Section 181 Cause and effect
Zhu Zhongjun was in uncomfortably pain, hugged Gu Jinzhi, and cried silently for a while.
Then, he turned over, turned his back to Gu Jinzhi, wiped his tears with the quilt, and pretended to be nothing.
When people are sick, their feelings are also fragile, not to mention that Zhu Zhongjun hurts like this?
There's no shame in crying.
Gu Jinzhi didn't want to make fun of him.
Seeing that he was still embarrassed, Gu Jinzhi didn't say anything and lay down beside him.
She wanted to wake up and see how he was doing, but her eyelids trembled. After a few moments, she gradually lost consciousness and fell asleep.
After sleeping for about an hour, she woke up suddenly, got up and asked Zhu Zhongjun beside her: "Hey, why did I sleep?" Are you still in pain? ”
Zhu Zhongjun couldn't cry or laugh for a while.
He was still in pain, but he didn't have a fever.
It doesn't hurt as much as last night.
It's just faint, and it hurts even more when you move.
"Well......" he said weakly, "you can sleep again." I didn't get much sleep last night......"
It has reached the beginning of the year, and Gu Jinzhi has developed a habit of getting up at this hour every day.
She got up and got out of bed and said, "I'm fine, let's go to bed at noon." You can't eat today, if you're hungry......"
Zhu Zhongjun felt that he couldn't be hungry like this.
He interrupted Gu Jinzhi's words: "I know, if you're hungry, just endure it." ”
Gu Jinzhi laughed.
can already say that the negative love last night has passed, right? Gu Jinzhi also secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
When you are sick, your feelings are low. If you add more sorrow, the disease will become more and more incurable. The therapeutic process of traditional Chinese medicine. It often requires more efforts and expectations from patients themselves.
"What are you holding onto?" Gu Jinzhi smiled, "I mean, if you're hungry, I'll ask Mother Zhu to cook some rice porridge for you to eat." Hard stuff doesn't taste good. Thin soup rice porridge can still be eaten. ”
Zhu Zhongjun nodded and said a good word.
Gu Jinzhi got up and freshened up.
The maid Zhilei was helping her comb her hair, and heard the sound of Ni Shang and people greeting outside.
After a while, the begonias beside Song Paner came in.
She saluted Gu Jinzhi first. Then he asked, "...... What happened to the prince? Madame asked. Do you want to invite another old lady to take a look? ”
"No, I don't." Gu Jin said, "The prince's condition is almost stable. My sister went back to tell her mother, so that there was no need to worry. ”
Begonia said yes, turned around and left.
Gu Jinzhi didn't go to Song Pan'er for breakfast, but brought it to his yard to eat.
Zhu Zhongjun was lying on the bed, the pain had been relieved, but he couldn't get up.
He's bored.
When Gu Jinzhi had eaten, he asked Gu Jinzhi what he was doing.
Gu Jinzhi was about to write when he heard him ask. He said, "Don't do anything." ”
"You talk to me." Zhu Zhongjun said. "I'm uncomfortable."
Gu Jinzhi took off his shoes. He sat down on the bed and asked him, "What do you want to listen to?" ”
Actually, there's nothing in particular I want to hear.
Zhu Zhongjun closed his eyes, and his voice was soft: "Whatever." ”
Casual is a difficult question.
Gu Jinzhi thought for a moment. "Do you want to listen to what happened when I was born?" ”
Not interested, Zhu Zhongjun thought to himself.
A newborn child. The head can't move, the hands and feet are soft, what is the difference with a paralyzed patient? And it can't be said yet......
It's a bit similar to Zhu Zhongjun's current situation.
"Another." Zhu Zhongjun didn't want to listen to Gu Jinzhi comfort him.
"Then do you want to listen to Rong Nan?" Gu Jinzhi asked him.
When their son Rong Nan was a child, Zhu Zhongjun was often not by his side, and then the father and son gradually became enemies.
Gu Jinzhi sometimes thinks that no matter how ruthless a person is, he will always treat his bloodline differently. Zhu Zhongjun doesn't care about Rong Nan, maybe it's a dead duck with a hard mouth.
Zhu Zhongjun's face was slightly gloomy.
"Let's get another one." He said.
Gu Jin was not very happy for a while.
She was silent for a long time before suppressing the love in her heart.
"No, you better go back to sleep." Gu Jin's way.
Zhu Zhongjun stretched out his hand and grabbed her.
He was silent, wanting to say something.
But when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed it again, just looking at Gu Jinzhi.
He seems to be eager to explain his father-son relationship with Rong Nan......
But I don't know how to say it.
Gu Jinzhi thought that Rong Nan didn't treat Zhu Zhongjun as his father, and the two of them didn't owe anyone anything.
"Do you want to know about your mother-in-law?" Gu Jinzhi asked him again.
When her mother-in-law was sick, Zhu Zhongjun came back and sat in the ward, and the mother and son were silent. The mother-in-law didn't want to see Zhu Zhongjun, so she smashed him with the cup on the bedside table and asked him to go out.
But Zhu Zhongjun is a political figure, even if his mother-in-law doesn't like him anymore, he doesn't dare to be unfilial and fall into the handle.
He came every day to ask the doctor about the mother-in-law, and then, accompanied by everyone, he visited the mother-in-law once, and seemed very concerned.
In private, their mother and son never spoke.
Until the death of his mother-in-law, Zhu Zhongjun never heard his mother-in-law's last words.
Gu Jinzhi knew.
Zhu Zhongjun paused, still silent.
He didn't speak for a long time, then he closed his eyes, rolled over and went to sleep.
He was not at all interested in the few topics mentioned by Gu Jinzhi.
