In England City, in an apartment building, Long Yuxuan sat quietly on the only single sofa in the room, holding the Royal Daily in his hand, but his eyes fell on the busy back in the kitchen.

Bijas has been dead for almost two months, and in the past dozens of days, she has been living in this small room of only a few dozen square meters, it is she who takes care of herself, so that she is on the verge of death step by step recovery, until now she has recovered, if it were not for her, she may have died, or she may have been arrested by the Royal Security Service of the British Empire, she is her own savior, but what can she repay her?

Thinking of her affectionate gaze every time she looked at him, Long Yuxuan's heart sighed again, how could he not understand her feelings for himself and her love for herself, but could he accept such a love?

She is kind, she is beautiful, she has a cheerful personality, and she is diligent, she can be said to be the favorite wife candidate of countless men, but Long Yuxuan really can't accept such a love.

His identity determines his own fate, his own life, is destined to be uneventful, countless tasks, huge responsibilities, are on his back, he can't give her a happy and plain life, if she really follows herself, it will only hurt her, how can Long Yuxuan bear to let such a kind girl suffer with him for a lifetime?

And even if she is willing, even if she can let go of the current qiē, can she let go of the one in her heart?

Thinking of her peerless face, thinking of her beautiful back, Long Yuxuan's heart was throbbing, that was his true love, that was the object of his heart, she was the legend in his heart, the goddess in his heart, his heart was completely occupied by him, how could he tolerate other women in his heart?

Ning Wu, I'm sorry, you and I are destined to be lost, and I am destined not to be able to give you the happiness you want......

Shangguan Ningwu didn't know Long Yuxuan's thoughts, these days were the happiest days for her, every day except for classes, all her thoughts fell on Long Yuxuan's body, this man who didn't like to talk had unconsciously occupied all her heart.

The two have been together for nearly two months, the earliest period of time is not to be said for the time being, after all, Long Yuxuan was seriously injured at that time, but later after the injuries on his body have fully recovered, he has never done anything deviant to her, the room is so big, the lonely man and widow have been together for so long, but they have always respected each other, he has never even touched her, which makes her satisfied and a little lost at the same time, and even sometimes wonders, is it because of her own charm is not enough?

But after all, this is a fleeting careful thought, through guò for a long time, she knows that Long Yuxuan is a righteous gentleman, a real gentleman, and a real hero in her mind, compared to her previous boyfriend, I don't know how many times better, she secretly swore in her heart that she would not marry.

However, such a thing, she is naturally not easy to take the initiative to mention as a girl, she is just telling Long Yuxuan in her own way that she loves him.

happily made several dishes, brought them to the coffee table, and personally filled two bowls of rice for Long Yuxuan and himself, and then sat opposite Long Yuxuan with a smile.

"Okay, let's eat, let's see if this dish suits your appetite today......" Shangguan Ningwu smiled, and then he had already used chopsticks to pick up some dishes for Long Yuxuan and put them in his bowl, which was the most ambiguous thing the two had ever done.

Long Yuxuan smiled and ate the dish she had in his bowl, the dish was delicious, but when he thought of his next decision, he felt tasteless.

"Ning Wu ......" In the end, Long Yuxuan still decided, some words, it is better to say a little earlier.

"Huh? What's wrong? Shangguan Ningwu raised his head, staring at Long Yuxuan with a pair of clear eyes, flashing and flashing.

Today, she is wearing a suspender shirt, although it is not low-cut, but because she is sitting on the bed, the coffee table is a little short, it is inevitable to bow when eating, and the spring light inside is inadvertently revealed, if Miao Xu is here, she will definitely be fascinated, but it is Long Yuxuan who is sitting opposite her.

Long Yuxuan didn't even glance at it, just looked at Ning Wu's pure face, and said softly: "Thank you for taking care of me these days......

As soon as she heard this sentence, Shangguan Ningwu's heart suddenly cooled, as a top student in the college entrance examination, her IQ is not low, although at some times, her EQ is lower, but at least the polite words can still be heard, and she even faintly feels that Long Yuxuan is leaving herself, although this day will come sooner or later.

