"Unable to see color since childhood?" Gu Jinzhi didn't expect this.

Jiang Xin nodded.

"Then you're color blind." Gu Jin's way, "total color blindness......

Jiang Xin smiled slightly and asked, "This, is there a special word?" I've read so many books, but I haven't found them. You are not only good at medicine, but also good at learning. ”

The tone was full of envy.

Gu Jinzhi couldn't cry or laugh.

Hearing Gu Jinzhi say professional words, the reaction of a normal person should be to ask if it can be treated......

Jiang Xin's attention is not on the normal line.

"Just for this, you want to die?" Gu Jin said, "That's not worth it." ”

"I said, I didn't want to die." Jiang Xin said, "I just think that there is no difference between being alive and dead." I want to die, but I feel that it is better to be alive than to die. So I'm not lying, I don't want to die, I just go with the flow, I don't want to live......"

When you are seriously ill, it is a contest between life and death.

It is like a tug-of-war, with illness and death on one end, and the patient's own will to survive on the other. When the patient feels that life is not so important, the Grim Reaper quickly pulls the life force over.

Jiang Xin is in this situation.

She didn't want to admit it herself.

Gu Jinzhi figured out the root of her illness, so he didn't want to force her to admit anything, so he changed the topic.

"Your mother is worried, and I'm going to sue her about it." Gu Jin's way.

Jiang Xin pursed his lower lip again.

When she is unhappy or embarrassed, she loves to purse her lips.

"She doesn't necessarily believe it, either." Jiang Xin said, "When I was a child, I was often teased by them when I was sensible. No one believed it...... You sue her and she probably believes. ”

Gu Jinzhi nodded.

She herself is not very good at household chores.

In her previous life, she and her husband did not communicate well, so naturally she would not pretend to be erudite to teach Jiang Xin how to communicate with her parents and family, although she felt that Jiang Xin was a little misunderstood by her family.

between loved ones. Whatever there is, it should be left to them to deal with themselves, not by an outsider.

"I'll sue her when I get back." Gu Jinzhi said to Jiang Xin, paused, and she said, "Most of the reasons for color blindness are genetic, your father or your grandmother, who has such a problem?" ”

"Is it genetic?" Jiang Xin was a little surprised.

She always felt that it was her own fault, that she was born a freak.

"Yes." Gu Jinzhi said, "And it's cross-genetic." Suppose your grandmother is color blind. It will only be passed on to her son; Then, her son inherited it and will pass it on to you, this granddaughter. In the future, you will be married. This condition of yours may be passed on to your son, not to your daughter. ”

Jiang Xin couldn't help but smile.

She suddenly felt a lot better.

"I really don't know." She laughed. knows that there are people in this world who are like her, and her heart has been covered with haze for a long time. It's like being blown away a little by something.

She thought about it carefully and said, "My father shouldn't have it, right?" My grandmother's words......"

She couldn't be sure.

"According to you, it's not my fault?" Jiang Xin asked.

In the end, she is just a girl under the age of fifteen, no matter how withdrawn she is, and she is also innocent by chance. Hearing this, Gu Jinzhi laughed.

She couldn't help but stretch out her hand. touched Jiang Xin's face: "Silly boy, why is it your fault?" ”

Jiang Xin didn't expect Gu Jinzhi to be like this, his body was a little unnatural.

"You pretend to be an adult." Jiang Xin said.

Gu Jinzhi smiled again.

Her laughter was hearty. There is no reserve of the girl in the boudoir.

Jiang Xin listened to it and liked it very much.

"In a few days, I will marry the King of Luyang." Gu Jinzhi said to Jiang Xin, "Others say that he is a fool, you must have heard of it." I think he's good. I can accept that people in this world are different from us. Everyone is a gift from God to their parents. Your father and mother must love you very much, whether you can see the color or not......"

Jiang Xin was stunned again.

She only felt. She lived for fourteen years, and no one ever told her these words. Gu Jinzhi's words seemed to pave another path in front of her.

A path that leads to a different place, but gives her a way to go.

"If I'm all right, I'll make you a friend." Jiang Xin smiled and said, "By the way, can you cure color blindness?" ”

"I can't, I'm sorry." Gu Jinzhi said regretfully.

Jiang Xin was not disappointed.

"It's okay, you don't have to say sorry." Jiang Xin said.

After a pause, she added, "I was born like this, and I didn't know that I was different from everyone else. As I grew up, I always heard them say that girls look good in pink and lake colors. Even when it was time to make clothes for the four seasons, my mother would call me and ask me what I liked.

The pieces of material, some dark, some bright, no different, my mother and sister always called me a little fool. When I was a child, I was more scheming, and I didn't say anything, I just watched secretly. After a long time, I know that whether it is my mother or my sister, I will always say the name of some color, and I am always in a fog.

I don't want people to know, so I'm secretly paying attention.

Whenever I changed my clothes, I always had to toss the maids, and sometimes I pointed to the clothes indiscriminately. My mother and sisters would always advise me to say something about a ginger gown, which is not good for a garnet red dress; The silver-red gown, whether it is with a moon-white skirt or an official green one, is not very good-looking with navy blue......

