Chapter 19 The future is vast
At the end of summer, I like to lay quietly in the sunny meadows, watching the clouds in the sky moving with the wind, and the birds that are gradually flying away; I remember that there seems to be a scene where a group of innocent people talk about their dreams and weave the future; Maybe it can come true, or maybe it's just a dream.
"At the end of summer, Teacher Cao is waiting for you to have a class meeting, why are you lying here alone." A semester is coming to an end, and people are in a hurry.
At the end of the summer, he got up and patted the grass clippings: "Thank you, I'll go back to class immediately." Turning to look at the empty meadow behind him, there used to be a lot of people here, but now they are all leaving in their own direction, and the end of summer is also walking in the direction they ought to be.
I finally understood that there are some roads that can only be walked alone. Those who invite good companions will accompany the rainy season and go through the years, but one day they will eventually be separated at a certain ferry port. On the red dust, walking alone, the pothos brushed the placket of the clothes, and the green clouds wet the promise. Mountains and water can be forgotten in pairs, and the sun and the moon can have nothing to do with each other. At that time, there was only one person's floating world, and one person's thin water flowed.
"This year's college entrance examination is more special, it will be in the form of 3+X, you should pay more attention. Also, the key points given by the teacher are more likely to be tested; There are also problems that you can't skip first, don't waste time; Also, "Listening to the head teacher repeating the words on the podium that I don't know how many times, the students below became restless.
A student who has been active shouted, "Teacher, you have said N+1 so many times that our ears are calloused." β
Cao Fang was not angry, and said with a smile: "Monkey, I didn't tell you, didn't I take a week's leave at the end of summer, I specifically said it to her, I'm afraid that she will be nervous about the exam." β
She was answered with neat boos, and the class leader said: "Teacher Cao, I often ask for leave at the end of the summer and I don't see who can pull her off from the first place in the exam, if she is nervous, we will be finished." β
Teacher Cao smiled: "Okay, it's me who is too nervous. Time is running out, review well. Lingling, this is the gospel of the students, Cao Fang clapped her hands: "Okay, you don't have to listen to my nagging, liberate." β
Cao Fang beckoned to the end of summer, and the students in the classroom looked at each other, and it was not surprising that they were used to seeing it, after all, such scenes often happen.
The narrow and crowded but long corridors are the favorite of students, especially those who like to stand on a high place and look out, and just be in a daze without thinking.
Cao Fang likes to look at the side face at the end of summer, she is handsome with short hair, and delicate and delicate with long hair. Watching her grow up, beautiful but lonely, she has the feeling of a literary girl. But as an elder who is related to her growth, it is a little distressing.
Cao Fang looked at the girl with a clean ponytail: "Don't ask for leave in the last few dozen days, the principal has already talked to me a few times." Was your grandma discharged from the hospital? β
Xia Mo smiled: "I have been discharged from the hospital, I just need to be nourished, the blood is very viscous, and the heart is not good." There's nothing I do in G City anymore, so I just need to take a picture once a quarter. β
Cao Fang: "The last time I saw a magazine there was a girl who looked like you, with a black and white side face, short hair and red lips, and disdainful eyes; There is also a suit with an oil head, smoking a cigar, and the smoke is hazy; There is also a photo of bare elbows, thighs, and bare feet hooking a coat with one hand; I don't see any hints, I just feel art. But I'm still curious, do you wear it inside? β
It seems that it was taken two months ago for a foreign photographer, and it was the uncle of a friend of a like-minded friend in G City, but I didn't expect it to be put in a magazine insert.
At the end of the summer, he said suspiciously: "The teacher said that the insert of VK, didn't he say that there is no one in China?" I was safe at the time, wearing shorts and a tank top. β
Cao Fang: "You know I like to eat and play everywhere, we went to a shopping paradise last month, and my husband found out." It's just that I'm a little worried, after all, that circle is more chaotic. Do you have any plans for the school of the future? β
Xia Mo looked at Cao Fang: "It's the principal who came to ask, I'm afraid I'll fill in the art school?" No, I love literature and I know what I fit into. What I am doing now is just a means for me to earn a living, and it will not affect my spiritual pursuits. "It's rare to playfully stick out your tongue at the end of summer.
