Chapter 262: Disobedience

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After listening to An Ruojin's opinions, An Ruolan decided to change her plan, first of all, she wanted to go back to Qianxunju to discuss with her father-in-law.

If she wants to go out, she naturally has to ask her grandmother and heir for instructions, this is not the first time she has gone out of the house, she thought it would be the same as before, it would be easy, but unexpectedly, the old lady did not allow it.

"Your grandfather specially mentioned it to me, saying that since Fourth Master Zhong is back, you don't have to take care of your business anymore, so don't run out for three days, the girl's family, showing up outside will cause gossip."

The old lady's tone was undeniable, and a little helpless.

Regarding the return of Zhong Siye, the old marquis felt very uncomfortable, knowing that there was no way to pass Gu ò An Ruolan left and right He Ji, his attitude towards An Ruolan was much colder, An Ruolan noticed this, but she didn't expect that her grandfather would restrict her freedom.

She has always been unrestrained, and when she heard such a request, she inevitably rebounded, and immediately retorted: "Grandmother, although I often go out, I don't have much contact with outsiders, and most of the time I walk around in Chihiroju, isn't that okay?" ”

Since she was reborn, she has always respected her grandmother, and this is the first time she has refuted her grandmother's words, and she feels a little guilty.

The old lady didn't expect that the sixth granddaughter, who had always been obedient and caring, would disobey herself, and after being surprised, she immediately turned pale and said, "Lan'er, the identity of Miss Houfu or the identity of He Ji Shaodong's family, which one is more important in your heart?" ”

"I ......," An Ruolan couldn't answer.

Seeing this, the old lady sighed and said earnestly: "It's your heir who didn't discipline you well, since you became the righteous daughter of Zhong Siye, your heart has become more and more unrecoverable, and how many things have been done to damage your reputation?" ”

"You are not young, your eldest sister has been married, the second sister and the fifth sister are also engaged, and it will be your turn soon, if you don't accept your heart, how to find a good family in the future? Think about it for yourself, in this huge Shengjing City, which family is willing to have a daughter-in-law who shows her face all day long? To put it mildly, that is, some people are willing to want you, and it is also based on the fact that your identity as the owner of He Ji Shao is profitable. ”

This is very obvious, even if someone marries her in the future, it is not out of sincerity.

His eyes dimmed, and An Ruolan lowered his head silently.

The old lady said again: "Although your grandfather's approach this time is a little harsher, I agree with it, Lan'er, you are now the daughter of the long house, even if it is the second daughter, you should think about the reputation of the Hou Mansion, and take care of it." ”

The reputation of the Hou Mansion ......

An Ruolan silently recited this sentence, unable to tell what kind of feeling in her heart, and only after a long time did she bow her head slightly and said, "My granddaughter must follow her grandmother's teachings." ”

Just when the old lady bowed her head in satisfaction, she continued: "Although grandmother's words are reasonable, the granddaughter thinks that the man who will be deterred by her granddaughter's reputation is not a candidate worthy of her granddaughter's lifelong trust. Grandmother knows that a woman with a bad reputation can't find a good husband, and a woman with a reputation will definitely find a good husband? ”

Every word, extremely sharp, pierced into the old lady's heart like a needle, and the old lady only felt like being struck by lightning.

An Ruolan raised her head to meet the old lady's shocked eyes, which were clear and firm.

"Miss Six!" Mama Song exclaimed in surprise, and was about to rush forward to stop An Ruolan from continuing.

"Let her speak." The old lady raised her hand to stop Mama Song, and there was no sadness or joy on her face.

An Ruolan half-lowered her eyes and said softly: "Granddaughter just suddenly understood that in grandmother's heart, reputation is the most important thing, granddaughter wants to ask grandmother, you have tolerated so much for reputation, and now that you are famous in Shengjing, have you ever been really happy in your heart?" ”

The old lady trembled in vain, but her eyes were red.

Mama Song couldn't bear to hold the trembling old lady, and sobbed: "Sixth Miss, don't say it, the old lady really loves you, and she is also for your good." ”

"I know that my grandmother is good for us, but I just don't understand why my grandmother wants to impose the shackles that have bound her for so many years on us." An Ruolan couldn't help crying as she spoke.

Think about it carefully, when her grandmother asked her to pass on to the big house, instead of the name of her grandfather's uncle, although there was an element of love and reluctance to her, but more, maybe she didn't want the Hou Mansion to be selfish and selfish, and she would abandon the reputation of her heirs for Baoan. There is also the matter of Sister Jin and her eldest brother, grandmother helps Sister Jin on her lips, but in her heart she is the same as her mother, she wants to wait until Sister Jin and her eldest brother reconcile, and then let Sister Jin marry, this is not to protect the face of her sister-in-law, and there are many little things, the more she thinks about it, the more uncomfortable she feels.

"I see." The old lady closed her eyes sadly and said tiredly: "I will not force you in the future." ”

"Old lady......" Mama Song couldn't help wiping the corners of her eyes, she was accompanying the old lady all the way, how bitter the old lady was, she knew best, just like Miss Six said, it was a shackle that trapped the old lady for a lifetime.

