181 Thou hast never believed in me
At 2:30, Ilan noticed that her communication list was functioning properly, and her index finger tapped on Hosbei's contact number, waiting with bated breath. After a while, Huo Sibei's face appeared in front of Ilan's eyes.
Yilan smiled, and without waiting for Huo Sibei to speak, he shouted happily: "Abei." ”
Huo Sibei stared at Yilan tightly, as if he was a little stunned, and said softly after a while: "Yilan." ”
The two were speechless for a while, staring at each other deeply, their eyes wandering over each other's faces, Huo Sibei quickly woke up and asked anxiously, "Where are you?" ”
"Adukon Guardian's Recruit Training Base." Yilan hurriedly replied, "Abei, have you received my email?" ”
"Roger." Huo Sibei was silent for a while, frowned and asked urgently, "Why?" Why would you want to be conscripted? ”
Yilan was apologetic and sad, she smiled hard: "Abei, I only found such a job opportunity, I will ask to stay in ......"
Before Ilan could finish speaking, Huo Sibei interrupted her: "Ilan, we said okay, whether you have a job or not, you will come." ”
"Abei, I'm already here." Ilan defended himself, "I ......"
"You know that I asked you to go to the main star of Edu, you know that I asked you to come to be with you, you promised me that you would come to me in half a year at the latest, but you didn't do it." Hosbei interrupted Ilan again, and there was an irrepressible anger in his raised voice.
Yilan hurriedly opened his mouth to explain: "Abei, I'm ...... Really didn't get a job on the main planet. ”
"I told you you don't have to worry about life." Huo Sibei shouted loudly, paused, took a deep breath, forced himself to slow down his voice and said, "I didn't find it, you can come and look for it slowly." Why don't you consult with me and decide for yourself? Do you know what the army is? Do you know how worried I was for these two months? His questioning was still uncontrollable and became more and more urgent.
Yilan reluctantly pulled out a smile and said with relief: "Abei, don't worry, I'm doing well." In order to ease the atmosphere, she deliberately shook her head and said with a smile, "Ah Bei, have you noticed that my hair is short, will it be ugly?" ”
Huo Sibei looked at her silently, speechless for a long time.
Yilan bit her lip and called softly, "Abei." ”
Huo Sibei smiled bitterly and said in a low voice: "Yilan, you have never trusted me. The tiredness and disappointment in his tone could not be concealed.
"Ah Bei," Ilan shook her head in a panic, "That's not the case, I ......" She didn't know how to explain, in fact, she really couldn't let Ho Sibei take care of her living expenses.
"Everything you do is your own decision and then inform me, I once said that you can discuss it with me, even if you don't want me to participate in your decision, you can tell me first, but you didn't take it to heart." Huo Sibei stared at Ilan, his expression unspeakably sad, "You never cared. ”
"Abei, I was going to discuss with you, but at that time, your signal was blocked, and I couldn't contact you." Ilan hurriedly explained.
"You can wait for me to come back." Hosbei said in a loud voice again, "Ilan, you know that I have prepared a place for you to live on the main planet of Edu, you know that I want you to stay on the main planet, this is not a suitable job, you don't need to make a hasty decision, you can wait for me to come back, we will discuss it together, and then see other opportunities." ”
Yilan was speechless, and could only whisper as if pleading: "Abei." ”
Huo Sibei stared at her for a long time before asking softly, "How are you?" ”
Yilan breathed a sigh of relief almost inaudibly, and smiled: "I'm fine, the recruit training is already halfway over, and it will be over in three months, Abei, I must ask to stay in Aiduweier, and I can see you every week in the future." Again, she assured.
Hosbei just looked at her.
Yilan hurriedly said: "Abei, I only have half an hour of unobstructed signal here, and the next three months...... I don't know if there is such an opportunity. Don't worry, I'll contact you when my place of work is decided. ”
Huo Sibei nodded slightly, and said for a while: "Yilan, Chang'an came to me and asked if you were okay, and he said that Aunt Qin couldn't contact you, thinking that you had something." ”
"Ah," Ilan was a little surprised, "did he say why Aunt Qin was looking for me?" ”
"Just cares about you." Huo Sibei shook his head, paused and said, "Yilan, Chang'an said that you were injured and hospitalized in Tunonxing. There was bitterness in his voice.
"It's not so strict, it's just that I was a little frightened by the sea waves, and it will pass in a while." Yilan hurriedly explained, "Ah Bei, I was afraid that you would be worried, so I didn't sue you." ”
"So you found a reason to postpone your return to school, and you were afraid that it would be deserted to go back to school, so you would play on Tunon for a few more days?" Huo Sibei smiled bitterly, "You'd rather lie and lie to me than let me share it with you?" ”
"Abei," Ilan looked at Hosbei sadly, "your graduation mission wasn't over at that time, and I just didn't want you to worry about me." ”
"Then I won't worry when I know it from others?" Hosbei shook his head and asked, "Elan, do you know how I feel when I hear about you from someone else's mouth?" ”
"Abei, I really didn't mean to hide it from you, there were a lot of things before graduation, and I wasn't strict when I was injured, I just didn't want you to be distracted." Ilan explained again.
