Chapter 194: A Few Exchanges of Love (I)
*Does anyone want Yanhua? Hee-hee*
Do you understand?
The words of the fourth princess hit Zhirong's heart hard.
She naturally understands, just like Wei Ting to Li You, the emperor to Master, Xia Jin to Yan Feng, which one is not deeply rooted. And his own person is not Jin Zixuan, but Yanhua who is in his heart.
Feelings are destiny, not that you will be rewarded if you pay, nor that you have to follow the person if you understand it. There is also a kind of relationship in time called fate and indifference.
However, the words of the fourth princess moved Zhirong, and she chose to fulfill for the person she loved, which is true love. Her father still doesn't understand after so many years.
The fourth princess stood up and approached Zhirong to carefully examine Zhirong's face: "When he came back from Kaizhou that year, I tested his mind and asked him if he would like to be my concubine, and he said that he had already had a sweetheart, even if I insisted on letting him be a concubine, he would go to guard the frontier and never come back." “
It turned out that the fourth princess had asked Jin Zixuan about her intentions, and she was a woman who really dared to fight for herself.
"Later, I learned that he went to the Bai family in Kaizhou, and I was so unconvinced at the time, I was a royal princess who was not as good as the daughter of a famous businessman. He has a better future if he marries me, and what does he get for taking such a woman? Only soft underbelly will appear. ”
Without warning, the fourth princess grabbed Zhirong's hand and looked very unwilling: "That woman is you." And you've finally become his weakness. How many times have I advised him not to wade into the troubled waters of southern Xinjiang, but he didn't listen, and asked me to take care of you. ”
Jin Zixuan actually asked the fourth princess to take care of her? It stands to reason that Zhirong is her rival in love, and Jin Zixuan will not understand, which shows that the fourth princess is very trusted by Jin Zixuan.
The fourth princess held Zhirong's hand tightly. When she let go, Zhirong's fingers were red. She can understand the mood of the fourth princess, and no one will feel good. "Then why did you marry the second son of the Jin family?"
That second son has a false appearance, and he is really not worthy of this proud girl of the sky.
"He doesn't have me in his heart. But I wanted to see him again, so I married his second brother. Then I will always see him talking to him, even if sometimes I can only look at him from afar. The fourth princess smiled sadly. Like the autumn wind.
"I secretly went to see it on the day of your pilgrimage, and my appearance was far inferior to mine, and I really don't know what he liked about you. I've had to know all your news since then. When he insisted on going to southern Xinjiang for you, I was sad because he didn't love me day and night, and I was happy that he was so lonely and lonely that he finally had a woman he really liked. ”
Speaking of this, the four princesses suddenly stopped, the four words of loneliness and loneliness are not only owned by Jin Zixuan, isn't she the same?
The mother passed away when she was a child, and she was loved by the emperor with her only ability and cleverness. And thus to this day.
Zhirong has heard too many people use words such as withdrawn and awkward to describe Jin Zixuan, and Yan Hua once said that people from families like them have some stories, and they need to disguise themselves to make themselves strong and invulnerable, so as not to let the enemy take advantage of them.
And Jin Zixuan's previous romance and ruthlessness may also be a disguise for self-preservation.
"He has not been valued in the family since he was a child, because he is a sister-in-law, and his life is quite good, but he is always framed and almost dies several times. He simply killed the enemy on the battlefield and made meritorious service to himself, and the title of the little grandfather was earned by him with flesh and blood and resourcefulness. Bai Zhirong. Do you really believe in his treason? ”
These were almost the words that the fourth princess shouted hysterically, and she grabbed Zhirong's shoulders, her wide eyes bloodshot. Zhirong raised her hand to smooth her messy hair, but was pushed away by the fourth princess.
"The princess didn't believe that Jin Zixuan rebelled, why didn't she stop the Jin family. Don't plead with the emperor? Zhirong also ignored his own development and fell off, and asked the question in his heart sharply.
The fourth princess is such a shrewd person, and her status is high, and she must be very convincing in the Jin family. If she had stopped it earlier, the Jin family would have fallen to the point where it is today. Why should she die?
"How much do you know? The father and emperor have long wanted to abolish the crown prince, and the Jin family is slaughtered without Zixuan. Now there is a charge of treason, which is exactly in line with his father's wishes, and the Jin family is uprooted. Bai Zhirong, you will finally understand what kind of person my father is in the future. ”
The fourth princess was already in tears at this time. She slowly picked up her wine glass and looked at Zhirong deeply, revealing a sweet smile.
