I'm ninety-two, and many of the people who read my books are people of my age, and to tell you the truth, when I was ten months old, before I was weaned, my mother left me and went out to work in the name of earning me tuition, and threw me to my grandmother.

At that time, my father was still a teacher in a rural primary school, and he only had a salary of about 20 yuan a month, so he couldn't support me at all.

So he listened to his friend's advice and went fishing with someone to South Africa, and I haven't seen him since.

At that time, I didn't know where my dad had gone, and my mom was always outside, usually coming back every two or three years, and people said I was a left-behind child, but I felt that I was no different from an orphan.

When I was in elementary school, I never mentioned my parents to my teachers and classmates, because I don't remember, or I can't remember clearly, we were very kind people, when I was in primary school, because of my good grades, the teachers were very good to me, no teachers and classmates ever laughed at me for not having parents, I am very grateful to my teachers and classmates at that time, they gave me a lot of help.

But don't say it, it doesn't mean that there is no shadow in my heart, because my childhood never knew what is called father's love and mother's love, I have always hated my mother, hated her for leaving me in ten months, saying that it was to earn tuition for me, but who can know, she only gave my grandmother 400 yuan a year, at that time the primary school was not free, the tuition fee for a year was 15, and the two semesters were 300, plus the usual miscellaneous fees, how can 400 yuan be enough?

I don't want to talk about how hard my life was with my grandmother, I can eat meat no more than three times a year, and I remember that the best dish I ate on my birthday was bean sprouts, and at that time I thought that eating bean sprouts was more fragrant than meat.

Later, I was in the second year of junior high school, my grandmother was gone, and there was no one to take care of me, so my mother was forced to come back, I thought that I would at least feel better, but I didn't expect that my mother was back, but at the same time there was a man who came back, and my mother had a big belly and was about to give birth.

So I had a brother who was fourteen years younger than me, I didn't get the maternal love I imagined, every day when I came back from school, I had to take care of my brother while eating, and she was playing mahjong, my brother cried, she blamed me, my brother had a fever, she also blamed me, the man my mother brought back never looked at me, several times my brother fell, I looked at his eyes, I wanted to strangle me, if it wasn't for my uncle living opposite our house, I would have been beaten by him all over the body.

At that time, I really longed for my dormitory classmates, because I lived in the school, at least I didn't have to see them anymore.

Until I was admitted to college, he never looked at me directly, but I was stubborn at that time and didn't want to look at him.

I went to college, my family didn't give me money to pay tuition, the tuition fee was 4,001, plus the other expenses were 6,050, I ran to the construction site in the county town with my second brother in the summer vacation and carried cement for two and a half months and only earned 3,700 yuan, and when I came back, my mother asked me to take away a thousand, at that time I was ready not to go to college, to go out to work.

Later, my uncle gave me 2,000 behind my aunt's back, and my second uncle also gave me 2,000, and I especially want to thank Liu Ping, the head teacher of my senior high school, who gave me 5,000 in one breath, saying that it was a temporary loan to me, so that I could save some money on living expenses, and said that after graduation, I would return it to her when I found a job and had money, I knew that this was no different from giving, but I would definitely return the money to her, after all, people helped me in the most difficult time, I can't be a white-eyed wolf.

So since I went to college, I have studied and worked part-time, worked as a flyer, 50 a day, a restaurant waiter, 15 an hour, delivered meals, sweated profusely to deliver a dollar, and also delivered couriers, but I only worked with people in school, and I only had 500 yuan a month.

Later, I started to write novels, I started from the second semester of my sophomore year, and I had a chance to see my roommate writing novels in Tieba, and then I came to Heiyan, and I could earn about 2,000 a month.

At that time, I was very excited, because I loved reading novels, and I had read a lot of online novels before, and I liked to make up stories and play with words since junior high school.

So I tried to write it with him, but because I was a layman, the manuscript was rejected one after another, and the editor either said that there was nothing new at the beginning, or that I wrote too plain to sign a contract.

Sometimes, I was so desperate that I thought I was going to give up, and the editor sympathized with me and gave me an idea to try to write suspense.

I went to read a lot of Heiyan's excellent suspense books, and pondered for a long time before writing this beginning, and then the editor said yes, let me write it well.

I've never been sloppy, since the book was released, I've written it all seriously, chapter by chapter, never daring to water, I have written all the books I've read, and I think the most exciting plot has been written, just hoping that one day, it can be liked by everyone.

There are many readers who should have the impression that the book has been changed and changed before, which makes many people feel bored, and I want to say sorry to these readers, because I really want to write a satisfactory plot, so I will repeatedly entangle and change it repeatedly.

