154 - After the wound is healed, you can leave (Q)

Tang Muchuan spent a whole afternoon trying to figure out a very simple truth.

Between him and Qin Se, Qin Se has never done anything wrong, it is himself who is wrong, he is himself from beginning to end, it is wrong not to apologize solemnly, how can he force her to show her truest feelings?

He was suffering from a disease called habit, and no one had ever dared to be so self-conscious in front of him, except Qin Se. is used to living a life that is too feared, and a Qin Se who regards him as an ordinary person suddenly appears next to him, which is obviously what he is looking forward to, but it makes him so unaccustomed.

So after hurting her, he did something irrationally that hurt her, and now that I think about it, I feel incredible, it's too stupid, he doesn't even have the least IQ anymore.

Fortunately, it was not hopeless, he still figured it out after all.

He said to Mu Yan to let go, not just a joke, but really made such a decision.

Respect for a person should allow her to live the life she wants, not in captivity. If you like someone, you should give her the greatest joy, not let her learn to hide her feelings. To love someone, you should give her the best things in the world, instead of attaching the good you think you think to her.

She wants to be free, and he gives.

She wants to be happy, and he gives.

She wanted to go back to the way she had been, and he let it go.

Tang Muchuan believes that even if she returns to her previous life trajectory, she will still belong to herself in the end. He had such confidence, because he would hold everything Qin Se wanted, all in front of her hands.

At this time, he stood under Qin Se's first step, looking at her line of sight, and clearly saw the surprise in Qin Se's eyes, so obvious. That's right, his moodiness is so changeable that even he himself feels abnormal, not to mention her, he just wanted to explain, but he saw the love in Qin Se's eyes gradually disappearing:

"When I wear it like this, does it look like a good look?"

Only this explanation can be explained, otherwise how could he, who was targeting himself everywhere a moment ago, suddenly be so gentle? He is not a face-changing actor in Sichuan opera, how can he grasp his love in a blink of an eye?

Qin Se's misunderstanding made Tang Muchuan's original desire to explain fade.

Originally, he was not a person who would apologize, he was originally a person who was not good at explaining, and finally raised the courage to convince himself, at this time, he didn't know how to tell, he was silent for a moment, or gave up, took her hand and slowly went downstairs, and walked towards the restaurant.

Qin Se had been silently following behind him, looking at this familiar and unfamiliar back, the churning love in his heart was suppressed and suppressed, and finally shook off his hand at the last step of the stairs, stopped, and looked at him coldly.

Tang Muchuan was not surprised by Qin Se's actions, turned around, and looked at her lightly:

"How?"

Qin Se closed his eyes and opened his mouth to say something, but in the end, there were only two words:

"It's fine."

She thought she could not care, a stand-in, a name, what was it? But when Tang Muchuan was looking at herself with such gentle eyes, but she was actually looking at another person, she still felt disgusted, and the clothes on her body were like fire, burning every inch of her skin.

She convinced herself to calm down, endure it, and stop struggling uselessly. So on the verge of the outbreak of love, he once again chose to compromise.

Tang Muchuan didn't understand what Qin Se was thinking, but he could also see that she was uncomfortable, and more or less knew what the reason was, after all, there were not many things that could make her annoyed, and looking at the food in the restaurant, he felt that most of the meals he couldn't eat.

Straightening his body, he chuckled to himself, put his hand in his pocket, and told Qin Se that he would not take her hand again:

"If you're not hungry, go for a walk?"

Rather than eating at the same table with him, Qin Se would rather go out and blow the sea breeze, she was afraid that the nausea would come back and affect her appetite.

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The beach at dusk still had the residual temperature of the day, and there was sand that got into Qin Se's slippers and stuck to her feet, she felt a little uncomfortable, so she simply walked barefoot and walked slowly.

Considering that her leg injury had not healed, Tang Muchuan did not walk too far, and when he was close to the seaside, he stopped, looked at the sea level and was silent for a moment, and waited for Qin Se to approach, before he slowly asked:

"Hate me?"

When Qin Se heard this, his footsteps had not stopped, the sea breeze and waves were coming, and Tang Muchuan's voice was mixed in, which seemed a little unreal, so Qin Se couldn't judge what he meant by this sentence for a while, and he wasn't even sure if he had ever opened his mouth.

Later, Tang Muchuan couldn't wait for Qin Se's answer, turned to look at her, and repeated the two words just now, Qin Se was sure that he was asking himself, and there was no bad feeling in his tone.

But even so, Qin Se didn't know how he should answer?

Her hesitation, Tang Muchuan saw it in his eyes, and smiled self-deprecatingly:

"I probably already know the answer."

