Chapter Eighty-Four: Loss
Angel looked around blankly, clenching her arms, except for the endless darkness, it was still darkness, and she seemed to be walking aimlessly in this endless darkness.
I don't know how long it took, a glimmer of light finally appeared in front of her, Angel quickly searched for the light, and hoped that she could leave here, but the scene in front of her made her stop suddenly.
Children are children who have not yet grown up, and are still crawling on the ground, with small hands whirring, and ah-oh sounds in their mouths, and they can't speak and want to speak, as if they are little sparrows that have not grown up.
Tears fell, Angel hugged her arms and cried, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this seems to be the only thing she can say at the moment, in her past and present lives, her two children who have no chance will definitely resent her, she is not a good mother, and took her and the child's lives when the plane crashed.
When she and the eldest grandson Yuanhong's child arrived, she was careless and didn't find out, she obviously likes to eat sour things, and her appetite is also very strange, she didn't go up to take the pulse once, she is obviously a doctor, if she knew this child, she should have loved it carefully, but she didn't care, she didn't find out, she lost that child, such pain is self-evident.
Looking at the basins of blood and water brought out of Angel's bedroom, the face of the eldest grandson Yuanhong was gloomy as never before, he was not a fool and not a blind man, he had seen such things before, at that time, the queen and Concubine Jing had miscarriages, so he stood quietly outside the door, but the result was that the child could not be saved.
If the family behind the two women had a child, it was destined to be dark in the future, and his throne would not last long, whenever the imperial doctor said those words, he would not feel relieved, the status of the eldest grandson family was preserved, and his throne was up and down again.
But when facing the child in Angel's belly, he was so helpless, this child was what he was looking forward to, he had thought more than once, after this time, let Angel give birth to a child for him, if it was a boy, according to her intelligence, she would definitely be able to raise that child outstandingly, and after the age of twelve, he began to share the government for him and become his right-hand man.
If it is a daughter, she must have her same appearance, and then go out in the same clothes as her, and from time to time she will stick to her body and call him father, which is also a very happy thing.
But this qiē is over, Angel lost the child in order to save herself, the poisoned arrow that was at a moment's notice, Angel dragged him, it was Angel who saved his life for the third time, but it also made Angel lose the child.
The eldest grandson Yuanhong was in pain for this, he knew that Angel's feelings would definitely not be any better, but so what, what was lost could not be returned, and now he could only pin all his hopes on the Tai Doctor.
At this moment, Concubine Jing looked at the basins of blood and water, and felt a little bad in her heart, although she hated Angel to death, even if she used witchcraft, she would not hesitate to do so, but when she lost her child, she was still very heartbroken, and she didn't feel that she remembered her child.
Some comfortingly said, "Your Majesty, Chen Guiyi is deeply blessed, and it will be fine!" ”
Eldest Sun Yuanhong nodded, Concubine Jing's words, but at the moment he couldn't listen to any of them, staring at the door of the room tightly.
Finally, after a long period of time, several grandmothers came out with the imperial doctor, and the imperial doctor headed by him suddenly knelt in front of the eldest grandson Yuanhong, and said bitterly, "Your Majesty, Weichen is incompetent, and Chen Guiyi has already had a miscarriage when he sent it." Chen Guiyi had already had a tire gas because of the violent running, and he encountered a violent impact, and Weichen really lacked the skills to recover. ”
The eldest grandson Yuanhong didn't feel that he had taken a step backwards, and supported his forehead with one hand, he still remembered that Angel was desperately trying to add vinegar to the spicy soup just now, and the stall owner on one side also said that Angel didn't have it, the two of them only regarded this matter as a joke, but they didn't expect that this joke would become a tragedy at the moment.
"This can't be, this is absolutely impossible!" Shuang'er jumped out, grabbed the placket of the imperial doctor's clothes and said, "My little master was changed and washed some time ago, why is she pregnant?" ”
"Frost must not be rude!" Bing'er took Shuang'er's hand and knelt in front of the eldest grandson Yuanhong, trying her best to keep her feelings calm, "Please also ask Your Majesty to atone for your sins, the slave maid and the others are just excited for a while, and please don't blame the imperial doctor." ”
The imperial doctor shook his head again and again, "The girl is also a temperamental, but some women have a special physique, although they are pregnant, there will still be signs of bleeding, but it will be less than ordinary women." Moreover, Niangniang prefers acidic food on weekdays, plus the weather is hot and humid at the moment, and there are more ice cubes used, Niangniang suffered a little cold, plus Niangniang's month is still early, and it is generally not visible. ”
Bing'er bit her lip, "Thank you, Doctor!" ”
"No problem, no problem! It's just that this time the mother's body was impacted, and she must be raised for at least half a year, don't let the mother be cold and cold again, otherwise, I am afraid that it will be difficult for the heirs in the future! The imperial doctor hurriedly told everything he knew, he was the emperor's confidant, and he could see that the emperor cared about Chen Guiyi, so he had to be careful.
Bing'er hurriedly kowtowed and thanked her sincerely, "Dare to ask the doctor, when will Niangniang wake up!" ”
The eldest grandson Yuanhong was also very concerned after hearing this, but he felt more guilty and worried, he was very afraid to face the questioning eyes and cold words when Angel woke up.
