He was afraid that he would not forget that youthful feeling, and never inquired about her. Because there is no serious hostess in the house, his marriage has not been finalized.

He never thought about other women, and he thought that he had long forgotten about Fang Jingzhi. However, after three years, when they met again, he realized that his heart for liking her had never changed.

You can imagine how shocked and happy he was when he saw her still dressed up as a girl.

Although she said that she quit her marriage with the son of the rich and noble family because of the disagreement, it was not for him that she never got married, but it was delayed by mistake. But he knew in his heart that she was still thinking about him, otherwise why would she rush all the way to Jinan Mansion to participate in the Dragon Boat Festival?

He thought that this time there would be no mistakes, and they would be able to get married. So he didn't have a long memory and invited her to meet by the lake, but who knew that there was a rough envoy who had been favored by the former princess, and jumped out to scare them by pretending to be a ghost.

He was so frightened that his limbs were limp and he collapsed on the ground, watching Fang Jingzhi fall into the lake in a daze, struggling and calling for help, but he couldn't move.

When she was rescued by King Ji'an, who happened to be passing by, he woke up from his fear and found that he had peed his pants out of nowhere. Inevitably, he was seen as ugly, so he had to leave secretly.

When I went back to the room to clean up, and when I rushed over to visit her, I could hear the discussion of the people along the way, saying that the eldest lady of the Fang family was rescued by the prince when she fell into the water, and she had a skin-to-skin relationship with the prince, and she was going to become the heroine of this palace.

He ran to the courtyard where she lived in a panic, but he ate a solid shut-in.

Two or three days passed. He received a note from her personal maid, with only four words written on it: fate is over.

Then it was time to make a marriage, and he watched the woman he liked marry his father and become his stepmother.

Over the years, there has not been a day when he has not regretted it, thinking over and over again, if he hadn't had a private meeting with her in the mourning hall at the beginning, he wouldn't have been able to help but do something out of bounds, and he wouldn't have been bumped into by the Qin family and the Qin family's girl.

If it hadn't been bumped into, the bamboo paper wouldn't have spread rumors. Not to die; Bamboo paper does not die. Xiaohuan would not hold a grudge and poison the Qin family......

Then he would not have cut off correspondence with Fang Jingzhi because of guilt, nor would he be frightened because of a mother-in-law pretending to be a ghost, let alone not save his beloved woman when she died. King Ji'an will not be the one who saves the beauty of the hero. If you don't, you will have a skin to skin relationship with her.

Then he wouldn't have lost her!

Go back to the root again and again. He still couldn't figure out how it all happened or who he was supposed to hate.

Do you hate King Ji'an? Hate, but if there is no King of Ji'an. Fang Jingzhi had already drowned in the lake.

Do you hate that mother-in-law, hate Xiaohuan, hate bamboo paper? hate, but they are either grateful for the picture, or avenge their sister, or they are dedicated to the Lord, put themselves in their shoes, what is wrong with them?

Do you hate the Qin family? Hate, but not that kind of hate. If there is anyone who is the most innocent in the whole thing, it is only her. He only hated her for being too unlucky and her life too short.

Hate himself? is undoubtedly hateful, he hates himself for being cowardly and incompetent, and hates himself for not being able to persevere to the end twice, using the strongest posture to keep his beloved woman by his side.

Do you hate Fang Jingzhi? Hate, if she hadn't gone to the mourning hall to find him, everything after that would not have happened;

More love, without her, who will comfort his heart full of grief because of the loss of his loved ones? Without her, his young time must have been boring, right?

In the end, all he could think of was the words "fate tricks"!

"The matter of the mother concubine has made me feel guilty for eighteen years, and every time I see you, I feel that I can't live with you." Zhou Han said with a relieved face, "Now that I have finally said it, I feel much more comfortable."

Second brother, I owe you a word of apology, now make up for it. ”

After saying that, he got up, clasped his hands into fists, and gave Zhou Shu a long look, "Second brother, I can't live with my mother, and I can't stand with you, please forgive me." ”

Zhou Han knew that there was another inside story about Qin's poisoning and death, Zhou Han and Fang's were just two unlucky people who were inadvertently involved, and the matter had not been completely figured out, so he didn't want to waste his energy to hate him.

"Big brother, don't be like this, it's the girl named Xiaohuan who poisoned the mother's concubine, and it has nothing to do with the eldest brother. You have also suffered a lot over the years, so don't blame yourself anymore.

I believe that the mother concubine has knowledge, and I also hope that the two of us brothers can get along in harmony. ”

Zhou Han straightened up, sat down again, and his eyes were red, "Second brother, you are really like a concubine, kind-hearted and generous. ”

Zhou Shuruo tugged at the corners of his mouth casually, and said insincerely: "The deceased is gone, why should we living people be entangled in the past?" I hope that my eldest brother can also let go of his past grievances and hatreds, grasp the present, and live a good life. ”

Zhou Han smiled bitterly, he also thought about letting go of the past and living a good life with Meng Xinniang. But that woman is really unreasonable, he can't like it even if he wants to. Every time she made a fuss, his heart shifted a little to another woman.

The more you desire, the more depressed, the more depressed you are, the more you will redouble your craving. In the end, it broke out and did something unscrupulous.

When he learned that Fang was pregnant, he was both remorseful and happy.

To his regret, he was impulsive again, putting the woman he loved so much in a ruined situation.

Happily, he finally has their own flesh and blood.

With conflicting feelings, every day is like hovering between heaven and hell, painful and happy.

It's so close, but he can't even realize his wish to see her every day, how can he not be depressed?

"The only way to solve the worries is Du Kang." He discarded the glass, picked up the flask, and drank it from mouth to mouth.

Zhou Shu got the news he wanted, and he didn't stop him, so he got drunk. When he was unconscious on the table, he called Monkey Kui and Cuifeng, "I sent my eldest brother to Feipeng Courtyard and handed it over to my sister-in-law to take care of." ”

The two little guys glanced at each other in surprise, and Cui Feng said hesitantly: "Second young master, I'm afraid it's not appropriate to send it to Feipeng Courtyard, right?" The little one heard that the prince had not been to the princess for a long time, in case the prince woke up......"

"If you want to send it, why is there so much nonsense?" Zhou Shu scolded with a sinking face.

Monkey Kui and Cuifeng didn't dare to speak anymore, so they hurriedly stepped forward, set up Zhou Han on the left and right, and went out with half help and half drag.

Zhou Shu drank all the residual wine in his cup, and a sneer slowly bloomed on his lips.

He didn't hate Zhou Han, but the death of his mother concubine had something to do with Zhou Han and the Fang family after all, and it would be a lie to say that he didn't complain at all.

He sympathized with Zhou Han and the Fang family, but the Fang family was his father's woman after all. The stepmother and the eldest brother are getting together, which is really an eyesore.

He also knew that Meng Xinniang's stupid woman couldn't hold her man, but disgusting and disgusting his eldest brother, it was still possible to let him take revenge a little!

――(To be continued......)