> Ni Duoduo couldn't help but feel a little nervous, she seemed to think for a while: "Luo Lie...... You...... I ......"

"Humph! You're trying to say sorry to me, aren't you? Luo Lie expressed his heart in excitement just now, and now he finally put aside his scruples when he spoke, and said loudly: "I know, I'm actually delusional!" You don't even like me in the slightest, do you? I know! I know it all! Know!! You've only got that guy in mind! Although you are willing to say a few more words to me, it is actually because of ...... Because ......," his voice suddenly became hoarse, "it's because of me...... I look a little like him, don't I? ”

The last few words, almost popping out between his teeth!

"No...... You...... I ......" Ni Duoduo panicked and hesitated, but he couldn't say a complete sentence.

"Haha! I know! You think I don't understand, but I do! Luo Lie suddenly became emotional, his voice was high-spirited, and he carried a resentment that had been suppressed for a long time!

"You guys! You Ni Duoduo! And your father, Brother Huan! There is also Jinhe, and even Kurayu...... All of you, ...... Hum! Luo Lie said loudly: "Three years ago, I was still a gangster, and your father suddenly promoted me, and the way your father looked at me at that time made me very strange!" I didn't know him at all, but he was very kind and kind to me, and even sometimes, he looked at me distractedly, and the kind of reluctance and sadness in his eyes was revealed. There was even a little guilty gaze...... I know, although he is looking at me, but in his heart, he thinks of me as another person! ”

Thump!

Ni Duoduo suddenly sat on the ground, without her back blocking the cat's eyes. I can finally see the outside again.

"You, Luo Lie, what did you just say? My father, did he really have guilt in his eyes? Ni Duoduo said in a trembling voice.

Ni Duoduo's words. But it also made my heart tremble! Because, I can't help but think about this sentence in my heart!

Ye Huan...... Brother Huan, does he really feel guilty?!

"Yes and what! What's not it! Luo Lie suddenly clenched his fists, and by the dim light, I could vaguely see the expression on his face. He gritted his teeth, his face full of anger: "What does this have to do with me!" But you know what! Over the past few years, I have felt strange at first, I am a little gangster, it turns out that I am not conspicuous at all. But why is your father so blue-eyed to me? In less than three years, I'm where I am now! became your father's henchman, Jin He taught me kung fu, and your father asked me to help him take care of his business...... When I started, I was very proud and happy. Because I feel like I'm very capable, I feel like I'm successful. But then, every time ...... Every time ......"

He suddenly burst out laughing: "Hahahaha! You know what! Every time, when I do something well, when I do it successfully. Jin He suddenly mentioned, 'Yes, you are as capable as him.' ’。 But when I failed and didn't do things well, I heard Kuraya occasionally say, 'Alas, you're just like him, you do things so impulsively.'" I...... I've *** had enough!! No matter how well I do things and how happy I am, they still think of that guy!! No matter how badly I do it or how I fail, they still think of that guy...... I...... What am I ***! What a lot! Is it his shadow? Is it his stand-in!! My name is Luo Lie! My name is Luo Lie! It's not called Chen Yang! But why, here, everyone uses me as his stand-in!! ”

The more Luo Lie spoke, the more excited he became, his fists clenched, and even the joints of his bones clicked, obviously agitated in his heart. Ni Duoduo suddenly said weakly: "So...... You're going to ......."

"Not bad! You're right, although I haven't met him, and I don't even know him, but I hate him very much! I really hate him! Because of him first, your father, Jin He, Cangyu, and you...... Each of you sees me as his stand-in, as his shadow. Even if I try ten times harder, try my best to express myself, and work hard to make achievements, I only hope you will notice me Luo Lie! But every time, I try hard, but I can only get back your nostalgia for him! Why! Why!! ”

Bang!

In his anger, Luo Lie slammed his fist on the wall, making a muffled sound! His punch was so hard that I could see blood pouring from his fist.

"Ahh Ni Duoduo also saw it, she snorted, then quickly stood up, took out a pack of tissues from her pocket, pulled out one, and hurriedly walked over and wrapped Luo Lie's hand hard: "You...... You're bleeding! Why are you so excited...... I ......"

"Alas......" Luo Lie's hand held by Ni Duoduo suddenly stiffened, and then sighed, quietly watching Ni Duoduo hurriedly bandage his palm, and then suddenly whispered: "Duoduo...... In your heart, you have always regarded me as his substitute...... Is it my fault that I look like him? I know, I ...... I climbed up from the bottom, so I really want to work hard to express myself, and I want to be recognized. But every time I try harder, the more people ignore me...... It's really unpleasant. ”

Ni Duoduo didn't speak, just wrapped his hand, then took a step back, lowered his head and thought for a while, and then said in a low voice: "Luo Lie, I don't know." I'm sorry...... I don't really know. But, I know, you're actually working hard. You've done a lot for your father during this time. Even Uncle Jin He appreciates you very much. Actually, you don't have to be too yourself, it's not that you don't see your efforts, it's just that everyone has a trace of guilt for him, because of this guilt, we can't forget him. It's not your fault, it's really not your fault. ”

"What about you?" Luo Lie said in a deep voice: "What about you? When you were with me, you looked at my face, were you thinking about him in your heart? ”

"......" Ni Duoduo was silent for a while, and then suddenly laughed, her laughter was a little astringent. But after all, he still smiled: "I ...... I'll admit that I did want to talk to you in the first place because you really resemble him. But then, I talked to you because you were kind to me. Ni Duoduo's voice also became a little strange: "Actually...... Don't you notice, people around my father? They don't seem to like me very much. ”

"What?" Luo Lieqi said.

