Chapter 251: Farewell
Ye Qinglan's heart sank straight down, and her face calmed down. and Ye Qinglan entered the delivery room together.
The delivery room has been cleaned up, but the lingering bloody breath can't be dissipated. Cui Jing, who had a miserable white face, was lying on the bed, and her lower body was a shocking bright red, soaked through the bedding. His eyes were blank and his face was blue, which was already a sign of imminent death.
Cui Wan held her hand, crying silently, and shouted intermittently: "Jing Niang...... Don't be so ruthless...... Don't go that way......"
Ye Yuanwei stood beside the bed, both sad for Cui Jing who was about to fall, and worried about Cui Wan. When Cui Jing was dying, her mind had a trace of clarity. Laboriously opened his eyes and looked at Ye Yuanwei, tears slowly oozing from the corners of his eyes.
This atmosphere of heavy sadness is so heavy that people can't breathe.
Ye Qingning had never seen such a farewell scene of life and death, he only felt that his throat was tight, and his eyes were inexplicably a little sour. Ye Qinglan's heart was also sour, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything. All the words were choked in my throat.
Cui Jing's hand moved slightly, and her voice was weak: "Young, young grandma......"
"Jing Niang," Cui Wan didn't have time to wipe her tears with her sleeve, and said with red eyes: "I have asked people to invite a doctor to come, you must hold on." ”
Cui Jing smiled sadly: "No need, I understand very well, I ...... Going to go......"
Cui Wan wanted to smile and comfort her, but tears rolled down one after another. Such a young and fresh life, why does God refuse to let her go.
Cui Jing's pale face was flushed, and her eyes were brighter than before. Anyone with a discerning eye can see that this is a sign of a return to the light: "Young grandma, what about my child?" I want to get a good look at him before I leave. ”
Cui Wan choked and nodded, and whispered to the maid next to her to ask the nurse to come over with the newborn baby.
The young nurse hurriedly came with the baby in her arms. The strong smell of blood in the house. The child was uncomfortable, and as soon as he entered the house, he started crying.
While coaxing the child, the nurse carefully carried the child to the side of the bed and let Cui Jing take a look.
The little red face that cried was wrinkled like a small bun. Cui Jing looked attentively and carefully, her eyes were full of remembrance and reluctance. This is the child she worked so hard to get in exchange for her life, it is the blood and blood of her and Ye Yuanwei, she originally hoped to be able to raise him in person, but unfortunately. This is destined to be just a luxury. She will be gone soon, this child will be born without a mother......
Cui Jing's eyes flashed with water. looked at Cui Wan sadly: "Young grandmother, please, take good care of him......"
Cui Wan nodded vigorously and choked up, "Jing Niang, don't worry." I will definitely take care of her as if she were my own daughter. ”
Biological daughter? Cui Jing's heart suddenly cooled down, and she muttered, "Is it a daughter?" She remained unconscious, not knowing that she had given birth to a daughter.
Cui Wan saw that her face was wrong, and she hurriedly pulled Ye Yuanwei's sleeve.
Ye Yuanwei suppressed the sadness in his heart, sat on the edge of the bed, and said gently: "Jing Niang." I like my daughter too. Don't worry, I will take good care of her in the future. ”
Cui Jing smiled bitterly, and a thick self-deprecation flashed in her eyes. It's dying. Do you still care if you give birth to a daughter or a son? That's it, the lights go out when people die, I just hope that this child can grow up safely under the protection of Ye Yuanwei.
Being so close, Ye Yuanwei could clearly see that the light in Cui Wan's eyes was quickly extinguished, and his heart was indescribably sour. Subconsciously held Cui Jing's cold hand: "Jing Niang, do you have anything else to say?" ”
Cui Jing's consciousness was already a little blurred. This familiar warm voice sounded faintly in his ears, tears quickly overflowed his eyes, and he whispered in his mouth: "I only want to live in the next life, I can meet you earlier than my cousin......"
Maybe then, you will like me as much as you like your cousin, and you will only have me in your heart. I no longer have to stand humbly in the corner and look at you quietly, I don't have to think about you sadly and hopelessly in the long night.
You must not know that I, who was once wronged and sad and forced to marry into the house, fell in love with you the moment you lifted your hijab. But I know that you treat me well only because you are gentle and generous by nature. What you really love is your cousin Cui Wan.
You must not know how envious and jealous I am of her. I was looking forward to giving birth to a son for you, and you would be better to me because of my son. However, such a small prayer is also extravagant......
If there is an afterlife, I only hope that I will meet you sooner. If there is an afterlife, I only hope that the dignified companion by your side is the person and me......
Cui Jing slowly closed her eyes, her left hand hung down weakly, and she stopped breathing.
Ye Yuanwei's nose was sour, and tears came out of his eyes.
Cui Wan was overly sad and unstable, her eyes were dark, and she fainted again. Ye Qinglan's eyes were quick, and she quickly caught Cui Wan: "Cousin, cousin-in-law fainted." ”
Ye Yuanwei barely suppressed the sorrow in his heart and got up to support Cui Wan. I couldn't bear to look at Cui Jing on the bed anymore. The child in the nurse's arms cried endlessly, as if she knew that her own mother was dead.
