Su Shanyun, who came out of the clean room, slowly calmed himself down.

It was just a dream, and she kept telling herself.

The sweeter the scene in the dream, the stronger the heartache after waking up.

She didn't want to keep herself trapped.

If one's own pleasure causes harm to others, then that path cannot be continued.

Su Shanyun let out a long sigh.

At this moment, shame and sadness were intertwined in her heart, making her face red and hot again, and tears unconsciously filled her eyes.

In order not to let herself think about it anymore, she said to Mama Song: "Let's go to Yongxiu Pavilion to embroider." ”

"It's getting dark, and I can't embroider anymore." Mama Song reminded with a smile.

Only then did Su Shanyun realize that the sky outside was already a little dark.

"Then let's go find Mrs. Lu and see if she needs our help on her side." Su Shanyun said busily.

The two went to the kitchen to find Mrs. Lu.

Before I arrived in the kitchen, I could smell the rich aroma of vegetables wafting inside.

Mrs. Lu is instructing the chefs to cook braised pork and roast chicken, with a down-to-earth and sweet smile on her face.

Seeing Su Shanyun and Mama Song coming in, Mrs. Lu hurriedly asked her to come and taste the freshly roasted chicken.

Su Shanyun happened to be a little hungry, so she took a piece with chopsticks to taste it.

But the fragrance is crispy, spicy and sweet, which shows that it took a lot of effort to make it.

Su Shanyun praised again and again.

Mrs. Lu asked her to taste a few more pieces.

"My second child is very fond of roast chicken, so I made an extra one tonight. You just eat it. There's something else in there. Mrs. Lu said, and picked a piece full of meat for her.

As soon as she heard Mrs. Lu mention Yan Jinxuan, Su Shanyun's face turned red with shame, and she hurriedly lowered her head.

Because of the dream she had just had, she was still very ashamed in her heart, and she didn't know how to face him tonight.

But then she was relieved, anyway, he didn't know, why should she be so nervous?

But that kind of dream...... It was so real that I could still feel the burning of his eyes and the touch of his lips.

Su Shanyun suddenly became hot all over.

"It's a little hot in the kitchen, you go to the courtyard to accompany the old lady." She is now walking there. Mrs. Lu saw that her face was flushed and her forehead was oozing with sweat. Thinking that it was warmed by the firewood in the house, he hurriedly said to her.

She took the little flower and obediently went to the courtyard.

Mrs. Lin was standing under a purple shirt tree, looking up at the buds on the tree, and said, "Last year, it was not as tall as my head, but this year it bloomed, and it grew so fast!" ”

Su Shanyun also followed her gaze at the buds. The term 'everything grows' comes to mind.

Oh, yes. All things absorb the essence of heaven, earth, sun and moon and grow. Aren't people the same? However, there is growth and decay, and life is just like a white horse. It's only been a few decades.

But how many people have lived happily and died without regrets in the past few decades?

It seems that most people have lived a life in a hurry in hard work and helplessness, right?

In this life, she finally met a person she liked, but she missed the opportunity to conclude a good relationship with her, and the meaning of life seemed to disappear, what difference did its length make to her?

She was a little sad and didn't dare to think about her future anymore, she felt that her future had been judged to be 'bleak'.

When she took Mrs. Lin's hand and walked slowly in the courtyard, she almost couldn't hold back her crying several times.

The Yan family was all immersed in an atmosphere of joy, and only she herself was sad and heavy-hearted, like an inappropriate intruder.

Let's go back tomorrow and go back to my second uncle.

It's also time.

She said to herself.

When I thought about it, I made a decision.

She will tell Mrs. Lu after preparing the meal.

It was getting dark.

This time, the four father and son of the Yan family came back at the same time.

Old Madam Lin, Mrs. Lu, Zhang and Su Shanyun all came to the Hanging Flower Gate to greet them.

Yan Yunpei walked in the front, followed by his three sons.

Su Shanyun fixed her eyes on Yan Jinxuan's body.

He saw her from afar, and saw that her eyes were fixed on him, and a smile appeared on his face.

Seeing that his expression was relaxed, his gait was brisk, and there was no injury on his body, her mood also lightened.

In order to appease the women's worries last night, they explained to them the whole story as soon as they entered the door.

"I was named Uncle Jingyang, the second child was named Uncle Xiaoyang, tomorrow my mother, you, Han Lin and Brother Qiao will follow the four of us into the palace to be rewarded." Yan Yunpei said to Mrs. Lu.

Suddenly, the faces of these women showed expressions of disbelief, and then they all regained their reserves, and said in unison, "Yes." ”

Su Shanyun was also very happy for them, but she didn't know how to express it, so she had to look at them with a smile and share their joy.

There are two people in a family who are enshrined at the same time, but there are not many such examples in ancient and modern times, but since the Yan family can achieve three high-ranking officials in the same dynasty, it is not strange that such a thing is not surprising.

In their laughter and conversation, Su Shanyun's attention was always on Yan Jinxuan.

Yes, in the presence of him, she could no longer see anyone else in her eyes and heart, but him. He was like a magnet to her, always full of attraction.

He sat diagonally across from her, chatting with everyone and sipping tea from time to time.

She thought he must be thirsty, otherwise how could he drink so much tea? He doesn't seem to be like that on a normal day.

Su Shanyun looked at him secretly.

The contours of his face are very handsome, because he has a certain amount of experience, his expression is full of confidence and self-control, and his gestures are tasteful, making his whole person look elegant and calm, so it is very eye-catching.

Thinking of the dream I had just now, and looking at the real him, I felt more and more that there seemed to be a powerful force in his body pulling her in his direction.

She hurriedly looked away.

Tomorrow their whole family will enter the palace to be rewarded, is it appropriate or inappropriate for her to ask to leave at this time? She thought to herself.

Later, she thought it was appropriate, she couldn't stay and share their joys and sorrows, right?

There really wasn't a reason for her to do that.

After the meal, Su Shanyun accompanied Mrs. Lu to take a walk along the hand-copying verandah to the backyard.

Su Shanyun wanted to take this opportunity to tell her about her leaving.

After taking a deep breath, Su Shanyun said to Mrs. Lu, "Mrs. Lu, I have been living here for two days, and it is time to go back to my second uncle, so I want to leave and go back there tomorrow." ”

Mrs. Lu, who heard her words, looked stunned, and her heart was quite reluctant.

But the little girl has a reason for saying this.

"You can stay one more day, and I can give you a good send-off." Mrs. Lu took her hand and said.

Because tomorrow they will have to go into the palace early in the morning to receive their reward, and they don't know when they will be back. Mrs. Lu didn't want to let Su Shanyun go alone like this, she felt that she had to at least send her out of the gate to fulfill the master's affection.

Su Shanyun hurriedly said: "You are so busy, there is no need to worry about my affairs, anyway, I will be there in the carriage for a while." ”

"It's better to leave the day after tomorrow, maybe we will bring back some food from the palace tomorrow, it's a rare taste. Besides, I really wish you could spend more time here. Mrs. Lu said earnestly. (To be continued......)

PS: Dear friends, the update is coming! As soon as I looked up and found that at this point, I actually wrote this chapter for nearly five hours, when will I succeed in speeding up? There is no third update today, and I am going to conceive of tomorrow's chapter first. In addition, do you have a monthly pass in your hands (that is, the previous pink ticket), if you like this article, please vote for it, thank you!