Chapter 163: Retaining

Su Shanyun only found out about Yan Sanye at noon the next day.

"At noon, the emperor and queen personally went to the Yan family to pay respect, and now the Yan family should be full of people." After Su Zizhao came back, he said to Su Shanyun and Feng, his expression was full of regret.

Su Shanyun cried sadly when she heard this.

How can a good person disappear in an instant?

Her mind suddenly appeared Yan Sanye's tall and straight figure and his smile that seemed to be smiling but full of affinity, she often felt that he was a very literati marginal person, pure and beautiful, and so detached and indifferent to the world, if he could meet a woman who understood his amorous feelings, then he would definitely live a very happy life. But she never thought that such a person would die so easily.

Is this his fate in the dark?

But she's not a big believer, and she knows that there is something stronger than fate, even if few people are aware of it.

She suddenly remembered the concerned smile on the third master's face when he asked her what books she had read, and his polite greeting when she met him during her visit to the Yan Mansion.

That man, his happy life has not yet begun.

It's a shame.

The second master must be very sad

That's for sure.

When she thought that the second master would be very sad, she was very sad, and she cried even more.

This was something that Su Zizhao and Feng did not expect. They didn't expect her to have such deep feelings for the people of the Yan family.

"Alas, it was an accident, not something that people could have predicted. Mourn and change. Su Zizhao hurriedly said.

It wasn't until Su Shanyun's entire handkerchief was stained with tears that Su Shanyun suddenly made a decision, so she hurriedly stood up and said, "I want to go to Yanfu to have a look, Mrs. Lu must be sad, I want to go and see her." ”

This half is the truth, and the other half's intentions She didn't say that she wanted to meet the second master, she knew that the second master was fragile at the moment, and she wanted to be by his side quietly.

Su Zizhao nodded and said, "We really should go and take a look, and we can be regarded as a little relative." So he went in to change his clothes and went to Yanfu with Su Shanyun.

On the way there, Su Shanyun couldn't help but shed tears, mourning the young life that came to an abrupt end.

The third master is only in his early twenties. It's in the best years of a man.

She couldn't help but think of herself who died at the age of twenty-three in her previous life. She felt that her death was not as regrettable as his, after all, she was terminally ill and blind, and he was so strong and healthy.

Some time ago, the matter of the third master being punished to kneel in the ancestral hall suddenly flashed in her mind, and at that time, there was a faint foreshadowing

A suffocating sadness enveloped her tightly. It made her feel chills all over her body.

Before entering the Yan Mansion, Su Shanyun heard a cry like calling the heavens and the earth. The house is full of people. Since the maid and the subordinates knew Su Shanyun, they immediately led her and Su Zizhao to the mourning hall.

The mourning hall was also full of people.

Su Zizhao and Su Shanyun had no choice but to stand on the periphery, waiting for the people inside to come out and then go in.

There were cries of men and women inside. There are also the chanting voices of Buddhist children, the atmosphere is solemn and sad, and Su Shanyun unconsciously shed tears.

Through the gap in the crowd, Su Shanyun saw Yan Jinxuan dressed in white cloth.

His expression seemed calm, but his eyes were red. His body trembled slightly, as if he was trying to control the surging emotions in his heart.

His face looked a little pale due to sadness and lack of sleep, but the corners of his mouth were still tightly pursed.

This is a man of great willpower, and although he is sad, he is not overwhelmed.

He stood there, silently watching the people come and go, and his figure seemed so lonely.

Suddenly, she had an impulse to rush through the crowd and hold him, without saying anything, just hugging him tightly. She knew it was what he needed most right now, but she wasn't allowed until she couldn't do that, at least not at this stage.

So she looked at him so fixedly, fascinated by him, as if she wanted to reflect him deeply in her mind.

The crowd finally came out, and now it was her and her second uncle's turn to go in.

She burst into tears when she saw the red coffin, but soon two women came and lifted her up and led her to the side.

Su Zizhao was talking to Yan Yunpei on the other side.

A familiar aura approached her, and she looked up to see that it was Yan Jinxuan.

"Second master." She bowed her head and saluted him.

In case he saw his tears, she kept her head down after the salute.

"Shanyun, come here." Yan Jinxuan said softly, turned around and walked towards the small door on the side, and Su Shanyun followed and walked out.

When he walked to the backyard, Yan Jinxuan stopped, looked at Su Shanyun and said, "Shanyun, can you stay for a few more days, I think my mother needs someone to appease her." ”

"Yes, even if you don't open your mouth, I will take the initiative to stay, I can't leave you alone to grieve alone." Su Shanyun looked at him warmly and said.

Yan Jinxuan looked at her, and there was a light in his eyes that gradually flickered, it was a light of relief and joy, he took her into his arms and quickly kissed her on the face.

"Thank you I knew you would do it, you are a loving woman. So stay, but these few days may be scary for you, but hopefully it won't cause you psychological stress. ”

"Don't be afraid, no one can escape all kinds of life and death." Su Shanyun stretched out his hand and hugged him back and said.

"That's good, that's good." Yan Jinxuan said and kissed her face again.

When he hugged her, he felt a lot more settled.

Oh, it turns out that this is what I have always wanted, and what I have asked for all my life is to hold this warm little person tightly in my arms, to perceive each other, and to warm each other. As he held her, he knew it was going to be the only thing he needed to cling to in his life.

For this, he is willing to exchange everything.

A voice came from afar, and he quickly parted from her, and at the same time motioned with his eyes for her to walk down the aisle on the other side.

She did.

He strode back to the mourning hall.

Su Shanyun bypassed the room on the left to find her second uncle.

"Well, since you want to stay, then stay, but of course I have to go back today." Su Zizhao said.

So Su Shanyun sent him out of the gate, and then went to Mrs. Lu's room with Mama Song.

Mrs. Lu has been sick since yesterday and is now lying in bed.

It was not so much a physical illness as a heart disease, and it was the sudden departure of the third master that crushed her.

Su Shanyun walked over and held her hand tightly.

Using words to comfort people is not Su Shanyun's strong point, but she knows how to soothe a sad person through eye action.

When Mrs. Lu opened her eyes and saw Su Shanyun's caring eyes, she finally felt a glimmer of sunshine in her dark and desolate heart. To be continued

ps: Dear friends, the second shift is here. The third watch was around 1 o'clock in the evening