Kim Do-joon was already sitting at the dining table, waiting for Taeyeon boredly, calculating the time, it should have arrived, but he didn't show up, just when he was about to pick up the phone, he heard the sound of the door opening, Taeyeon came.

Looking at the familiar room, living room, and dining room, Taeyeon felt a little emotional, and habitually picked up the slippers she had worn, and after changing them, she walked in.

"You're here!"

Kim Do-jun asked lightly.

"Hmm!"

Taeyeon nodded, walked to the front of the restaurant, pulled out the chair, and sat down gently.

After many days, the two of them still came to this point, and Kim Dojun had to sigh that more than a month ago, the two of them were still like glue, there was no problem at all, and they went to Heart-shaped Island for a vacation together.

But a month later, I have come to this point, I don't know how to go in the future, maybe we will be in the same boat, maybe we will part ways, and no one can guarantee it.

"How's it going, have you figured it out? Can you give me a reasonable explanation? ”

Kim Do-joon looked at Taeyeon, his slender body, like a paper man, as if a breeze was blowing, and Taeyeon's whole person was blown away.

Recently, the little guy has also lost weight, no matter what, what should be asked, Kim Do-jun still asked.

Taeyeon shook her head, in fact, she already knew who it was, she was a very close brother, and she was also the captain of the group, and she was also a colleague in her own company, and she had already had an affair with TVXQ Junxiu before, and she had already had an unpleasant relationship with him.

She doesn't want to cause a big contradiction again because of this kind of thing, and she can bear it. I will bear it myself. Regardless of the outcome.

"How. Still want to hide it and don't want to tell me? ”

Kim Dojun leaned back in his chair, picked up the coffee on the table, looked at her with a bit of a playful look in his eyes, and asked with a smile.

You can't hide this kind of thing, who has a mind for Taeyeon, as long as Kim Do-joon is willing to spend time. Spend money to investigate, there are no secrets.

Are there any secrets in the entertainment industry?

What a ridiculous question, even ordinary people work in the unit, and if something happens, the whole company will know, and how can they be in the chaotic entertainment industry, it's a dream.

In fact, Kim Do-jun has already investigated clearly, who this person is, to put it bluntly, it is really a coincidence. It turned out to be SuperJunior's captain Little.

However, Kim Do-joon did not take any action and did not retaliate. Qiangren was duly punished, and this matter was over.

He didn't want to pursue it anymore, his heart was too tired, and the whole person was in a bad mood, and most importantly, his relationship with Taeyeon was on the verge of crisis, and now he didn't even want to speak, let alone sit down and communicate seriously.

If it doesn't improve, Kim Do-jun doesn't know if the two of them have come to an end.

"Daojun, can you stop asking me! I'm here today just to talk about the problems between the two of us! ”

Taeyeon shook her head and responded bitterly, the relationship between two people is always two people's, and it doesn't make sense to involve others, and now it seems that it's just a simple matter of jealousy.

But in the end, it was no longer a simple matter of jealousy, but two people getting along.

The personalities are different, the educational background is different, the temper is different, and even the status is different.

There were no large-scale quarrels before, which does not mean that there are no contradictions, that is because both of them are artists, and there are few opportunities to meet, and even if they meet, they will leave the best side to each other.

Just like people who have just fallen in love, they leave each other with the best, the most gentlemanly, and the most ladylike, and the more feelings they put in, the sweeter they will naturally be.

But it is undeniable that the problem will not disappear because of this, but it will be hidden under sweet feelings, and after a long time, it will slowly come up.

And now Kim Do-joon and Taeyeon seem to have such a problem.

I can't find the feeling I had when we first started together, quarrels and cold wars are the most emotionally hurtful things, and idiots can think of it.

How many couples have never blushed or quarreled all their lives?

Hardly, it should be said that 99% of them have had such an experience, but some people can still grow old, and some people break up halfway.

Why is this, emotional matters are too complicated, no one can explain clearly, the only thing that can be regarded as the truth, every couple, every couple, has their own ideas and opinions in dealing with emotional issues, whether they can go to the end or not, it all depends on the two people.

