When I first arrived in the United States, chapter 28 couldn't afford it

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On the roof of the building in the early morning, the cool breeze kept blowing, and on the roof stood Liu Jun, who had not slept all night like on the weekend, he seemed to feel a little cold, people who stayed up late for a long time will always feel cold in this early morning, so Liu Jun tightened his shirt and fixed the position of the denim jacket on his body in the form of holding his elbows with both hands.

Standing opposite Liu Jun on the weekend, and at this moment, he is still a policeman with his shirt meticulously tucked in his pants, with an unshakable frame on his body.

"You...... It came so fast, I didn't even think about how to say a lot of things. ”

The sun hangs high in the sky, and in the whole picture, Zhou Zhou and Liu Jun seem to be two people standing at opposite ends of the sun, and their figures are so similar. At that time, Liu Jun said such a sentence, and his attitude was the same as that of the boy when he saw the weekend, and his tone did not change in the slightest, but in the eyes of the weekend, Liu Jun at this time had completely changed.

He began to understand why Liu Jun worked so hard.

"I'm not in a hurry."

At this stage of the case, the weekend had anticipated everything that would happen next, and he had an almost extreme sensitivity to human nature.

"I killed Kim Tae-hee."

Liu Jun's voice came out a little timidly, but the weekend made a very quick addition after this sentence: "This is the reason why you have all the time and work non-stop to keep yourself idle for a second, right?" ”

In Freud's theory of 'ego, id, superego', this phenomenon has been fully elaborated, why do people have psychological stress after committing crimes? The reason for this can be found in Freud's theory, and it is also closely related to the three attributes of 'ego, id, and superego'. The ego can be understood as the animal self, which is the nature that is still retained in the process of man's evolution from a beast to an intelligent creature, and the original sin that can be understood such as the desire for wealth, lust, greed, jealousy, etc., are all manifestations of the 'self'; the superego is a model personality formed after the construction of human society and the emergence of moral norms, which will make people sacrifice themselves to save others in distress, or this kind of personality is simply the moral barrier in people's hearts; and the ego is a trade-off between the two.

Without ego, that person is not human. is holy or divine; There is no superego, man is just a beast; If the ego and the superego coexist, the spiritual world of man will become a battlefield full of conflicts and irrelievable, and no one can withstand this kind of torture. Only the intervention of the ego will ease this feeling. Because there is a very important disposition in the self that is 'getting by', which is also one of the human natures.

When, then, does the id fail to balance the conflict between the ego and the superego?

When the inner framework is completely washed away, and the bottom line is completely smoothed.

"Kim Tae-hee called you after being beaten by Han-Jeong-min?"

This is the guess of the weekend. He felt that since Nguyen Kyung would throw Kim Tae-hee down in a nightclub, something must have happened that had to be dealt with, and in this case, it was impossible for Kim Tae-hee to pull Nguyen Kyung back, so who else could save her in Koreatown? The little thug who broke her leg by her? Liu Shenglie, who was swept away by her collusion with the Vietnamese? Or are they other classmates who have already been offended?

No, it's neither!

She could only call Yoo Joon, and Kim Tae-hee was sure of him.

"Yes."

Liu Jun let go of a hand and rubbed the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand near his thumb: "Kim Tae-hee called to tell me that I was beaten and asked me to save her." ”

"What were you doing?" Asked a little more over the weekend.

"Make fruit bowls in a nightclub."

"Near the airport?"

Liu Jun nodded.

That's how it happened. Kim Tae-hee called Yoo Joon, and Yoo Joon, who still hadn't let go of Kim Tae-hee, rushed to the nightclub in South Korea City with a fruit knife, all his thoughts were on saving Kim Tae-hee, he couldn't let go, and he couldn't let go before he went back to numb himself with endless work. It just so happened that he had a reason to go to work, and in this case, Yoo Jun chose to close his heart to punish Kim Tae-hee after his betrayal, and chose to take on a qiē alone......

He loved that beautiful girl, only so deeply. That's what happened.

"Kim Tae-hee was beaten very lightly, I originally wanted to take her to the hospital......"

"Then why did it turn into murder?"

Looking into Liu Jun's eyes, he recalled those embarrassing behaviors when he recalled Liu Jun's appearance in his own inquiry again. The constant body movements, and the intervals between sentences and the phrase 'If you find her, please tell me'.

Liu Jun is simply making the last struggle!

He couldn't afford it......

"When, at that time, I helped her stand up......" Liu Jun began to stutter inexplicably: "The corners of her mouth are broken, and even walking is a problem." But they kept yelling, 'I'm going to kill them, I'm going to kill their bastards!' That, that crazy look, made me stunned, this is not Kim Tae-hee I love. Why did she become like this? ”

"My heart is cold."

"She didn't seem to want to ask me how I've been doing these days......

"I don't know why she didn't apologize to me for helping each other."

Liu Jun was making a reason for himself, which was by no means what he thought at the time, and he was very sure of this on the weekend.

It is normal for a person, after committing a mistake that he regrets immensely, to connect the whole thing with various ******** that may be linked together, and to misinterpret many things to explain his outrageous behavior. Remember what the protagonist of the school shooting said? He said they had no friends and were ridiculed at school!

Everyone will find all kinds of reasons to make themselves comfortable when mistakes appear, and they don't write homework because they hate learning and feel that what the teacher teaches in class is useless; If you can't complete the sales task, people in this world are weak, and no one is willing to help them with sincerity; Selling the people around you to get a position is because one will succeed and ten thousand bones are dry, and there are countless such cases in history!

"What kind of reason is this--he-mother!"

If Yoo Jun saw Kim Tae-hee and the gangsters in Koreatown kissing at the gate of the campus and gave the pair of dogs and men a violent beating, he might applaud on the weekend, but when you know that this woman is a scumbag, you are still using the ego to balance the gap between the ego and the superego for the wrong choice of ruining your life, except for the sentence that poor people must have something to hate, you can't say anything on the weekend. (To be continued.) )