But despite this, Miss Six should not say such heart-wrenching words to the old lady.

frowned in disapproval, Mama Song just wanted to reproach her, but the old lady raised her hand to stop what she was about to say.

The old lady looked at An Ruolan and said in a stern tone that she had never had before: "Grandmother also hopes that you can find a man who doesn't mind your reputation, and hopes that you will be happy and happy all your life, but have you ever thought that even if that man doesn't mind your reputation, won't his family elders mind?" You said that grandmother has a good face and reputation, how many of this Shengjing are different from grandmothers? ”

An Ruolan was just about to answer, but the old lady said: "Now you don't have to say anything, when you find someone in the future who you think you can entrust for a lifetime, you come to me, no matter what the other party's identity and family background are, no matter whether your grandfather agrees or not, I will help you promote good things." ”

"Grandmother......" An Ruolan couldn't help crying again, I don't know whether she was moved or guilty.

"Okay, it's okay if you want to go out, but remember to come back early." The old lady waved her hand, unwilling to say any more.

An Ruolan had no choice but to retreat.

The old lady looked at her granddaughter's tall back, her heart was mixed, Mama Song thought she was sad and sad, and hurriedly relieved: "Miss Sixth also knows the old lady's intentions, but she has been out for a long time and has broad knowledge, so it is inevitable that she will be unruly." ”

"You also said that you are well-informed." The old lady smiled bitterly and shook her head, "If she is just an ordinary spoof, I can still fix her, but what she said is not wrong." ”

"Old lady......" Mama Song was speechless.

"The children have grown up and have their own ideas, and blindly controlling them will only make them rebellious." The old lady sighed, confusion in her eyes, "Maybe I really did something wrong, but who doesn't think so about the women living in this city?" ”

"There's nothing wrong with the old lady." Mama Song held back her tears and said, "Your forbearance and tolerance are worth it, if you disregarded the faces of the two families back then and really reconciled with the Hou Ye, where can you still see the scene of children and grandchildren around your knees now?" ”

"You're right." Thinking of her sensible and capable grandchildren, the old lady couldn't help but smile, but then she remembered something, her eyes were slightly sunken, and she said coldly: "But I've backed down enough." ”

Mama Song's heart sank, and she said in a low voice: "The slave and maid will follow the old lady for eternity." ”

The old lady smiled and patted her hand intimately.

After leaving Songhe Hall, An Ruolan did not leave the house immediately, she went to find An Ruoyan, for some reason, she felt that only the fifth sister could understand her mood at this moment.

An Ruoyan was embroidering the dragon and phoenix quilt, and when she saw An Ruolan coming in with red eyes, she was very taken aback, and hurriedly pulled her to the house and sat down.

An Ruolan poured beans into a bamboo tube, and told An Ruoyan what happened in Songhetang, she cried and said: "I don't mean to hurt my grandmother, but I really don't understand why my grandmother has suffered so much for her reputation, why does she let us go on the same path as her." ”

An Ruoyan came back to her senses from the initial shock, patted her on the shoulder and comforted: "This can't be blamed on grandmother, the woman in the back house, which one is not forbearance and sacrifice in the chair for the sake of men, face, and fame?" ”

smiled again: "I remember that Lan'er was a child, and he was also a very good-looking person." The deepest impression is that when you were five years old, your grandfather asked us to recite a poem each of us during the Mid-Autumn Festival, when you had just learned to write, in order not to lose to everyone, you practiced for a whole month, and we were all surprised at that time, admiring you for having such determination and perseverance. ”

An Ruolan didn't feel embarrassed, this was before she was reborn, she still remembered that she put a lot of effort into it at that time, and finally got everyone's praise as she wished.

In fact, whether it is learning the piano, practicing calligraphy, or reading, she has no talent, in her previous life, she could be called a "talented woman in ice and snow", relying on diligence and hard work.

Thinking of how strong she was at that time, she couldn't help but be ashamed and said, "It turns out that everyone knows it, and it's the first time I've heard of it." ”

At that time, she always thought that everyone would be dissatisfied because she stole the scenery, but she didn't want to be admired.

An Ruoyan covered her lips and smiled: "Yes, you grew up with ice and snow when you were young, and everyone wanted to play with you, but you never liked to deal with us, so we can only pay attention to you secretly." ”

"Oh......" An Ruolan felt even more shy, and her face flushed.

An Ruoyan stroked the top of her head and said softly: "You don't have to think too much, everyone in this world has such a concept, mavericks will only be excluded, and it is not a bad thing to go with the flow appropriately." ”

An Ruolan only felt a warm current flowing through her heart, and her mood was instantly much lighter, she said with a little grievance: "Don't talk about the rest, it's just that in the matter of Sister Jin and eldest brother, I always feel that my grandmother is biased." ”

"There's nothing to worry about either." An Ruoyan smiled, "Male superiority and inferiority of women is a dogma engraved in the bones, grandmother is just a habit, she may not love us." Besides, being good to yourself is the right thing to do. ”

An Ruolan thought about it, felt that it made sense, and bowed her head: "It's also such a reason." ”

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