320. The first signs appeared
At night, Yin lay on the bed with his eyes open, a little dazed, he felt that his heart was still pounding, and at this time he was still in a trance, and the chief actually confessed......
In the presence of the chieftain, he suppressed, restrained, disguised, hidden, endured...... But when he was alone, he couldn't deceive himself, he was so happy, so happy that he died...... Hasn't the chief been waiting for such an answer since he first asked that sentence more than two years ago?
Although the chief still did not say the reason for the sorrow in her eyes at the beginning, she told him that she was sincere, and he believed it, and he had no reason not to believe it, and if the chief was not sure, he would not confess to him so seriously, but would remain silent as before, and since she said it, it was true...... As for the reason for the chief's grief, he wanted to know, but he would not ask, although he was greedy for the chief's feelings, he did not want to dig the chief's wound because of this, he had seen the chief's seriousness, and that was enough.
However, would such a good chief really belong to him alone? Didn't he want the chief to give up his own from the beginning? I like her but don't want her to know, I covet her warmth but don't want to show it, I always avoid answering her questions or deal with them silently, I always hope that the chief will be serious, but after finally hearing her say that answer, I still remember that I am not worthy of her after all, so I want to run away from her......
However, even if he had been preparing to make the chief give up on himself, he could not help but have a desire for her, wishing that she was the only one in her heart, and fantasized that he could be with her forever...... He felt that he was hateful and fake, he wanted to keep the chief and push him away, what did he want the chief to do?
In the past, the chief was also shaking, and he could still deceive himself, he didn't agree to the chief because she didn't take it seriously, but now, he had to face up to the most fundamental reason again, that is, he had low self-esteem.
As early as six years ago. When the chief first asked him to lead the class, he knew that the chief wanted him to integrate into the group and to develop his self-confidence. He did what the chief told him, and he followed her to make friends, train his subordinates, and work hard, but then he realized that there were some things that could not be changed no matter how hard he tried......
He still can't forget when he fled from the orc. He would even dream of him often, wondering if he was still alive somewhere in the world, hunting other humans everywhere...... Perhaps because of this, after so many years, he has not been able to truly let go of the past like most orcs in the tribe, and he has become particularly inferior to his identity as a half-orc, especially when facing the chief...... In fact, he didn't want this either, but how could he control this kind of thing?
So what do you do next? The chief told him to think about it. He couldn't help but smile bitterly, he just thought about it too much, he wished he didn't have to think about anything, the more he thought about it, the more chaotic it became, in fact, it was just because he had low self-esteem, there was nothing to think about......
At the same time, in the house on an empty meadow half a kilometer to the west, Sima Pianpian was also lying on the bed with her eyes open, but her spiritual power had locked on the sound, and she usually did not peep into the private space of her clansmen. But at this time, in order to figure out Yin's heart, she had to make an exception.
It's just that she didn't find anything. Yin's state was more like a daze, maybe he was thinking a lot in his head, but on the surface, he rarely showed it, which made her want to knock on his head and ask him to tell her what he was thinking.
She knows. The sound is actually not simple, if you conduct a survey in the tribe, you will find that in addition to her, among the people in charge who are most afraid of the clan, the uproar ranks first, the sound ranks second, Yinyue ranks third, and Su Shui ranks fourth.
The uproar is because she is shrewd and sophisticated, and she can often see who has a ghost in her heart, I heard that the last time Yin Hefeng helped her lie, she was caught by the hao, Yinyue was because she was cold and did not smile, and the clansmen naturally did not dare to provoke her, in fact, only Sima Pianpian dared to provoke her, Su Shui was because she was decent, and everything was done officially, plus there was a shrewd assistant Lan next to her, and no one dared to play tricks in front of her.
As for the sound, it can be said that almost all three of them account for some, but he has more careful thinking, more professional ability and stronger patience, often like a cheetah, quietly observing the surroundings, waiting for the opportunity to move, so the clansmen generally dare not make any small moves in front of him, maybe he will be silently watched in his eyes, when will he be invited to tea? For the clansmen, Yin is a silent boss at work, and it is almost impossible to tell what he is thinking from his calm face, which is even more terrifying.
Over the years, Yin has grown a lot, and he has also gotten a lot of exercise, but at the same time, his mind has become deeper and deeper, saying that he is not simple, just because, he is not a good baby, he will quietly hide his thoughts, disguise himself as another look, make a plausible appearance, and can lie or deceive in order to achieve a certain purpose. She can understand the state of these people at work from the words of the clansmen, which is why she knows them well.
When in front of her, the sound may be a little more real, but who knows how much he is hiding? Maybe he had told her a lot of lies before, maybe he would hide something from her in order to avoid her, not that she was suspicious, but she really felt that Pingyin's temperament was possible, but she didn't care about it, he could lie to her as much as he wanted, she just wanted to know his true heart......
At this time, Yin was already asleep, Sima Pianpian looked at his sleeping face quietly, his eyes were soft, cat, when can you become more frank......
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The next morning, Sima Pianpian saw several orcs appear in Canglong City on the plain, so he quickly found Yun and went with the five beasts.
Chi Yan now has a few more bee brothers, faintly already have the momentum of a small swarm of bees, Sima Pian Pian carefully probed the bee swarm, you can feel the tyrannical spiritual power that Chi Yan once absorbed, in the entire bee colony, there is an invisible spiritual energy link between bees and bees, and the state is a little strange.
Sima Pianpian took a deep look at the bee swarm, and intuitively told her that there seemed to be some clues in this...... (To be continued.) )