Nan Sheng began to suffer from insomnia for a long time, he had nightmares every night for a week, and he couldn't sleep anymore when he woke up.

On the first night, he woke up and looked at Nan Sheng's empty expression looking at the ceiling, and he couldn't bear it, so he turned on the bedside lamp and wrapped her in his arms:

"If you can't sleep, I can talk to you."

Nan Sheng turned his head to look at him, gave him a reassuring smile, and then closed his eyes:

"No, let's sleep."

The next night, when he opened his eyes, he saw Nan Sheng's movement of turning over, he thought about it, but there was no movement. Just told her to go back to her room after breakfast before going to the company the next day.

On the third night, Nan Sheng simply didn't sleep, and watched the TV series directly in his small study, he stood at the door of the study and watched her for a while, until she smiled harmlessly at himself:

"Isn't there a meeting tomorrow? You go to sleep. ”

On the fourth night, he 'slept' early, gave her independent space, and noticed that she had come out of the small study, standing by the bed and watching him quietly for a long time. Later, he unconsciously fell asleep, woke up by a nightmare in the middle of the night, and subconsciously touched the position around him, and the coldness of the tentacles made him suddenly get up from the bed, only to find that she who should be lying next to him curled up on the sofa and closed her eyes.

On the fifth night, Gu Chen 'socialized' and called Nan Sheng to inform him, I don't know if it was an illusion, he actually felt that she on the other end of the phone felt relieved, and after hanging up the phone, he stood in the empty office, looking at the lights of thousands of homes, and only felt unprecedentedly lonely.

On the sixth night, he began to try to talk to her about the past, but she forced her eyes and silently stopped him in a sleeping position.

This is the seventh day she doubted herself, on Saturday, Gu Chen left the study before dinner, passed by the master bedroom before going downstairs, gently pushed the door and looked in, and found that she was sitting on a rocking chair on the balcony with a book and looking into the distance. He didn't bother, and there was no sound from the door he took and left.

In the restaurant on the first floor, Gu Chen poured himself a glass of water, and a servant passed by, and he asked:

"What about Zhang Jing? Let her come. ”

The servant stopped and bowed:

"Yes, Mr. Gu."

In less than a minute, Zhang Jing stood in front of Gu Chen, looked at his not very good face, and asked respectfully:

"Mr. Gu, are you looking for me?"

"Mrs. has not rested well in the past two days, a small dose of sleeping pills can have a sedative effect, and an overdose will lead to general anesthesia, you can ask the doctor how much the dosage is, I want my wife to have a good night's sleep."

Zhang Jing was slightly shocked, but she didn't know why, just nodded:

"I'm going to call the doctor."

After the dinner was served, Gu Chen and Zhang Jing confirmed that it was correct before going upstairs to call Nansheng, she still maintained her original posture and did not move, it seemed that she could go on until she was old, Gu Chen stood behind her for a few minutes, she didn't notice, in order not to make her feel frightened, he gently knocked on the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window before stepping over.

Nan Sheng blinked, then turned back to look at him, revealing an indifferent smile:

"I thought you'd be silent all the time."

Gu Chen raised his eyebrows:

"You know I'm here?"

Nan Sheng smiled silently.

Gu Chen raised his hand and pinched the tip of her nose: "Little naughty." ”

Nan Sheng stood up from the rocking chair and stood in front of Gu Chen, her left hand naturally hanging down to her side, and her right hand covering the wrist of her left hand, calm as water, especially when she wore a chiffon white dress today, the breeze blew gently, swaying the skirt on her body, Gu Chen only felt like a dream.

Nan Sheng didn't realize that she had become the most beautiful scenery in Gu Chen's eyes at this moment, she looked at him quietly: "Are you going to eat?" ”

Gu Chen answered softly, raised his hand to touch her face, and rubbed it gently, and the thousands of tenderness in his eyes were afraid that no one could ignore it. Nan Sheng naturally noticed it, and even had a premonition of what he would do next.

Since she became suspicious of him, although she tried her best to make herself look like ordinary, the insomnia all night and night had consumed all her spirit, and even the disguise was the most inferior, Gu Chen couldn't have found out, but he didn't say anything, gave her the most comfortable space, and didn't even touch her again.