Cao Fang touched her hair: "Lu Youqing said in "Death Diary": Literary history is nothing more than the monologue of some failed people, full of the sorrow of not meeting talents and beauties, and heroes losing their way. She paused for a moment, then continued: "Those who have left their names in the history of literature seem to have suffered a long tragedy in life before they left a quatrain for the ages. In reality, how can people who are proud of the spring breeze have so much time to be sad and sad. β
Late summer: "The teacher thinks too much, I'm just a word maker, I don't dare to think so much." Words bring me unlimited freedom, illuminate my life, mirror my future, urge me to think, and whip me to be vigilant. β
Cao Fang: "You always surprise me, every time I chat with you, I can always find a different you, and it also gives me the direction of thinking." β
Bell bell, bell ring, bell ringing together, Cao Fang smiled: "Go to class, I can finally explain to the principal, and I can't ask for leave during the last period." β
At the end of the summer, he made a gesture with one hand and walked happily towards the classroom.
Someone loses his passion for the predicament of life; Some people lose their original intention for profit; Some people succumb to fate and lose their power to create; Gradually, they become empty and numb and stiff puppets, their words are tasteless, and they are moving forward one by one, and the poetic life and world are only reflected in their biological instincts and materialistic desires.
Suddenly, Cao Fang remembered what the famous writer Shi Tiesheng said: "Writing is to find one to ten thousand spiritual reasons for survival, so that life is not only a biological process, but also a full, vigorous, happy and calm spiritual process." β
Cao Fang looked at her emaciated back at the end of summer with emotion, as if she hadn't seen her grow flesh since she knew her, which was really jealous and distressing: "I hope that your spiritual world is vast and rich in species." β
"Teacher Cao, what is a person nagging? Isn't it busy? I heard that your class came to school at the end of the summer, how is it, what school are you going to apply for? Teacher Li, a young teacher from the same school, patted her on the shoulder.
Cao Fang: "It's Teacher Li, I don't know yet, there is still the last mock test, let's talk about it then." Didn't Xiaoxia in your class also do well in the exam last time, or did she only take the normal class? β
Teacher Li: "Yes, I'm in a hurry, how did you say that such a good seedling recognized the normal school." It's not that being a teacher is bad, but it's really a waste of such good grades. Then he said carefully: "Isn't it positive praise for excellent teachers, don't I want to rush?" I really envy you, the class is full of top students, although I always ask for leave at the end of the summer, but fortunately, my academic performance is stable, and I will definitely have you this year. β
Cao Fang: "It's not accurate, it's a written test and a comprehensive evaluation." By the way, I recently opened a new clothing store, which seems to be pretty good, so let's go together when I have time. β
Teacher Li: "Okay, I know which one you are talking about, and I said that I would go together." β
Cao Fang nodded, but breathed a sigh of relief in her heart. Sometimes the communication between colleagues is like a war, all kinds of caution, for fear of saying the wrong sentence and being put in the heart. It seems that she is still more suitable for associating with straight people.
Important times always pass quickly, and the crowds crowd the school gates in the sweltering heat. At the end of summer, the quiet wait for the crowd to sparsely walk out slowly, and the swallows in the same class rushed up from behind: "How is it?" Do you have the confidence to take the first place again? β
Xia Mo smiled: "I didn't think about it that much, what about you?" β
Yanzi cried with a sad face: "I'm thankful that I can be on the main line, I hope the gods will bless me." How, how can such a long vacation be arranged? We're going to have a group of classmates walking around together, do you want to do it together? β
At the end of the summer, he thought for a while: "No, I want to work part-time, and the tuition fee has not yet been settled." β
Swallow shook his head and waved his hand at the few people waiting on the side, indicating that he could not do anything. At the end of the summer, I wrote a QQ number: "I want to keep in touch with each other after college, do you have an explanation?" β
Looking at the end of the summer when she was naughty and squeezed her eyebrows, Yanzi was a little unaccustomed to it, and took the note in one hand and said happily: "Must be in touch." He waved his hand and ran away, and then there was an unusual noise, but no one would complain about their noise, only laugh beside them.
The life of enslavement is about to be gone, and this may be the voice of all children after taking the college entrance examination.