I didn't expect so many people to enjoy reading my books, and I didn't expect that I would be able to reach the top of the new book list, and one day even reach the top of the popularity list, which I couldn't have imagined.

But today, too, is my most apprehensive moment, because I received a notice from the editor that this book is about to be put on the shelves.

The editor told me that the shelves are for readers to pay to read, and they will be charged according to the price of 1,000 words and 5 cents, and I have roughly calculated that a chapter should be a dime and a half, and a short chapter may be a dime and a dime.

Maybe you, as readers, will leave me when you see the news, and you will be angry, and you will not understand why this novel is still charged.

The first thing I want to say is that I don't want to put it on the shelves either, because putting it on the shelves means that a lot of people are leaving, everyone is leaving, no one is reading the book, and I don't have the strength to write.

Sometimes I hate this self now, I don't live as well as a beggar, this year the beggar will not look at a few cents in his eyes, throw him on the ground and pick it up, but I am here to kneel and beg everyone for a few cents, a few cents of investment!

Actually, I just write books to make ends meet, to be able to eat and wear new clothes, and to be honest, if the website gives me a fixed salary every month, I am satisfied, because I think it is enough.

But the benefits of a newcomer like me are only upgraded, there is no dead salary, you can only earn it by yourself, you earn 100, and you have to share it with the website 40%, and then pay the tax, there is only 53 yuan left.

And the website said that they spent a lot of money to promote my book, if there are not many people who read it, then there is no need for you to write it like this, they will not waste their money and time, maybe one day, edit a notice, your book is not subscribed by a few people, and it will be finished tomorrow. I'm done, and so is the book I've worked so hard to write.

Therefore, whether this novel is valuable and whether it can survive can only rely on a pack of cigarettes, an ice cream, and a bottle of mineral water in everyone's hands.

I wouldn't expect to make a fortune with a few cents of a subscription every day, and to be honest, that income is not as good as asking for food.

I just want to earn money for tuition and living expenses, so that I can eat and drink every day. At the same time, it can only maintain the survival of this novel.

But if enough people subscribe, at least the website won't cut it in half, at least I can guarantee that the plot and content of this novel will not be watery, it will not be completed in a hurry, and the ending will also be carefully compiled by me!

Speaking of which, if you can understand me, you will naturally understand, and if you can't understand, I won't blame you, but I can only blame my own work is still not good enough, and in your mind, it is not worth investing a few cents a day.

I can only keep working hard and keep doing good work! I hope that Yiqiē can get better and better, and can no longer be looked down upon by himself!

Finally, thank you to those who are willing to subscribe to my book and support me, and thank you to those who have not given up until now, although you have to leave for some reason, but it doesn't matter, I still want to thank you!

Well, now let's talk about the top-up.

1: First of all, you have to register a Black Rock account, Black Rock supports one-click login, as long as you have a QQ number or WeChat ID, Baidu account, Sina Weibo account, etc., you can directly use these accounts to log in to Black Rock with one click, registration is so simple.

2: Click [Recharge] at the top and follow the recharge process.

3: Specific recharge method. Black Rock supports six recharge methods, [Online Banking] [Alipay] [Tenpay] [Mobile Phone Bill Recharge Card] [Game Point Card] [PayPal]

Now I will explain in detail each of the deposit methods.

【Online Banking】This requires you to open online banking to recharge, and the recharge ratio is 1:100 (that is, one dollar is equal to 100 rock coins)

【Alipay】Those who have an Alipay account can choose. The scale is 1:100

[Tenpay] is the same as Alipay, the ratio is 1:100

【Mobile phone bill recharge card】

This is the most convenient and fastest way to top-up. Blackrock supports three types of recharge cards, China Mobile, China Unicom and China Telecom recharge cards. Newsstands, convenience stores, supermarkets are all available. The recharge ratio is 1:85, which is less than that of online banking, because China Mobile Unicom has to deduct a little handling fee from it.

【Game Point Cards】

This is the same as a mobile recharge card, which is very easy to buy. However, Black Rock only supports the following game point cards, and the others are not supported, so you must see it clearly when you buy it. They are [Junwang All-in-One Card], [Shanda Game Card] [Journey Game Card] [Q Coin Card] [Jiuyou Card] [Yibao] [NetEase Card] [Perfect World Card] [Sohu Changyou Card] [Zongyou All-in-One Card] [Tianxia All-in-One Card] and [Tianhong All-in-One Card]

The recharge ratio is between 1:70~75. Please look for the above ones to buy, other game point cards are not supported!

【PayPal】This is a special top-up method for overseas friends, so I won't introduce it much!

PS: After the recharge is completed, you can subscribe, and you can directly choose to subscribe automatically, so that you don't have to worry about subscribing to a chapter, and there is no charge for watching back the chapters that have been subscribed once

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