Maybe many people will say that Yan Yan is stupid, and he still chooses to tolerate a man who has hurt him several times, but in fact, Yan Yan is smart, because there are not many good men, Xu Yan is a good man, he is just not a good husband and father, so if he can be trained, then Yan Yan will still give Xu Yan a chance.

Yan Yan has thought about it a lot in the past few days, and she has figured it out a lot, otherwise she would have left Xu Yan with the child a long time ago, because that was what she thought before. Why do women have to wronged themselves for the sake of their children? In the past, she felt that it was the same whether there was a man or not, and she didn't have to grieve herself for the eyes of outsiders.

But now Yan Yan doesn't think so, first of all, she is a mother, she can't be so selfish just for herself, so giving Xu Yan a chance is a good way to at least know whether this man is worth continuing to live.

Secondly, she is a woman, it is not good for a woman to be reconciled with a man here, she doesn't want to affect the family because of herself, although the family doesn't care about reputation, but Yan Yan thought that when she was in Xiaohe Village, because she caused her family to become like that, she was very upset in her heart, so Yan Yan, who was mature, would not only think about herself.

Again, she has to think about the restaurant business, although everyone knows that the restaurant is inseparable from Yan Yan today, but Yan Yan is a woman after all, and many things are actually not accepted by women, if it weren't for Yan Yan's later fame and attention, Yan Yan is estimated to be looked down upon now.

Because doing business itself is not a glorious thing, Yan Shaojie can be respected. That's all because he is a lifter, if he didn't have this identity, it is estimated that the Yan family would not be able to do such a respectable scene today with the restaurant business. Then there's the warehouse. If Yan Yan hadn't come up with this method, it is estimated that there would be more people with pink eye in Shahe Town, so Yan Yan often couldn't let people catch the Yan family's handle and laugh at it.

In the end, Yan Yan thought of herself, because of Yexuan, Yan Yan had already been hurt once, and finally she got better, and slowly believed Xu Yan. But she was still deeply hurt, Yan Yan thought that maybe she didn't have the luck to be loved in this life.

No matter what, Yan Yan's best way to deal with it now is to give Xu Yan a chance first. She hopes that they can become a good mode of getting along with each other, although it is not easy, but it still has to work hard.

Seeing that Yan Yan was willing to give himself a chance, Xu Yan's heart relaxed slightly. But it still can't be put down. Because Yan Yan may still leave him in the end, and this time he can't make any more mistakes, because he can't afford to lose.

Sometimes Xu Yan really wanted to beat himself up, why did he always hurt Yan Yan? In fact, Xu Yan doesn't want to do it himself, but sometimes he just can't control himself, so he makes mistakes, and every time he knows that he is wrong, but he just doesn't have a long memory.

Xu Yan couldn't figure it out. Why did he care about Yan Yan so much and love Yan Yan so much, or did he hurt Yan Yan deeply? Xu Yan has thought about this question many times. But I just can't find the answer, maybe I just care too much, and in the end I hurt others and hurt myself.

Xu Yan thought that the relationship between Yexuan and Yan Yan had too much impact on him, even if Xu Yan told him that Yan Yan had his own in his heart, but deep down he would still feel that he might not be as good as Yexuan in Yan Yan's heart, after all, Yexuan was the first person Yan Yan liked.

Moreover, Yan Yan could go to Suzhou as a woman for Yexuan, that kind of courage made Xu Yan not even dare to ask Yan Yan if he had a place in her heart, because Yan Yan had paid too much for Yexuan, Xu Yan had never seen a woman who could do this for a man, not to mention that Yan Yan was still such an excellent woman.

Xu Yan knew that it was a matter of timing to marry Yan Yan, Yan Yan's age, and Xu Yan had known the Yan family for many years, all of which were the advantages that Xu Yan could marry Yan Yan. Xu Yan thought that as long as he did a good job, Yan Yan would always see his good, but he forgot that Yan Yan was so good, as long as he was not blind, he would be able to see it.

Every time Xu Yan saw Yan Yan smiling at other men, he would be afraid that Yan Yan would choose other people, just like when she chose herself, she was forced by the Yang family a lot at that time, so Xu Yan didn't know what Yan Yan's feelings were for him at all, but Xu Yan couldn't do without Yan Yan anymore, and he loved her deep into his bone marrow.

Xu Yan's uneasiness was always suppressed by himself, so he would explode again and again, and then deeply hurt Yan Yan. What he didn't want to do, it was just that he always needed to confirm repeatedly that Yan Yan was indeed by his side, otherwise his heart would always be uneasy, and he always felt that something was missing, and he even felt that it was difficult to breathe.

So when Xu Yan was torturing himself, he accidentally hurt the person he was carefully protecting, every time he regretted it, but he couldn't control himself, as long as he thought that Yan Yan would leave him, the whole person was not good.

After Xu Yan got Yan Yan's answer, he took Yan Yan's hand down the mountain, only by holding Yan Yan, holding Yan Yan, and feeling Yan Yan, Xu Yan could put his mind at ease, otherwise he was always uneasy, Xu Yan thought that he must have been poisoned, and he had fallen into a love poison called "Yan Yan", which had long been incurable.

Yan Yan said hello to Yan Qingshan, and then rode home with Xu Yan, although women here are not good at riding, it is always better to have Xu Yan with them.

When Xianglan Xiangju saw Yan Yan and Xu Yan coming back together, there was no expression on their faces, and their hearts were a little bottomless. "Where's the kid?" Yan Yan has been out for a day, and he hasn't seen the child yet.

"The young masters have already slept," Xianglan said. Yan Yan nodded, and went to the child's room to take a look, there was a nurse guarding here, Yan Yan was not worried.

"Madam, the young master is estimated to be weaned in a few days, and now he eats very well with supplementary food," the nurse said when she saw Yan Yan.

"Well, well done, take good care of the young master," Yan Yan walked a lot today, he was very tired, so he hurriedly washed and prepared for bed.

When he returned to the room, Xu Yan had already prepared the bath water for Yan Yan, and went out first, Yan Yan finished taking a bath, Xu Yan wanted to go in and take a bath, Yan Yan suddenly said, "Xu Yan, I want us to be apart for a while." ”

"Didn't you tell me a chance?" Xu Yan froze for a moment, and immediately said excitedly.

"I mean let's sleep in separate rooms," Xu Yan was afraid that Yan Yan would be angry and emotional in the past few days, so he didn't go back to the room to sleep, but now that Yan Yan said this, Xu Yan felt uncomfortable in his heart.

"I know, I'll respect what you mean," Xu Yan said with unbearable discomfort, "It's all my own doing, I'll come back when you figure it out." Xu Yan walked out with difficulty, closed the door, and took a deep breath, which forced the tears back.

"It's okay, as long as Yan Yan doesn't say leave, it won't be over between us!" Xu Yan comforted himself. (To be continued.) )