Chapter 115 (60 Monthly Pass Plus Update)
Without Wang's main house, although the furnishings have not been moved, they are still the same, but for some reason, it always makes people feel empty and spacious. Fu Geng, who was sitting in the armchair, seemed to be contending with this hollowness, frowning and stiffening. Even when I saw my daughter, my sitting posture and expression were stiff, and my smile was only a shallow touch.
But after a few months, the color between his eyebrows and eyes seemed to fade, and those things that were flying, intense, and bright like colorful paintings had disappeared. Instead, it is a freehand like distant mountains and fresh water, deep and remote, but a little lonely.
Fu Jun looked up at the man, and his heart was slightly sour.
At that moment, she deeply understood what "temples have stars" and what "temples are pale". Those poems she read in her previous life became the image of Fu Geng in front of her eyes. The sideburns of this man, who is not yet twenty-five years old, have a frosty and snowy color, and at this moment, it seems to be particularly dazzling.
"What? Are you angry with your father? Angry daddy sent you to Gusu? Seeing that his daughter had not spoken, Fu Geng asked in a low voice.
Fu Jun endured the love in his heart and said softly: "My daughter didn't complain about her father. Dad is for his daughter's good, and her daughter understands. β
Fu Geng glanced at Fu Jun with a complicated expression, sighed and said, "It would be best if you understood." It's always Daddy who is sorry for you...... I'm sorry for your mother......" his voice choked up.
Fu Jun lowered his head and did not answer.
She didn't know how to answer Fu Geng. Even, she couldn't figure out whether she had a grudge against Fu Geng or no grudge.
These two months of torment, she had a hard and chaotic life. Many things came flooding back from the depths of her memory, and she figured out some things and some things clearly.
She had anger, she had impulses, but in the end she didn't do anything. She put the choice in Fu Geng's hands. She believed that he would handle it better than herself, and that he would be better suited to handle these matters than she was.
After all, she is still too young, too young to face the current situation. Therefore, a little resentment towards Fu Geng, in the final analysis, may just be a projection of his powerlessness.
Fu Jun was silent for a while, then raised his head and looked at Fu Geng. At this moment, his hands were covering his face, his shoulders were also collapsed, and his thin figure seemed to contain infinite sadness.
Fu Jun looked at him for a long time, finally sighed a long time, took a few steps forward, gently leaned on Fu Geng's knee, and said softly: "Daddy, you have to be good, so that your daughter can rest assured." β
This sentence was like flipping a switch, Fu Geng's shoulders jerked/moved, and the suppressed cry overflowed his throat and fell into the empty room, echoing heavily. Warm tears oozed from his fingers and ran down the back of his hand.
Fu Jun sighed softly, took out a plain from his sleeve, stood on tiptoe, stretched out his arm, and carefully wiped away the tears flowing from Fu Geng's fingers.
At this moment, she took pity on this man. She could feel his helplessness, resentment and unwillingness.
The handkerchief on his hand was gradually soaked with water stains, the sourness in his heart overflowed, and Fu Jun's eyes had a faint dampness.
She didn't cry. In the past two months, she seems to have shed all the tears of this life. At this moment, she is only sad, and she is slightly distressed. She quietly wiped away her father's tears. That's all she can do for him now.
Since Wang's death, this is the closest time their father and daughter get along, and Shen's mother wiped her tears and exited the door.
Maybe it's the love xΓΉ that has been catharsized, or maybe it's the heart knot that has been quietly untied. In the time that followed, the father and daughter duo appeared intimate and quiet.
They had breakfast quietly, Fu Geng personally made the final outfit for Fu Jun, and then he hugged Fu Jun and went to bid farewell to Master Hou and Mrs. Hou respectively.
Zhang, Cui and others had all resigned the day before, so after Rong Xuantang came out, Fu Geng took Fu Jun to Yimen directly in a soft sedan chair, and the carriage was already waiting here.
Fu Geng did not ride a horse, but sat in a carriage with Fu Jun. Along the way, they only spoke for a few short words. Most of the time, Fu Jun leaned on Fu Geng's knees, closed his eyes, and experienced this rare serenity.
Fu Jun and the others took the official ship. But it was thanks to Tang Lone's blessing. It turned out that the right temple of Dali Temple was going to Gusu on business, and Tang Lin personally entrusted him and asked him to send Fu Jun and his party to Suzhou.
Because the waterway was unimpeded, the official ship also ensured the safety of the most important way, and the Marquis of Pingnan personally arranged the accompanying stewards and escorts, all of whom were his cronies. Therefore, Fu Jun's trip should be said to be no problem in terms of safety.
In addition, Gusu also sent someone to escort it, and it was Fu Jun's uncle Wang Chang. Because he married a distant cousin of Tang Lone, the Wang family and the Tang family were barely related. After finishing the funeral of the Wang family, he went to the Tang family to stay for two days, which was regarded as an official move with the Tang family.
The carriage stopped at the ferry, and Fu Geng helped Fu Jun get out of the car. Wang Chang, who had been waiting here for a long time, stepped forward and said, "The boat is ready, and we will leave when the time comes." After that, he looked at Fu Jun again, and said with a smile: "Our Gusu is fun, and we will know when the four girls pass." Your cousins and cousins are looking forward to your visit. β
Fu Jun smiled silently, and Fu Geng said: "Sister Tang is young, and I have to bother you to take care of it all the way." β
Wang Chang nodded with a smile and said, "They are all relatives of the family, I will take good care of Sister Tang." The distance is not far, it will arrive in three days, and my brother-in-law can rest assured. β
He still used the title of Fu Geng when Wang was alive, and Fu Geng had no objection. Fu Jun glanced at Wang Chang more, but saw that this uncle had a square face full of righteousness, with solemn eyebrows and eyes, and looked a little rigid.
At this time, the right temple of Dali Temple also came, Wang Chang hurriedly smiled and greeted him, Fu Geng also bowed his hand to say hello, and several people stood next to the ferry, while waiting for the time to start the boat, while gossiping.
Although there were few people to see them off, the battle for travel was not large. But Fu Jun is always a girl from the Hou Mansion, and she should have the same decency. Mrs. Hou sent Mother Qian with some servants to follow her all the way. At this time, a curtain was set up to surround Fu Jun and the carriage. Mother Qian took someone to see the cabin, and they were responsible for everything such as the arrangement.
Seeing Fu Jun standing there alone, Shen's mother couldn't bear it, so she stepped forward and said, "Although it's spring now, it's still cold this morning and evening, girl, go to the car and wait, don't stand in this wind." β
Fu Jun looked around, a curtain blocked the surroundings tightly, where was the wind? However, she understood that Shen's mother was careful, so she said obediently: "It's okay, there's nothing to see standing here, so let's go to the car." (To be continued.) )