Section 34 Survival in a desperate situation
Su Shi's serious illness naturally also alarmed Li Heshan. After getting the letter, he flirted a yellow bird in the cage, screamed, and said to Uncle Feng: "Sick? I think it's a heart disease! How can you let go of this piece of fat? Inevitably, Li Heshan was too kind when he was him.
Uncle Feng didn't say anything, he simply cursed at Su Shi, and then looked at Li Songchen and shook his head and sighed in private.
You'er's eyes were swollen, and he waited by the bedside every day, crying "Sister Ashi" and begging for the gods and bodhisattvas.
Songchen and they also called Lang Zhong, the old man who was over the age of six, came to check the pulse, touched his beard and diagnosed: "The girl's body is fine, but the pulse is weak, because she thinks too much on weekdays, this is a heart disease, and the medicine is ineffective." If she wants to recover, you must always explain, and the old decay is only afraid that she will be powerless."
After that, he got up and took the medicine box, turned around and looked at the shriveled hand, shook his head and sighed: "It's only so old, how did you get it like this?" In this way, I'm afraid I won't be able to survive for a few days! When everyone heard this, they were sad, and You'er even threw herself on Su Shi and cried so much that her liver and intestines were broken.
Songchen couldn't read this book, and his heart seemed to be grabbed and pinched one after another, rubbing it over and over again, how could he get it easily?
No matter how much time he went to visit, Su Shi lay so undead, he didn't even give him a penny in his eyes, but he had already taken all of Su Shi's suffering on his back, and he hated to attribute all the pain to himself. Song Chen loved someone for the first time in his life, but he had to watch her wither so much, he naturally felt painful.
Seeing that she gradually dissipated her anger like this, Song Chen wanted to save her, wanted to take care of her for the rest of her life, and wanted her to grow up under her arms for a long time, smiling for the rest of her life. He wanted to beg his father to let him marry Su Shi, and he was willing to bear the burden of birth, old age, sickness and death.
Song Chen thought like this and went to kneel and beg, but Song Chen's thoughts only became thoughts - didn't he already know through his little thoughts about being a father? But Li Heshan felt that Songchen, a hairy boy, was greedy for a moment of freshness. You must know that you were also going to die or live for Yu Niang back then, but what was the result? Another warm fragrant nephrite still feels like that, women, you can leave it behind after playing for a few days.
What's there? It's worth fighting with your own father for a sick seedling who knows when he will die?
Li Heshan thought about it like this, and his face didn't look good. He said: "Chen'er, I never thought that you were so concerned about Su Shi! I had high hopes for you, hoping that you would seek fame and glory on the lintel - but you were so childlike that you abandoned your studies and came to ask me for a woman! Which gives you the guts! Don't say that your age and the eight characters match or not, just say that her short-lived appearance must not be the daughter-in-law of our old Li family! You don't have to think about it, it's better to go back and work hard! Let's talk about her again, Dad is not so easy to talk about! ”
When Song Chen heard this, he lost his soul and taught Uncle Feng to go back, and never asked again. Li Heshan naturally thought that his son had given up on his thoughts and worked hard, but he didn't expect Songchen's love to become ill. He himself is a kind-hearted person, so he said that his son must be as flamboyant as a man in the world. But he didn't know that Songchen didn't know what to do with Su Shi, who he coveted, and he went deep, lovesick and sick for a long time.
After that, Songchen sat in front of Su Shi's window for a long time every day, and looked at the sick face from afar without sighing, nor crying, nor talking, nor talking, occasionally overstepping the rules, holding the dry hand like firewood and staying like that. At this moment, in addition to the one on the bed, another patient came out in front of the window, and You'er was shocked and scared, crying even more sadly. Uncle Feng persuaded at first, but later he didn't dare to tell the master no matter how anxious he was, so he had no choice but to let Songchen go.
After five days, Su Shi was no different from a dead man.
The people outside shouted for heaven and earth, but Su Shi himself seemed to have entered a dream, and the reality of the dream was not clear, and he couldn't wake up.
In the dream, Su Shi walked barefoot on a white ice and snow land, and there was no one around, only herself. There was no sun, no wind, no clouds, and beside her was the old plum that was black and oppressive, without flowering, and a flock of crows perched on the stump branches, quacking at her. There are only two colors in the world, black and white, which are extremely distinct, and she can't pick it out when she melts into the earth in a white robe, but Su Shi is not afraid at all, but is comfortable and relieved -- knowing that no one here will hurt her.
As soon as the picture turned, she saw the pair of wild mandarin ducks on the bed of the Yun family, Li Heshan was lustful, and Zhuang Yuniang was in a good state. She didn't want to look at it, but a pair of eyes couldn't turn her head as if they were nailed by someone, she watched them turn over the clouds and rain, watched them prostitute all day long, and her heart was very irritable, and she couldn't help but shout: "I won't look at it!" But the man and woman still moved, and the wild words were endless, which was really annoying.
But suddenly, when I looked at it again, I saw that the face of the woman under Li Heshan had changed, and her appearance had become desperate and resentful, which was a face that Su Shi was so familiar with - she muttered "Mother"!
So Yuan Ke's face was enlarged in front of her, his facial features were distorted, very painful, he stretched out a hand to grab her, Su Shi hurriedly reached out to pull her, but was thrown away, seeing that his mother was pulled back by Li Heshan's hair again, Yuan Ke cried: "Ah Shi! What are you doing here! Don't go yet! Come on! Come on! At this point, Su Shi was in a cold sweat and woke up completely.
At that time, Songchen had just gone back after seeing her, and sitting on the edge of the bed was You'er who was crying tired and sleeping. As soon as she bent her hand, You'er woke up immediately after falling asleep. When he came over and saw Su Shi's eyes rolling, he cried even more, and said: "Ah Shi!" You're scared to death! Lang Zhong said that you are useless, I thought, I thought, you can't wake up."
Seeing that Su Shi didn't answer, You'er cried fiercely again: "Ah Shi, what's wrong with you?" How can you go to the ghost gate for no reason? Tell me what you have to do, don't I know that you have something on your mind? I've been waiting for you to speak."
Su Shi didn't answer, slowly turned his head, and stared at You'er with a pair of eyes, You'er was inexplicable, but saw that her eyes were becoming more and more sharp and vicious, and she almost had hair on her side, so she asked, "Ah Shi, what do you think I do?" ”
Su Shi just woke up, lack of consciousness and lack of energy, but he also pinched You'er's hand painfully, You'er saw that she woke up different, and she didn't dare to squeak, she stared at her for a long time before listening to her speak, hoarse and determined, but it was: "You'er, I only have one thing."