Chapter 108: Moved, Waiting.
Tong Yang looked at Su still indifferently, knowing that she wouldn't do anything stupid, plus he had already sent someone to watch this, so it was okay to think about it.
No one has a way to bear the emotional things for anyone, so Tong Yang just explained to Su Yi and left after a few words.
Su still closed the door and sat on the ground along the door, her tears falling so uncontrollably.
She used to think that their relationship was so indestructible, but in the end, it was only a blow away.
She doesn't blame Wang Zijun, she only blames herself, she only blames herself for believing in others too easily, believing in love too much, and believing in others too much.
But even so, she still couldn't stop her heart, her heart to love him, she was still sorry for him after all, thinking of the scene of kissing Gu Ranyang, she felt disgusting.
If she hadn't gone to see Gu Ranyang today, if she hadn't relented today, if she had reacted earlier today, wouldn't it have been like this.
Su's head still hurts, but her heart hurts even more, and she can't breathe because of the pain.
Su still walked upstairs to the bathroom in a daze, and the cold water turned on slammed into his body.
She wanted to be sober, to forget about the man who had been invading her in her mind, but no matter what she did, it was in vain.
Su Yi's tears flowed like tears like this, and finally she couldn't help but hide in the bathroom and cry bitterly.
Su is still uncomfortable here, Wang Zijun over there has collapsed, and Wang Xiao can't find anyone after he rushes out. lost it, she searched everywhere, and finally found Wang Zijun sitting on the rooftop.
I have to say that Wang Zijun's appearance really frightened Wang Xiao, Wang Xiao hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Wang Zijun, "Brother, don't think about it, I'm just your brother, don't leave me behind." After speaking, Wang Xiao also cried bitterly.
Wang Zijun looked at Wang Xiao crying bitterly. Said comfortingly, "Who said I can't think of it." You, don't think so much, I'm fine, don't cry. ”
Wang Xiao listened to Wang Zijun's words. Tears were withdrawn. Then he said to Wang Zijun, "Brother." There must be a misunderstanding between you and Sister Still, Sister Still is a very good girl, she won't do anything to be sorry for you. ”
Wang Xiao has been speaking for Su all the time. She knew that Su was still a very good person, so she didn't want Wang Zijun to really miss Su Yi.
Wang Xiao's words made Wang Zijun fall into deep thought, he admitted that he was impulsive just now, but now he couldn't accept the facts he saw in front of him just now.
He hated himself for not protecting her well, so he still needed to be calm and calm now, so he hid on the rooftop and was alone.
Wang Xiao looked at her brother's appearance and knew that it was okay, because her brother she knew best, he was just impulsive just now, maybe both of them needed to slow down.
Wang Xiao didn't persuade anymore, all she had to do now was to accompany her brother well.
Wang Xiao looked at her brother as if she saw herself, they were all the same, they were all so unhesitating and impulsive for love.
She is the same for Lin Ziche.
Wang Xiao and her brother both like to relax on the rooftop, and only then will they completely relax their hearts.
The two brothers and sisters just stood quietly on the rooftop, without speaking or communicating.
At this moment, Su is still tormented in his heart, his already torn heart has become torn apart, Su is still looking at himself in the mirror, his pale face and chapped lips have completely lost his original clean appearance.
A flash of thunder flashed outside, making Su Yi's face even more terrifying, but now Su Yiyi didn't feel anything anymore.
Su's head hurt very much, it hurt as if it was about to explode, but she had his appearance very clearly in her mind, probably only the paralysis of alcohol would make her forget something now.
Thinking of this, Su still walked out of the bathroom, ready to get wine, Su Yi's spirit began to be in a trance, she stepped on the air, she rolled down the stairs, Su Yi's stairs in the house are paved with marble, so Su Yi's head hurt even more, and a big wound was also scratched on his head, and the blood stains also slowly flowed down.
Su still touched her forehead, looking at the blood stains on her fingers, she actually smiled, she struggled to get up, and staggered to the cellar.
He held a lot of wine in his hand, and then he didn't take a wine glass, but just picked up the wine container, sat on the floor of the living room, and then looked at a bottle of red wine and poured it.
The wine was even more sorrowful, and after a sip of red wine, Su still didn't feel drunk, because she could drink, and her usual communication had already cultivated her good amount of alcohol.