"What's so thankful for this, if you hadn't saved me, I wouldn't have been able to save you, this was settled at the time, and I won't be allowed to thank you again in the future......" Holding back a burst of tears, Shangguan Ning Wuqiang squeezed out a smile and said.

It's just that although she was laughing, there was still a trace of tears in her eyes.

Looking at that trace of tears, Long Yuxuan's heart was so unbearable, but when she thought that if she continued like this, she would only sink deeper, and she still mustered up the courage to say: "Okay, I won't say it in the future, but this time, I'm leaving......" At the end, Long Yuxuan, who had always spoken very loudly, found that his voice was weak, and he didn't know if Shangguan Ningwu heard it.

"I know, but even if you want to leave, you have to finish eating and then leave, come, ...... eating" Shangguan Ning Wuqiang smiled, and then quickly buried her head and began to keep shaving rice, she didn't ask him where he was going, nor did she ask him why he was leaving, as if this was just the most ordinary thing, but while she was digging rice into her mouth, the tears in her eyes kept falling like pearls, and the rice that was picked into her mouth was not chewed and swallowed.

Looking at Ning Wu's falling tears, Long Yuxuan only felt that his heart was throbbing.

"Dancing ......"

"I'm fine, I'm really fine, hurry up and eat, I'll send you a ......good meal" Shangguan Ningwu smiled at Long Yuxuan, and even wanted to control the tears in his eyes, but how could these sad tears be so easy to control.

"I'm sorry, when I was cooking just now, there was chili juice splashed into my eyes, I'll wipe it......" Shangguan Ningwu smiled at Long Yuxuan again, then got up and walked to the bathroom.

Long Yuxuan sighed softly, but didn't say anything, he knew that his decision was cruel to Shangguan Ningwu, but he had to do it, he couldn't hurt her anymore.

buried her head, and ate the food on the coffee table in silence, and Shangguan Ningwu didn't stay in the bathroom for long, and walked out after a while, she still had a smile on her face, and there were no tears in her eyes, but there were still a few tears.

"Is this dish still delicious?" Sitting down in front of the coffee table again, Shangguan Ningwu said with a smile.

"Delicious ......"

"Is there enough food? I'll serve you another bowl of ......."

"No, that's enough......"

"When are you leaving?"

"...... Today"

"Oh......" The room fell silent again, except for the sound of the two eating.

After eating, Long Yuxuan wanted to help clean up the dishes and chopsticks, but was rejected by Shangguan Ningwu, she picked the dishes and washed the dishes like a nobody, and then wiped the coffee table clean.

When she had done all that, she wiped her hands and took off her apron.

"Are you going to leave soon?"

"Hmmm......"

"Then I'll send you......"

"Still don't want it, it might get you in trouble......"

"Okay then......" A flash of disappointment flashed in Shangguan Ningwu's eyes, but her face was full of smiles, and she even took the initiative to stretch out her arms towards Long Yuxuan.

Long Yuxuan felt very uncomfortable, but he still squeezed out a smile on his face, stretched out his arms, and hugged Shangguan Ningwu tightly.

"Take care all the way......"

"Well, take care of ...... too"

"Come and see me ...... time"

"Okay......" After Long Yuxuan finished speaking, he let go of his arms, and Shangguan Ningwu's body paused obviously, but he still let go of his hands.

Long Yuxuan didn't say anything, just turned his body like this.

At the moment when Long Yuxuan turned around, Shangguan Ningwu felt as if her heart had been stabbed with a gun, it was so painful, she seemed to cry loudly in pain, I don't know why, she always felt that this parting was goodbye.

Thinking of his identity and the responsibility he carried, she felt her heart panic, why, why did God do this to me? Why did you give me a hero, and then ask him to leave? Why?

Tears overflowed again, and soon overflowed her eyes, and when Long Yuxuan turned around completely, tears had already flowed frantically from her eyes, and she cried silently.

