Time is the most ruthless thing, it will always spur people to grow up silently, change the trajectory of their lives, and even reverse a person's life.

At the moment when the news of Angel's death came, Ling Qing'er was holding a wedding with that person in the church, and no one would go to worship the undesirable person, nor would she find her bones, and no one would think of erecting a tomb for her.

The life after marriage is not as wishful as she imagined, her husband's night is not home, thinking about another person day and night, the An family has no genius back then, its influence is also declining day and night, internal strife has accelerated its rupture, even her greatest hope, the child in her belly has quietly left herself, and has since lost her qualification to be a mother.

Mrs. Ji's identity deliberately crushed her last nerve anytime and anywhere, and at that time she realized that life was far from being as simple as she imagined, and she also understood Angel's almost indifferent silence.

It turned out that she didn't hate her so much, Angel was her own sister, no matter how hard her mother lived, she finally let her live an ordinary life, finished college, and had her own boyfriend.

Angel is wrapped in that heavy identity, under the huge pressure of life, on those weak shoulders, I don't know how much pain she bears, only when she leaves, can it be regarded as a real relief.

Holding the soft body, "What's the matter with the injuries on your body?" You should be with that guy now, you should have had a good relationship before, he ......"

The scar on the snow-white neck, Angel is not an untrained girl, she is already a mother of three children, of course she knows what it is, what she can't understand is why Ji Jinghong did that.

A trace of loneliness and misery flashed in Ling Qing'er's eyes, and she picked up the tea bowl on the table, trying her best to warm her body that was already empty, "What you can't get is the best, before we came to this world, the relationship has had an indelible rift. Nowadays, our identities are even more of a huge difference, all my qiē is given by him, and when our relationship is not equal, I become his appendage, a complete slave, as long as he has any displeasure, he can take out his anger on me. ”

"This is not you I know!"

Angel also felt a little sorry, this person in her memory is very strong, and now she is being abused by Ji Jinghong like this, I am afraid that life is better than death, she has been in this world for too long, there is no way to disobey some game rules, and some identities are innate, no matter what, there is no way to stop it.

"I didn't know each other before, but now I know, the previous Ling Qing'er is dead, and the current Ling Qing'er is just alive with a skin, your tea is good, in addition, beware of your ex-husband, he is not as simple as you think, he has been in this world for five years, and he has been inquiring about you all the time in the past five years. It wasn't supposed to be him who went to the country this time, but when he heard about your brother's battle plan for the Tatars, as well as some of the things that appeared in the war, he made up his mind. ”

Twisted up a small piece of pastry and put it in front of Jinxuan, the puppy-like tongue quickly spread out, and the pink and tender appearance made people unhappy.

"This is my daughter, called Jinxuan, is she pretty?" Holding Jinxuan in her arms, Angel glanced at Ling Qing'er proudly, she can compromise on anything, but she will not choose to compromise on her daughter.

The nature between mother and daughter pulls them into the closest people to each other, and a mother's natural love for her daughter makes it even more difficult for others to say that she is not good at all.

The moment Ling Qing'er saw Jinxuan, she was already in love, and her eyes turned red unconsciously, "It's beautiful, it's very similar to you, I heard that you have two sons, you are really blessed." ”

Unlike her, the originally comfortable life and beloved boyfriend were all pushed farther and farther by her, and even the child who was most connected to her by blood gave up her because of her selfishness.

"What about you? I remember, you were also pregnant at that time, and you had been with him for a while, so you didn't want another one? ”

Shaking his head regretfully, "Not long after you left, I became ill and didn't pay attention when I took medicine." The Ji family is a wealthy family, and I can't tolerate a crippled child coming to this world, after beating that child, my body will be lost, and I haven't raised it well, and the second child is that the egg is too weak, and I never got pregnant again after the abortion. In this life, I was reincarnated as a dancing girl, and the last thing I could not do was to get pregnant, and before serving the first benefactor, I was poured the decoction of the child, and I am afraid that I will not be able to have children in this life. ”

Raised her hand and gently put it on the other party's wrist, the pulse was vague and weak, and the inside and outside were empty, her body must be well conditioned, otherwise I am afraid that she will never be a mother again.