Even I, who was standing at the door eavesdropping, couldn't help but feel a little strange.

"What I said is true." Ni Duoduo smiled bitterly: "Jin He, and Cangyu, neither of them likes me." Although they were all very polite to me. But I can feel it. Because...... Everything and everything is my fault! If it weren't for the trouble I caused that day, I wouldn't have been like Chen Yang, and there would have been no such thing. Father will not become enemies with Chen Yang...... If it hadn't been for that disaster, my father would not have been forced to turn his face with the Qinghongdi people in the end...... You see, all this evil is caused by me. So, Kuratama is good. Uncle Jinhe, although they never say it, but I ...... I could feel that they didn't like me in their hearts. ”

Luo Lie was silent. And I, at the door, was also in a complicated mood.

Truly...... If it hadn't been for Ni Duoduo running to that hell party. As a result, he got into trouble with the son of the boss of the Qinghong people...... I'll run to save him again......

If Ni Duoduo hadn't been so ignorant and messy back then, she would have been a good girl with peace of mind, wouldn't make that kind of bad friend, and go to that kind of disgusting party......

So. None of this is going to happen.

Maybe I'm still under Ye Huan as his henchman. And Ye Huan will not be forced to stand on his own in Qinghong.

But all this ...... Can you really blame such a girl?

I shook my head.

"You're kind to me. Very good for me. Ni Duoduo said in a low voice: "Actually, even if you don't say it, I know your mind." It's just that...... It's just me ......"

"But you're going to say sorry to me, aren't you?" Luo Lie smiled bitterly.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Ni Duoduo whispered, her voice was very soft, but after a while, she suddenly spoke again: "Luo, Luo Lie." I know, actually, I'm stupid, really stupid. No matter how much I think about him in my heart, he can't see or hear him. And...... Even if you see and hear it, what can you do? He and my father were already on fire. And I, on the other hand, am my father's daughter. So, no matter how stupid I am, there is no hope between me and him...... There may not be any more. I...... I know you're good to me...... I...... I also understand your intentions, and sometimes, I am also very moved. But...... I really can't accept you right now. Sometimes, in my heart, I think of you more as a person who can talk to my heart...... Brother, big brother. ”

Although I couldn't see Luo Lie's expression clearly, I knew that his expression must be ugly at this moment.

Sure enough, Luo Lie was silent for a while, and then his voice was astringent: "Brother...... Brother? ”

He smiled bitterly, and then sighed: "Why do girls say such a bad excuse when they reject others?" I only think of you as an older brother...... Ha ha! What a cliché excuse! ”

Ni Duoduo was a little nervous, and hurriedly said, "I, what I said is true." ”

Luo Lie waved his hand and said, "Okay, no need to say it." It doesn't matter if it's a brother, whether it's real or fake. It doesn't matter what the reason is, I just know that the result is you, you rejected me, that's it. ”

The two were silent for a while, and Luo Lie was a little tired: "Okay, enough trouble, can you go back?" It's late now. ”

Ni Duoduo hesitated for a moment, then suddenly gritted his teeth and said, "I...... I want to go in and have a look. ”

"What?"

"I'm going to go in and have a look." Ni Duoduo suddenly made up her mind: "I'm also tired...... Luo Lie. I think about him every day, I can't forget him, and I'm tired too...... I've always liked to come here lately, downstairs, watching from afar...... Actually, I'm ridiculous, I know I'm ridiculous. I only came to his home once, before we ran away. I've been feeling more and more lately that I'm so stupid, and it's actually going to be nothing...... I, I know it all. The girl shook her head vigorously and said in a low voice, "Today, I just want to go in and have a look...... I didn't know what I wanted to see, I just wanted to go in and see what his former home had become. Perhaps, after reading it, I should end the last thought in my heart...... Seeing that his home has changed, and that there are other people living in it, I may be able to have a break in my heart...... Then I don't have to sneak here to watch at night when I can't sleep. ”

Luo Lie shrugged his shoulders: "You must go in and take a look, then go in and take a look, it's not a big deal anyway." ”

After all, he is a gangster, and Luo Lie is not a timid person, he walked past Ni Duoduo to the door, knocked on the door panel, and said lightly: "I knocked on the door for a long time just now, but there was no sound, it seems that there is no one inside." If you want to go in and see, I'll find something and pry the door open. But let's talk about it first. You go in tonight and take a look, and then you break this thought, and you don't have to run back at night in the future! Got it? ”

Ni Duoduo nodded. Luo Lie immediately said: "Okay! You wait here, I'll go find a crowbar. ”

"No, you don't." Ni Duoduo seemed to smile bitterly, then touched a hairpin from his hair, straightened it in his hand, shook it, and said in a low voice: "You may know, when I was a little sister for a while, I used to do nonsense with some friends, do you open the lock, I can open it without a key." ”

With that, she carefully poked the hairpin into the keyhole, then pressed her ear to the door and turned it gently......

There was a slight click in the lock, and then, with a click, it opened......

Ni Duoduo put away the hairpin, and then seemed to smile: "Look, it seems that I haven't forgotten many things." ”

With that, she grabbed the doorknob and gently pushed the door open......