Chapter Eighty-Six: Love, but Love

86_86559The doctor's words brought him to that painful memory......

Lin Ziche is an extremely affectionate person, and he doesn't even have much affection for his mother or anything, but he only has a soft spot for one of his maids.

Although he had a very painful life when he was a child, he also had happiness and happiness.

And it was his maid who gave him this beautiful qiē.

His maid was a very gentle and kind girl, and when everyone was calculating him, she was unreservedly kind to him.

At first, he was very resistant to the maid's kindness, because he felt that everyone who approached him and treated him well had a different purpose, so he began to beat and scold the maid.

But even so, the maid never blamed him, and there was no basis for complaining, just silently treating him well.

Gradually, he also discovered that the maid was really good, and all the maternal love he didn't feel in his mother was found in the maid.

He finally found sustenance in this huge and cold home.

Just when he was about to fully accept the maid's kindness, that is, when he was three years old, his mother committed suicide.

Even though he had no feelings for his mother, he couldn't accept it in his heart, especially when he witnessed his mother's suicide.

Although he said that to his father at the funeral, in fact, his own heart was broken.

When he came back from the funeral, he put on Yan Zhan's autism, and he was immersed in his own world every day.

Because of Lin Ziche's autism, he is sometimes very irritable and always loses his temper for no reason. Throwing things, almost all the servants were beaten by him.

In the end, no one was willing to serve him, and they were afraid to avoid him, but only her maid took care of him and accompanied him through that difficult time.

And God is always like this, when you are at your happiest, you will take away your qiē.

Later, Lin Ziche's condition stabilized, although he still became irritable. But overall. He's already recovering well.

And that very day, when his illness flares up, he was breaking the last vase. The maid came in.

For no one had the courage to come in but her, to comfort him and help him.

But he didn't know what happened that day, but he didn't listen, and the maid was already terminally ill at that time, so he just gave it a gentle push. The maid fell to the ground weakly.

And the place where the maid fell to the ground was where the most glass shards were concentrated, and the maid's body was pierced casually. Blood flowed all over the ground in an instant.

Seeing the bleeding maid, he panicked, and suddenly regained his senses, and hurriedly ran to the maid's side. He was stunned when he looked at the maid's unstoppable blood, because the maid reminded him of the night his mother committed suicide.

But he definitely won't let the tragedy quadratic. He called out to the people outside, and the servants outside hurriedly ran in when they heard Lin Ziche's call. Looking at the maid lying in a pool of blood, she was overwhelmed with fright, but she regained her senses in Lin Ziche's urging and carried the maid to the ambulance with all hands and feet.

But everyone's efforts did not bring back the maid's life, because the maid was diagnosed with advanced blood cancer and extremely low platelets, so just a little blood stain would cause a big disaster, not to mention that the maid had so many blood stains.

Although it was not his fault that everyone was comforting him, he still blamed himself infinitely in his heart, if it weren't for him, she wouldn't have bled profusely, let alone died of excessive blood loss, and he was to blame for this.

Later, although he was relieved, he finally had an indelible scar in his heart.

So when he heard that Su was still extremely low in platelets, he was scared and had no soul, because she was his second most precious person, although he had done so much before, he really loved her and really wanted to protect her, but this qiē was so sudden.

Looking at Lin Ziche's empty eyes, the doctor just wanted to open his mouth to call Lin Ziche, but Lin Ziche opened his own mouth.

"Why is her platelets so low, is she ......?"

Speaking of this, Lin Ziche didn't have the courage to continue, he choked up, because he was afraid that she would be taken away like this.

Looking at Lin Ziche's appearance, the doctor said cautiously, "Ah, Mr. Lin, rest assured, this young lady's body has no problems with her body except for the sequelae of brain supplement and extremely low platelets, let alone an incurable disease, as long as this young lady usually pays attention not to have bleeding problems, it will be fine." ”

Hearing the doctor's words, Lin Ziche's hanging heart finally let go, and finally, God was still merciful.

"Can she be cured?" Lin Ziche looked at the doctor with expectation.

But the doctor shook his head and said, "Her disease is inherited from nature and there is no way to save it, but as I said earlier, as long as it is guaranteed that there is no bleeding, there is no big problem." ”

The doctor's words undoubtedly slammed Lin Ziche to the ground again, but after all, the person was still alive.

