Chapter 527: Guilt and self-blame
Three days later, the Hu family put on white mourning clothes, and the children wore linen and filial piety, and came to the city gate to welcome Hu Acai home.
To their surprise, almost all the people in the capital put on white mourning clothes and came to the city gate to welcome Hu Acai home.
At first glance, there are more women.
In their hearts, Magu's family is their family.
Ah Cainiang was supported by Hu Caiyu and Xue, and people couldn't stand anymore.
Lin Wanyin and Ruan Qingmo supported Magu.
Sanniang and Caijuan led the eldest sister and a few of them.
Hu Awang scolded his father and walked in the front.
No one knew exactly the exact time, but the news from Grad said that Marshall would be there by noon today.
The prince also came to meet them.
walked up to Magu with heavy footsteps, and said apologetically: "Magu, I'm sorry, this palace shouldn't have sent Ah Cai to fight." ”
"It's fate, no one is to blame." Magu's complexion looked very bad, with a pale face and a dark circle under her eyes.
When she saw a large army coming, Ah Cai Niang cried loudly.
Geler walked at the head of the procession, and when he saw the Hu family, he grabbed the horse rope, jumped off the horse's back, rushed in front of them, and knelt down.
He saluted the prince first, then knelt down in front of his father-in-law and mother-in-law, and wept: "Father-in-law, mother-in-law, Gele failed to bring Ah Cai back alive. ”
Ah Cai's father helped Grad up, and he was speechless with a sob.
Ah Cai Niang ran towards the coffin that could already be seen, and Magu also ran over.
"Ah Cai. My Ah Cai. Ah Cai Niang lay on the coffin and wept bitterly.
Magu covered her mouth, originally praying in her heart that all this should not be true. Outcome. All of this is true.
Why? Why let her get and lose?
After some comfort, the coffin was transported back to the Hu family, and the Hu family also followed the team home.
The mourning hall has been set up, and the coffin and the spiritual seat have been placed. Someone has already come in in in an orderly manner to offer condolences.
It wasn't until the evening that Ah Cai Niang and Ma Gu went down to eat something.
As soon as he returned to the courtyard, he called Grad to ask him about the situation.
In Ah Cai's mother's room, there is only Ah Cai's mother. Big brother and sister-in-law, Magu, Hu Caiyu.
Grad fell to his knees. Kowtowed: "It's all my fault, it's all my fault." If Ah Cai hadn't saved me, he wouldn't have been ......"
"How did Ah Choi die?" Ah Cai Niang was scared to know, but she still wanted to know.
"Yes. Killed by random arrows. Grad fell to his knees and wept silently. If he hadn't helped me block the arrows, I would have been killed by the arrows. ”
Hu Caiyu knelt down next to Geler, "Dad, mother, second sister-in-law, second brother must be for me...... I'm sorry. ”
"Grad, Caiyu, get up. This matter has nothing to do with you. It's not Ah Cai who was shot by Grad, what do you apologize for? Magu said and pulled Gele and Hu Caiyu up.
own daughter and son-in-law. Ah Cai's father and mother will not blame.
"Father-in-law, mother-in-law, second sister-in-law, don't worry, I will definitely take down Chaheer's head to avenge Ah Jin." Grad swore by assurance.
The second brother is dead, he still has to go, Hu Caiyu is worried, she naturally can't rest assured.
The people are gone, and it's too late to say everything. Magu stumbled back to the mourning hall.
Kneeling in front of the mourning hall, looking at the name on the tablet, Magu felt a little trance, as if Hu Acai was standing in front.
"Ah Cai, I'm sorry, I shouldn't, shouldn't have cherished you so much, I should have been a real husband and wife with you earlier. Maybe, maybe I shouldn't have come here, if I didn't come, maybe you would still live a peaceful life in your hometown. Even if the days are hard, at least life is still there. Perhaps, I should accompany you to stay in your hometown and live a down-to-earth life, I shouldn't come to the capital, if I don't come, you will definitely not come. Ah Cai, I'll go back, go back to the past and start over, okay? Magu felt a lot of guilt about Hu Acai in her heart, she knew that Hu Acai would not blame her, but she couldn't forgive herself.
Maybe for a long time, she won't be able to forgive herself.
How many regretful things do people have to go through in this life before they can really know how to cherish them?
Hu Acai was eventually buried on the hillside of Shuiliu Village where they went to watch the sunrise.
"Ah Cai, we can finally watch the sunrise together from time to time." Magu pursed her lips, she didn't know what she should do next, what was the meaning of living.
Grad had sent Hu Acai home, and now he had to return to the battlefield.
Before leaving, he came to Magu's room and handed her a baggage, "This is Ah Cai's thing, and it contains many, many letters he wrote to you." Since I couldn't find anyone to send the letter back, he asked me to help me write it and save it. Ah Cai, Ah Cai asked me to tell you before he died, please live well and help him take care of a few children. ”
How did he know that I was going to seek death, really, countless thoughts of "if you die, you will be a hundred" flashed through her mind countless times.
"Ah Cai, you are so cruel." Magu hugged the burden and cried bitterly.
She needed a space to be quiet, and after a few words of comfort with Hu Caiyu, Grad and Hu Caiyu left her room.
She was the only one in the empty room.
After crying a lot, Magu opened the baggage, all of which were letters, Magu counted them, a total of thirty-eight letters, one of which was her back. In addition to some clothes, there is also a flute, which Magu bought to play music for him to listen to that day, and then gave it to him as a memory before he set out for the expedition.
Xiao is still there, but people are ......
"You're so cruel, you did this on purpose, didn't you? You just want me to regret it, make me blame myself, and let me spend this life in endless thoughts about you, right? Magu placed the flute on her cheek and rubbed it gently.
Magu fell into grief and couldn't get out for a long time.
Hu Awang took care of the rubber factory in an orderly manner, all the work in the Po Yan Hall was also taken care of by Matthew and Lu Chengyang, and the medical hall was taken care of by Lin Wanyin and a few of them. All she needs to do is stay at home and recuperate.
She almost lived on that hillside, watching the sunrise with Hu Acai every day.
She finally decided to agree to Hu Acai and help him take care of the children to grow up.
This is also her responsibility.
The eldest sister is very sensible, she often follows the uncle to Shuiliu Village, looking at her mother from a distance, just wanting to protect her silently.
Of course, what she is most afraid of is that her mother and father will suddenly disappear and never be seen again.
"Don't worry, we'll take care of Madame with us." Looking at the eldest sister who had been sitting there all day without eating or drinking, the black egg was in a hurry and brought water and a big bun to give her to eat. (To be continued......)