Zheng Shi had been waiting outside, and when he saw Ye Yuanwei coming out with Cui Wan who had fainted, his brows couldn't help frowning: "Aunt Cui has already gone, Cui's sadness must have a degree, don't hurt the child in your belly." You let her rest first, and I'll take care of the rest of the matter. ”
Ye Yuanwei nodded with red eyes.
As Cui Jing's concubine, if she dies, she only needs to be buried in a coffin. There's no need to set up a mourning hall or anything like that. Zheng ordered someone to send a letter to Cui's mansion, and at the same time ordered someone to prepare a coffin for burial. In the evening, the food is ready.
After Cui Wan woke up, she didn't speak, just in a daze.
Ye Yuanwei sat on the edge of the bed, and when he saw her dejected appearance, his heart ached: "Wanniang, don't be sad." Jing Niang is gone, you have to take care of yourself. You're still carrying a baby in your belly......"
Two strings of crystal tears slid down abruptly.
Cui Wan loosened her shoulders slightly, crying silently. No, she hurt Cui Jing.
If it weren't for the fact that she hadn't given birth to a son, Ye Yuanwei wouldn't have been in a hurry to take a concubine, Cui Jing wouldn't have been accepted into the mansion, and she wouldn't have been pregnant early. If she could take care of Cui Jing more wholeheartedly, Cui Jing's body would not be so bad, and she encountered dystocia. If she could be more firm at the critical moment of Cui Jing's birth, the midwives would not only care about the child and ignore Cui Jing's safety......
Cui Jing is still so young, but she fell early. It's all her fault......
Cui Wan drilled the tip of the horns, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, and her tears kept falling. Ye Yuanwei coaxed for a long time, but he didn't coax well, he was anxious and helpless. But the Zheng family sent someone to urge him to go to Changhetang for a family banquet.
Where was Ye Yuanwei in the mood to eat and drink, so he casually sent the maid away and stayed by Cui Wan's side.
Cui Wan didn't eat, he didn't have an appetite, the husband and wife sat and wept, and the other secretly felt sad, and they couldn't sleep all night.
Early the next morning, Cui Wan didn't get up for a long time. Ye Yuanwei went to Luomei Courtyard alone to say goodbye to his parents. Seeing that his face was haggard and ugly, Zheng couldn't help but say: "Aunt Cui just went, I know you feel uncomfortable, but no matter what, you have to pay attention to your body." That's all it was last night, and I can't hide from the family dinner anymore. There will be guests coming to the house today, so cheer up. ”
Ye Yuanwei nodded silently.
Zheng asked Cui Wan again: "Didn't Cui have dinner last night?" ”
Seeing Ye Yuanwei nodded, Zheng's heart suddenly burst into anger: "I look at her quite calmly on weekdays, why am I confused at this time." People are dead, and no matter how sad they are, they can't come back. The most important thing now is to take care of your body. She didn't want to eat herself, and the child in her belly couldn't afford it. ”
Ye Yuanwei sighed: "Mother, you are angry." Jingniang is her cousin, and it is inevitable that she will feel uncomfortable. After a while, it will naturally get better. "How can people be ruthless, let alone Cui Wan, how can he feel better in his heart?
Zheng snorted lightly, and finally didn't say anything more.
At this time, Ye Qinglan quietly slipped out of the Hefeng Courtyard, and then went to Qinfang Garden.
Cui Wan is delicate, a kind-hearted and emotionally important woman. Cui Jing's death must have hit her hard.
Although it is the New Year, it should be the most lively time, but the Qinfang Garden is strangely quiet. There was no smile on the face of the maids who came and went.
Ye Qinglan arrived outside Cui Wan's bedroom with a familiar car, and met Chaoyun who was anxious and hurried.
"Chaoyun, what's wrong?" Ye Qinglan's heart moved, and she hurriedly asked, "Where are you going?" ”
Chaoyun sighed: "The young grandmother hasn't gotten up, the slave maid went to knock on the door just now, only to find that the young grandmother's forehead was a little hot, and the slave maid was about to report to the young master." ”
Ye Qinglan was taken aback, and ordered without thinking: "There will be guests in the mansion today, and my cousin must be in Changhe Hall." You go quietly, don't alarm the eldest aunt. By the way, let people go out of the house and ask the doctor to come over. ”
Chaoyun immediately responded.
Ye Qinglan quickened her pace and pushed open the door. Cui Wan lay at the head of the bed, her face pale, and there were two abnormal flushes on her cheeks.
Cui Wan heard footsteps, opened her eyes, and her voice was weak: "Tenth sister, why are you here." ”
Ye Qinglan sat on the edge of the bed and sighed, "Sister-in-law, people can't be resurrected after death. No matter how sad you are, you should take good care of your body. If you hurt your body and then affect the child in your belly, it will be too late to regret it. ”
Cui Wan didn't know this truth. But as long as she thought of the dead Cui Jing, she was uncomfortably breathless.
"Tenth sister, I hurt Jingniang." Cui Wan's voice was a little hoarse, and her eyes were full of self-blame and guilt: "If it weren't for me, Jing Niang wouldn't have died at a young age......"