Chapter 281: One Lovesickness, Two Sorrows (2)

Originally, it was a forbidden place in the deep palace with many eyes and ears, and outsiders like Li Xiuming naturally couldn't live for a long time. Yin Su asked if everything was okay, and he knew that there was no longer a reason to stay.

When the three of them were in the same place and had a good conversation as friends, the atmosphere was not bad, and Li Xiuming said 'farewell' should have been a successful retirement, and it was best to leave as if he was as chic and comfortable as usual, without worry. In fact, his steps were not light, and he stopped and stopped, and before he reached the gate of the temple, he saw that the door was closed, and he could not open it even with all his might.

The candles in the hall were burning vigorously, and Xin Che said that he needed to add some lamp oil, so he found a reason to carry a lamp and candle and withdrew, leaving Li Xiuming and Yin Suwen alone.

"Hey, this great monk is rarely clever."

Li Xiuming stroked her forehead a little embarrassed and sighed lightly, standing with her hands down for a while, brushing the ends of her hair for a while, and her helpless appearance did not look like a dashing boy passing by among the flowers.

Yin Suwen didn't speak, but still sat quietly in front of the desk, looking at him with some playful smiles. If you look closely, you can see that there is actually a little embarrassment hidden in that smile.

Before seeing Xinche, Li Xiuming had thought about dozens of scenarios of rivals in love, and had secretly practiced what he should look like, either domineering and fierce or disdainful, but he really saw it but was at a loss for a while. He was conceited and thought that his excellent self was a good match for Yin Suwen, but after meeting Xinche, he found that in Yin Suwen's world, he was afraid that he would never be able to compare with that monk.

If you don't talk about it at this time, I'm afraid there will be no more opportunities in the future.

"Susu. I miss you. I miss it very much. ”

The fists behind his back were clenched tightly, trying his best to suppress his nervousness, Li Xiuming's voice was not high but calm and firm, just like his firm and clear heart at the moment. He also avoided wavering and questioning himself, until the moment he was shocked to hear that Yin Suwen was killed, a tight string in his heart broke in an instant, and this feeling completely surfaced in his heart.

Exquisite dice An red beans, into the bone lovesickness does not know. At that time, he gave red beans to him, and only then did he say lovesickness. For the first time, he cherished all his hearts and held them in front of Yin Suwen.

Under the sudden confession. Yin Suwen, who heard this, frowned, and his doubts deepened, but he did not have a clear response. After thinking for a while, I said the word "you", and then I found that my throat was tight and my voice was hoarse.

"You ??????"

"I, I'm serious! There is no falsehood! ”

Li Xiuming thought that her wandering appearance on weekdays made Yin Suwen feel that she was messing around. hurriedly swore with one hand to show his sincerity. As soon as he finished speaking, he realized that he was really a little stupid when he swore this gambling curse. Not to mention the fingers that were still trembling lightly because of nervousness.

"It's a joke to see me like this."

Lowering his eyes and smiling helplessly, Li Xiuming's smile rippled in mid-air and floated into Yin Suwen's eyes. Finally fell into her heart.

The Li Xiuming that Yin Suwen saw had always been graceful and chic and free, extremely hedonistic but never indulged in pleasure, gold, silver, wealth, wine and beauty were the reasons he loved but never moved to buy him. She has never seen Li Xiuming like this at this moment, extremely sincere and eager, and a little nervous and shy, such a person must really be in love. It's a pity that she realized it and couldn't do anything about it.

Whoever seems to be loved by Li Xiuming like this, even if he can't accept it, he should say "no blessings", but Yin Suwen feels that he is "powerless". She never felt that she should be loved in this world, and her little love was all wrong in the past and future - Yu Zhang Shaoqing was powerless, and Yu Xinche was powerless. Therefore, she is no longer willing to let Li Xiuming become the same person.

In front of him is a pair of peach blossom eyes full of spring water, looking at himself eagerly, waiting for a good answer. Yin Suwen took a few steps forward and held the other party's gesture and sweared, but in fact, his fingertips trembled slightly, and without any warmth, he gently put it back to him.

"Li Xiuming, don't do this."

She rejected Li Xiuming's move of wanting to shake her backhand, and persuaded her softly.

"You shouldn't have said anything like that, I just didn't hear it."

She wanted to distance herself sensibly, but the next moment she was tightly dragged into Li Xiuming's warm embrace. She didn't know that such a man who didn't know martial arts and was a little thin would have such a strong strength for her to break free for a while.

"I know that we shouldn't have said it, and we will still be people walking side by side together even if we don't mention it to death. I just can't control myself anymore. Do you know what it was like when I heard that you were almost killed? You don't know how scared I am, afraid that I won't see each other again in this life, and you don't know how sad I am, the only thing I can do at that time is to send my heart back to you. My Susu, if I don't say anything, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future. ”

He tightly confined Yin Suwen in his arms and couldn't move, only snorting at a temperature close to each other. Her chin was in a similar heat over her shoulder, and the tip of her nose was just against her hair, the sweet smell of floral oil.

That's it, time stops and doesn't turn, Li Xiuming thought. In this way, they can freely let go of all disputes, and only the two of them will stay together for a long time.

The breath of the person in his arms was uneven, and he made a little uncomfortable murmuring sound, and after a few struggles, he finally broke free from his restraints.

"Li Xiuming, I'm sorry to make you sad."

Yin Suwen thought that she should be the most comfortable in the face of Li Xiuming, knowing that she could completely ignore the other party's psychological feelings, but in fact, she was very self-blaming and regretful at this moment. That little guilt made her dare not look at Li Xiuming directly, and she didn't even dare to say more with a look of encouragement and comfort, so she could only silently distance herself from him. Just the right distance is not close, not far away, not alienated but not close.

They are allies who have supported each other along the way, and Li Xiuming also laughed and said that he, a mountain and flowing water, will one day strive to be a confidant, but confidants and lovers are originally different. Yin Su asked that he didn't need to say anything high-sounding refusal, and Li Xiuming knew that he still got the expected answer.

Some people are destined to be like two halves of jade that are missing each other, and when they are in one place, it is a match made in heaven, such as Xin Che and Yin Suwen, which does not include Li Xiuming.

Actually, he always knew it. Even on the day when he made up his mind to take the risk to come and confess, when he saw that Yin Suwen was still calling for the monk in his sleep, he knew that he was still too late after all. Time waits for no one, and you will always be able to fall in love until the right time. (To be continued.) )