Chapter 190: It's Hard to Say Goodbye When We Meet (4)
Rejecting Yuan's kindness to help with the appointment, Yin Suwen only said "It's enough for everyone to be good", looked up and saw him wanting to speak and stopped, and his big round eyes looked at him with a little embarrassed youth.
"I see, is Yuan trying to inquire about Nanzhu's news?"
"It's not that I deliberately inquired, but I haven't seen it for a long time, so I guess Sister Xiaozhuzi should be fine. But not necessarily, a person with a fierce temper and a stinky temper like her, maybe she will cause some trouble. ”
"You two, one look."
Yin Su asked the void and teased him with an empty forehead, his nose wrinkled, his face became even redder, and while pouting and saying some bad things about Nanzhu, he tightly grasped the rosary in his hand and rubbed it, he was a weak and cute appearance.
"Don't worry, Zhu'er has always been by my side, everywhere. She didn't know that I came alone this time, so I didn't follow. ”
"When will the two sisters come back together, now the food in the temple is much richer, in addition to pumpkin pie, I can also prepare a lot of delicious vegetarian food to entertain everyone."
"Well, I'm afraid I won't be able to come in a short time."
Liao Yuan happily looked forward to their next visit, but Yin Suwen was embarrassed to refute his intentions directly. According to Li Xiuming, on the first day of the next month, when Yin Suwen entered the palace, Nanzhu would also be arranged in the palace through other channels, and when Yin Suwen was officially listed as a maid, the two would be reunited as a specially selected maid. In this way, they were all confined to the palace walls, and naturally it was impossible to have time to meet in the ancient temple on the top of this mountain.
"Sister, don't worry, Uncle Shi said, 'Everything has a way. It's all karma and harmony', even if we are going to another place, we can always see people who have good karma. ”
The little monk had some regrets in his heart, but his state of mind was still accessible enough, he did not read the scriptures well, but he always remembered the teachings and words of his heart, and he could say a sentence or two when he touched the scene. He was young and had never been in contact with anything other than Yunju Temple, and the Fucheng of Shangyuan Mansion was the farthest place he had ever been, Yin Suwen only casually mentioned that she was going to enter the palace and did not say in detail what she was going to do. Yuanben wanted to ask a few more words about Yin Suwen's entry into the palace, but seeing that she didn't seem to be in a high mood, it was not good to continue to ask. I only left a little doubt in my heart.
On the occasion of parting, Liao Yuan specially asked Yin Su if there was any message that he needed to help convey. Yin Suwen smiled and shook his head, just saying that he wanted him to keep what he saw and heard today a secret. By the way, he asked him for a small favor to help fulfill a peasant woman's little wish, and even no one could see the master of the heart. It's always okay to ask for a handwritten blessing sign.
The circle has always been simple and direct. is even closer to Yin Suwen. Even in a hurry, her verbal request was a little strange, but Yuan still fully agreed without doubt.
The weather is getting colder, and there are a lot of fallen leaves in the courtyard for breakfast. Liyuan glanced at Yin Suwen's departing back from a distance, only to feel that she was too thin and thin.
After lunch, Liao Yuan sent a newly made blessing sign from the temple to Xinche's desk, relaying the peasant woman's mother's difficulties and requests. Xin Che asked the cause and effect more specifically, but he couldn't answer a little, so he could only prevaricate and say, "Pudu sentient beings, when necessary, sacrifice your life and merit, not to mention a few strokes." ”
He secretly thought to himself that this should not be regarded as a lie to his uncle, after all, Sister Yin had repeatedly told her to keep it a secret from everyone, so responding so tactfully should be regarded as fulfilling her promise. Thinking about it at this moment, I felt that today's side was indeed a little strange.
The incense, candles, and fireworks in the main hall are still burning every day, and the ginkgo biloba leaves in front of the hall are also silently withering, and Liyuan is busy with his homework and work every day, and gradually forgets that Yin Suwen has been here.
There was no young woman in plain clothes and long hair standing in front of the mountain gate for a long time, and no one noticed or knew that she would climb over the gable wall and skim the fallen leaves in the dead of night the next night and quietly stand quietly outside the window of her sweetheart to take a look. After a long period of sadness, Yin Suwen before parting seemed to have lost his sadness, but just regretted. It's a pity that she seems to have spent all her luck when she met Zhang Shaoqing, and in the days to come, she will no longer have such good luck to be able to like someone well, and she can no longer say "love" to Xinche, and she can't be with him for a long time.
There has always been a cool breeze at night recently, and Yin Suwen's thin clothes seem to be a little not enough to keep out the cold, but his heart is warm. In this way, when she was invisible in the night, she could turn back into the little girl who was incompletely intelligent but carefree in the center of the valley at that time, quietly watching her brother write and chant sutras, enjoying simple and sincere joy and yearning.
Unable to break off his love and despair, but he also remembered the promise he had promised, Yin Suwen sneaked out for a few days in a row, but he only peeked a few times from a distance. She was always careful to hide her whereabouts, or she didn't have the courage to show up again.
What Liyuan said was right, her brother seemed to have become more silent, and there was no change in his happy or sad expression under the waves, even when he chanted and wrote, he was just chanting and writing, and there would be no more knowing smiles or flying comments, probably he was unhappy.
Yin Suwen remembered the first time the two of them met in Donghuang Mountain, at that time she was still a person with an insightful spirit, annoyed and unwilling to listen to him read the scriptures, and asked him with a mocking, "Are you happy?" "Who said that people have to be happy?" That's how he replied, "Happiness" is too extravagant to last, and it can't last long. On a night like this, Yin Suwen looked at the moon and looked at him in the dark, and only then did he feel that he was happy.
When the weather turned cold, she wanted to remind Xinche to close the windows and doors, thinking that she couldn't reveal her identity and held back. Looking back, I think it's also very good, at least I can see his eyebrows and eyes clearly, and I don't have to trace the blurry figure on the wall lamp and window paper alone.
"It's cold, you'll get sick if you hide like that."
Yin Suwen was still curled up on the ginkgo tree trunk in front of the window, thinking about the question of "happy or unhappy", and when he heard such a sentence, he was so shocked that he almost fell off the tree. Looking back cautiously, Xin Che in front of the window was still meditating with his eyes closed, and his breathing posture had not changed, so it should not be him who was talking.
Tightening the shawl on his body, Yin Suwen suspected that he might really be sick, and he was hallucinating when he was not lightly ill. (To be continued......)
PS: Who said that people have to be happy.