So Su still grabbed the wine bottle for a while and drank a bottle, because of the melancholy in his heart, soon, Su still drank the bottles of red wine that he brought over, and when Su still took the red wine, he picked all the high degrees, so he quickly drank too much.
Su still wants to go to Wang Zijun now, she really wants to tell Wang Zijun that she loves him, and she really wants to explain to her what happened today.
Su still cried again, but she decided to do one thing, that is, to go to Wang Zijun now to explain clearly, Su still held the wine bottle, and then stumbled out.
Wang Zijun's home and Su Yi's home are in the same villa area, so she quickly found Wang Zijun's home.
Su still took out the key in his bag and opened Wang Zijun's door, this is the key that Wang Zijun gave her before, and she has always carried this key with her, and she happened to use it today.
The decoration of Wang Zijun's home is black and white, and there is no trace of warmth in the huge house.
Somehow, at that moment, Su Zhen's head was a little sober, because she felt sorry for him, in such a big house, there was no trace of warmth, at that moment, Su still seemed to understand, why, Wang Zijun's temperament was so cold.
In those years, he must have had a very hard time, he had a sister, but in order to protect her from her, he supported the whole family by himself, how much he could bear it.
Su is still a lot more sober, she has never looked at his home carefully, unexpectedly, Wang Zijun's house is unusually clean and tidy, and he never goes to the housekeeping service, he hates others being close to his home, but except for her.
Even the kitchen is well organized. Before he knew it, Sue was still in his bedroom.
Like the living room, it is all black and white, and in the whole bedroom, you can't see any other colors, and the things placed in the bedroom are also very similar to the owner's character, and the quilt on the bed is not wrinkled at all.
Sue still sat on his bed and picked up the picture on the bedside table, but the sight in the mirror made her eyes widen.
Because that's her, in the photo, a girl is running, and her healthy appearance can be clearly seen, but the photo can be seen to be taken secretly.
This was the first time she ran for the first time, she had just returned from rebirth and was in a good mood, so she looked good.
She didn't know that he had engraved her in his heart at that time.
I am very touched that he loves himself so much.
Underneath the frame is a diary. Su still knew that Wang Zijun had the habit of writing a diary, so she picked up the diary and read it.
The diary looks very old, and the traces of time have shown its years.
This is his diary since he was a child, his font was not crooked when he was very young, very neat, just like a natural calligrapher, and the content of Wang Zijun's diary is not as naïve as imagined, basically some things in the family, although it is short in the parents, but the record of every fragment in the diary is very serious.
She flipped to a bloody diary, and many places on the top were stained with blood, and even after so many years, the blood stains still stayed on it clearly, and there were no words that day, only blood stains on a full sheet of paper.
Su still knew that it was the day their family was destroyed.
Many of the next words are written in blood, and the hatred between the lines can still be clearly understood by Su.
Su still saw the end so seriously, the moment she closed the notebook, she cried, not only for the diary to be more moved by her record, but more perhaps distressed.
Su can still see a stubborn teenager from the diary, a teenager who has no family and raised his sister alone, and I don't know how much suffering he has endured over the years.
He is insecure, not as strong as he seems, in fact, although he is a very strong man, he also longs for such a stable home in his heart.
Thinking of this, Su still knew why Wang Zijun was so sad, the love was deep, and the hatred was so deep.
The more she thought about it, the more Su still blamed herself.
She got up and planned to cook a meal for Wang Zijun, because she promised to cook a birthday banquet for Wang Zijun, but because of her leg injury, Wang Zijun didn't let her do it, so it was delayed until today.
Su Yan's body was already uncomfortable, but she still wanted to give him a hot meal, so she forced herself to go to the kitchen to get ready.
During this period, she almost fainted countless times, but she survived, and the thought was stretched in the case, so that she could not fall.
In the end, Su still finally prepared a birthday dinner, and she also deliberately lit candles.
It was getting late, and Su was still leaning on the sofa and waiting for Wang Zijun to come back, but she waited until late and didn't wait for the person she wanted to come back.
Su still looked at her watch, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning, but Su still didn't sleep, just sat and waited for Wang Zijun, because she didn't believe that Wang Zijun would abandon her like this! (To be continued......)