If you get together, you will be together, and if you are separated, you will be separated, which is such a simple sentence.

Retention is not necessarily the best way, but if you don't keep it, you will definitely regret it in the end.

"Okay, since it's all said today, let's talk about our affairs, I admit it, I have machismo, which is a common problem of Korean men, but my possessiveness is a little stronger, and I can accept cooperation on the stage, but I resolutely can't agree to this aspect of things!"

"Then what do you mean, I can only have female friends, not even male friends from a company? Others just ask me if I'm in love or if I'm single, and I'm going to send him to the army and completely ruin my future? ”

As soon as Taeyeon heard Kim Do-joon's words, she couldn't help it, saying that she should be macho, almost all Koreans have such a problem, and she knows and admits it, but she can't be so domineering!

What is called stage cooperation is okay, but nothing can be done in private.

In the company, there are so many male artists, Taeyeon has a very good relationship with many people, and he has known each other since he was a trainee.

"Today, I said that I was good, I only talked about myself, why bother others!"

Kim Do-joon frowned slightly, stood up, and poured a glass of warm water for Taeyeon, wouldn't it be bad to be so excited when he came up.

"It's not about others, I just think it's a very ordinary thing, why make a fuss, your temper, I can bear it. Your character. I can try to accept it, too. But my friend, why can't you try to work hard, everyone has their own temper, they have their own close people, I don't want to be all girls around me, it's so tiring! ”

Taeyeon picked up the cup and took a sip of warm water. Went down his throat and went straight down, moistening his heart a little.

She was a little excited, but also a little sad, for this kind of thing, the two of them have been in a cold war for so many days, if they tell others, maybe they will laugh off their big teeth, and think that something big has happened.

One did not cheat, and the other did not empathize. The relationship between the two people is very stable, but now it has reached this point.

It's also drunk to think about. Sometimes in the dead of night, Taeyeon also reflects on why this happens, whether she thinks too much or Do-joon does it too much.

"Tired? I'm tired too, do you think you're tired? I fell asleep late every night, and I still had insomnia in the past two days, you have friends, I understand, don't I have friends? From another perspective, if I have a close relationship with a girl friend, what do you think and how do you think? I know that the artists in your company have a good relationship, they can hook up their shoulders, and even joke unscrupulously, but that is performing on stage, not living in private, you are an artist on the stage, it is obvious, below, you are an ordinary person, I am a hiphop artist, I am not like Brother Ji, I go to Hongdae's bar all night to drink, and I don't have a particularly close relationship with girls, stick together all day long, do some ambiguous things, I naturally like to be quiet, when I am alone, I like to stay at home, How do you think I feel when I see you with other boys! ”

On the night I came back from the United States, I got off the plane and rushed to the TV station as soon as possible, but what I saw was this scene.

What do you make Kim Do-joon think, he is also a normal man, and it is already good that he didn't beat him half to death on the spot.

If he were to be replaced by another chaebol son, it is estimated that the whole person would be abolished, and Kim Do-jun was already extraordinarily merciful.

Taeyeon looked at Do-joon, who was a little angry, and whatever the two of them seem to say now will cause each other's anger, irritability, and can't listen to it.

"What the hell is going on here, why is this happening!"

Taeyeon kept asking herself in her heart, where did Kim Do-joon, who was a gentle gentleman, run away, why was the man sitting in front of him so strange, so irritable, so unreasonable, like a familiar stranger, obviously very close, but he felt very far away, a little untouchable, unreachable.

"So what now?"

Taeyeon paused for a moment and asked in a whisper.

"What to do?"

Kim Do-joon responded.

"Our relationship, do you think we can still be like we started after this incident?"

If Kim Do-joon hadn't chosen to send Jon-in to military service, everything would have been fine, but he didn't.

Even though Taeyeon wants to forgive him, he can't help it, he feels indebted to others, he feels uncomfortable, he feels a little guilty, as if he hurt him, he can only watch, but he is helpless.

"And what do you mean?"