"My father was never a good father, but this time he finally made a decision that satisfied me. I can finally be with my colt. Live well, don't live up to his wishes! Finally, I would like to give you a piece of advice, if you want to live a long time, Yanhua, it's better to stay away. ”
A glass of wine is drunk, the begonia flowers are grateful, and the soul of the beautiful woman is scattered with the flowers and goes away with the flowing water.
Zhirong walked aimlessly out of the palace, the autumn breeze was very cool, she couldn't help but shiver, this year's autumn seemed to be colder than in previous years, and the first autumn was like winter.
The capital of Jingtang is close to the north, as long as it is autumn, then winter will not be far away.
"Zhirong." Hearing someone calling herself, Zhirong raised her head and saw Li You standing in front.
Li You has lost a lot of weight these days, and the emperor ordered him to participate in the supervision of the Jin family and the people of the Anjun Palace, and the blood is flowing every day. And today, his eldest brother and fourth sister left separately.
Zhirong stepped forward to comfort anything, but couldn't say anything, so she had to say, "Fourth princess, she walked very peacefully." ”
"Yes, that's good. I'll send you back. Li Youmumu said.
"What's wrong with your forehead?"
I didn't see it clearly just now, but when I got closer, I saw some skin trauma on Li You's forehead, as if it was caused by a bump. Zhirong took out a silk silk and gently wiped it for him, and the blood stains were on the snow-white silk, which was particularly eye-catching.
Li You was so quiet and let Zhirong treat his wounds.
"I think it's better to ask Sister Wei to get some medicine, but the wound is no longer bleeding." Zhirong put down his hand, but was suddenly grabbed by Li You at this time.
Li You's trembling hand gently stroked her cheek, but quickly moved away: "I'm fine, go back quickly, it's not good for you to be seen if you stay here for a long time." ”
Zhirong's heart was sour, and at this time, Li You thought that it was still her safety. And his own pain can only be buried in his heart.
In the past, Li You was just a child who hadn't grown up in Zhirong's eyes, but after so many things, he had grown up instantly in the past few months, and it seemed that he could hold on to it.
An idea suddenly sprouted in Zhirong's heart. Maybe the best prince in Jingtang is really Li You. However, when he thought of the emperor's choice of the prince's conditions, Zhirong couldn't help but tremble, what the emperor wanted was a ruthless, decisive and resourceful prince.
She looked at Li You, who was walking aside. Could it be that he will eventually become another Li Ji?
"When I was a child, my fourth sister always played with me, and she liked to go out of the palace. I took her every time I went out of the palace, she liked to go to the Jin family the most, and later married into the Jin Mansion. The Jin family has been a big family for hundreds of years, and she has made great achievements, where did she think that she would die if she married into such a family? ”
Li You's almost inaudible voice seemed to be talking to himself, as if he was talking to Zhirong.
"The fourth sister always said that Jin Zixuan is a rare good man, and I only understood today. How could I understand today, if I had known earlier, I would have asked my father to marry Jin Zixuan when I was crying and making trouble. I'm so stupid! ”
When the two walked to Li You's palace, Li You finally couldn't hold on and squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, his mouth full of words of self-blame. Zhirong was terrified. Hurriedly pulled him up and entered the main hall.
"Lord Wang, I know you are sad, but the matter has come to this, and it is useless to blame yourself, Lord Wang, you have to cheer up!"
Li You closed his eyes and didn't speak, and the silence in the hall was terrifying. After a long while, he opened his eyes: "The fourth sister asked someone to send me a message in the morning, hoping to be buried with Jin Zixuan after death." ”
It turns out that this is the case, no wonder Li You will know the true thoughts of the fourth princess. It's really hard for him. Facing the death of his brother and sister, he also took the risk to help the fourth princess fulfill her wish.
"When he comes back, I'll ask him what happened to his secret guard, if it weren't for my secret guard and the fourth sister's secret guard, you would have died long ago. He Yanhua is now enjoying the emperor's reward, but he can't even protect the person he likes! ”
There was a fire of anger in Li You's eyes, which Zhirong had never seen before. This is a kind of hostility, and in the past, Li You just ignored Yan Hua. There is never any hostility.
The matter of the secret guard is the source of Li You's anger.
Zhirong thought that those secret guards were Li You's people, and it turned out that there were people from the four princesses, no wonder the secret guards could lurk so much. But Zhirong, who was busy running for his life, didn't care about this detail.
Now that I think of her, it is inconvenient for Li You to install too many secret guards in the Shanggong Bureau, it should be that after she left the Shanggong Bureau, the secret guards of the four princesses followed.
Zhirong finally understood what the care in the mouth of the fourth princess meant. She was grateful to Jin Zixuan and the four princesses in her heart. Thinking about waiting for Yanhua to come back and ask Yanhua to do this.
Jin Zixuan's ashes are in Yan Hua's hands, so it is easy to replace them with other people's.