Nan Sheng was grateful, because she really didn't know what kind of mentality to use to do that kind of thing with him.

It's just that she was thinking: How long can she escape?

When he thought about this, Gu Chen had already leaned down and kissed her lips, as if he cared about her feelings, although the kiss was menacing, it was only pressed heavily on her lips, and there was no next move.

Neither of the two of them closed their eyes, they both saw their little selves in each other's eyes, Nan Sheng was surprised that they were the only ones in each other's eyes, and no one could replace them, maybe it was such a cognition that made her slowly close her eyes in the next moment.

With her movements, the depression in Gu Chen's kiss was slightly relieved.

It was the most tender kiss between them, and he traced it slowly along the shape of her lips with the tip of his tongue, over and over again, until her lips were covered with a layer of moist luster from his own mouth, and then he smiled with satisfaction and squeezed between her lips and teeth.

Sensing that his hand was slowly moving down her waist, and the heat on her fingertips made her tremble faintly even through the fabric, Nan Sheng opened her eyes and stopped him:

"No, it's time to eat."

Gu Chen wanted to tell her that he was eating, but when he remembered the dinner he had carefully prepared today, he had to restrain his hand and let out a long sigh:

"Yes, it's time to eat, but you can't starve my little ancestor."

Nan Sheng's rare blush:

"Who is the little ancestor?"

"You." Gu Chen took her hand and walked out of the balcony: "I treat you as an ancestor." ”

Nan Sheng followed him out, thinking about his so-called 'little ancestor', and reminisced for a long time, in fact, he was right, except for the first time after the breakup between the two, Gu Chen has always been obedient to her, and has never blushed at her once, even if he secretly went to Sichuan, even if he was angry, he still cared about her first.

According to his status at the moment, it is indeed not an exaggeration to treat himself like this, and to say that he is his 'little ancestor'. But before the smile climbed up the corner of her mouth, she felt the coldness somewhere in her body, not that she couldn't laugh, but that smile looked more or less stiff.

At the dining table, Gu Chen carefully prepared Nansheng cloth dishes, she still didn't have much appetite, and after eating a few bites, she stopped chopsticks, Gu Chen frowned at her after noticing:

"Kitten-like."

Nan Sheng laughed:

"Not too hungry."

Gu Chen didn't force her, but just gave her a bowl of soup: "You can skip the rice, you have to drink a little soup, otherwise I'm really worried that you will be malnourished." ”

Nan Sheng didn't want him to worry, so he took the bowl and drank it, although he only drank half a bowl, Gu Chen was satisfied.

After dinner, Gu Chen took Nan Sheng for a walk, although the soup was filled with sleeping pills, it would not work so quickly, he didn't want Nan Sheng to think too much alone during this time, it was still early, it was good to go out for a walk.

Nan Sheng didn't talk much before, but there were a lot, but she didn't like to talk a little too much these days, if it wasn't for Gu Chen taking the initiative to ask her, she would definitely not speak by herself, the two walked silently for a long time, but they didn't feel that there was anything wrong with the atmosphere, Gu Chen's hand had been wrapping her, in this hot summer, what she felt was not sticky heat, but warmth from the inside out.

There is a fountain in the center of the Jing Garden, which covers an area of not too much, and there are a lot of fish in it, Nan Sheng did not study this, but felt that under the reflection of the underwater lights, it was very beautiful to swim around.

Gu Chen stood next to her, she looked at the fish, he looked at her, and then looked up at the sky, dark blue, the moonlight was bright, and the stars were shining.

Nan Sheng had already sat down by the fountain, looking at the pool with a lazy expression, as if he had relaxed a lot, Gu Chen smiled, squatted down in front of her, and held her hand, Nan Sheng was slightly stunned, turned his head to look at him, and his eyes suddenly crashed into the depths of his eyes, wanting to stagger away, but he was already deep in the mud.

He noticed that the hand in his palm was wrestling, so he smiled at her:

"Afraid of me?"

Nan Sheng's expression was a little unnatural, but he still shook his head:

"Don't be afraid."

"And what are you hiding?"

