Fourth, the call of family affection

Yinhua returned to Hong Kong and returned to No. 354 Fengxiu Road, this time homecoming had two effects on her, one was that she saw that both families were doing well, and she was very happy. Another point www.biquge.info is that there is a sense of guilt in my heart after seeing my daughter Jinhe.

She had promised to quit drug addiction when she came back, but the mansion at No. 354 was like a cage on the first night she came back, and she had a lot of dreams when she slept, and most of the scenes in the dreams were when she was pulling her daughter to walk at the Wang family and holding her son to take pictures.

The past is like smoke, but it occupies an important position in Yinhua's brain after she returns, and the scene of Wang Hengshan holding his son and pulling his daughter to see him go away keeps appearing in front of his eyes.

Yinhua was alone in Hong Kong without two people to accompany her, and at this time, the original drug dealer called him, and he said on the phone: "Is the head of the household of No. 354 back?"

Yinhua picked up the mobile phone and was stunned for a moment, and then she said into the phone: "Thank you, I have been detoxified from today, so you don't want to call." ”

The drug dealer smiled and said on the phone: "It is not so easy for the old customer to quit drugs, if you can't hold on to the call in a few days, we will continue to buy and sell." ”

Yinhua put down her mobile phone, she really wanted to quit her drug addiction, and besides, she had already smoked the cigarettes containing drugs she had brought with her when she went home this time, and she wanted to see what it was like in a few days.

But at night, Yinhua's drug addiction was as if a catastrophe was coming, and he was uncomfortable all over, as if he had fallen into eighteen layers of hell, ten times more uncomfortable than before the first drug rehabilitation. It is a trivial thing that she can't sleep at night, her whole body is like ten thousand ants gnawing on it, the discomfort gradually escalates, she insists on her head against the wall, she puts the quilt up and hits the quilt with her head, and after a while she removes the quilt and touches the wall with her head, probably too hard, when her head hits the wall, she only hears a bang, Yinhua falls to the ground and faints.

When she woke up, she reached out and touched her face and felt slimy, and her eyes widened to see that it was blood. Her head was dizzy and aching, she stood up and walked to the dressing mirror to find that she had a wound on her forehead, the wound was surrounded by blood, and the poison on her body had not completely disappeared.

"What can I do? in this lonely house. She muttered as she walked over to the coffee table and sat down on the couch. She reached out and picked up the hot water teapot and poured a cup of hot tea and drank a few sips, her body was a little hot, a little more comfortable, but it didn't take long, the poison was like a pendulum, one would be high, and the other would be low.

Suddenly, the climax of the drug power came again, this time Yinhua was so uncomfortable that he rolled on the ground, there was really no way Yinhua could only surrender to the drugs in the end, she used her mobile phone to call the drug dealer, and the other party said: "Deliver it immediately." ”

The drug dealer's efficiency is indeed very high, twenty minutes later, the drug dealer sent the drug to No. 354, Yinhua got the heroin, she lay on the sofa and used the past drug tool to suck a few puffs, only then did she recover.

She lay on the sofa and smoked drugs, and began to think about the future, she said: "It seems that the difficulty of detoxification is very great, it is better to get by and live a day is a day, life is like a dream, in the blink of an eye is the twilight of life, life and death are natural." ”

In the days that followed, Yinhua lost his determination to quit drugs and completely surrendered to drugs. She was in the house of number 354, where she was plagued by loneliness, depression, and menopause, and depression developed in her. And in the depths of her soul, she has a deep sense of guilt for her children and daughters. This feeling of guilt slowly took over her entire mental space in this single-family mansion, and her mental condition changed a lot.

Her daily life has also become eating, smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking, after taking drugs, she walked out of the house and walked along the small road in front of the house to the beach, in order to vent her depression, she walked on the beach for a burst of ecstasy, a burst of crying, a burst of shouting in her mouth.

Her abnormal state of mind controlled her, she was never afraid of death, she was dirty all day long, and she walked crazy on the beach. When she was in ecstasy, she would wave her hands and laugh and say, "I'm rich, I'm rich." When she was grieving, she would cry and say, "I shouldn't have lost you, I'm guilty, I'm guilty." She thought about her mistake and slapped her face with both hands.

At about six o'clock in the evening, she had inhaled enough heroin, and she seemed very energetic, and she had a feeling of fluttering in her body, and hallucinations appeared in front of her eyes, and the past appeared intermittently in front of her eyes, and she ran all the way to the sea along the small road leading to the sea.

She reached the beach at dusk, and she ran along the beach facing a vast sea. In her hallucination, suddenly there was a boat sailing towards her in the vast sea, and Wang Hengshan stood on the bow of the boat, holding the rotten egg and holding his daughter Jin He with one hand, and Jin He shouted loudly: "Mom, Mom, you can't go, I won't let you go---------。 ”

Yinhua then said loudly: "Jinhe, mom won't go, mom won't go." Daughter, mom is here, mom is here--------。 Yinhua waded into the bow of the boat where her daughter stood in the distance of the sea, and went to her family.