"You just don't believe I can share it." Hosbei sighed softly.
Ilan opened his mouth to defend himself.
Hoth asked suddenly, "Ilan, did you go to the address I gave you when you passed through the main star of Edu?" ”
Yilan nodded hurriedly: "I've been to a very beautiful building." ”
Hearing this, Huo Sibei was slightly surprised, looked at Yilan and slowly shook his head and said, "I have checked the access control system, but you have not entered." ”
"You're not here, I'm ...... It's not good to get in. Ilan explained.
Huo Sibei laughed bitterly at himself: "Can't enter the door? Ilan, I told you that you have been given the highest permissions, and you can enter and exit all the rooms freely. ”
"North, I'...... I don't have enough time. Ilan said with difficulty.
Huo Sibei looked at Yilan quietly and asked softly, "Yilan, do you know that I have arranged a room for you?" ”
In fact, he wanted to tell her that he didn't rest at all on the aircraft ship, just to rack his brains to design the decoration plan of the house, and in order to complete all the arrangements, he delayed until the latest flight on the main planet of Edu before rushing to the mecha research institute, and almost missed the check-in procedures.
He also wanted to tell her that he had been speculating about her reaction when she saw the room layout during the interval between military training, expecting her to be full of surprise.
However, looking at Yilan's expression begging for forgiveness and listening to the reasons she gave, Huo Sibei finally said nothing.
"I know, Ah Bei, will you take me in in the future?" Ilan smiled widely, and unconsciously dragged out the final note, as if begging for each other softly.
Huo Sibei nodded silently, and said for a while: "Is it bitter? ”
Yilan smiled and kept shaking his head: "It's not bitter, I'm fine." What about you? Is the course intense? ”
"It's fine."
The two looked at each other silently.
Yilan broke the silence with a smile: "Abei, what were you doing just now?" Did I bother you? ”
"No, I'm resting, what about you?"
"Me too, it's afternoon, it's empty on weekends, and we often have nothing to do." Ilan laughed.
"What do you train?" Hosbei asked, his eyes concerned.
"Ideological education, let us be loyal to the alliance." Yilan's tone was relaxed and casual, slightly teasing, "And running every day, Abei, the method you taught me to adjust my breathing before is very effective, and I can encourage others while running." ”
There was a hint of a smile in Hosbei's eyes.
"Abei, don't be angry, okay?" Ilan pleaded, smiling apprehensively.
Huo Sibei stared at Yilan and shook his head slightly: "I'm not angry. ”
He was just hanging in suspense day and night, looking forward to her news every moment, disappointed every moment, and the indescribable sadness of finding himself holding a hot heart in front of her, and she categorically refused.
She didn't trust him, from the bottom of her heart.
Huo Sibei thought of the feeling of shock, dazedness, panic and disbelief when he read her email with excitement and excitement after the military training; Thinking of the days that followed, he searched the Star Net for the situation of the recruit training and logistics department, and even asked about the situation of Edu's army among his classmates who were not very familiar with him.
He thought of him going back and forth to Addu in one day, just to see if she had left a trace of what he had left in the little building he had painstakingly furnished; Thinking of going in and seeing that it was quietly as it was when he left, my heart flashed not disappointed, but sure enough.
He thought of tossing and turning in the dead of night, anxious and worried about her, and unbearable pain for her breaking her promises.
He looked at her in front of him, his eyes were rolling, and he was smiling, but there was a little pleading on his face, just like she had insisted on her thoughts and asked him to understand and agree, and her voice was so real that it seemed to be within reach, but it was far away in the sky, and he didn't say anything.
Huo Sibei looked at Elan silently, after her hair was cut short, she looked thinner than before, he knew that training would be very hard, but she said she was fine.
Huo Sibei opened his mouth, and finally could only admonish: "Yilan, you have to take care of yourself." ”
Yilan hummed softly and said, "Ah Bei, you too." ”
The signal was interrupted.
Ilan stared blankly at the communicator, she still had a lot to say, she still wanted to ask more about the situation in Hosbei, but most of the time just now was spent arguing and explaining and staring speechlessly.
She sat on the ground with her knees crossed, feeling extremely uncomfortable, and only hoped to get through the next three months quickly, and when she stayed in Edu II and her life and work were regular, Huo Sibei would slowly understand her.
In the afternoon, the training ground was quiet, and several recruits in the distance were returning to the camp one after another, and Ilan's eyes were unconsciously staring at their figures, refusing to think about another possibility of assigning work.
"I'm going to train hard and I'm sure I'll be able to stay at Edu Two." She said to herself, wiping her face vigorously, and stood up and jogged along the training ground.
Of course, she didn't dare to make herself too tired, and she still had to save up energy to prepare for the next week's training, so she just jogged a few laps.
Any reasonable exercise can exercise physical fitness, she has always remembered Huo Sibei's words, usually run two more laps, and let yourself have more opportunities to exercise. (To be continued.) )