"How can there be someone like you in this world?" Gu Jinzhi sighed, "You really don't recognize your six relatives." Parents, wives and children don't want them all, have you been very happy since then? When you're sick, no one is by your side, and you're alone......"
Gu Jin also resented him in his previous life.
But after a long period of resentment, it gradually faded, and I accepted that he was such a person.
Today's exclamation is just a sigh, not mixed with joy and anger.
"It's not that I don't want it!" Zhu Zhongjun turned around suddenly, and said coldly, "It's they who don't want me!" ”
"That's your fault first." Gu Jin said, "You didn't harm Rong Nan in a car accident, and you didn't cause him to break up with Huainan, why didn't he ignore you?" ”
Huainan is Gu Jinzhi's adopted daughter.
Everyone in the capital knows that Zhu Huainan is Zhu Zhongjun's daughter.
Born in a political family, it is impossible for Zhu Rongnan and Zhu Huainan to be brothers and sisters. Even if it's not a real brother or sister.
It is impossible for Zhu Zhongjun to allow his children to discredit his reputation.
"It's because he doesn't have me as a father in his eyes!" Zhu Zhongjun said, "If he marries Huainan, what will others say about our family?" Not drowned in spit yet? There are many men and women in this world, but they choose their brothers and sisters. There is also Huainan. Her parents died in the flood, and if you hadn't brought her back, she would have boarded in Hope Primary School, with no food and clothing. How can there be a later life? Has she ever thanked me? If she knew to be grateful, she wouldn't have done that kind of thing......"
From Zhu Zhongjun's point of view, the children are indeed not filial enough......
Gu Jinzhi didn't want to quarrel with him either.
Different positions lead to different points of view.
Compared with Zhu Zhongjun, Gu Jinzhi has always stood in her son's position, and she feels more sorry for her son.
She knew that Fang Cai's exclamation was too redundant.
She smiled and tucked the corners of the quilt for him. "Okay." How to get angry? I said the wrong ......"
Zhu Zhongjun sneered.
He rolled over. He didn't pay attention to Gu Jinzhi anymore.
The pain in his lower right abdomen kept hurting, and he didn't say anything more.
No one will hurt him, and he has to endure the pain himself. The warmth that Gu Jinzhi gave him. Also short-lived. Look, he's still sick. She was starting to get angry with him again.
What did he say that he "didn't recognize his six relatives"......
He hurt Gu Jinzhi and Rong Nan, and their mother and son also hurt him.
Obviously, everyone is at fault, but when it comes to Gu Jin's mouth, it's all him, Zhu Zhongjun's.
For the next whole day, Zhu Zhongjun never spoke to Gu Jinzhi again.
No matter what Gu Jinzhi asked him, he listened silently and didn't answer.
Give him the medicine, and he got up and drank it.
When I asked him if it hurt anymore, he wouldn't say.
Zhu Mother was puzzled and asked Gu Jinzhi: "The prince's illness, but there is a recurrence?" Why didn't he speak? Is it a loss of voice? ”
Gu Jinzhi naturally couldn't say that he provoked him.
She had to say, "No." He's tired......"
I wish my mother and others are not at ease.
Zhu Zhongjun rarely does this.
Usually he is always in this courtyard, although he doesn't talk much, he answers whatever he asks. Especially when Gu Jinzhi asked him, he was always happy.
It's rare to see it like this these days.
However, when people are sick, it is different.
I wish my mother a few doubts.
At noon, Song Paner and Gu Yanzhen also came to see it.
Zhu Zhongjun pretended to be asleep.
After lunch, Gu Jinzhi also took a nap on the kang in the inner house.
Zhu Zhongjun hurt again.
Every time I drank the medicine, the pain would be a little more intense. According to the words of Jinzhi, this is a symptom that should be good.
It had to have an effect on the wound, so it hurt so much.
It hurts a lot, but it's not as bad as last night.
He endures.
Gradually, the pain became worse and worse.
His moaning became more and more uncontrollable.
Gu Jinzhi woke up all of a sudden.
She hurriedly got up and took Zhu Zhongjun's pulse again.
Although he was in such pain, his pulse was relieved a lot.
Gu Jinzhi was also relieved.
She wanted to hold him again.
Zhu Zhongjun pushed her and said, "Go away, my six relatives don't recognize me, you don't need to pity me!" ”
Gu Jinzhi was still clinging to him.
Where does he still have the strength to struggle?
Slowly, the pain eased, and he was sweating again, and it was still Gu Jinzhi who served him to wipe and change his clothes.
His resentment towards Gu Jinzhi was alleviated a little, and he let Gu Jinzhi hold his head.
He lay in her arms, the pain in his body was relieved a lot, and the discomfort in his heart was calmed a little.
After that, they never talked about the past.
The past is full of holes, and it can't be changed. When you uncover it, you can only see that each other is scarred, which adds to the sadness and does not help.
On the third day, when Zhu Zhongjun went to the toilet, there were some turbid pus in his stool, like stasis in his body.
After it was discharged, he no longer had that much pain.
Gu Jinzhi also fed him some rice porridge for three meals a day.
When remedicating, Gu Jinzhi went to the rhubarb in the rhubarb peony skin soup and reduced the amount.
After drinking for two more days, Zhu Zhongjun's pain completely stopped.
He can also sit up.
After five days of torture, he lost a lot of weight, and his original fair skin was pale and yellow.
After he recovered from his illness, he thanked Gu Jinzhi.
"If it weren't for you, I would have died of illness right now." He said to Gu Jin, "You saved my life, I don't care about those bastard words I said last time." ”
Gu Jinzhi shook his head helplessly.
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