"When the second master of the Yan family walks on the road, it is estimated that many women will look back!" On the way back, Mama Song couldn't help but praise.

Su Shanyun smiled and nodded.

She also felt that Second Master Yan was dignified and extraordinary, and he was the kind that looked good and tasteful.

Thinking of the glance he had just glanced at her, without any emotion, it made her blush and her heart beat all of a sudden.

She felt that she was wrong.

She hurriedly took a deep breath.

The next time you see him, you should learn to control your feelings.

When I returned to Ningfu, my uncle's family was having dinner.

"Would you like to eat more?" Mrs. Su asked hurriedly.

"No need, I ate a lot of things at Mrs. Lu's." Su Shanyun hurriedly smiled and waved her hand, and went to the clean room to help Xiaohua take a bath.

When they came out of the flowers, they had already eaten and were sitting in the living room chatting.

Ning Hao and Mrs. Su sat on the big kang by the window, and Ning Changrou and Su Shanyun sat on the long mahogany chair opposite them.

"Do you know about the Zhou family?" Mrs. Su asked softly while pouring tea for Ning Hao, her tone was very cautious.

Maybe they felt that what they were going to talk about next was also suitable for Ning Changrou and Su Shanyun to listen to, so they didn't tell them to avoid it.

Mrs. Su said to Ning Hao with some emotion: "I heard that the fifth master of the Zhou family fell in love with a girl outside, so he wanted to reconcile with his wife Li, then Li felt that he had been married to him for ten years, and gave birth to three children for him. The elders naturally did not approve of their reconciliation, so they did ideological work for the fifth master every day, but who knew that the fifth master refused to change his mind as if he was iron-hearted, and moved out to live. This Li couldn't think about it for a while and hanged himself, and when he was discovered, he was already angry, and now his life and death are uncertain. ”

"When?" Ning Hao asked hurriedly.

"I don't know if I can get it back this afternoon." Mrs. Su replied.

"Alas......" Ning Hao sighed, wanting to say something, but he felt that it was actually better not to say it.

Mrs. Su was quite unhappy with the Li family: "Then the Li family is actually a very good person, a good wife and mother, if it is really with her, it will be pitiful after leaving her." ”

Ning Changhao nodded.

Su Shanyun and Ning Changrou also heard it clearly, but none of them dared to speak, this kind of thing was not something they should put their beaks on, but their expressions were quite solemn after hearing it.

Su Shanyun's mood was especially difficult to calm down.

It was as if she had received a reminder in the dark.

This kind of reminder was like pouring a basin of cold water on her head, and her whole person came to her senses.

When she finished bathing and lay on the bed, she kept warning herself - Second Master Yan had already made a marriage.

Yes, Second Master Yan has already made a marriage, this is a fact. If she could, she should have stuck it on the wall and reminded herself countless times a day.

The person she could never forget at a glance, he was already destined to be out of her way.

She buried her head in the covers, her throat like a stalk. That feeling of dazed helplessness came back to her.

He shone like a sun into her guarded, dead heart. She used to instinctively resist men, but why did she unconsciously want to get close to him after seeing him?

But it's not right, it's not right, she said to herself fiercely.

From today on, Su Shanyun, recognize your own role, it is impossible between you and him. Then, if you stay away from him, maybe you will be able to forget about him slowly.

After all, you and he haven't had a deep friendship yet, so you can completely turn around.

Besides, he is fourteen years older than you, and has experienced more than twice as much of the world as you in this life, and he must know his own identity and role, so he will be indifferent to you.

Ridiculous, Su Shanyun, how can you have such a throbbing with him?

Take out your willpower, suffocate this feeling in the bud, and treat him like a passerby from now on.

Su Shanyun muttered and fell asleep slowly, but she slept unsteadily.

Early the next morning, she took the initiative to ask Mrs. Su: "Auntie, what happened to the Li family next door?" ”

"I heard that he came back to life, and the fourth master was willing to take a step back and speak—he had already promised to marry that girl as an aunt. It's just that this girl is wronged, I heard that she is still from a good background, so the Li family will definitely not give her a good life in the future, alas......" Mrs. Su sighed, and she didn't know whether to sympathize with the Li family or the girl.

Su Shanyun's hanging heart finally let go, but she couldn't help but feel a little sad.

After eating and taking a lunch break, Su Shanyun also tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

In the afternoon, it was time to go to Yan's house to accompany Mrs. Lu, in the past, she was full of expectations for this moment, but today she has a heavy feeling that she can't take a step.

Why don't you get too close to the Yan family? She said to herself.

Although the idea of helping the Yan family avoid the fate of being beheaded after six years has never changed, but now it seems that she has decided to take the way of secretly helping, although she also knows that she does not have much resources and ability to help them now, but she will find resources and opportunities step by step.

She planned to go to the capital to inquire more about the affairs of the court, and then ask the second uncle to inquire about the situation of the Yan family, in short, not to have face-to-face contact with the people of the Yan family.

Especially Yan Jinxuan.

She secretly cheered herself up - just do it, show some determination.

So she asked Mama Song to send a message to Mrs. Lu on the grounds of illness—she couldn't go to Yan's house to accompany her this afternoon, maybe she couldn't go the day after tomorrow.

When Mama Song went out of the room, Su Shanyun lay on the table and cried bitterly.

She felt that she had failed Mrs. Lu's kindness to her, and she felt very sorry and guilty.

But she really shouldn't go to Yan's house anymore.

"Why don't you go to the Yan family to accompany Mrs. Lu?" My aunt asked, puzzled.

"Yes, isn't my cousin very good to you?" Ning Changrou was also puzzled.

Su Shanyun didn't know how to explain it, but it didn't work if he didn't explain, so he had to pull a reason and said, "I...... I'm afraid to see Second Master Yan. ”

In fact, this reason is more or less true.

Aunt and Ning Changrou couldn't help but widen their eyes: "He can't eat people, besides, he often socializes outside during the day, how can he have time to stay with you." ”

"I ...... I don't know...... It's just a little scared. Su Shanyun said, and secretly scolded herself for being shameless in her heart, and dared to deduct the crime on the head of Second Master Yan.

But what reason could there be?

Mrs. Su saw that Su Shanyun seemed to be very embarrassed, so she was no longer reluctant, so she said gently: "Okay, anyway, you have to return to Beijing in a few days, so stay at home and accompany us more." ”

Su Shanyun couldn't help nodding.

She waited for her aunt to say so.

Then she said to Mrs. Su as if she remembered something: "If Mrs. Lu asks you about this, I will trouble you to say that I am sick, and there is no need to say anything else." ”

Mrs. Su raised her eyebrows, feeling that this little girl was really elusive, but since she had the heart not to go to the Yan family, she naturally couldn't force her to go, so she nodded.

Su Shanyun suddenly felt like a big stone in his heart.

But why is there still some inexplicable sadness in my heart?

In the afternoon of the next day, just as Su Shanyun was embroidering in the shade of the green in front of the door of the east wing with her aunt and cousin, she suddenly heard the maid come to report: "Mrs. Lu of the Yan family is here." ”

Mrs. Lu is here? Su Shanyun suddenly panicked, and shivered.

"Auntie, cousin, when Mrs. Lu comes, you will say that I am not well and am lying in the room, but don't call me out to see her, please, please!" Saying that, he rushed back to his room.

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