The 107th episode of cheating or coming out

"It's been a long time since I've drunk the salt soda here, and it tastes the same as before!" Qiu Wenchao took a big sip with satisfaction, and said with a big breath. He sat next to me, leaning against the table. His hooked nose looks perfect from the side, and his sexy Adam's apple, both of which are the reasons why I fell in love with this attractive boy in the first place.

I didn't want to be confused by his handsome appearance again, so I had to divert my attention and take a big sip of the last bit of soda, and the cool feeling came to my heart, and I said happily: "Yes, I haven't drunk it for a long time, I really miss this feeling!" I put down the soda bottle in my hand and watched the crystal beads of water on the glass bottle slide down one by one.

"Weiwei, you haven't invited me to salt soda yet!" Qiu Wenchao turned his head, looked at me with a wicked smile, and continued: "I have invited you to drink for so many years, why haven't you invited me to drink?" ”

"Please, please, a dollar thing, how about the old lady invite you to drink 100 bottles?"

"The price has gone up, and now it costs five dollars."

"What? Five dollars a bottle? This price level is really fast! If you want to buy something for a dollar back then, it feels very luxurious! I shook my head thoughtfully, thinking that if I had five dollars in my hand in elementary school, my face would have been arrogant all day, but I was angry!

Qiu Wenchao burst out laughing and said, "Then do you want to invite me, 100 bottles?" ”

"This really needs to be considered!" I said seriously, after a while, both of us laughed, laughing inexplicably, I didn't know where the laughter was, and the tacit understanding between the two would not disappear with separation. But why do two people who have such a tacit understanding also separate? I have thought about this question repeatedly, and when I almost gave up looking for the answer, I actually gave me the truth - because Qiu Wenchao doesn't like women at all.

Maruko once asked me, is it Qiu Wen who is out of the rails, or is Qiu Wen out of the cabinet that hurts me more? If it's the former, I'll wonder what caused him to cheat? Am I not charismatic enough? Is it because I have too many shortcomings? Or does he like the new and hate the old, and seven years is too itchy? I think about all sorts of things, I want to get to the bottom of my mind, and I blame myself a little more. But if it's the latter, it's not your own problem at all, it's the fundamental problem of the other person's sexual orientation - he doesn't even like women, no matter how feminine you are, you can't attract him!

When I first learned that Qiu Wenchao was a crook, the rather researched question of balls really tormented me to death. The harm caused by cheating is inevitable, but if you come out, this kind of injury has a kind of bullying color. Let's take a chestnut, it's like saying that you are making out with your boyfriend, and you only have him in your eyes, but he is full of other men. What a devastating thing this is!

Sometimes I don't mind coming out, I just think that you will come out when you come out, how can you hide it from me in the first place? When you start dating, you should clearly mark the price and write clearly, what is your sexual orientation, and how can you be a wolf in sheep's clothing? But now that I think about it seriously, I think Qiu Wenchao is really reliable.

He didn't explain the reason for the breakup to me when we broke up, but from another point of view, he should have been afraid that I would be cranky (in fact, I am such a person), right? Although I pretended not to care on the surface, to be honest, my heart hurt terribly...... But if Qiu Wenchao told me the truth, I would be so shocked that I couldn't speak for a few days, right? Therefore, without explanation, it can be regarded as a fairly appropriate move. Think about it, the boyfriend I have loved for many years turned out to be a homosexual, and the emotional process over the years has been overturned and collapsed like a domino...... Outsiders look cool, only their own warmth and coldness know.

So my ex-boyfriend is a crook, and I've come to terms with that. Although there will still be some knots left over from years of relationship in my heart, I believe that it will gradually disappear with the passage of time.

All in all, I don't averse to coming out, nor am I averse to the kind of people who come out halfway and start anew in life, what I hate is that kind of cheating marriage for the purpose of getting married...... The act of deliberately concealing one's true orientation in order to achieve the purpose of marrying him/her. This kind of marriage cheating mostly occurs in homosexuals, because this group is special, and it cannot be fully recognized by society at this stage, and under the pressure of family and society, they have to hide themselves, pretend to be normal people, get married and have children. But in private, they may do things that they would only do in their circles behind their families, so I won't go into details here.

This kind of cheating on marriage made me think of Zhuang Yuyan at once, obviously Qiu Wenchao's boyfriend, but he brought a girlfriend over, and the two are about to get married!! His situation is so similar to that of a cheating marriage that it is inevitably suspicious. What's going on? I think Qiu Wenchao must be very clear, and thought to himself, why don't you take this opportunity to ask him!

"Wen Chao, I have something to ask you." I played with the straw in my soda bottle. Pretend to say nonchalantly.

"Huh?"

"That Chen Xiaoping, what's going on?"

"She? How about her? Qiu Wenchao looked at me puzzled.

"And ask me? Why did Dr. Zhuang come up with a girlfriend out of nowhere? ”

"Huh?" Qiu Wenchao looked at me in disbelief and asked, "You don't know?" I thought Zhuang Zhuang told you......"

When I heard Qiu Wenchao shouting "Zhuang Zhuang" from Dr. Zhuang, I had goosebumps all over my body.

"Say? Say what? He wants to bring his girlfriend over, and he doesn't tell me a word, so give me a mental preparation...... Is! ”

"Didn't Zhuang Zhuang tell you on the phone? He was going to bring his girlfriend over, and he told me that he had already told you. ”

I looked at Qiu Wenchao speechlessly, and my expression was telling him, "It's obvious that you didn't sue me, okay!" ”

"Let's not talk about whether I was informed of this in advance, I just want to figure out one question, what is the relationship between you and Dr. Zhuang, Dr. Zhuang and Chen Xiaoping? ! Isn't Dr. Chong your boyfriend? Why do you have a girlfriend? And, you don't seem to mind the two of them ......?? Did you know they were getting married? What the hell is going on? Qiu Wenchao, I ask you, can you tell me clearly, tell me in person, don't be the last person I know the truth every time, this is very uncomfortable! Do you know? ”

I finished the above passage in one breath, panting. Qiu Wenchao was even more dumbfounded, he looked at my excited appearance, and he was stunned all of a sudden.