He whispered in a low voice, "As long as people live, it's good to live." ”

Hearing Lin Ziche's low murmur, the doctor was so frightened that he didn't dare to come out, and in the end the atmosphere was too depressing, and the doctor couldn't help but want to say goodbye to Lin Ziche and leave, but Lin Ziche directly grabbed the collar.

Lin Ziche said coldly to the doctor, "I don't care if you can be cured or not, you can treat me well, try to alleviate her pain, if she has a little problem, then you can use the money you earn now to buy a coffin in advance." ”

After speaking, Lin Ziche let go of my doctor's collar, patted the doctor's collar, smiled evilly and left.

The doctor, who was severely intimidated by Lin Ziche, was so frightened that liquid appeared in his legs and ran away.

Lin Ziche walked to Su Yi's ward, looking at the beige door, Lin Ziche didn't have the courage to open the door.

Because he was afraid to see her pale face, but he still couldn't reassure her, he took a deep breath and opened the beige door. Then he closed the door gently.

He turned to look at the person on the bed, and his heart couldn't help but feel sour.

With pale cheeks and scabbed lips, Sue in front of him was still much worse than he had imagined.

He gently walked to Su Yi's hospital bed and sat on the chair in front of the bed.

It's been a long time since he's seen her well, but he didn't expect to want to take a good look at her in such a scene now.

Lin Ziche couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly, when did he fall to the point of peeping at others while they were sleeping.

But even so. Allow him to be so despicable for once.

Because he really misses her.

She was sick though. It's still beautiful.

The long seaweed-like hair is scattered on the pillow, and the already delicate facial features are even more charming against the backdrop of the long hair, but with a hint of the posture of a sick beauty.

When did she become so beautiful? It was so bad that even he had to be tempted.

He stretched out his hands to caress her features. But before it could be touched, it stopped.

What qualifications does he have to touch her now? What else qualifies to touch her beauty?

Lin Ziche finally put down her hands and quietly looked at the person on the bed that she could no longer reach.

He had known about her and Wang Zijun for a long time, and he couldn't let go of her. So she sent a lot of people to protect her, and these people who protected her naturally saw Wang Zijun and her affairs.

He knew it later. The taste of jealousy came to his heart, he was jealous that Wang Zijun could have all the good things about her, but his proud heart did not allow himself to snatch Su Yi back, at that time. He still thinks that she is playing a trick of wanting to get away with it.

It's a pity that she is even playing a trick that wants to catch and indulge. It's also for a lifetime.

She really won't be coming back.

He wanted to get her back, but he didn't know what to do. And I don't know what qualifications I have to snatch her back?

Her resolute departure that day, her firm tone, and the background of a sigh of relief all made him not want to believe but had to believe in the fact that she didn't love him anymore.

He knew very well what he had done to her before, and his guilt was not so heavy before, but now his guilt was increasing with her departure, and his guilt deepened every day without her.

Now he can't ask her to forgive him, just ask him to stay by her side and protect her silently.

But at this moment, please let him have her selfishly, because he still wants to have her, not the kind of love that treats her as an object, but the most precious kind of love that he regards as the love of his heart.

Lin Ziche picked up Su Yi's hand that had not been injected and put it in his hand, and the cold temperature of her palm was hot at this moment.

Although he is a thin lover, all his love is now given to her.

Although he is a descendant of that person, and his body has that person's affectionate blood, he is also a descendant of his mother, and his mother's favorite blood also flows in his body.

He is a combination of them, so although he is not affectionate, he has always loved him, and he has given her all his affection.

Lin Ziche covered Su Ying's warm hand, his eyes stared at Su Ying's face for a moment, he didn't want to let go of the first time she woke up, he thought that the first thing she opened was him.

Lin Ziche stared at Su Yi for a moment, but after all, people are made of meat, not iron, Lin Ziche didn't sleep much at all a while ago, so he can't stay up now, so even if Lin Ziche's mind is dead, there is no way to resist it, and the sleep god cares.

Lin Ziche fell asleep like this, but he never let go of his hands holding Su Yi.

There are always some women in this world who are crazy about love, and there are always some men in this world who people love and hate.

Maybe this can be called *love. (To be continued)

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