XIII. Temptation
Pillow pushed the door in and sat on the edge of Pillow Creek's bed, looking around with his eyes raised, and suddenly, it seemed that nothing was pleasing to the eye.
"Is this lamp a little darker?Is it cold to sleep at night?Is there a mosquito biting you......?"
Pillow Creek stood by and watched him quietly, listening to him say inconsistent words.
After Pillow Quan had picked out all the faults in her room, she finally got to the point.
"Dandan, do you hate Dad in your heart. ”
Pillow Creek tried to restrain the smile on his face, and hurriedly lowered his head to hide his emotions, but did not speak.
"Your mother died early, you grew up so big, and I didn't do anything as a father. ”
Zhuquan suddenly grabbed her hand and said, "But Dad has always been worried about you, Dad...... Hey!"
Pillow Quan's words came to an abrupt end, leaving only a deep sigh.
I guess I can't make it up.
"You have been wronged, Dad taught Lin Zheng a hard lesson today, and he will never dare to bully you again in the future. ”
Pillow Creek looked up at him, and Pillow Quan made eye contact with her for a short moment, and then quickly moved to another place.
"How's it going? How's it going for today's exam?"
"Good. Pillow Creek finally smiled, held his head high, and said with a full spirit: "I can do all those questions." ”
Pillow looked at her blankly, as if he had forgotten what he was about to say.
After a long time, he said, "It's not necessarily right to do it." ”
Suddenly, all of Pillow Creek's pride turned into irritating embarrassment, and her show-off a second ago turned into a stupid bear in the circus who was driven to jump the fire ring with a whip, pitiful and ridiculous.
"Dandan. Pillow called her name again, and then said, "Shall we stop studying?"
Pillow Creek felt like she was starting to lose her breath. The heart-rending pain in her whole body was not much better than when she fell to her death.
"Dad really can't afford to pay for you to study. ”
The hand in the pocket of the pillow pinched the flesh of her waist fiercely, she tried her best to restrain it, she wanted to restrain the tears that came up to her, but she still rolled out wantonly after shouting "Dad".
"Dad, if I don't go to school, it's a crime. ”
"If you voluntarily don't study, no one will force you. ”
"Am I volunteering?" Pillow Creek repeated, "Dad, how do you want me to volunteer?"
Pillow Xi wiped away the tears on his face with the back of his hand and said, "Dad, do you know, my grades are very good, very good, if I work hard to study, I can be admitted to a good university." ”
"You're still young, and you don't understand the way of the world now. There are too many college students nowadays who can't find a job. Go learn a trade and you'll never go hungry. ”
"Pillow Spirit, I'll graduate from elementary school next year. Pillow Creek put back her tears, she looked at Pillow Quan calmly, and asked, "Then is she not in junior high school anymore?"
Pillow Quan avoided her eyes and did not speak.
"Then why can't I do it? Am I not my father's biological daughter? Today, as long as my own mother is still alive, you can also say something that I should not study?"
Zhuquan stood up all of a sudden, and said loudly, "Why did you talk about your mother again? Anyway, I'm for your own good, think about it yourself. ”
After saying that, he pushed the door and went out.
Pillow Creek lay on his back on the bed, unable to calm his mood for a long time.
She should face all this with an attitude of detachment, she should be selfish, and not waste her feelings on these things that she has long been used to.
Oh, to put it lightly, the pillow is all her own father, is it delusional that she hopes to get a little recognition and pity for him?
Delusional indeed.
In their family, she and Lin Zheng are like relatives who come to the door to give people a headache, and only Lin Hui and Zhen Zhen are his family.
They're family.
But Lin Zheng has a mother, she doesn't.
Pillow Xi excused himself for a headache and didn't go to dinner, without her, the atmosphere at the table became warmer, and Pillow Xi giggled and said about today's painting class, next to Pillow Quan and Lin Hui were words of praise or encouragement.
Hearing these in Zhuxi's ears made her sick to her stomach more and more.
After eating, Zhenyun came to see her, sat on the edge of her bed, looked at her with a worried face, and asked, "Sister, are you better?" ”
Pillow Creek waved her hand weakly, trying to let her go farther.
Pillow Yun, who has a full score of eyesight on weekdays, can't understand what she means at this time.
She sat there motionless and said, "I heard my brother talk about yesterday and today, I didn't expect him to be so hateful, I apologize to you on his behalf, it doesn't matter if you don't want to forgive him, who told him to do something wrong." ”
Pillow Creek propped herself up from the bed and looked at her, thinking that the sun was coming out in the west.
"I heard that Brother Weiyang rescued you last night, and this morning it was Brother Weiyang who sent you to the school. So sister, did you stay at Brother Weiyang's house last night?"
