"Xing'er, I'm back. Sima Yue ran towards the house, stopped in front of Sima Xing, and did it to her side.

"En!" Sima Xing glanced up at her and continued to read.

"Why are you alone, brother?" asked Sima Xing casually.

"I don't know, maybe it was because I thought it was too much after bullying me, so I ran away. Sima Yue leaned on Sima Xing's shoulder, and said casually with a reassuring expression on her face.

"En!?So you were bullied by your brother and your eyes were red from crying?" Obviously, he just glanced at it briefly, but Sima Xing found something that Sima Yue deliberately hidden.

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"I'm not here, are you slandering me like this?" After a short silence, the voice of Zuo Chen came out from the direction of the Jasper Bamboo Forest.

Sima Yue and Sima Xing suddenly looked at Zuo Chen as if they had been frightened, for no other reason, but because Zuo Chen's tone was full of rich emotion.

"Brother, did you take the wrong medicine?" Sima Yue's eyes widened, and then she looked at Zuo Chen seriously.

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"Gurgling !!" Suddenly, there was a protest of someone's stomach.

When I looked at the sky, it was already evening, and the time passed so quickly!

"Let's go eat!" Zuo Chen smiled faintly, revealing a charming smile, fascinating the two sisters for a while.

"Xing'er, it's over, I'm actually fascinated by my brother's smile!" When he came back to his senses, Zuo Chen had already walked away, Sima Yue was holding Sima Xing beside him with one hand, and touching his chest with the other, and his heart was pounding. Sima Xing was silent, seemingly usual, but his heart was beating faster than Sima Yue's.

It's just that these Zuo Chen didn't notice it, although he was walking on the way to the restaurant, he still thought about the jasper bamboo forest in his mind.

At that time, like Sima Yue, after entering the jasper bamboo forest, Zuo Chen was also fascinated by the fragrance that came to his face, and he greedily inhaled the fragrance without knowing the time.

When he came to his senses, Sima Yue was not by Zuo Chen's side, Zuo Chen wanted to look for it, but the past from a long, long time ago appeared in his heart.

For as long as he can remember, he was influenced by his parents to be inspired to become a soldier and work hard for it, and he has been working hard, day after day, year after year, and then to despair when his ideals are shattered.

During this period, the feelings of everything poured back into his heart, allowing Zuo Chen to re-experience a side of life. It's just that, unlike in the past, although Zuo Chen's heart is extremely lacking now, the degree of firmness and firmness is not comparable to that of him in the past.

When he re-experienced life, after the forgotten feelings and other things surfaced, Zuo Chen's inner gap was made up, and the hypocritical personality of the original two fusions blended together, allowing Zuo Chen to rediscover himself, although it was only at the beginning and was still in the infant stage.

Of course, this is important, but there are other more important things.

The abyss of despair made Zuo Chen feel despair more clearly, but the newborn Zuo Chen and his indestructible will allowed him to maintain a trace of clarity under the washing of the abyss of despair, and was not swallowed by the abyss of despair.

When the second time of life came to this world, he met Sima Ye, was saved by her, fascinated by her, and in a state of empathy, Zuo Chen clearly experienced the feelings at that time.

Next, I met Yi Xiaorou again, what the two did together, in order to awaken the profession and go to the city to meet Bai Yuyu, join Bai Yuyu's team to adventure together, because they wanted to become stronger and look for Sima Ye, after that, the bits and pieces of stories, after these stories were re-experienced, the distractions in Zuo Chen's heart disappeared one after another, and the feelings for Sima Ye in his heart gradually became clear.

From the initial worship to the warmth of the sister I wanted, to wanting to be by her side forever, and finally had to leave the adventure party for safety.

Zuo Chen was no longer confused, he knew that his admiration for Sima Ye had been distorted and turned into liking.

He vaguely dreamed of meeting a girl and helping the girl solve the misunderstanding, although it was vague and he couldn't think of anything specifically, but Zuo Chen knew that it was his and Yi Xiaorou's memories.

He also dreamed of the aftermath of despair, where a couple came to his hospital room with a young girl crying and apologizing, only at that time he was in a coma and only heard voices. But I think it should be Bai Yuyu and her parents.

When everything is clear and clear, Zuo Chen, who has no distractions and has persistence, controls despair with his own will, although he will still be invaded by despair, but that will only be when he uses that power, and if he does not use the power of despair, he is an ordinary adventurer.

This is also the reason why Zuo Chen has changed so much, not how complicated the process is, but that he has integrated and solved his own problems, so the next thing is a matter of going with the flow and not a problem.

In the restaurant, the two sisters of Sima Yue stared at Zuo Chen deadly, such a huge change naturally aroused the strong curiosity of the two, just a blatant look at a secretly cautious observation.

Zuo Chen ignored all this, and he was enjoying the food with a happy body and mind, and he experienced happiness that had never been so clear before.

"Xing'er, what do you say happened to my brother to become like this, could it be that he really took the wrong medicine?" Sima Yue was extremely curious about Zuo Chen's changes, obviously there was not much difference between the two of them going in and out together, although there was a gap of a few hours in the middle.

"I don't know, but this kind of brother is more reassuring. Sima Xing glanced at Zuo Chen, compared to before, it was difficult to feel anything, now Sima Xing could easily feel the strong feelings in Zuo Chen's heart. Therefore, this change is good, at least for Sima Xing.

"Ahh

"Eat well, what do you say secretly?" Zuo Chen, with a doting tone, obviously knocked on Sima Yue's head just now.

"Hmm. It's nothing, I'm just telling Xing'er that this meal is delicious. Right, Xing'er?" lowered her head to eat, Sima Yue had no emotion in her words, she was very uncomfortable with the relationship and love that Zuo Chen suddenly revealed, and she always felt very awkward. While change is good, it always makes her feel uncomfortable.

Zuo Chen has changed so much, naturally because he has just been integrated, and his improper control of feelings and other things has overflowed all of a sudden, and he has expressed it too much. As long as he waits for a few days or a period of time, Zuochen can control himself perfectly, and it won't be like this again.

Zuo Chen is naturally very clear about his changes, but now he has tried his best to control himself.

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