"What was it like back then?"

I asked tentatively, but he still wouldn't speak.

"It's been so long. ”

He thought for a moment before he spoke.

"When you are close to 10 meters, you want to hold hands, when you hold hands, you want to hug, you want to kiss, and after you kiss, you want to do something else. ”

My heart sank to the bottom, but I still smiled reluctantly and pretended to ask him kindly.

"So it's all done. Holding hands, hugging, kissing, and others?"

The boy laughed and diverted the subject.

"There will be an announcement tomorrow, so my sister should go back and rest early. ”

Miss Qin never appeared under our noses again, and no one mentioned it since, as if this person had never existed at all.

After the New Year, the quinoa will be a year older again, and by September this year, he will be 21.

And myself, I have stepped into the half of 50, the year of 25.

In April, a new global tour will begin, this time on a larger scale, with hundreds of concerts in dozens of countries.

City E is the first one, and the tour begins.

I remember one day when we were sitting together and discussing work, there was a news from South Korea reported on the news.

In the past, two Chinese students in South Korea were involved in a cult gathering and disappeared.

It's too curious, so everyone stops talking and stares at the news.

The news said that the two international students were finally found by the South Korean police after being missing for three days. His life was not in danger, but his face was permanently burned with an inverted pentagram.

"It's miserable, especially girls, it's disfigured. ”

According to news reports, the victim surnamed Mi said......

"The surname Mi?" Fang Yang was surprised, "Does the surname Mi mean?"

"Yes. Qi Yu's eyes were cold, "In South Korea, the Chinese surnamed Mi should not be the one we know." ”

"If it is. That's really, retribution. ”

I couldn't understand what they were saying, so I was busy looking at the quinoa and trying to get an answer from him.

But the fruit quinoa firmly fixed her eyes on the TV, revealing a completely unfamiliar, cruel and eerie expression.

"No, just ask. ”

Qi Lu got up, "I'll make a call, is there anyone who needs to bring anything." ”

"I asked her if she came to the concert, and I kept a ticket for her. Fang Yang spoke.

Fruit quinoa looked away at him.

It's strange, Qi Lu didn't say who he was going to call at all, why did everyone look tacit.

Fang Yang took the phone out of the room, and as soon as he went out, the fruit quinoa showed a kind of anxious appearance of restlessness.

Within a few minutes of Qi Lu going out on the phone, Guo Ziquinoa drank a whole bottle of ice water.

"Didn't get through?" Fang asked.

"That's it. ”

"Then why is it so fast, it's only been a few minutes?" Fang Yang looked at his watch.

She said she didn't know. ”

"How could she not know, that is what is in her circle. ”

"She's not in South Korea. ”

"Is the end of school? Or is it a holiday? No, how can it be a holiday at this time. ”

She said to come back and rest for a while. ”

"Rest?" said the first sentence of the day.

"Why rest. Sick?"

"I don't know. Qi Lu shook her head, "She won't tell me." ”

"Did you tell her about the concert? Fang Yang asked.

"After that, she said that there was something wrong and she couldn't come. ”

"I'm back to rest, what can I do. ”

Qi Lu smiled, "So, what do you think?"

"Who are you talking about?" I asked, not holding back my curiosity.

They seemed to realize that I existed as an outsider, and they hurriedly shut up and didn't talk about it anymore.

Immediately, the tour began, with three shows in City E and three in City S, and the time was dragged until the end of May.

As soon as May is over, I will go abroad and start running to various Asian cities.

Before leaving, the company gave them a talk show.

I didn't follow the scene because I was sick and took a leave of absence because of my illness, and I didn't know what Fruit Quinoa said on the show until the show aired.

Fruit quinoa self-detonated love experience?

Because the show trailer hit such a terrifying title, it earned enough eyeballs and attention before the show was officially broadcast.

On the day the show aired, I was watching TV in my hotel room with my members.

I originally thought that the so-called self-detonation love experience was to casually talk about his confused relationship with Miss Qin.

When the host asked if the girl was beautiful, I still thought he was going to talk about Miss Qin.

After all, his first girlfriend was hidden by him so that it was called an unfathomable mysterious existence that even most of the staff with him, including me, did not know.

"Is that girl pretty?"

When Guo Ziquinoa replied that it was beautiful, I secretly complained that there was something wrong with his eyes, because in my eyes, Miss Qin was just delicate at best.

The host asked the reason for the breakup again, and he said that the problem was him.