Xia Yingjie beckoned to the end of Xia who entered the school gate, and then ran over quickly without the people around him: "How can I get into the first choice?" I heard from your teachers, you can prepare to fill in the Chinese Department of B University, which is not easy to examine. β
At the end of the summer, he said hello to the two parents and said, "It's man-made, if it doesn't work, I'll go to your store to work." What about you, how can you have faith? β
Dad Xia preemptively said: "I love to joke at the end, I heard that your grades are good, and you will often come to the store to play in City B in the future." I'm afraid that Xiaojie won't be able to pass the exam, so I want you to help in the future. β
Xia's mother is a person who can't listen to others say that her son is bad, so she scolded with a smile: "I know that I beat my son, Xiaojie is also very hard-working." Wouldn't it be too risky to really prepare to fill in the B major? β
Xia Yingjie shouted: "Mom, this is not an adventure, this is called self-confidence." Okay, let's go pack our things. It's too troublesome to go back in Dad's car, so many things have to go by car. β
Xia's mother: "Don't run so fast, mom will help you clean up." Look at this kid, he's so old. β
Father Xia: "Don't be dissatisfied, I'll look good." At the end of summer, I looked sensible but didn't look like a child, which was strange and distressing. I still like my son like this, happy children are naΓ―ve and naΓ―ve. β
Xia's mother: "What's so distressed about you, it's not her father." Okay, I can't care so much, hurry up, or I don't know what things will be stuffed into. β
At the end of summer, there were not many things, books were sold, there were only a few clothes, and the quilts in summer were thin. Quickly packed, a backpack, a gift box, a woven bag. I glanced at this small room nostalgically, and it was empty. She was the last to move out, and several roommates left before the college entrance examination, after all, they are all from P County and live in their own homes.
Goodbye, our boyhood. Gently close the door and say goodbye to this period that has ended.
She was still greeted by the rickety figure, her hair still pale, but she stood firmly at the door. At the end of the summer, I thanked Xia's parents and Xia's mother-in-law, and after saying hello to the spring mothers-in-law, I walked directly to my door, and I didn't let anyone help to lift it, but in fact, this weight is nothing. Grandma Xia also moved quickly, snatched the braiding belt, and at the end of the summer, she had no choice but to give her the suitcase in exchange.
Grandma Xia asked a little anxiously, "How was the test, is it difficult?" I knew I should have gone to school to accompany you, I heard that a lot of people came out of the heat and suffered from heat stroke, so it was so hard to cry a lot. β
Xia Mo smiled: "Grandma, it was all an accident, I didn't do well in the exam, and I can go to the best university." β
Grandma Xia smiled happily and was missing a tooth: "Really, ancestor bless." Then he made a mistake: "But what about the tuition?" Originally, my family was fine, but I spent a lot of money on this illness. β
At the end of the summer, he comforted: "I have already told the fat third uncle to help him look after the store, and he will pay me a salary." In the future, I will go to school and make money while making money, you can rest assured that I will make a lot of money in the future, as long as you wait and enjoy. "Actually, the day I thought about at the end of summer should be coming soon, and I hope I am not wrong about buying the same number for so long.
Grandma Xia couldn't even see her eyes when she smiled: "Okay, grandma must take good care of her body and enjoy the blessings of the end." Grandma Xia likes this granddaughter more and more, not only because she grew up and brought up, but also because she accompanied her several hospitalizations. There was no half a word about the feces and urine, so I wiped my body and fed the food, and sat aside to read quietly when I was empty. Many people in the ward praised her for being blessed, yes, blessed.
At the end of the summer, he put down what he was doing, saw that there was no one in the house, and asked, "Where's Grandpa?" Why are you not at home, it's almost time to eat. β
As soon as Grandma Xia heard it, she scolded: "I went to your aunt's house, there is something in my hometown, and I don't know how to come back after going in for a few days, who knows why I went." β
Grandpa Xia didn't look at the gate at the county government a year and a half ago, because of the relatives of the leadership family. After coming back, every day is either playing mahjong or wandering around, the ears are not very good, and I like to ask around about things, so many people will come to the house to gossip, and Grandma Xia is very angry.
At the end of the summer, he cleaned up: "I won't cook his food, grandma will make the bed, and I will deduct the time to give you an injection." β
Grandma Xia rummaged around: "These are all good bamboo shoots, I will soak them in the morning, you like to eat, you can fry the meat when you buy it in the morning; The greens were also brought back from the field in the afternoon, and the garlic was in the basket at the bottom; Boil another egg broth. Tomorrow grandma will buy you crabs to eat, and the car will not be good today. β
At the end of the summer, he shook off the water droplets and hugged her shoulders: "Grandma, this is also my house, I know where to put things, go and help me wipe the mat, just take the quilt out of my bag." β
This is how the old man thinks of one thing and repeats it carefully, especially a sentence from the younger generation will be remembered for a long time. She will keep repeating the same sentence, going back and forth with you, and she likes to play this and that for you the most. Some people will get annoyed, be verbose, and then run away with various reasons.
But at the end of the summer, I like the feeling of being surrounded by someone who puts me in my heart, which is very good, and it is a sweet burden.
PS: It's easy to be grumpy at work on weekends, and there are too many things to do.