"Susu, Susu, are you back? ＂

Hearing the familiar footsteps, as soon as she looked up, she saw Zhang Shaoqing, the man who made her think day and night that she was about to take away all her soul.

Looking at him from afar, he couldn't care about the drunken upside down, staggered towards him, and startled the falling Ying in the place.

His hands were cold, his hair was untied, his robe was half-open, and he hugged her deeply in his arms with the smell of wine. hugged so tightly that no one could break free.

"It's good to be back, it's good to be back! ＂

His voice was hoarse, and he kept muttering the same phrase.

Yin Suwen's neck was filled with hot breath and teardrops.

"Susu, I've never been so scared. I am afraid that you will not find your way back, so I have tied red silk to many trees in the mountains and in this forest, and if you see it, you will surely find me! ”

This originally handsome man was so haggard for himself, this originally ambitious man burst into tears like a simple child, and Yin Suwen knew that he couldn't bear it after all.

She wanted to reach out and hug him back, opening her mouth to say something comforting, but she still couldn't make a sound. She was afraid that once she opened her mouth, she would cry silently, so she could only look tired and wooden, and she hugged him for a long time and did not speak.

On a moonlit and starry night, in the familiar peach forest, there are still the same men and women, but goodbye is no longer human.

"Susu, why don't you speak? Did you suffer any grievances outside? Is it hurt?! Show me! ”

Seeing that she still had blood stains on her face, Zhang Shaoqing thought that she must have been injured in distress outside, so she took her hand and wanted to take a closer look but was thrown away unawares.

"It's fine, it's just too tired."

Yin Suwen didn't expect that when she saw Zhang Shaoqing again, she would subconsciously have such an uncomfortable reaction, and the embrace that was once extremely nostalgic and yearning made her begin to reject and avoid.

People always say that if there is still love, the mirror can be reunited, but they always deliberately don't think that the remaining cracks on the mirror can never be erased.

Zhang Shaoqing's face was pale, how could such a smart person not know about Yin Suwen's inner changes at this moment, and just pretended to turn a blind eye. He was confident that as long as her people came back, there would always be a way to make her happy. The outstretched hand did not retract, but held Yin Suwen's fingertips, and when he touched the half of the jade pendant in her palm, he cried with joy.

"Don't go any more, I miss you, you know."

This is one of the few times he has taken the initiative to express his lovesickness. Just like in the past ten years, Yin Suwen always loves to lie on his knees.

"Shaoqing, don't leave. I love you, you know it. ”

Yin Su asked to leave in a bad mood, he had gone crazy and wanted to look for her, but deep down he also firmly believed that she would definitely come back. After knowing each other for ten years, I watched her slowly change from a loveless, stubborn and independent hedgehog to look forward to and rely on. Zhang Shaoqing understood his importance to this woman too well, so he was too conceited to do whatever he wanted, until the moment the other party left, he suddenly discovered that it was not only Yin Su who was deeply trapped in the mud.

Love turns out to be contaminated with each other, and falling in love at first sight and becoming a word is not a lie. He never said love, but he claimed to know how to love the most.

Looking at the tears in the corners of Zhang Shaoqing's eyes, Yin Suwen was still slightly moved in his heart.

"I heard from the sergeant in Soushan that you are sick, but you are better."

"I'm sick, I've been so sick since you left that I don't think about it, I'm so sick that I'm so sick that I'm the only one with you, and I'm going to be unconscious, and I don't know life or death. Fortunately, you are back, and if you can come back, my illness will be cured at once. ”

Zhang Shaoqing in front of him was weak and haggard, and his eyebrows and eyes were so gentle that it made people's hearts move.

Reaching out to caress his forehead, Yin Suwen unconsciously still had distress in his eyes. I still have ungood scars on my head, and there are deep and shallow scars on my body, but I can't help but care after hearing that Zhang Shaoqing fell ill overnight, it's really hopeless.

"Susu, I really know that I was wrong, forgive me this time, okay? What happened before・・・・・・"

"Say no more!"

Zhang Shaoqing's explanation was not finished, but he was interrupted by Yin Suwen, not because he didn't want to listen to it, but he didn't dare to listen to it again. Every word and memory about that day will have heart-wrenching pain,

"Give me some more time."

That's all she can say.

If you can't leave, you can only stay. For many years, she always lived alone alone, and after being lonely for a long time, she got used to it, thinking that her life should be like this. It wasn't until she met Zhang Shaoqing that she realized that there was a fire in her heart, and everyone who passed by only saw smoke, she thought that he could see the fire and was willing to burn with her.

But now, Yin Suwen only feels that she has made two great mistakes over the years - believing that true love must be eternal; Believe that you must be strong. In fact, the real her is very weak, and there is no true love in this world, and there is never forever.

Sitting with Zhang Shaoqing in the peach forest all night, Yin Suwen didn't talk much, only listened to him talk about the past-those sweet past things she remembered all, the difference was that she always told him before.

At that time, Zhang Shaoqing didn't say much, always smiling slightly and listening to her coquettish or complaining, complaining about why he rarely said something considerate to himself, why he was always indifferent. Now she finally understands that she is not loving enough. Not loving enough, so not being able to devote oneself to oneself. It turned out that the biggest lie in those ten years was not given by others, but self-deception, always lying to himself and saying "he must love me".

Now that they have been to Zhang's Mansion, the Yin family must go back. Rejecting Zhang Shaoqing's repeated requests to escort him personally, Yin Suwen insisted on walking home by himself. Xin Che once said that what should come will come eventually, and there is no way to avoid it, and she is not afraid of any punishment that may come.

On the way down the mountain, she had anticipated all the possible storms, the Zhang family and the Yin Mansion were not safe havens for her now, she had been defeated so far, and there was nothing to fear or lose.

On the road home from Zhang's Mansion in front of her, she has walked through every street and alley countless times. At that time, she always risked being severely punished by her father, and secretly ran to his arms again and again under the name of being despised by the world as a "night running girl". If nothing else, even if you can only look at him more. Now, all that remains is sadness.

She has seen what she wants to see, but she is no longer full of joy, as if they are all wrong: Yin Suwen thought that the only true love in this life was actually nothing more than Erer; Zhang Shaoqing thought that he was just making an ordinary mistake that all men in the world would make, but it completely changed the trajectory of the two. It turned out that what they thought was just a big misunderstanding.