When Su Li felt the existence of her thoughts again, she was disappointed. Feeling it again means she's still alive. For a man bent on death, being alive is not good news. This means that she has to endure the torment of illness, relying on those pipes, the fire of life without dignity, such a life really does not let her die, and she has followed the footsteps of her parents.

It was just a moment for Su Li to break away from her disappointment, and thanks to her keen intuition, she sensed that something was wrong. Her body was more relaxed than ever, she was able to move, she heard several light or heavy breaths around her, which was a fantasy for her who had been unable to move since she was seriously ill and was lying alone in a single room.

Where is she? Su Li opened her eyes suddenly, with the help of the faint light, what did she see? The bed board above the high and low bed, the other high and low bed in front of her sight, the tables and chairs neatly arranged against the wall on the side of the sight, the long-term memory was triggered and haunted in her mind, she didn't need to count, she knew that there were six sets of tables and chairs, the first one by the window was hers, and there were two upper bunks above the table and chairs

This is the dormitory when she was in Jincheng High School, from the first day she was specially recruited to Jincheng High School, until the eve of the college entrance examination, she suddenly left Jincheng High School, where she has been living and resting!

How many times did she dream back at midnight, a place she never forgot! Is she dreaming again? Why is this time so real, like being there? Was it the last luxury of her life? If so, then let her enjoy the moment, close her eyes and she will have no regrets!

Turning over, Su Li was greedy and looked at everything in front of her through the dim dawn light and the light of the street lamp, 306, the dormitory when she was a student.

Suddenly, the wake-up call sounded, Su Li was startled, sat up, touched the bed with his hand, there was a muffled bang, the pain was transmitted from the nerve endings to the brain, the wake-up number did not wake up all this, it would hurt, is this really just a dream? There seemed to be a premonition that there was some possibility, and Su Li burst into tears in an instant!

"Su Li, what's wrong? Is the cold better? A vague and sleepy greeting came from the upper bunk, a gurgling sound came out, poking a head down from above, such as familiarity, this is, her high school classmates and even the same table, Liu Ying. The broken hair with full ears, big eyes, braces that reflect a glimmer in the light, and a few red pimples sparsely sparse on the lips and jaws are so real

Suppressing the emotional outburst in his heart, Su Li's voice was still choked with shock: "It's okay, I have a nightmare, I'm going to the bathroom!" ”

got out of bed and stepped on soft steps, Su Li went straight to the bathroom outside the floor-to-ceiling window. I haven't walked for a long time, it seems that there is a moment of discomfort, Su Li stumbled, before her body fell, she reflexively propped her hand heavily on the edge of the floor-to-ceiling window, and another pain was reflected from the nerve endings to the brain, which was a real reminder to her that this was not a dream, this seemed to be when she went back to school.

Rebirth, this is a word she has heard of, but she does not have the heart to fantasize about it. Those vicissitudes of life in the second half of her life have long wiped out all her enthusiasm and ambitions.

"Su Li, slow down, be careful of falling, you're just right!" Liu Ying's drowsy voice sounded on the upper bunk, and she lifted the quilt and sat up and shouted: "Get up, get up, get up, the bell will ring for a while, and if you don't get up early for self-study, it's going to be late!" ”

Well, the depressed sighs that want to lie in bed but can't lie in bed sounded one by one, complaining, getting up, dressing and folding quilts, all kinds of sounds converged into a wake-up music in the ears of Su Li, who stepped into the bathroom, which was vivid and real.

Reach for the switch on the wall and close the bathroom door. Su Li slowly raised his head sideways, looking at the immature and young appearance in the mirror above the sink with only a long memory, Su Li's tears couldn't stop falling silently, crossing the emaciated cheeks, Su Li's hand was gently raised, and gently stroked on the cheeks.

This is the young her, this is the youthful her! Although his cheeks are thin and penetrating because of his poor health, his lips are bloodless, his skin is pale and yellow, his thin skeleton is thin, and his body is just beginning to develop, covering a wide-shouldered nightdress made of cotton woven by his mother.

The neat curved bangs, the long hair that is scattered, the tight touch under the hands, the warm touch, and the painful discovery, all remind her that this is her fifteen-year-old who has just stepped into the third year of high school, and this is her before everything happened!

She's back to before everything happened, and she's back to the flower season when she didn't have it! The arc of Liuhai trimming is the new fashion she saw when she stepped into the third year of high school, her mother sent her to school, and her skillful mother trimmed it for her, and it was not bad at all for those hairdressers, that was her mother's strong maternal love, and it was also the last time she enjoyed her mother's skillful hands, because, the next time she stayed in the sea for a long time, the family change had already happened, she cut off her long hair, and changed her mother's medicine once.