Pillow Creek jumped up from the bed and said in shock: "What nonsense are you talking about? Where I stayed last night, you can go and ask your mother." I don't know anything about Weiyang, but when Lin Zheng bullied me last night, he saw it and sent me to a friend's house, don't say this kind of ridiculous thing anymore. ”
"Then why did he send you to school this morning?
Pillow Creek's sentence "What's your business" came to her lips, but she stopped when she caught a glimpse of Pillow Tin's gaze at her.
To be honest, since she returned to this home, she didn't have any real feelings about the person who was pillow. The first is that her current energy is focused on Lin Hui, Lin Zheng and Pillow's body, and the second is that Pillow is indeed too young now, which will make her sometimes forget that this little girl is the murderer who pushed her down the stairs and killed her and her unborn child.
Until I saw this familiar look, that look of disdain and contempt and vigilance. Once whenever a male fan gave her a gift or expressed her heart in front of her, she would stare at herself with this kind of eyes. Later, she said that she wanted to marry Rao Liqun, and she looked at her like this.
In an instant, Zhuxi shivered, and she probably understood the reason why Zhenxi came to visit the patient today.
She forgot a very important thing, she was 10 years old, and she had vaguely begun to understand some things between men and women, not to mention that her mind was already more mature than that of little girls of the same age.
People like Weiyang, who are called public lovers if they sound good, are actually not an exaggeration to say that they are red-faced and troublesome. There are more people who like him, and it's not unusual to have an extra pillow.
It's just that how old is Pillow Xiaoyang, five or six?
Besides, it's still a problem whether people recognize her or not.
Maybe I don't like it, Pillow is just simply admiring the glory and wealth behind others, doing what a little girl of this age should have, Cinderella's dream of marrying into the royal family, the kind of golden shining blind eyes.
Pillow Xi smiled and said, "I met on the road, and people saw that I was Lin Zheng's sister and gave me a ride by the way." ”
"Really?" Pillow stared at her with suspicion in his eyes.
Pillow Creek stretched out his hands and said, "Otherwise?"
Zhenyun looked at her from head to toe again, and said with a smile: "Sister looks like your mother, everyone says that my father is handsome and handsome, and I look quite like my father." ”
Pillow Creek waited for her to leave before rolling her eyes and grabbing the mirror on the table to look.
Now the appearance is indeed a little stumbling, since I came to this house, I can't eat and sleep well, my face is malnourished, and there are circles under my eyes, it seems that my two eye sockets seem to have been beaten and sunken, and when my clothes are lifted, the blood veins on my arms are clear and visible.
A child without a mother is like a grass, and she is not as good as a grass now.
Ay......
Since the quarrel with Pillow Quan broke up unhappily that day, this matter is like turning a page, and no one at home has mentioned it about whether she reads or not.
At the end of the summer vacation, Lin Zheng and Pillow could only see people when they were eating all day long, and Pillow Creek also followed this trend of playing nonsense, and did handicrafts like crazy at Aunt Xu all day long.
She has to study, if she wants to live a completely different life from her previous life, and have a new life, reading is the only way out for her at present.
A week passed in a blink of an eye, and it was the day when the entrance exam for the seventh middle school was released.
It's rare that on weekends, no one in the family goes out.
"Sister, today's No. 7 Middle School is on the list, don't you want to take a look at your results?"
"It's too far, I asked Lu Yi to help me see it. ”
There are five people at the table, she is the easiest one today, and once the test paper is completed, she knows how many points she can get.
Looking at Zhuquan and Lin Hui again, they both have bitter and hateful faces, serious and silent, as if they are worshipping their ancestors.
All day, the whole family tacitly went about their business until dinner time when there was a knock on the door.
Lu Yi and Lu Yi's mother stood at the door happily, not bothering to greet the adults in the family, and pulled the pillow and said:
"Dandan, you are so good, you are the first in the exam. ”
Pillow Creek's first reaction was to go to see Pillow Quan, his mouth was slightly open, and his face was stiff, looking like he didn't know what to do.
"Can she be the first in her grade? Lin Zheng said.
"Will it be a duplicate name?" asked Pillow.
The smile on Lu Yi's mother's face narrowed, her gaze slowly swept over the other people in the room, and said, "The first three are written on a big red piece of paper alone, how can I be wrong with words bigger than my palm." My family Lu Yi ranked one hundred and third, I looked for it one by one, and there was no duplicate name, and the admission ticket number was also matched. ”
Speaking of this, Lu Yi's mother laughed again, put her arm around Zhuxi's shoulders and said, "You are in the same class as our family, and you will be classmates in the future." ”
Lu Yi smiled so much that he couldn't see his teeth, pulled the pillow and said, "My dad said he wanted to celebrate, let's go to dinner together." ”
Lu Yi's mother looked at the pillow and said, "I see that your family hasn't cooked yet, it's just right, let's go down to the restaurant together to celebrate the child." ”