Slowly, I learned that they could see a lot of different things besides me. ”

Gu Jinzhi hummed softly.

"Total color blindness is relatively rare...... Gu Jin said, "Why don't you sue your mother?" ”

"Twice, she didn't pay attention." Jiang Xin said, "I also said that I was stupid and didn't know how to dress myself, and I would understand when I became a big girl in the future...... I can't cry and fuss, can I? I also told my sister three times, and then she made fun of me, saying that I was a girl from the country, and I actually thought that the clothes and materials were the same. ”

Gu Jinzhi sighed.

In this day and age, medicine is backward, and these things do not go unnoticed at all.

Among the color blindness, there are relatively few people like Jiang Xin who are completely color blind. Green color blindness, red color blindness, and so on are relatively more.

Like green color blindness or red color blindness, you are born like this. In ancient times, when there were no traffic lights, it attracted less attention.

Having never seen red or green since childhood, people with color blindness may not even know they can't tell the difference.

in his world. It's just that red doesn't exist zài.

So Jiang Xin told his mother and sister about his situation, and Mrs. Jiang and Miss Jiang couldn't understand what Jiang Xin meant without the premise of color blindness.

As Jiang Xin herself said, she has been sensitive and precocious since she was a child.

She won't chase after her family to sue sù.

She knows that she is sick, but no one can understand that the whole world is only monochromatic, and there is no fun in her short life.

Gu Jinzhi couldn't imagine what the monochrome world was like......

“…… When I was very young, my mother always said I was stupid. Gu Jinzhi, "I did very poor needlework, and I was always scolded by the master; Poetry is not read, too; Originally, I wanted to learn the piano. And no talent. However, I was very good at studying medicine. ”

Jiang Xin smiled slightly.

She knew that Gu Jinzhi was comforting her.

But Gu Jinzhi's shortcomings are compared to her monochrome world. It's just too much of a stretch.

“…… I'm not sad. I rarely feel sad about what I don't have, I just know to work hard for what I'm good at, like a fool? Gu Jinzhi said with a smile.

Jiang Xin was suddenly stunned.

"What about you?" Gu Jinzhi asked Jiang Xin again, "What are you good at, have you worked hard for it." And thus became famous because of it? ”

Gu Jinzhi is famous in the capital because of his medical skills.

Jiang Xin was particularly envious of her.

She not only envied her medical skills, but also envied her for being a normal person.

But after listening to Gu Jinzhi's last words, Jiang Xin suddenly bit his lip tightly.

All kinds of feelings came to my heart at once.

She has been sad for her flaws for too long, and it takes time and effort. Instead, she didn't make good use of what she was good at.

What is she good at?

She Jiang Xin is very good at it.

Just her ability to see ten lines at a glance and never forget it is unmatched in the whole capital. If she were a man, she would have won the title.

And so far. All her strengths were drowned out, and her flaws were tormented to death......

Jiang Xin's emotions fluctuated, and his breathing was a little short.

Gu Jinzhi fell silent.

She knew that Jiang Xin listened to her words.

She waited quietly for a moment.

When Jiang Xin's love was completely quiet, Gu Jinzhi said, "I'll go talk to your mother." Ask Imperial Physician Qin to prescribe medicine for you again, okay? ”

"Okay." Jiang Xin said.

There was a hint of longing for medicine in her tone. Even she heard it herself.

She smiled.

Although it was not beautiful, Gu Jinzhi saw the turn of her heart.

Young girls are always prone to get into the horns, and sometimes they end up in a dead end and never get back. Jiang Xin too.

She fell into pessimism and couldn't extricate herself, which was not a shortcoming.

Gu Jinzhi knew that she was very envious of Gu Jinzhi's current reputation and achievements, so she used her own achievements to stimulate her, and she really fell in love.

Her illness is not yet terminal, and there is still a chance to turn around.

Gu Jinzhi got up and went to Mrs. Jiang's upper room.

Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yun, the eldest lady of the Jiang family, were waiting.

Gu Jinzhi saluted Mrs. Jiang, didn't care about drinking tea, told Mrs. Jiang about Jiang Xin's situation, and asked Mrs. Jiang to invite Qin Shensi, and asked Qin Shensi to concoct soaphorn thorns, fry thick juice with rhubarb, and give Jiang Xin to drink.

Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yun were stunned for a long time, and they didn't even hear Gu Jin's words behind them.

"She did say......" Mrs. Jiang recalled the past, and immediately felt annoyed and remorseful, "I just think she doesn't love beauty." Where do you know ......"

Jiang Yun also blamed himself.

For the rest, Gu Jinzhi couldn't help much, so she got up and said goodbye.

Mrs. Jiang left her behind, and carefully asked what the situation of color blindness was, and whether she was saved.

"Let's boil medicine for the second lady first, and then let's talk slowly." Gu Jin's way.

Mrs. Jiang came back to her senses and hurriedly asked the maid to invite Qin Shensi.

Gu Jinzhi talked to Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yun about the color blindness he knew.

Hearing that color blindness is hereditary and cross-inherited, Mrs. Jiang recalled the daily words and deeds of Jiang Liang, the Marquis of Yuanping.

One thing suddenly occurred to her.

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