Chapter 109 Unfortunately, there is no if

After saying goodbye to Qiu Wenchao, I took the bus to the cat house alone.

Along the way, I thought about a lot of things.

Thinking of what he has done in the past two years since he broke up with Qiu Wenchao? Qiu Wenchao chose to break up with me in order to pursue himself and live a real life. Because of Aunt Qiu's illness, he had to contact me and make up a white lie to fulfill his mother's last wish. In fact, there are many helplessness in life, and not everything can go according to your heart. But we have the right to choose our own path in life, to choose to live the life we want, and this kind of subjective initiative is not something that outsiders can interfere with.

Compared with the shock I felt when I first learned that Qiu Wenchao was gay, I am now full of admiration for him. He's really brave, and brave people deserve respect. What about me? After graduation, my choice was to become a people's teacher, although I got my wish, but after thinking about it, is this really the work and life I want? Am I really planning to make teaching a lifelong career? Is this the path and direction I have chosen in life? I can't help but ask myself.

Although I have the basic knowledge of my profession as a teacher, I can impart knowledge to my students so that they can succeed in their studies, but this is not enough to be qualified for the role of a teacher, after all, "educating people" is also a very important part of "teaching and educating people". During the period of teaching in school, I did not set a good example for the students, because they were new teachers, and the students often did not give a good look, they did not listen to the command, did not listen to the teachings, they did not obey me at all, and some students had a lot of problems, and you could not communicate with them at all.

In particular, Ning Shaoling's incident was simply the beginning of a nightmare in my career as a teacher. If I hadn't seen the ambiguous scene between him and Lu Yan on the bus at the beginning of the story, and even if I did, I hadn't confronted him, maybe there would have been no frustration in the future. But...... It's a pity that there is no if, what happened today is to pave the way for the future. Therefore, it is really important to take every step of the way in the moment.

Thinking about it, the car arrived at Jiangyan Changti Station. I got out of the car and walked straight in the direction of the cat house. Cindy and Omelette have been raising them for a week, and I don't have time to visit them because I'm too busy with work. I don't know what happened to them, but the thought of the two kittens being cared for by a nanny and bodyguard makes me feel like I'm too worried.

Sure enough, as soon as I opened the door, I found two little ones lazily lying on the cat sofa, lazily sleeping in the afternoon! Look at their appearance: sleepy-eyed, eyes narrowed into a line and only a few gaps open slightly, Cindy is still sitting on the sofa like an uncle, like a human. Hearing the sound of me opening the door and entering, the two cats turned their heads disdainfully, looked at them, and turned their heads away with disdain.

That little look really made me drunk, as if to say, "There is something to play, nothing to retreat from". I had to close the door lightly, walk up to them, and be ecstatic! The two little ones were raised white and fat, their hair was bright and smooth, the little guy's omelette looked comfortable, and they slept on the sofa with their open bellies in a large shape, and they were snoring!

What a happy meow! I'm ashamed of myself...... Touching their little heads, I am so happy in my heart, maybe I will be the best responsible for the kittens if I hand it over to Ning Shaoling to raise! As long as they grow healthy and happy, I'm satisfied.

At this moment, the gate unexpectedly opened, it was Ning Shaoling and Lu Yan. Ning Shaoling glanced at me and walked in, Lu Yan followed behind him, placing the umbrella at the back door.

"Sister Xiaorou!" Lu Yan's child called me sweetly, I really wanted to stroke Lu Yan's head like a kitten.

"Yo, you're here? It's raining outside? I asked.

Lu Yan nodded, patted the rain on his body, and then said, "You are walking so fast!" Brother Wen Chao came back and said that you are leaving, and he will not say a word to us, Shaoling has a car, so I can send you off. As he spoke, he walked up to me and crouched down, happily looking at Cindy and the omelette, and exclaimed, "They grow so fast!" Seems to be a lot bigger! ”

I said, "Yes, I eat and drink well, and my weight is overweight." ”

Ning Shaoling also walked over, glanced at the kittens, and walked aside after being satisfied, playing with his mobile phone. This guy doesn't communicate much with me in the first place, and I don't say much to him. After the two came, the kittens also woke up, and Lu Yan and I teased the cats vigorously, not to mention how fun it was. Although I am ten years old when I am older than Lu Yan, but I have endless topics with him, Lu Yan, this child is too approachable, warm and warm makes people want to get closer, so that I want to accept this little elf many times, how good it would be if I had such a brother, I must be so painful that he doesn't want it.

After playing for a while, my phone suddenly rang, and it was still an unfamiliar number.

"Hello?" I pressed the call button, wondering who was calling me?

"Sister Xiaorou!" The sound is familiar......

"Ah hello, you are ......"

"Huh!" The other party's tone was a little disgusted, "Didn't you save my phone?" I'm Xiaoping. ”

When the other party said this, I really remembered it, this voice intonation is Chen Xiaoping, and her delicate milk voice is her characteristic, why can't I recognize it? I said embarrassedly, "Ahaha, I know, of course I know it's you, I deliberately teased you!" ”

"Sister Xiaorou, you are so naughty!"

"Hehe, are you home?"

"No! I don't want to go home, it's still early, where are you, Sister Xiaorou? Are you still at Brother Chao's house? ”

"No, I'm out."

"Great, let's go shopping, shall we? You are usually so busy at work, it's rare to go to happyhappy together on weekends, right? Chen Xiaoping's tone was very excited.

"That's right...... "I'm embarrassed because I don't want to hang out with her at all, but I can't say no." Libra is like this, a rotten good guy who doesn't know how to refuse.

"How......? Don't you want to? Okay, I'll have to go shopping on my own? Chen Xiaoping said in disappointment, and I could feel the unpleasant atmosphere in her tone. I really don't know how to deal with people, even if I refuse, I can find a reliable reason to reject them tactfully!

I had to say apologetically: "I'm really embarrassed, I'm a little tired today, I want to go home and rest......" Before I finished speaking, Lu Yan next to me suddenly shouted: "Ah, don't!" ”

I saw Cindy pounce, burying her head in his arms, and constantly licking Luyan's face, like a clingy puppy! me, this cat still has dog skills?

Then there was an unhappy tone on the other end of the phone: "Lu Yan is by your side?" Chen Xiaoping asked.