(33) Right and wrong
Ah Mo also looked at him, and that Jiang Xueli was standing behind him now, looking shocked.
She must be very happy, Jinghua fell from the sky, saved her, and scolded herself fiercely.
Just like at that time, he was besieged by the three sisters of the Shu family in Guanchi, and Jinghua also fell from the sky and saved himself.
It's not even thirty years old, and Feng Shui has already turned.
Today, he became the one who was robbed of his weapon, and he was holding another girl in his arms.
"Jinghua, don't you listen to my explanation?" Ah Mo said quietly.
She doesn't seem to have any emotions anymore, no grievances, and no anger. Her gaze crossed over to Jinghua and stared at Jiang Xueli behind him, "At least you don't ask, who made the first move?"
"I don't care who makes the first move," Jinghua's voice was cold and tough, just like he swept thousands of troops on the battlefield, without a trace of weak feelings:
"I only know that Sydney is the queen of Mobei, and if she is here with me for a day, I must not let her be hurt!"
He looked directly at the woman in front of him, who was obviously in love with his whole life, but his words were resolute, and every word was ruthless, "No one!"
"So, even if she hurts me first, you don't care?" Ah Mo laughed angrily, "Xuanyuan Jinghua, you always have a black and white score!"
Jinghua raised her head and closed her eyes, then opened them again, as if she wanted to hide her weakness for a moment, and said slowly: "Momo, she can't hurt you." ”
"Hahaha......" Ah Mo was speechless.
"I see, that's what you think. Ah Mo nodded, a sad smile hung on the corner of his mouth, as if he finally understood:
"As long as she is the queen of Mobei, no matter what she does, you have to protect her!
Because that will affect the diplomatic relations between the two countries, it will make the world that you have finally calmed down undone!
And I, anyway, strong enough and generous enough, can be hurt and bullied casually, right?"
She kept smiling, barely maintaining what she said she was talking about, but two strings of crystal tears rolled down uncontrollably, wetting her eyelashes and turning the corners of her lips.
"Xuanyuan Jinghua, I am very sad for you. Ah Mo left the last sentence and turned to leave.
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Jinghua shook and fell to his knees.
Momo left, and was scolded by him. She said she was very sad about herself.
That's right, he was also very sad, it really hurt, it hurt so much that he wanted to pull it out and throw it away.
Both of them, it's always the same.
Jiang Xueli rushed over and wanted to reach out to help him.
As soon as her hand touched the corner of his clothes, Jinghua was like an electric shock, the whole person shrank back, and her face turned pale and said, "Don't dare to work." ”
"Jinghua, why do you ......," she said in a daze.
Didn't he just try his best to defend himself? Didn't he fall out with that little girl for his own sake?
But why do you think he's more miserable than that girl?
His face was so bad that he didn't even have the strength to stand up, but he still resolutely refused to let himself help him, as if he had some disease or poison on his body, and he couldn't even touch it.
Jinghua, isn't the timely rescue just now out of your own heart?
Or is the harsh rebuke just now not out of his heart?
What the hell are you thinking?
Before she could sort out this complicated clue, Jinghua had already gritted her teeth and stood up, facing herself, with a deep snort.
"Jinghua!" this grand gift made her panic, as if she had a premonition of something, and the girl's heart sank little by little.
"Your Highness," he said again, referring to her as Queen, in a polite and respectful voice, unable to fault anything.
"Jinghua is not talented, and she is loved by Her Royal Highness the Queen, and she is ashamed. Ran Jinghua already has a heart, in his lifetime, he should live up to his love, and please forgive His Highness. ”
Jiang Xueli just looked at him, standing less than a foot away from herself, and said those words that ruthlessly shattered her dreams in a beautiful voice like broken jade.
Elegant as jade, white clothes are better than snow, warm spring, and talk eloquently.
No, no, Jiang Sydney, wake up!
Don't be fooled by him anymore, hear me, he's rejecting you!
He has made it very clear, he said that he already has a heart to belong to, and in his lifetime, he should live up to his love.
"Did you hear all that I said?" Sydney couldn't believe it, "You heard it, and you still think I'm not as good as her?"
Jinghua bowed again, "Momo was rude and collided with the queen, Jinghua apologized on her behalf." ”
"But Momo's words are right," he said lightly: "The love is a priceless treasure in the heart, a mountain of swords and a sea of fire, regardless of oneself, how can it be said that the pound is two, and the baht must be compared? ”
Sydney bit her lip, her eyes were red, and she muttered, "I don't want to be amazing, and I don't want to be honorable." Jinghua, I just want you to like me as much as I like you. ”
Jing Huayun smiled lightly, like laughing at a child who was crying because he couldn't get a toy, "Sydney, you are already the king of Mobei, you can't just think about personal petty love, but if the Yanlong people's livelihood is stable and boundless love." ”
He wasn't as cold as Fang Cai, slowed his tone, and started calling her Sydney again. But she knew that there was nothing to look forward to in that Sydney.