Nan Sheng finally staggered his gaze, looked at the hands of the two of them holding each other, and said in a very light tone: "You seem to have something important to say, I'm a little nervous." ”

It was true, and she was a little nervous, for he was afraid of hearing from him about what had happened 20 years ago, and his seriousness had upset her.

Gu Chen lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand:

"Ah Sheng is really smart."

This sentence undoubtedly proves that he does have important things to say.

Nan Sheng began to get nervous, so nervous that she subconsciously stood up from the edge of the fountain pool and wanted to escape, but was stopped by one of Gu Chen's hands, and then fell into his arms. He hugged himself from behind, and the hot breath he exhaled hit her neck, which used to feel a little itchy, but today it only felt a little cold.

She said:

"Achen, I'm sleepy."

"There's no rush for a moment."

"......"

"Shhhhh......h

It seems that in order to show respect, he held his hand loosely, and the speed at which he wore the ring was also very slow, it was not impossible for Nan Sheng to refuse, and even Gu Chen would not force himself, but she didn't.

At that moment, she had the ease of Gu Chen not mentioning the past, and she was also caught off guard by this moment.

So, she put the ring on.

She looked at the ring that shone brightly in the moonlight, her eyes slightly wet.

Gu Chen let go of her, walked in front of her, looked at her softly, and spoke:

"Originally, I wanted to be more solemn, such as letting Jingyuan have a rain of rose petals, or chartering a venue, with a violin, a candlelight dinner, and an unforgettable view, you are wearing a dress, and I am also wearing a suit, but after thinking about it, I still didn't do that, because I know that you don't value those, and tossing for a few days may not melt you."

"When I was in Sichuan, you said that you were also a child without a home, I didn't tell you at that time, I didn't have a home, I used to think that living is living, no matter how much money I make, no matter how many places I go, it is still empty and lonely, and there is a hole in my heart, which can't be plugged no matter how I can."

"In December last year, I saw you for the first time downstairs in Nan's, you were wearing a white cashmere coat, almost blending with the snow, you looked at me, and smiled at me defenselessly, I thought this woman was beautiful, but I couldn't have imagined it, it was just such a casual smile, but I had to be responsible for maintaining it for the rest of my life."

"You asked me why I broke up with you, I didn't tell the truth at the time, and now I want to sue you, I just don't want to hurt you."

"Who am I? A businessman covered in copper smell, money is important, interests are the first, I am not even sure if I can still show a pure affection for so many years in the shopping mall, if I can't do it, I don't want to delay you, now it's really ridiculous to think about it, I actually experienced the so-called 'I don't know how to cherish until I lose'. ”

"I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I was happy the moment you decided to come back to me."

"I'm not a good person, born or acquired, I don't deny that I have a cold temperament and cruel means, but I'm not bad to you, I give you all the warmth I have, so you may feel a little self-defeating, but if you really don't have you, I don't know what kind of person I will become."

"Ah Sheng, I want to have a home with you, I'm going to make money, you're at home, you can continue to go to school if you're bored, or ask a few good friends to go shopping, buy whatever you want, because your man is not short of money, you can also travel, choose a few countries you like but haven't been to, take a walk, take a look, but it's best not to go for too long, half a month is the deadline, because I will miss you very much, you don't have to go to work, you don't need to face the finance you are not interested in, and you don't have to hold back your feelings for the sake of interpersonal relationships, You can wear your favorite T-shirt and jeans, and you can sleep until you wake up naturally every day, but I hope you still have to get up and eat breakfast, if you feel sleepy, you can continue to go back to your room to sleep after breakfast, if you think of me occasionally, you can ask the driver to take you to the company, I will try to compress the meeting and working hours, and accompany you to see the beautiful scenery of the sunset in the tallest building in T City......"

Gu Chen stopped talking, just because he saw tears slipping silently from the corners of Nan Sheng's eyes, he sighed and reached out to wipe them away:

"Ah Sheng, by my side, you can be your truest self, you don't need to change anything, it's all according to your own preferences, the you I love are all you, and you have full authority to put the joys and sorrows of your life into my hands, okay?"

After speaking, he stretched out his hand to Nan Sheng, palm upward, a gesture of waiting to be recognized and accepted.

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