Looking at Long Yuxuan's footsteps, she really wanted to open her mouth to keep him, but she understood that he was a big hero who stood up to the sky, he didn't belong to herself, and she couldn't selfishly occupy him.

When Long Yuxuan took the first step, she felt that the foot was stepping on her heart, so uncomfortable, when he walked to the door step by step, she felt that there was an important existence in her life that was gradually moving away, and the sadness of loss was so uncomfortable.

Don't cry, don't stay, don't do anything to embarrass him, Ning Wu, you have to be strong, you love him, you shouldn't give him any burden, his responsibility is already very heavy, his pressure is already very heavy, you can't give him even a little bit of pressure.

Ningwu, you have to hold on......

Looking at Long Yuxuan's departing back, Shangguan Ningwu's tears had lost her eyes and soaked her clothes, and her heart was already a little numb with pain......

"Yuxuan ......" Just when Long Yuxuan was about to reach out and open the door, Shangguan Ningwu couldn't hold back the call in his heart anymore, so he rushed forward directly and hugged Long Yuxuan from behind, hugging this man who she had paid a lot of sincerity.

Long Yuxuan's body stiffened suddenly, and his rock-like heart loosened with such a hug, but he told him that he couldn't be soft-hearted, otherwise the damage he would bring to her would only be deeper.

"Dancing ......"

"Don't say it, I know it, from the time you sued me about your identity, I knew that we couldn't do it at all, your life was destined to be a legend, and I, just a most ordinary person, my identity is not worthy of you, my ability is not worthy of you, I am not worthy of you at all, but I can't help but love you, you are like a glass of poisonous wine, I know that drinking it will break my heart, but I still can't help but want to taste it, Yuxuan, I really love you, even if I know that this love will never come to fruition, But I just love you, love to the death, love without regrets, love without hesitation, Yuxuan, you can reject me, but don't refuse my love, okay? No matter where you are, no matter what decision you make, let me be here and love you secretly, okay? ”

Shangguan Ningwu cried, crying and saying the words that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time, she didn't need Long Yuxuan's love, she didn't ask for Long Yuxuan's love, she just begged to be able to love him secretly, it was enough......

Long Yuxuan's rock-like heart collapsed at this moment, completely shattered, always as strong as him, at this moment his eyes were also flashing tears, he could clearly feel her love for himself, that is a kind of love without regrets, her last words kept circling in his mind, let me love you secretly here, okay!

She doesn't ask for much, she doesn't ask for much, she just wants to be able to love him secretly, that's enough!

What a deep love is this? This kind of love is too deep, too heavy, and too heavy for him to bear.

Tears flowed down quietly, but he didn't turn around, he knew that once he turned around, he would fall into the point of Shangguan Ningwu and no return, he couldn't do this, he had already hurt her deep enough, he couldn't continue to hurt him......

"Thank you for your love...... Long Yuxuan resisted the urge to turn around and hug her in his heart, pulled her hands away, and then opened the door without hesitation and walked out......

He walked very firmly, walked very crisply, without the slightest hesitation, but only he understood how much he was struggling in his heart at this moment, and he even had an urge to give up and wander the world with Shangguan Ningwu.

But he can't, he has a greater responsibility to complete, he has more things to do, and because that beautiful and arrogant figure keeps appearing in his mind, if he agrees to Shangguan Ningwu like this, is it fair to her?

This is destined to be a fruitless love, and leaving firmly at this moment may be the best choice......

Looking at Long Yuxuan's departing back, Shangguan Ningwu, who was already in tears, looked ahead stupidly, she knew that this was the final result, he was a big hero, and he would not stay here for a little child's affection.

She didn't hate him, he didn't hate him at all, on the contrary, this was what she loved him!

"Yuxuan, if you are tired, tired, tired one day, you must remember that there is a person named Shangguan Ningwu who has been waiting for you... Forever and ever...", Shangguan Ningwu slammed the door shut and cried loudly......