When I went back, I learned the exciting news that CL's four-year girl group plans to launch next summer, and it is still a little more than half a year away.

The selection is in full swing.

Judging from the current ranking points, the first-ranked minor is definitely in and out of the group. Pillow Creek, ranked 19th, is still very entangled.

If she is determined to make her debut, she must squeeze into at least the top 10 in the next six months.

For this reason, Weiyang and Min Yuchen also took the time to discuss with her the question of whether to make her debut.

It stands to reason that it is better for her physical condition to avoid being too exposed to the public. However, MINNER missed her debut four years ago, and if she loses again this time, she is afraid of causing a new impact on her. Moreover, she has not had any anomalies in the last year or two.

According to the observation of her roommate Pillow Creek, her current life is really happy and happy, and the only dream she insists on fighting every day is to be able to make her debut.

Pillow Creek couldn't make up his mind, so he could only say that he would observe it for another half a year.

"It would be nice if you could make your debut with her. Min Yuchen told her.

"Big brother, can you please take a look at my current ranking? Unless CL plans to release a large girl group of 20 people, why should I debut with the No. 1 minor. ”

"Aren't you now because you don't dance at all and rely purely on vocal music to score points, if you pick up the dance one day, the ranking will naturally rise. Besides, you can now rank in the top three of all the trainees' vocal charts in a single item, you can rest assured. ”

Min Yuchen's wish is wonderful. Pillow Xi originally thought that she planned her future time well, and it shouldn't be much of a problem to squeeze into the top 10 by relying on the assessment ranking.

But what about that sentence.

The moon is cloudy and sunny, and people have good and bad luck.

Aunt Xu's call came very suddenly, three months after Pillow Creek came to South Korea, on the morning of one day, when she was still practicing.

As soon as the phone was connected, Aunt Xu said to her in a trembling voice:

"Dandan, come back quickly. ”

As soon as the phone was hung on the pillow stream, she was stunned, and she stood there for a long time without responding, or other trainees found out about her abnormality, and walked in front of her to take a look, only to be frightened:

"Pillow Creek, why are you crying?"

She stumbled and stumbled, unsure if anyone else could understand her, and then she collapsed, panicked and overwhelmed.

The luggage was packed by Minor, the ticket was set by Minor, and the leave was also invited by Minor, she accompanied her to the airport, accompanied her to return to China, and comforted her all the way:

"It's okay, it's not as bad as you think, I asked, if you have lip cancer, it can be treated with surgery. ”

Lip cancer.

This is a term that Pillow Creek has never heard in his two lifetimes. She knew about liver cancer, lung cancer, stomach cancer, but not lip cancer.

Can a person's lips also be eroded by cancer cells?

Aunt Xu told her that she found before she left last time, that the ulcer on her grandmother's lips had not been good, and it had a tendency to grow bigger and worse, and she had been persuading her grandmother to go to a regular hospital to see her, but the old man was stubborn and refused to compromise. It was only recently that I showed signs of pain that I agreed to go to the hospital.

First, I went to a community clinic, but the doctor had no way to diagnose it. Today, when I arrived at the regular city hospital, I was diagnosed with lip cancer after an examination. The doctor suggested that she be hospitalized immediately, but my grandmother refused, saying that she would not be able to get out if she went in, and she was afraid that she would not see the side of Pillow Creek again.

Pillow Creek was led by Minor along the way, how to get to the airport, how to get on the plane, how to get off the plane, I don't know at all.

Her mind is full of what she should do if her grandmother has three long and two short?

How will she continue with the rest of her life?

She didn't dare to think about it at all, but she couldn't restrain herself from thinking about it.

Until I got home and saw my grandmother, it was just a small ulcer like a pimple before leaving, but now it has spread to a large piece and has a tendency to fester.

Pillow Creek has become the kind he hates the most, the useless person who only knows how to cry.

Aunt Xu asked her to go to the doctor for an interview, but she didn't listen to anything the whole time. Minor didn't know Chinese, Aunt Xu couldn't understand many words, and finally had to call all the pillows.

After listening to the doctor, Pillow Quan came out and said to Pillow Creek:

"There is not much chance of a cure. What the doctor meant was that instead of letting the old man suffer later because of surgery and chemotherapy, it was better to let her live the rest of her life happily. ”

After hearing this, Zhuxi fell down with his back against the wall, and others couldn't pull it.

"What is to be cured, must be cured. What am I going to do without my grandmother? What am I going to do?"

"Cancer treatment costs a lot of money, do you still have the money?" asked her.

"Sold the house, sold everything. ”

"I don't want anything, as long as my grandmother can be well, I don't want anything......"

It was the first time that Pillow Quan had seen his daughter, who was known for her independence and strength, become like this. It was as if the backbone and backbone of the whole person had been drained away, and the only order that could be given in his mind was crying.

Seeing that the situation was completely out of control, Minor could only try to contact Weiyang, who was filming in a closed film in which country.