"It's not in the way, and the elixir is not absolute, it's just that your body is too weak, you have to go through half a year of recuperation, don't have frequent intercourse, and it won't be without a chance in another year or two."

The temperature of each other made Ling Qing'er tremble for a while, and the water droplets that had been tough dripped onto the back of Angel's hand, and the feeling of being cared for seemed to have been many years ago, so long that even she was numb.

It turned out that she was still so greedy, so eager for warmth, and she wanted the person in front of her, her own sister in her previous life, not to give her up so quickly, and to give her more.

"Thank you!" Ling Qing'er was very scared, she really wanted to call the other party sister, but what would happen after she called out, Ling Qing'er didn't dare to imagine, she was worried that Angel would drive her out of this palace.

At this moment, Ling Qing'er is like a quiet and well-behaved child, quietly listening to the teachings of her elders, and the sun stretches the shadows of the two people for a long time.

"Are you going to live like this forever? I never planned to leave him, this kind of life is not beautiful, if you are willing to ......" Angel admitted that she was soft-hearted, she could settle the whole world, but she couldn't settle for it, that is, the person in front of her.

"It's okay to get used to it, so I'm used to it too!" Ling Qing'er shook her head blankly, and some special worry flashed in her eyes.

Time has long deprived her of all the ability to live, and if she wants to start over, it is not easy to say anything, even if she stays in Yuguo from now on, she may not be able to get what she wants.

Ling Qing'er admitted that she was cowardly, she had long given up exploring this world, the lesson of being broken and bleeding that time was deep enough, Ling Qing'er never wanted a third time, no matter how happy other people's lives were, they were not their own after all.

Life can only tolerate oneself to practice, and cannot let others change, otherwise, what awaits you will be an abyss from which there will be no return.

"Got used to it?"

Got used to it? A man with an extremely successful career, a man who can sit on the world, a man who doesn't care about any human ethics, after the one he has reached a peak, in addition to loneliness, there is also the enjoyment of wealth and prosperity.

In terms of Ji Jinghong's personality, Ling Qing'er will definitely not be the only woman he has, is it in the fight between the two of them in the previous life, or in the current life, she has long been accustomed to all kinds of intrigues, and it is easy to dodge open guns and difficult to defend against dark arrows?

Ling Qing'er smiled awkwardly, and she said superfluous words again, "Why didn't you see your two sons, you seem to like this daughter even more." The Four Princes I saw at the time were very similar to the Feather Emperor, the Six Princes! Can you show me? ”

"I originally wanted a daughter, and my first child gave birth to a son, but this daughter was more pleasing to me. Ning'er is playing with the grandmothers, at this age, it is when the cat is tired enough, I said it, scolded and scolded, but why is it disobedient. As for Xiao Rin, it's okay, he's young, and Jinxuan are fraternal twins, they look very similar, they just sleep all day long, and I'm afraid they haven't woken up yet. ”

"Similar to Jinxuan? Doesn't that mean he looks like his mother? That's a blessing! ”

Heredity is a very wonderful thing, boys will be like their fathers, girls will be like their mothers, and there will be a rare case, and boys will look like their mothers, it will be considered a rare blessing.

For many years after that, although the eldest grandson Yuelin did not dominate the world like his brother, he got the happiness that his father and brother pursued all his life, and he was also the happiest among all his brothers and sisters.

"Blessing? All I want him to grow up safely and then marry and have children is enough. ”

This is also the reason why Angel does not dare to get too close to her two sons, the prince of the royal family, where will there be a so-called father, the happiness of the ordinary people, they will not feel it in their lives, only when they grow up safely, for them, it is a boundless blessing.

There is no family affection in the heavenly family, such a sentence applies to every family, even if it is a flat-headed people's family, they will fight for a little small profit, and the heavenly family will always have only a river of blood.

The white porcelain tea bowl gradually cooled, and finally lost its temperature, Jinxuan was tired and crying, and was hugged by the nurse, leaving Angel alone under the window sill with a breeze.

Twisting up a roll of withered yellow leaves, it turned out that it was already late autumn.