Mom's hands have always been very skillful, can weave, can make clothes, can cut hair, can crochet clothes from a young age, although their family is difficult most of the time can not afford to consume the clothes sold in the mall, but, mother will always crochet or do or weave or embroider for her A piece of elegant and classic clothes, so that she has never been laughed at by her because of clothes, even in the provincial capital city of Jincheng.

In the last life to pay off foreign debts, she will choose the clothing custom business, but also because she was influenced by her mother since she was a child, her design talent is inherited by her mother, her mother is the best person, if there is no family change, how can her mother be depressed and autistic and finally end her life!

She's back, she's really back, back to the time when the damn thing didn't happen, back to the end of the fifteen years before she was so proud, she swore that she had to change to stop all that terrible thing from happening, she wanted her mom and dad to live with her,

Live a healthy and happy life!

Su Li's gaze reflected a firm light, beautiful hope was reborn in her heart again, those numb vicissitudes of the past will be gone, she has been reborn here, her parents will also be reborn from then on, and will never embark on the road of untimely death in the previous life, in this life, let her hold up a shade for her parents to shelter the wind and waves, so that they can have a happy and peaceful old age, the world is so wonderful, they haven't seen it yet, how can they leave easily if they haven't seen enough?

"Su Li, are you okay, are you still uncomfortable falling into the toilet?" A neat shout came from outside the door, this was Zhang Mengqing's voice, the upper bunk opposite her, the eldest sister who was neat and cheerful, and their dormitory director.

"Okay, okay, I'll be right out!" Unscrewed the faucet, held water to wash the tears on his face, and Su Li opened the door and went out.

A hand was placed on her forehead as she stepped into the glass sliding threshold: "It's okay, it's not burning, the temperature is normal." This Friday, just in time for our monthly holiday, or you go home and ask your mother to make up for it! In the third year of high school, those of us who live on campus are not so easy to go home! If it weren't for the first week off at the beginning of the school year, we wouldn't have had a chance to go home! ”

This is Xu Miaomiao, with a round apple face with meat, not big or small eyes, double eyelids lined with long curly eyelashes, cute and gentle. For the first time, she found that her classmates were so vivid and beautiful, with a beauty that she had never found missing.

At this time, she was strong and proud, with a straight face, burying herself in the pile of books, at that time, in the eyes of others, she was cold and arrogant, unapproachable, withdrawn and ignorant of people. Such an unsociable character is what she wants to correct.

"Thanks, I'm better!" Unnaturally tugged at the corners of her lips, she hadn't laughed for a long time, she didn't know how to laugh. She can only try to reveal her sincerity, she is sincerely grateful to them, thanks to them for their simplicity, does not mind her indifference and withdrawnness, and does not hesitate to give their care when she is sick.

The people around were stunned, as if they didn't expect Su Li to thank him so gently.

"Get out of the way, I want to go to the bathroom, hurry up and clean up, don't be late, our Luan squad leader never shows mercy!" The sound of knocking footsteps spread from the door to the floor-to-ceiling window, and in Su Li Xu Miaomiao's reflexive move out of the way, she slipped into the bathroom, shook her hand, and closed the door with a thud, leaving Su Li's last impression was the cocked ponytail, this is Qian Weiwei, an energetic girl, she is Zhang Mengqing's clinical, and Zhang Mengqing sleeps on the same sleeping bunk on the table and chair.

"Su Li, hurry up and wash up, the water in my basin hasn't washed my face yet, you scoop a jar out and brush your teeth, Weiwei has to have a while!" You didn't catch the water in advance when you were uncomfortable yesterday, and it was probably too late for Weiwei to come out! While folding the quilt for Qianwei Weiwei, she said that it was Sun Meihong, who was the most careful in the bedroom, and she slept on Xu Miaomiao's top bunk. and her and Liu Ying's bed next to each other.

"Hmm." Su Li responded softly, there is a bathroom in the dormitory, if it is convenient for someone to enter, it will affect the morning washing of the entire dormitory, yes, at the beginning of the first year of high school, they set a rule, before going to bed, while no one uses the bathroom, they use their own clean basin to receive the appropriate amount of water for brushing their teeth and washing their faces the next day.

Take the only remaining toiletry tool from the windowsill, which is also her toiletry, a small enamel tea jar, printed with a peony flower pattern, which was bought for her for five yuan when her father sent her to school for the first time in high school, she used it very much, more than two years, except for the wear marks left by the frequent use of the edge of the tea jar, there was no damage to the pattern and enamel on the flower.

Thinking of what Xu Miaomiao said just now today, Friday, the first day off of the third year of high school, Su Li's eyes are slightly hot, and if she stays up for half a day, she can go home, and she can see her parents again, she has not suffered a family change, and her parents are still alive and sound.

Taking a deep breath, Su Li suppressed her excitement, took out her toiletries, brushed her teeth and washed her face instinctively in a trance, combed her hair and tied her hair, folded the quilt to make the bed, dressed neatly, and left the dormitory with her roommates and classmates.

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