickly pulled out a distance of more than a meter.

Yilan's face was expressionless, his pace was normal and even, and he dropped out behind Guan Li.

After going out for a while, Guan Li tilted his head slightly to look at Yilan, the night breeze was a little cooler, she was always alone, hanging from each other, her straight back looked very strong, but in fact, it was even more sluggish, and she was wrapped in a long skirt, which always made people feel weak. Guan Li was sure that if she pounced, he would be able to knock her to the ground with a wave of his hand.

Elan knew that Guan Li was watching her, so she got into the car by herself, only then did she close her eyes bitterly and ask herself, "What can I do?" ”

She couldn't really do anything.

Hating a person so deeply, he was close in front of her, and she couldn't move.

Loving someone so deeply, he is far away in the sky, she can't ask for it.

Guan Li waited for Yilan's car to start, and then watched her go to the dormitory building, and was slightly relieved. He couldn't help but sigh, he was so close to her just now, he could see it clearly, she had definitely cried again.

Hiding in your room and crying on the weekend? Guan Li was very annoyed, the whole thing had nothing to do with him, and now it was over, but why was he bumped into it, and saw with his own eyes that a person who was usually dragged with a cold face was beaten like this? (To be continued.) )