The imperial doctor lowered his head, "Chen Guiyi is in a coma at the moment, it is good for her, this miscarriage is already hurting, Guiyi Niangniang is actually protecting herself by falling asleep, if she wakes up forcibly, I am afraid that it will also damage Niangniang's body." ”
Hearing this, Eldest Sun Yuanhong waved his hand, "Go down!" ”
At this moment, Concubine Jing pursed her lips after hearing this, and actually felt that Angel and her were in sympathy with her, and the imperial doctor also said this to her a few years ago, but after that, her stomach seemed to have no movement, but I was afraid that Angel's life in ** was also extraordinarily bumpy.
"Your Majesty, Sister Chen Guiyi is just careless, the emperor loves Sister Chen so much, Chen Guiyi will definitely be able to give birth to Lin'er for the emperor in the future."
When Wen Jieyu saw such a thing, she also felt that it was a pity to have this child, but she also knew that stepping on Chen Guiyi's position at this time would inevitably be jealous, "Your Majesty, what Concubine Jing said is reasonable, please relax your mind, there is nothing in the world, don't waste the dragon body for your sister." ”
After An Lin'er heard this, she could be described as a mixture of joy and sorrow, Angel's pregnancy is helpful to the An family, if it is a prince, when she competes for the throne in the future, it will be a bargaining chip, but this also means that all the bets of the An family will be put on Angel's body at one time.
Since then, she and An Meng'er have been dispensable, especially An Meng'er is still a full flower, her position of obedience is still obtained by relying on her brother's military exploits, the emperor's nature is not very good for her, whether she will have children in the future, it is really two words, for her own future, it is really necessary to plan early.
Concubine Hui has always been a princess who can't speak, plus she is a princess who grew up outside the Saiwai, and she only cares about her wife and children outside, and the concubine is like a slave, and she comes and goes when she is called, Concubine Hui shook her handkerchief, "It's not just a child, and there will be no more in the future, why bother so much." ”
In their tribe, this is already very polite, if the concubine accidentally kills the monarch's child, it will be beaten to death.
"Smack!" The eldest grandson Yuanhong's backhand was a slap, he was worried that there was no place to get angry, this woman actually sent it up to give him anger, pointed at Concubine Hui's nose and scolded, "What do you mean?" Chen Guiyi has no children, you are very happy, aren't you? ”
Concubine Hui was beaten at the moment, collapsed to the ground, covered her side face, and looked at the emperor a little blankly, she knew that she had said the wrong thing again, and shook her head decisively, "Your Majesty, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to comfort Chen Guiyi, the concubine didn't understand Chinese, and I hope that Your Majesty will atone for her sins!" ”
Seeing such a scene, the beautiful woman hurriedly knelt down and pleaded guilty, "Your Majesty, the slave maid and my sister have different Chinese and Beijing accents, and they just ask the gods to bless Chen Guiyi to be safe and sound." Guiyi Niangniang has always been polite and tactful, and she is humble, and the gods will definitely bless Niangniang, and at this moment, please accompany Majesty Xià by Niangniang's side. Niangniang as a mother, and your wife and concubine, the most painful thing to lose a child is the mother, the closest person in the entire palace is you, the slave begs your majesty, for Niangniang, but also for the lost prince, the emperor is still by Niangniang's side, the first person she sees when Niangniang wakes up is Majesty, Niangniang will have the hope of being strong and alive. ”
When Concubine Jing heard this, she was immediately a little displeased, this beautiful woman is too good at showing herself not to say, but also better at being a person than her sister, the emperor is guilty of Chen Guiyi, and she is bound to be promoted to her position, if the emperor is accompanied day and night, then it is not a matter of love for a long time, so there is no place for them in **.
pondered slightly, "Youmeiren's words are not false, but the emperor always has to work for state affairs, if Chen Guiyi's condition in Luoyang Palace improves, it will be easier to solve." But if Chen Guiyi's depression continues, is it possible that the emperor will give up state affairs for Chen Guiyi? According to the concubines, it is better to add a few imperial doctors to my sister, take care of them day and night, and add the emperor's love, my sister's illness will naturally get better faster. ”
After hearing this, the eldest grandson Yuanhong waved his hand in despair, "That's it, that's it, Concubine Hui is jealous, she speaks evil words, it is difficult to be the lord of the first palace, and from today she will be reduced to a talented person in addition to the title and live in Yiqing Garden." ”
A few people present didn't feel that they took a breath of cool air, the emperor was completely disgusted with Shu Cairen, Yiqing Yuan is not an ordinary courtyard, it is a courtyard where the singers and actors rest, babbling and singing and dancing all day long, which is a place where the master will live?
"Your Majesty?" Concubine Hui, shouldn't it be Shu Cai now, this is a bolt from the blue for a Shu Cai person who has made countless enemies in the past, she has lived in ** since she was a child, and she is used to seeing those masters who are pointing high and stepping on the bottom.
Not to mention that she has offended so many people in the palace over the years, those concubines in the past will not let her go, even those who gloat will choose to get along with themselves and curry favor with other high-ranking concubines, and her sister is a character who will never die with her, and her life will be dark after all.
