Chapter 55 A Two-Day and One-Night Trip to Mount Tyumen (7)
I didn't expect that the shy and introverted Lin Xuemei would take the initiative to confess to Ning Shaoling, could it be that she was stimulated by something? Otherwise, how could she do such a thing that is not in line with her character? I suddenly remembered the scene on the chain bridge, Ning Shaoling did talk to Lin Xuemei on the bridge, but I don't know what the specific content is. Just when I was clueless, Lin Xuemei raised her head and looked at me with red eyes.
I was shocked. Why, why did you cry all of a sudden? What grievances did this child suffer? Could it be that he was rejected by Ning Shaoling in person? If that's the case, I'll definitely settle accounts with Ning Shaoling. But the next scene caught me off guard......
There were tears in the corners of her eyes, but Lin Xuemei tried to squeeze out a smile. She choked up and said, "This may be my last chance......"
"What's going on?" I looked at her worriedly, Lin Xuemei at this time was completely different from what I knew before. In the past, even if she was wronged, she would only hold it in her heart and not say a word when she was sad. And at this moment, she is like a broken child, tears keep flowing out, and she can't stop it. As if she no longer wanted to endure some kind of torment, sadness seeped out of her tears and turned into a shocking force.
It wasn't until she calmed down a little that I learned the ins and outs of the matter from her. Long before leaving, Lin Xuemei found Ning Shaoling and revealed to him the secret that had been hidden in her heart for a long time. I don't know where Lin Xuemei's impulse came from, and I don't know what stimulated her, I am very dissatisfied with her practice of confessing without reporting to me, but now is not the time to dwell on this, because she sued me, Ning Shaoling rejected her.
I asked him, why? Do you know what he said to me? Lin Xuemei looked at me, a layer of ash passed through her eyes, and her heart was like dead ash.
I looked at her and didn't answer. In fact, I have thought about thousands of answers at that moment, and no matter which one answers, the result is predictable. Thinking of this, my heart sank.
We are all too familiar, he said...... Too familiar, I asked? What is the meaning? Lin Xuemei smiled helplessly, and the tears on her face were clearly visible.
"Actually, I know in my heart what he said...... We played since we were young, and when I was little, I was the follower behind him, and wherever he went, I followed. When I grew up and understood things, I deliberately kept my distance from him, but I knew that even if I was distancing myself from him, I would pay more attention to him. Even if he tried to dodge, his eyes still followed him...... I'm really too angry...... The familiarity he said was probably that he regarded me as a sister. But behind these familiarities, he didn't notice that my love for him ......" After speaking, two huge tears slipped down again, I wanted to comfort her with something, but it was useless to say anything at this time.
Although I knew that this was Ning Shaoling's excuse, and although I knew what the truth was, I didn't dare to comfort this wounded heart lightly. Sometimes, a broken heart is a broken heart, very pure. These wounds cannot be repaired by others and can only heal themselves over time.
Lin Xuemei continued: "But I'm really unwilling. I saw her slightly clenched fist.
"I'm not reconciled, I want to prove to Shaoling that I am not a little sister, I am not a little girl under the protection of my parents, I have thoughts, I can be independent. I don't need to be pampered, I'm qualified to love people......" She said categorically, and then added: "I want to try again, and put my remaining strength, my only bet, on this bet." I told Shaoling that if I was the first to reach the end of the game, please give me another chance, and when that time came, I would ask him for an answer. ”
I gasped, it turned out that during the training process, the energy exuded by Lin Xuemei came from here!
"That's why you're rushing forward so desperately......" I muttered.
Lin Xuemei nodded, she wiped some tears from her face, and the corners of her mouth rose with difficulty, but in my opinion, this smile is so sad...... I can't help but ask myself, do you have to embarrass yourself like this if you like someone?
"Teacher, have you seen Shaoling?" Lin Xuemei asked me.
"I don't see it...... Probably back to the hotel. "Could it be that Lin Xuemei wants to ask Ning Shaoling for an answer?
"Okay, I'll go find him."
I immediately took Lin Xuemei's hand and wanted to say something to her, but I didn't know how to say it. I really feel sorry for her. Lin Xuemei understood my thoughts, and suddenly, she threw herself into my arms.
Lin Xuemei stood on tiptoe, hugged me tightly, and rested her head on my shoulder. This is the first time that I have been in such close contact with Lin Xuemei, I felt her body temperature, and she said softly, "Teacher Xiaorou, thank you." Whatever the outcome, I'll accept it. Thank you for always being there for me. ”
Somehow, there was a warm current in my heart, and it kept surging, making my blood boil all over my body. Even in the whole world, the only sound I can still hear is Lin Xuemei's feverish beating heart, this heart is tightly pressed against my chest, and I can feel the power brought by the frequency of the heart's beating.
Slowly, Lin Xuemei let go of her hand, she looked at me seriously, bowed to me, and left.
She went to Ning Shaoling for an answer, and I sighed deeply. Maybe this is the best relief for herself! I thought to myself.
The afterglow of the setting sun fades away in the Tyumen mountains. Just after the rain, the Tyumen Mountains look even more deserted at night. In the evening, teachers and students enjoyed dinner in the hotel's cafeteria. Completely different from the food at noon, the buffet in the evening is more extensive. But I was absent-minded, looking left and right, I couldn't find Lin Xuemei's figure, and I didn't know what happened to the child.
As for Ning Shaoling, he sat in the corner cutting steak and tasting red wine. Looking at him, it doesn't seem that anything has happened, could it be that Lin Xuemei hasn't looked for him yet?
The students were hungry for food on their plates, and the afternoon physical training consumed all their bodies, and only when they had eaten and drunk enough could they have fun after dinner.
Yes, after dinner, there is a popular entertainment show, which is the escape room.
It can be said that this is a long-awaited program for students, and it is also a team game that is now popular in society, and it seems that it was first popular from Japan and gradually introduced to China. This game not only tests the intelligence of the participants, but also challenges the participants' reflexes and adaptability, and at the same time, it is also a great test of the team's spirit of cooperation.
The students had been looking forward to the show for a long time, and their emotions were already written on their faces - they were extremely excited and couldn't wait. A few girls invited me to join their team, but I was in no mood to play, so I had to push it off.
I found Lin Muzi, a girl who was in the same room with Lin Xuemei, and asked her if she had seen Lin Xuemei.
Lin Muzi shook his head and said, "Maybe it's in the room, it seems to be uncomfortable." ”
"Why didn't you inform the head teacher?" I asked in a reproachful tone.
"Who knows, she usually looks sick." Lin Muzi finished speaking angrily, then turned around and left.
I guess the child caught a cold in the rain, and when she held me, I felt that her face was very hot. Ay! I hurriedly took the elevator upstairs, and my mind was full of thoughts.