Qin Haixin has always felt that she is very strong, but this time she suddenly felt very tired, and she wanted to find a shoulder to rely on and cry well.

The more he thought about it, the more sad he felt, Qin Haixin threw away the pillow in his hand, stepped on the carpet barefoot, took out a bottle of red wine in front of the wine cabinet and opened it, and then took out a goblet, gave himself a glass slowly, leaned against the wine cabinet and drank it.

A hollow black lace pajamas made her body look very thin, and after half a cup, she felt that her cheeks were hot, and her already charming face looked more and more ruddy and attractive.

The scarlet red wine stained her seductive lips delicately, she quietly looked at the quartz pendulum clock on the opposite wall, and then drank half a glass of red wine in one gulp, and her head suddenly became a little dizzy.

Sometimes it's like this, the wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk, the amount of alcohol is not bad, but because of the bad mood, she just drank a glass of red wine and felt a little disobedient.

She wanted to cry very much, but she didn't know who to cry to, what was the point of crying, all these years, so many difficulties didn't knock her down, but now she has become sentimental for some reason, she just wants to cry well, she just wants to find a good man to marry and live some dull days, even if it is coarse tea and light rice.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt aggrieved and uncomfortable, Qin Haixin walked to the side of the bed with his chair, then picked up the phone under the pillow, and turned out Yao Ze's phone number and dialed it.

After Yao Ze and Shen Huimei finished the phone call, they took a shower and were about to go to bed, when the phone rang, seeing that it was Qin Haixin calling, he was slightly stunned, and he didn't understand what Qin Haixin was calling him for a long time.

"Hey, Miss Qin, is there something wrong?" Yao Ze kept her distance from Qin Haixin and asked, she always felt that Qin Haixin was too scheming, so it was better to keep a distance from her.

Yao Ze...... Yao Ze......"

"Huh?" Listening to Qin Haixin calling his name over and over again on the phone with a crying voice, Yao Ze was a little puzzled, "What's the matter, are you drinking?"

"A little bit of drunk, a little bit of drunk." Qin Haixin's delicate and charming face showed a confused look, and the expression on her face was very stiff with a smile, saying that it was a laugh, it was better to say that she was crying in her heart.

"Did something happen? What are you doing! Yao Ze frowned slightly, sat on the edge of the bed and asked.

"Yao Ze, I'...... I ......" Qin Haixin showed a struggling look on his face, and he wanted to impulsively tell him that he was pregnant, and the child in his belly was yours.

But she didn't really want Yao Ze to know about this, because she was about to marry Yu Lingfeng, if she sued Yao Ze at this time, there would definitely be many incidents, although Qin Haixin was a little drunk, but his head was still sober.

"Whatever you want to say, just go out." Yao Ze felt that Qin Haixin's expression was very strange, since he and Qin Haixin met in Jiangping, Yao Ze felt that her expression was extremely strange.

"It's nothing, I'm just bored, I want you to talk to me for a while." Qin Haixin finally couldn't help but didn't say anything about the pregnancy.

Yao Ze half lay on the bed, then extinguished the bedside lamp next to him, and asked with a smile: "Why are you chatting with me when you are bored?"

"I don't have any friends!" When Qin Haixin said this, her heart was bitter, her whole heart was filled with a thick bitter taste, and her tears couldn't help but flow down silently, and then she gently wiped it off with her hand, controlled the tone of her voice, and said without leaving a trace: "If you don't want to talk to me, forget it, just disturb."

"Wait a minute." Qin Haixin was about to hang up the phone, Yao Ze hurriedly stopped, when he heard Qin Haixin say that she had no friends herself, Yao Ze could feel this woman's loneliness and helplessness at this time, and her voice was full of sadness.

"I'll talk to you for a while." Yao Ze said quietly.

Qin Haixin showed a smile on her face, tears still flowed uncontrollably, at this time she had a very strong desire, she really wanted to marry the man on the other side of the phone, be her wife, give birth to the baby for him, and then live the life of husband and child, this kind of life will dilute her indifference for more than 20 years, she needs a warm family to steam her cold heart.

"Yao Ze, you are a good man." Qin Haixin said lightly, her tone seemed very serious, she wanted to add a sentence at the end, 'Actually, I want to marry you', but she will never say this, because she has no reason to say it, she will not think about the same as the junior in society, if she has the other party's children, she will close the other party and marry herself, this kind of thing seems to her to be very humble and bottomless......

"Uh......" The sudden approval made Yao Ze a little confused So, he didn't know what happened after he fell into a coma one day, he always thought that he had drunk too much that night in Tangshan County, and then Qin Haixin gave himself an unbroken young lady, and then he may have some evidence of his own guilt, Yao Ze guessed so at the beginning, she never imagined that Qin Haixin would give herself the first time in the way of drugs, and she was pregnant without measures.

Seeing that Yao Ze was silent and did not speak, Qin Haixin smiled bitterly, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said lightly: "Can I call you in the future, when you are bored."

Yao Ze frowned and hesitated, Qin Haixin knew Yao Ze's hesitation in his heart, and explained: "It's just a simple chat, don't think too much."

"Okay." Yao Ze nodded lightly and said with a smile: "I'm happy to chat with beautiful women."

"Hypocrisy!" After chatting with Yao Ze for a few words, Qin Haixin felt better, and thought that he could call Yao Ze for no reason in the future, and his heart suddenly felt happy.

Yao Ze pinched his nose, smiled bitterly, and then asked tentatively, "Is there anything on your mind, can you tell me?"

Qin Haixin felt a little panicked in her throat again, but fortunately, she quickly calmed down, and still couldn't hide her sadness in her tone and said: "I'm about to get married......" Yao Ze was about to say congratulations, but before the words came out, Qin Haixin said again: "It's a pity to marry a man I don't like."

Yao Ze was silent, and only after half a sound did he sigh faintly: "Since you don't like it, why do you want to marry?"

"I don't have a choice." Qin Haixin shook his head, looked at the bright moonlight outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and whispered: "What is the meaning of this life, is it that you come to the world to suffer, if so, I would rather not come to this world to go through it."

Although Yao Ze was not familiar with Qin Haixin, she could feel the sense of despair about life in her heart at this time, what could make a woman full of despair about life, Yao Ze began to sympathize with Qin Haixin a little.

This woman, who may be very scheming, but is very beautiful, is not so scheming at this time, but on the contrary, exposes her fragile and helpless side......