Yan Hua returned to Beijing three days later. My spy reported that Jin Zixuan's body had been whipped beyond recognition, and Yanhua burned him in the heat of southern Xinjiang, even if he had a conscience to bring him back, the wish of the fourth sister is please. ”
Zhirong poured Li You a cup of tea: "Don't worry, even if you don't say it, I will do it." This is the only thing I can repay the four princesses. ”
The kindness of the four princesses can be repaid, what about Jin Zixuan? What will she repay in this life?
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a splitting headache, and rubbing her temples still didn't work. Li You discovered her abnormality and hurriedly sent her back to the Shanggong Bureau, and sent someone to call Wei Ting over.
Wei Ting came out with Li You, and said worriedly: "Tianyi Dan has been served." She needs to recuperate for a period of time, during which she cannot be stimulated or poisoned again, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable. ”
Li You said leisurely: "I hope Yanhua can cherish it." ”
After Zhirong woke up, she was raised on the couch, and even the two girls who walked and basked in the sun would report to Wei Ting, which made Zhirong cry and laugh. Yanhua is going to Beijing tomorrow, and Zhirong can't help but be very excited.
It doesn't matter if someone hates him, scolds him, no matter what, he is just her only one. It will not change because of other people's words, unless he himself says heartless words and does heartless things.
However, Zhirong has given all her trust to Yanhua, and it is difficult to take back what she has paid.
Early this morning, she began to pack up the letters and emeralds that Yanhua gave her, and suddenly saw the gem when she was sorting out Jin Zixuan's letters. The best gemstone that Jin Zixuan said.
It's really beautiful, and it's fascinating, but it's so cold in your hand, maybe the soul of this thing has gone with its owner.
Zhirong put away the gems, and Chunhua ran in from outside and said excitedly: "My lord, Grandpa Yan is back, and now he is in the political palace!" ”
Hearing this news, Zhirong's heart was about to jump out, and she finally waited for this day day and night. At ten o'clock in the morning, new news came, Yan Hua was awarded the title of first-class prince for his meritorious service in quelling the rebellion, and Wen Yu and the dead Murong Qian were awarded the title of first-class lord.
Yan Hua's current status can be said to be on an equal footing with Yan Lie, the head of the Yan family.
"My lord, maybe the grandfather of the country has already married the emperor." Chunhua was more excited than Zhirong when she talked about it.
However, Zhirong is very calm, Yan Hua has just returned to Beijing, and he has just received a reward, if he asks for marriage at this time, I am afraid that it will be inappropriate, and he will not do it according to Yan Hua's style.
Sure enough, I didn't hear anything like that all day. Zhirong sighed slightly, Yanhua is Yanhua, always rational. She had already guessed that it would be like this, but she was also slightly disappointed.
The weather turned cold at night, Zhirong went out for a walk in a cloak, the moonlight was very beautiful, the corners of her mouth were raised, and she suddenly turned around and saw the person who haunted her.
"You're here."
"Yes, I'm back!"
It didn't take too many words to know the other party's thoughts, Yan Hua held her face and looked at it carefully for a long time, "Rong'er, I dream of you every night, and now I finally see you." I'm so happy. ”
Zhirong stroked his angular face and said softly, "Me too." ”
He is dark and thin, and he must not eat or sleep well when he fights everywhere over there, and he has to worry about her body and seek medical treatment for her.
At this moment, seeing Yanhua's affectionate care in his eyes, there is no need for other words, who is Tianyi Dan looking for? This is no longer a doubt, Zhirong believes that Yanhua will not use the elixir she wants to convict Jin Zixuan.
I still wanted to ask, but now I don't want to ask. It was already the happiest thing in his arms, so why care what others said.
"Zhirong, I'm going crazy over there, I feel like I'm really crazy after seeing you!"
Zhirong stood on tiptoe and kissed him lightly on the lips, her eyes shining with bright light: "Yanhua, I don't want to be separated from you again." ”
After going through so many things and life and death, Zhirong can no longer afford to let her beloved leave. She had thought that she would not be able to wait for Yanhua to come back, but now that her health is gradually improving, they also have a future.
Zhirong doesn't want to give up this future, she has to hold on tightly. Whether the person in front of her is ruthless, scheming, or hurting others, or others say that she is selfish, as long as they love each other, it doesn't matter.
Yanhua pinched her nose: "Okay, don't separate again." He was grateful to God that Zhirong looked fine now and could finally survive.
Yan Hua leaned over her soft lips, as gentle as a spring breeze, he poured his feelings into this kiss, and the person in his arms quickly responded to him, and they forgot to linger.
There is only each other in both arms and hearts. (To be continued......)