Kim Do-joon had a vague bad feeling, Taeyeon lowered his head, and his long eyelashes were trembling.

Biting his lower lip, he seemed to be making a difficult decision.

"I'll ask you again one last time, do you really want to interfere in my life, even my friends?"

Taeyeon has also fantasized about a lot of beautiful things before, being with Kim Do-joon, living happily, maybe getting married, maybe there will be him and his own children, little Kim Do-joon, little Taeyeon, must be very cute, she longs for that kind of life.

When I go to bed at night, I also dream of the future, and I always feel that with Kim Do-jun by my side, I must be better than anyone else, at least better than all the friends around me.

Now it seems that this is not the case, his possessiveness is too strong, his machismo, his temper, his character, and himself are really not suitable.

He was already stubborn and strong enough, knowing that Kim Do-jun was very rich and talented, and his wealth was something he couldn't earn in his lifetime.

But she understands that those that don't belong to her, those are Kim Do-joon's personal property, and he struggled to get it, and it has nothing to do with her.

Does Taeyeon love vanity? No, her dream is to become a singer, she is singing with her life, and only when she holds the microphone and stands on the stage, she is the most confident.

But in front of Kim Do-joon, Taeyeon's pride, which was shattered by the blow, was very thorough, like fine sand, and when the wind blew gently, it dissipated, and when I tried to find it again, I found that there was not even a trace.

"It's not that I'm interfering with you, it's that you should think more about my feelings!"

Kim Do-joon shook his head, the two of them were completely stuck in a dead end, and they didn't understand what the other party meant at all.

First love is always young and always full of beautiful yearning, but the truth is often cruel, not what you think is beautiful and happy, it must be good in the eyes of the other party.

Family, education, and living environment are all different, and the thinking of understanding is naturally different.

Taeyeon and Kim Do-joon are people from two worlds at all, and when they walk together, they also because they like it, because of their feelings, and when everything is blocked by messy things, feelings take a back seat.

"Alright! I know! ”

Taeyeon got up from the chair, and from just now, he kept his head down, didn't look at Kim Do-joon, carried his bag, and walked outside.

"What's wrong with you? Going? ”

Kim Do-joon immediately stood up, he saw that Taeyeon was leaving, he knew it, but in his mind, he kept telling himself, don't stop her, let her make her own choice.

Standing still, just standing there, didn't take that crucial step.

Perhaps, when he took the initiative to step over, hugged Taeyeon tightly, and whispered in her ear.

"I'm sorry for the softness, I was wrong, don't be angry, okay?"

Everything, grievances, anger, anger, will be relieved, and everything will start again in a good direction.

But there is no regret medicine for you in this world, once you miss it, it is impossible to redeem it.

Kim Do-joon didn't expect that he didn't take this step, and by the time he got back together with Taeyeon again, it would be a few years later.

Time flies, those two people are completely different from now.

"Oppa, I'm sorry, let's break up!"

When Taeyeon turned her head and said that sentence, tears all over her face, crystal tears, flowed down the corners of her eyes. The big tears were uncontrollable, and she struggled in her heart for a long time, and finally spoke up.

She doesn't want to go on like this anymore, even if she breaks up, she has to go on proudly and bravely alone.

When Taeyeon left the house and watched her thin back slowly disappear from his sight, Kim Do-joon felt an unforgettable pain for the first time.

"So that's love!"

Happy breakup, happy to you.

You can find better ones.

I don't want to spend the winter, I'm tired of being heavy.

Just fly to the tropical islands for a swim.

Happy breakup, please be happy.

Wave goodbye to the wrong talent and the right to meet.

Leaving an old love is like riding a slow train.

The heart that sees through will be clear.

No one can confiscate the happiness of water, and you swear you'll live with a smile.

It's really beautiful when you're confident.

PS: When I finished writing this paragraph, it was really uncomfortable, Dojoon and Taeyeon finally broke up, the 3.5 million word relationship is not so easy to end, when I made up my mind to end this relationship, I knew that only by separating can we be better together in the future. (To be continued......)