Chapter 13: Old Dreams
After Su Yan rebelled against Lin Jiaoyu's army, she didn't have a trace of joy in her heart.
Yes, meeting the right person at the right time is the opportunity to reap happiness. So at that time, was the person she met right or wrong?
At the end of her previous life, she was actually completely disappointed in love and marriage. Qin Xuan has never grown up, she feels that she is impatient, and the mentality that she has been worried about what to do without her is gone.
She began to feel that it was a mistake with him from the beginning: when she was a girl, that person in the future must be a mature and stable person who knows how to take care of people, and he will tolerate her no matter how rude and willful she is...... Later, when she met Qin Xuan, the roles were completely reversed, and she became the tolerant one.
He is an only child, who grew up in the obedience of his parents, spends lavishly, and has no plans for the future at all...... In contrast, Su Yan has been independent since she was a child, relying on herself, and planning everything well, although she lacks action, so that she wastes a lot of time, she knows her shortcomings, although she wants to say that she can find a ...... that can "manage" herself But I don't know where the business trip is, and the two of them actually got together.
It may be that there is only one child in the family who is spoiled in the relationship, Qin Xuan said that it is selfish at best, and selfish at worst. Su Yan corrected Qin Xuan many times that he was still the same, and while Tai Xuan felt that she was verbose, she also felt very irritable...... She's not good at disciplining people in the first place.
Finally, after she made up her mind to figure out the truth that there is no one in this world who leaves, she has a child......
After becoming a pregnant woman, her relationship became more unstable, and although Qin Xuan had changed a lot, there was still a time when her old ways relapsed, and finally Su Yan rushed out of the house after another quarrel......
Anyway, a qiē is starting from scratch.
From the moment she woke up, her heart was full of her family. The long-cherished wish of making them happy and happy in the previous life finally has a chance to come true. She didn't want to think about anything else. Love is just one word, but if you say too much, it will hurt. The kind of love she wants is probably not available in the world, which is also the reason why she wrote novels later in her previous life, and in reality there is no such beauty as she wants, she wants to create zào in the book......
Anyway, she has loved and loved in her previous life, and she has been married, and in this life, she wants to be free and easy, do what she wants, live recklessly, and no longer be bound by love and marriage......
In the corridor of the classroom not far away, Chen Cheng, who was holding a cup, was facing the direction of the lotus pond. He looked fixedly at Su Yan, who had been lying on the stone table in a daze after Lin Yanyu left, only to feel that in the vibrant green of the pool, in the pink and white bloom, the pavilion where Su Yan was located seemed a little desolate, as if there were bursts of indescribable overwhelming sadness emanating from the girl's body, and swept away with that as the center......
At that moment, Chen Cheng suddenly had a strong ** and wanted to explore the story of this quiet girl......
In fact, Su Yan has always been full of mystery, she is quiet and peaceful, but she is alone.
Other girls have one or two girlfriends, but she doesn't have any good friends, so he should be the best person in the school to have the best relationship with her, by the way, now I have to add a noisy Mai Zijie.
Her family background should be good, the black schoolbag she often carries looks ordinary, and it is not full of all kinds of decorations like other girls, Chen Cheng still recognizes its low-key and hidden LOGO. He had seen it at a travel equipment store in Haicheng Department Store, and according to the salesman, this brand was the only one in Haicheng, and it was designed for backpackers who love to travel. In addition to the normal backpack state, if you want to carry more things, you can also open the inner compartment through guò to make it a bag that doubles the volume...... The price is not cheap, more than 300 yuan for one.
The schoolbag is only in its thirties!
And her shoes, which he had noticed, were all from a well-known sports brand. She seems to have a special preference for this brand, cloth shoes and sneakers in summer, sneakers in winter, she has a lot of shoes, and sometimes she buys the same model in different colors, all of which are from this brand without exception.
He met her in a bookstore on a weekend, with a long white cotton T and light yellow cropped pants, white sneakers on her feet, and she didn't look at the price of the book she liked, and pulled it out directly to the younger boy who followed her. The boy's eyebrows were five or six points similar to Su Yan's, and he was carrying a backpack of the same style as hers, the only difference was that his bag was blue. That should be her younger brother, her demeanor towards him was something Chen Cheng had never seen in school, that kind of heartfelt smile and gentleness, at that moment his heart seemed to be hit by something.
Su Yan is usually kind to people when she is in school, but it is always like a veil, which makes people always have an indescribable sense of distance, and she is the same for everyone. Chen Cheng thought that she was such a cold personality, but he didn't expect that it would be different from person to person.
At this moment, Chen Cheng's question was: With good living conditions and a good relationship with her family, why did she feel desolate and sad from her?
Chen Cheng hadn't come up with a reason yet, and when he came back to his senses, he saw that Su Yan had already walked towards the classroom. He looked at Su Yan, who was so peaceful and calm in peacetime, as if she was in her hands, and questioned for a moment whether the qiē just now was just his own delusion.
"Hey, squad leader." Chen Cheng wanted to ask Su Yan what she was talking about with that boy over there just now, and was scratching her head to find an excuse, when a voice had already interjected from the oblique, "Who was that boy just now?" ”
It's Mai Zijie again, it seems that Chen Cheng is not the only one who saw the scene of the lotus pond just now.
Su Yan glanced at Mai Zijie who was blocking the door, and said lightly: "My senior in elementary school." ”
"What did he come to you for?"
That's a straightforward question. Chen Cheng nodded approvingly, bold enough!
"He didn't look for me, I found him." Su Yan stared at Mai Zijie for a while, "Are you going to stand at the door until you are old?" ”
Mai Zijie was stunned by her, and involuntarily let go of his body, "What are you looking for him" didn't dare to ask, her answer must be "Can you manage it"!
Chen Cheng looked at Su Yan's back, biting his lower lip and remaining silent.
When it came to biology class, Chen Cheng passed a small note to Su Yan - Su Yan, do you have something on your mind? Can I help?
Su Yan replied funny - what do children do with so much? Concentrate on your lessons!