Rong Wanyi glanced at Angel's indoor door, and sighed a little in her heart, this is already the second high-ranking concubine who was driven down by her, Concubine Jing didn't say anything, the unbeatable concubine back then, Shu Cairen at this moment is not a master to be messed with, although she lacks brains, she is a real concubine.
Rong Wanyi could see that the emperor had feelings for Angel, whether it was because of gratitude or guilt, which was enough to make her invincible.
After a while, a little girl walked out of it, kneeling in front of a group of people, "Qi Xiang Xià, Niang Niang is awake!" ”
Everyone present breathed a sigh of relief, but Changsun Yuanhong stopped a little helplessly, and after taking a deep breath, he still chose to go to see the other party first, no matter what, he was the biggest patient.
Through the crescent-colored curtain, I could only vaguely see the woman on the big bed, her face was as pale as paper, her original dark pupils were no longer as agile as before, and her chapped lips were like a broken rag doll.
The eldest grandson Yuanhong was like a lightning strike, and walked to Angel's side in three or two steps, guilt drowned him like a flood, and weakly shouted the name of the woman beside him, "Ruoxi!" Ruoxi! Ruoxi! ”
Angel seemed to be still in the dream just now, she knew that there was someone beside her, but this was it, she was still very reluctant to accept it, gently stroked her stomach, tears slipped silently.
Shuang'er was anxious, and almost cried with her, "Niangniang, Niangniang, you can't cry, you can't cry, this is still in the confinement, your crying like this will hurt your eyes." ”
Angel moved her lips, she had just lost her child, and she inevitably hurt her vitality, and her voice was hoarse and weak, "Your Majesty, do you think he will hate me?" Hate me for not noticing him, hate me for cruelly abandoning him, hate my carelessness and not do my duty as a mother. ”
"Ruoxi!" The eldest grandson Yuanhong was speechless, he was ready to accept Angel'er's resentment and accusations, but Angel didn't, just blamed all the blame on himself, which made the emperor speechless at this moment, shame and responsibility were like a mountain, and he couldn't breathe.
"Your Majesty, I dreamed of him just now, he still can't walk, his fleshy little hands can only lie aimlessly on the ground, maybe because he is too fat, he always has to twist his little body, and his teeth are only two front teeth, and he laughs, just like a little rabbit who pleases people."
"Master, don't say it, slave begs you to stop talking!" Shuang'er covered her mouth and couldn't cry, she had never seen Angel so weak and helpless.
"I'll find out about it!" Changsun Yuanhong's voice was a little choked, and he suddenly turned around and left, and several people present felt inexplicable.
In my memory, after the concubines lost their children, they cried and begged the emperor to call the shots, and the emperor gave a certain amount of comfort to the toner drum, but why did it suddenly turn around here?
The eldest grandson Yuanhong held on to the railing, climbing the stairs that were not too high, but it still seemed difficult to walk, and he accidentally stepped on the air, and almost flew out.
Changge's eyes quickly pulled the other party down, "Your Majesty, be careful!" ”
The eldest grandson Yuanhong looked at the dark night around him, and his ears still seemed to echo Angel's desperate and guilty cry, such a night, it seems that there will never be a day to stop in **.
Changge seemed to know the helplessness of the eldest grandson Yuanhong, but he could only sigh and say, "The emperor mourns!" ”
Condolences? The eldest grandson Yuanhong smiled miserably, how to mourn? If Angel loses her temper with him, perhaps, he will know how to comfort her, after all, the child will be kept to save him, but Angel can't even ask him questions, so he takes all the blame on himself.
The eldest grandson Yuanhong felt like a waste, he had been circling around the ** for many years, pretending to be crazy and stupid in the court, there was no point at the moment, he couldn't save his child, and he still needed Angel to take the blame for her.
Sitting casually on the ground, his hoarse voice filled his mood at the moment, "Have you ever found out where the assassin came from?" ”
Speaking of this, Changge became angry, and even twitched the corners of his mouth, "This person is the son of a side concubine of King Guanglin, and he can barely be regarded as one of the sons of King Guanglin with brains, ranking second among many heirs." At the beginning, the fiefdom of King Guanglin's sister-in-law and eldest son was the same, and the two did not interfere with each other, and the fief was split without any festivals. But the second son of King Guanglin quickly realized that something was wrong, although he had a fief and a title, and he didn't need to enter Beijing as a hostage, but this was tantamount to splitting the fief, and they were just an empty name. Although he has also discussed with other brothers, but where do people who live a prosperous life think about going to war, a few brothers stabilize the status quo, eat, drink and have fun all day long, and don't take him seriously at all, the son-in-law and the eldest son, simply sent him away at will, some brothers knew about his idea of getting up, and even assassinated him, hoping to occupy his fiefdom, so he thought of such a thing in desperation. ”
After hearing this, the eldest grandson Yuanhong smiled cruelly, "It seems that several of my nephews think that their lives are too leisurely, so it's okay, I will uproot the consequences of this action, and save me a lot of dreams in the future, and then toss out some moths." ”