The phone was handed to Pillow Creek, and it was yelling:

"Don't listen to any third-rate doctor lying to you, the best medical resources in the country are in the capital, and the best cancer hospital is also in the capital. Don't listen to your cheap dad fooling you, he's just afraid that you will give all the money to your grandmother for treatment, and there will be no money left for her. You listen to me, send your grandmother to City E first, and I'll ask my sister to find you the best doctor right away. If you can't go abroad at home, what are you afraid of now that medical technology is so developed?"

Well, transferring to the hospital, Pillow Creek also knows that he should go to the place where the resources are most concentrated.

But she didn't have the slightest clue how to proceed with these things. The brain, which is usually quite bright, is now in a state of complete shutdown.

"If you want to go to E City, is it faster to contact Xiao Xiu? Wei Yang is very enthusiastic, but he is far from being a little difficult to meddle with the Tiangao Emperor now. Aunt Xu suggested.

Pillow Xi called Yun Xiu.

Things are upside down and can't be explained clearly, and I can only remember that I kept crying and begging each other.

Yun Xiu came quickly, and within a few hours of the call, he appeared in front of Zhuxi, when Aunt Xu was coaxing her to eat, and she herself was staring at the ground with her eyes blank.

"Why did you lose weight like this?" exclaimed Sister Pan.

"From the day I received the call to the day I came back to now, I haven't eaten anything for three or four days. ”

"Where's Grandma?" Yun Xiu asked.

"Just fell asleep. ”

Yunxiu squatted in front of her and said to her, "I'll go see the doctor now, you eat first, okay." ”

Pillow Creek nodded.

After taking two mouthfuls of porridge indiscriminately, she couldn't eat it again, and Sister Pan kept coaxing, "Grandma still needs you to take care of it, what if your body collapses?"

"Then I'm not going to live anymore. ”

"What are you talking about?" Sister Pan said angrily: "Now that nothing has been decided, you will be deflated first." ”

"Pillow Quan told me before, and the doctor told him that my grandmother has no chance of being cured, and Zuo has only a few months left to live. ”

"You listen to him talk to you, he lies to you. ”

"But he's my dad. ”

"He didn't lie to you enough?"

Yun Xiu happened to come out of the doctor's office.

"How is it?" Sister Pan asked him, and Pillow Creek looked at him as well.

"Have you eaten?"

"A sip or two. ”

Yunxiu said to her: "You drink this porridge, and I will tell you about my grandmother's situation." ”

"I can't drink it. ”

"That's not good, we said before, I'll go see the doctor, you eat. ”

Pillow Creek gulped a few mouthfuls, only to feel more and more sick to my stomach and want to vomit.

"Alright. Yun Xiu wiped away her physiological tears and told her: "The medical resources here are always inferior to the capital, let alone the world's first-class developed countries. There are a lot of data and indicators that they don't know very well. In such cases, their opinions are also not instructive. Let's take my grandmother to the capital first and let the excellent and outstanding experts consult with us, can we talk about it later?"

Pillow Creek nodded.

That night, my grandmother went to City E. The medical team was ready at the airport, got off the plane, and immediately entered the most prestigious cancer hospital in the country.

It was close to the early hours of the morning after a series of inspection items were completed, and Yunxiu told her that she would not be able to arrange an expert consultation until all the data came out, and the fastest would be tomorrow.

Grandma took the medicine, took her hand a little groggily and said, "I'm fine, now I'm sleepy and want to sleep, you also go to rest, don't accompany me tonight." ”

"No, if you ...... at night"

"With me tonight, you hurry up and rest. Aunt Xu said to her: "Look at you now, you are floating when you walk, you really have to take care of your body, otherwise what will you do in the future?"

Aunt Xu pushed her outside the ward and said, "Okay, okay, you take care of your spirits and come back to me tomorrow, at least one of us must be healthy." ”

Pillow Creek was locked outside the ward, dazed and at a loss.

"The place where I live is only a ten minute drive away. Can you come back with me tonight? Yunxiu asked him.

Pillow Creek looked at him for a long time and nodded slowly.

"Where's Minor?" she asked.

"She was not in good spirits, so Sister Pan took her away first. ”

The ten-minute drive was very fast, and Pillow Creek felt like it hadn't looked at the driveway a few more times before the car stopped.

It's not the Yun family's old mansion, nor is it the place where Yun Xiu lived before, it's a completely unfamiliar residence.

She sat quietly on the sofa, her whole mind was empty, and she listened to what Yunxiu told her in a trance.

With a cup of hot milk stuffed into her hand, Yunxiu asked her, "What are you thinking?"

"Consultation. ”

"That's tomorrow. ”

"It's going to be tomorrow soon. ”

"Do you want to rest?"

Pillow Creek shook his head, "I can't sleep." ”

"With the right amount of sleeping potion in the milk, you can drink it and you will be asleep. ”

Pillow Creek looked at him.

"Don't believe me. I usually drink it when I can't sleep, a little bit, it's fine. ”

"Why can't you sleep?"

"There will always be things that can't sleep. ”