Qin Se breathed a sigh of relief and didn't ask him what his answer was, because it didn't matter.

Tang Muchuan turned around again, no longer looking at her, thinking that if he didn't look at her, she would probably be more comfortable.

Qin Se is indeed a little more comfortable, but the confusion in his heart is a lot more, the man in front of him Qin Se thinks that he has never seen through, and now this is even more shrouded in a layer of mist around him, which is even more unpredictable, she really doesn't have the energy to guess what he did, but every decision he makes is related to himself, and it is difficult for Qin Se not to care.

Tang Muchuan didn't speak, Qin Se naturally wouldn't be speechless, the sun was setting, the two of them stood one after the other, watching the sea dyed red by the sunset fade little by little, and then stained with the depth of the night.

They had been standing for a long time, so long that Qin Se was starting to feel cold.

She gathered the nightgown on her body and whispered:

"Mr. Tang, if it's okay, I want to go back."

Tang Muchuan didn't speak, and Qin Se didn't have to wait for his answer before leaving, but before he could take a step, his voice slowly came:

"Qin Se, I didn't treat you as a show of face."

Qin Se paused and looked at him.

"You are not the same as Zhanyan, familiar people can see it, let alone me?"

Qin Se hesitated for a moment and opened his mouth:

"And what is your purpose in keeping me around? Seeing people and thinking about people? ”

"Whatever my original intentions were, I don't need it anymore."

Qin Se faintly felt something, but because that might seem too unrealistic to her, she was vetoed by herself at the first time, she looked at Tang Muchuan's tall back, and said softly:

"I don't quite understand what Mr. Tang means."

Tang Muchuan turned around and looked at her calmly:

"You can recuperate here with peace of mind, and when you recover, I will personally send you back to T City."

Qin Se suspected that he had misheard, and looked at him in a daze, his eyes full of disbelief.

"Don't believe me?"

Qin Se was shocked that his expression was a little too much, so he restrained his feelings and shook his head slightly:

"What you say is very credible."

"So, I'm not useless in your heart."

Qin Se didn't think about whether his words contained another meaning, and he didn't ask him the ultimate reason for letting him go, not that he wasn't curious, but he didn't want to know, he had already gotten what she wanted, and he hadn't lost anything, so she didn't care much about that answer.

"Thank you, Mr. Tang."

Tang Muchuan looked at her, he thought that his letting go would get him a smile, but he didn't expect her love to be always flat, no different from just now, he smiled self-deprecatingly, looked at the clothes on her body, and said:

"Let's go back, the sea breeze is cool at night, don't catch a cold."

Qin Se nodded, he had no intention of staying, he turned to leave, but as soon as he walked two steps away, Tang Muchuan's voice slowly came from behind, and with the sound of the waves, it sounded as clear as a spring:

"Qin Se, the matter of the jade bracelet...... I apologize to you. ”

His tone was very flat, but there was a bit of caution in this blandness that people couldn't ignore, and he was serious.

Qin Se was so surprised that he was stunned for a while, and he didn't have time to react.

Before this, she did guess Tang Muchuan's reaction to the matter of the jade bracelet, and originally thought that he would apologize to himself after learning the truth, but she learned from Mu Yan that since she was a child, she had never heard Tang Muchuan say the word 'sorry' to anyone.

Later, she also felt that a man like Tang Muchuan probably didn't have the word 'sorry' in the dictionary.

It's just that at this time, he actually made an exception for himself.

What reaction? Aside from the initial shock, Qin Se didn't have any other feelings, because this was what he should have said to himself a long time ago.

Under normal circumstances, Qin Se should show his demeanor and say, 'It's okay'. But she didn't, and after a moment of shock, she took a new step, walked over and put on the shoes she had taken off, and walked towards the villa without stopping.

Stingy? I don't think that she would rather be treated as the kind of person with a small belly than a hypocritical pretending to be relieved.

She had long admitted that she was a person who held grudges, not to mention that the pain in her waist at this time was still reminding her of the experience of the day, how could she let go? At least at this moment, she can't. But she didn't want to worry about this matter until she was old, Tang Muchuan didn't want to remember the faint person for her life, so she handed over this forgiveness to the arrangement of time and let it be.

When she left Tang Muchuan, left the island of forgetting worries, and left the qiē qiē related to him, the pain that this incident gave her must have slowly faded away.

When Qin Se left the beach, Tang Muchuan knew that he didn't have any response to her apology to himself, and Tang Muchuan also expected it early in the morning, this is Qin Se, who doesn't hide his feelings and doesn't tuck them. R1154