At that time, I felt that he was really reliable as a man, even if Miss Qin did so many unkind things, he still stopped the responsibility on himself.

Until, the host asked them how long they had been together.

"99 days. ”

At that time, I began to feel strange, because I didn't need to calculate carefully, and I knew that he and Miss Qin had been together for more than 99 days. And then the next thing the host said was, "Remember that clearly?"

"Because it's first love. Fang Yang said on TV.

"How old were you when we were together?"

"Together on my 18th birthday. ”

After that, every word he said to the host was a steel needle pierced in my internal organs.

"At that age, love still seems to be ambiguous, maybe it's because of curiosity that we're together?"

"It's not. I like her very much, I have had a crush on her for many years, and I took the opportunity of my 18th birthday to confess that we were together. ”

......

"I was very emotional when we broke up, and I still feel hurt when I think about it. The other party listened silently at the time, and didn't defend me when he cried because of grievances. I've always wanted to apologize to her, but I thought it would be better if I didn't get involved in her life. We don't usually go on talk shows, and I want to take this opportunity to say sorry to her. ”

"People around me used to say that I was monopolistic and selfish, but also naïve and willful. There are some things that I slowly came to understand, and the events at that time ......"

"I blindly blame you for being scared, I don't really blame you...... Hope you ...... I hope your dreams can come true and be happy every day. ”

......

"Do you still like that girl?"

This is the end of the show.

Is that the end of it?

What about the last question, why not answer it?

The members all left his room with the excuse that something was wrong, and it was just him and me, who was the assistant, in the room.

If I have a little vision, I should also take the initiative to find an excuse to leave at this time, leaving time and space to himself.

Unfortunately, I didn't.

"Why do you say this on the show? How sad it must be for fans who watch the show. ”

"She seems to blame herself for the past, and she is not doing well. ”

"Why don't you just go to her and let everyone know through the show. Before, Qin Ling just sent a photo of holding hands with unknown meaning, and you are going to break up with her, don't you think you are going too far now?"

There was a hint of anger in my tone, and he realized it, and looked up at me.

"Just go to her? She probably won't see me. Even if we did, I was afraid that the last thing I would say would not be what I said on TV. ”

"And what would you say?"

I gritted my teeth tightly, and my mouth smelled of rust.

The fruit quinoa looked at the ceiling and thought for a long time, and said, "I don't know." ”

"You said that if you have bread you want milk, and if you have milk, you want a bakery?"

"Probably. ”

I tried not to let the tears become too visible.

I asked him, "Why don't you answer that last question?"

"It's obvious. Viewers and fans may not know, but sister, you'......" he looked at me, "you should understand." ”

Truly!

Together on their 18th birthday.

So on the 19th birthday, I got drunk and cried.

On his 20th birthday, he was still drunk and cried.

After 99 days of dating, they broke up.

According to his birthday, 99 days later it was Christmas.

That's why he's never had Christmas!

"Is it true that Fang Yang said that he lost 20 pounds after breaking up? ”

"During that time, I couldn't eat or sleep properly, and I felt that breathing itself was very uncomfortable. ”

"Does the tattoo on her chest refer to her. ”

"Yes. ”

"Pierced ears. ”

"When we first broke up, I couldn't help but want to call her or run to find her. ”

I stubbornly said, "Lie to yourself, and it doesn't hurt to get your ears pierced." ”

He looked at me and said lightly, "It always hurts if you want to." ”

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and asked him:

"What does a tattoo mean. ”

"The title of a song, "He Doesn't See Me". ”

"Fruit quinoa!" I called his name and asked him:

"You know I like you. ”

He was surprised.

Accident I asked this question, not accident I liked him.

Also, I behaved so obviously, the members could more or less see that Zhou Yiqing was going to chat with me when he had the opportunity, and the words were all about moderation. It makes no sense that he, as a party to the case, can't feel it at all.

"So this is all about making me uncomfortable?"

"I never had such a thought. He turned his gaze to the TV.

"Won't you lie?" I opened my mouth, tears falling from my eyes.

"Isn't it okay to say this because you care about me and want to see me uncomfortable?"

"But you know that I'm not that kind of person. ”

Innocently saying such a sentence with a beautiful face, really, is like an executioner holding up a machete with one hand and touching the back of your neck with the other hand and saying to you:

"Don't be afraid, be good, it won't hurt to cut off your head at all. ”