He is like a loving brother, teaching her the way to be a king, how to focus on the community, how to benefit the country and the people, how to let go of those unrealistic little loves, and how to bury those meaningless girls' spring dreams.
In short, forget about him.
In the end, he said: "Momo is angry and gone, Jinghua is going to find her." Please forgive Jinghua for her resignation. ”
Sydney watched his back go away, like watching a play come to an end.
She desperately wants to be a part and become the protagonist of the story, but when the story ends, she is still just a passerby.
She finally understood that despite crossing thousands of mountains and rivers, she would never reach his side.
Even if he stood there and looked at himself, he was just looking at a king of Mobei, and there was no difference between looking at his father and king or the king of Canglong at that time.
In his heart, there is already another person. The man firmly occupied all his emotions. He rejoiced for her, was angry for her, worried for her, and haggard for her.
Even if he scolded so fiercely, even if he was trembling with anger, he still loved her.
He said that in his lifetime, he should live up to her.
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Miao Yuan was carried all the way by Xuanhua, and the wheelchair she used before was not brought out. So this morning, Xuanhua hurriedly made her a new one.
"Ah Yuan, can you sit on it and try it, do you think the height is just right?" Xuanhua carried her to the wheelchair and carefully compared the dimensions.
"It's not good, I can change it again. He said gently.
Miao Yuan still looked cold, "I'll leave soon, why bother." ”
"Ah Yuan, you're here again. Xuanhua smiled bitterly, "Are you still angry at that sentence?"
"I'm not angry. Miao Yuan was clearly duplicitous, "I am a doctor, and you have gone to great lengths to ask me for healing for the sake of your brother, what's wrong?"
Xuanhua couldn't cry or laugh, "Ah Yuan, how many times have I said it, I'm here to beg you for Jinghua." But before that, I had been looking for you. ”
"Hmph!" Miao Yuan made a sound through his nose.
"Ah Yuan, what do you want me to believe?"
"You don't have to do anything, Jinghua's illness, you don't have to beg me, I will try my best to find a way, this is my duty. After I am cured, I will ask Ah Mo or Qinglan to send me back to the West Sea, and I will have nothing to do with the people of your Xuanyuan family. ”
"Ah Yuan, you know I won't let you go. He suddenly leaned down and pressed her shoulder.
"What are you doing? I want to go back to the West Sea......!
Xuanhua just grabbed her hand, so she couldn't say any more.
"Ah Yuan, I know that you have suffered a lot, so much loneliness, so much torture, and you must be very scared when you are alone. ”
Xuanhua freed up a hand and gently lifted her veil. Miao Yuan struggled for a while, but he couldn't break him.
Her face had healed a lot after two days of healing, and although there were still some deep scars that had not fully healed, the small holes in her cheeks had healed, and even without a veil, it would not be particularly frightening.
"Ah Yuan, your medical skills are so good, why don't you heal your own heart?" Xuanhua gently stroked her scars and said with pity: "Look at these scars, as long as you heal them carefully, it will have a chance to recover." So is our past.
Give me a chance, let me heal you, okay?
Let me make up for the pain of the past with the years to come, okay? Take care of you with a thousand, ten thousand times more love, okay?"
He looked at her and smiled again, "Isn't it because of me that you secretly began to heal the wounds on your face? You have thought about being with me, and why do you want to go back to the West Sea? You know that I will not allow you to leave me again." ”
He lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the lips, "Ah Yuan, I lost you for so long, I won't let you leave me again." ”
Miao Yuan was stunned.
The kiss just now seemed to have a hot electric current through his lips, reaching hers, and then hitting her heart with holes.
It hit her heart, which was already numb, and it beat slowly again.
Crushing the shell of self-deception that she had spent more than 2,000 years barely pasting.
The shell was shattered, and only then could I see clearly.
It turns out that she is not a mother-in-law Yuan, she is a Yuan.
She is not a lonely old woman with a strange temper, she is a treasure in the palm of his hand.
It turns out that this is the case!
He hasn't been around for too long, and he's been playing alone for too long, and he almost forgot about himself.
She can also be spoiled, because someone is petted;
She can also be willful, because someone coaxes;
She can be like any ordinary little girl in love, she doesn't have to pretend to be fierce, vicious, withdrawn and cold, because she doesn't have to worry about being bullied and disliked, and someone will protect her......
Even, even if she is disabled, unable to walk, unable to speak, or even disfigured, it doesn't matter, because he will carry her back, listen to her, and tell her that Ah Yuan is beautiful, the same as before......
He will use the years to come, with a thousandfold, ten thousand times more love to make up for her pain......
"Ah Yuan, why are you crying again?"
He panicked and hurriedly wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "My eyes are going to cry." Ah Yuan blames me for being too light? Okay, I won't ...... in the future."
He paused in the middle of his words.
She gently put her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply.
Lingering, warm.
Like a spring thunder, it awakened her ability to love that had been sealed for thousands of years. After the thunder, the rain poured down, and little by little washed away her rough and ugly scars. The dry soil in which she was sheltering was moistened, and the seeds that she thought were dying bloomed again.