Chapter 1308、Is there such a thing?
Chapter 1308、Is there such a thing?
"Do you think I'm cruel?" Looking at Lin Hewei's speechless expression, Qin Luo asked with a smile.
He knew that his behavior was excessive and boring. However, when he saw Lin Huanxi walking out of the cemetery with red and swollen eyes, looking at her sad expression, looking at her bloodless face, watching her silent all the way Bei Bei told her to just hug her hard, and watched her walk the dead and enter the room when she returned home—Qin Luo's heart felt as uncomfortable as a pinprick.
He suddenly remembered Lin Hewei and wanted to come and see him.
If this father is competent, if he has been missing for many years before he is found, if he hadn't done the kind of thing that used money to buy father-daughter affection - with the filling of father's love, even a little, Lin Huanxi would not be so sad.
However, all this was just Qin Luo's fantasy. There are no 'ifs' in this world, all ifs are in the air.
"I just felt so bad. I want to find someone to share the burden. Qin Luo looked at Lin Hewei and said. When I think about it, I think of you. This kind of bad thing, naturally, I want to share it with people I don't like. ”
"When I was young and didn't understand anything, I read three or five Buddhist scriptures and the 'Chicken Soup for the Soul' that said everything and seemed to say nothing, and at that time, I admired forgiveness and felt that there were no people and things in this world that could not be forgiven. Now that I've experienced more, I feel that this kind of 'forgiveness' is cruel. It is the cruelty of those who have been hurt by the forgive-ones - they are hurt and can only be sympathized. The one who forgives has done something bad, but he has been forgiven—"
"You don't have to forgive me." Lin Hewei interrupted Qin Luo's words emotionally, his eyes were moist, and tears rolled down in large pieces. "You don't have to forgive me. I myself will not forgive myself. I am a sinner. I'm a sinner. What I have done is not tolerable, and I can't wipe it clean even if I'm dead—I'm sorry for Huanxi, I'm sorry for Linzi, and I'm sorry for my father—how can I still have the face to beg you to forgive me? Compared to what I did, whatever you did, I deserved it. ”
"I'm not worthy to be Huanxi's father, not to be my father's son, and not to be your father-in-law-" Lin Hewei knelt down in front of Qin Luo with a 'plop' and said, "I know, you hate me." I hate myself too. I don't beg you to let me go to see Huanxi, that will only make her more angry. I want to beg you to let me go to see Lin Zi and let me kowtow a few times in front of her grave to forgive my sins-Qin Luo, I beg you. I don't have a chance to repay your kindness in this life, and I will make you a cow and a horse in the next life. ”
"You're drawing a pie so far." Qin Luo sneered.
"I don't have anything right now, just this rotten life. If you want, you can take it at any time. Qin Luo, I just want to go and see her, I want to know where she is buried-" Lin Hewei was worried that Qin Luo would not agree, so he kowtowed to him with a 'knock' knock.
Qin Luo raised his feet and walked away.
Even if Lin Huanxi doesn't recognize this father, he won't recognize this person as his father-in-law, but after all, he is Lin Huanxi's biological father and an elder-
"Qin Luo. I beg you. You can let me see it, and let me die at her grave - you don't have to kill me. I committed suicide. I--I'm tormented to live. Torture myself, and torture you. ”
Looking at his tear-stained face and bloody forehead, Qin Luo grinned.
"I can promise you." Qin Luo said. "Tonight, I'll have someone take you there."
"Thank you. Thank you. Lin Hewei was grateful and kowtowed harder.
"Just push a little harder." Qin Luo said. "She's very happy to see you like that. I didn't tell you, did I? She joined that organization to get revenge on you. However, things change, and instead of taking revenge on you, she protects her daughter - she walks away peacefully, with a smile on her face. It doesn't mean that she forgave you, it should be that she thinks she has done something more important. In her heart, her daughter still comes first. ”
"I'm a sinner. I'm a sinner—" Lin Hewei cried loudly, and it was still very gratifying for Qin Luo that a person could cry with such a shaking momentum.
Qin Luo walked out of the courtyard gate, and the bullets were waiting at the door.
"Take him to the cemetery at night." Qin Luo said.
"Yes." Bullet promised.
Qin Luo nodded, raised his feet and walked out.
As he was about to step out of the threshold, his steps suddenly stopped. He sighed softly and said, "Don't let him die." ”――
Dragon King Courtyard. A place that Qin Luo was familiar with and unfamiliar with.
He is familiar because he has been here countless times and has a deep memory of every flower and grass here. The strangeness is because there is a wrecked man lying at the door.
Whenever Qin Luo walked to the door of the Dragon King's courtyard, he had a very strange feeling.
Huang Qianzhong, who was famous in Yanjing back then, was really willing to be a waste and become the gatekeeper of the dragon's breath with peace of mind?
Moreover, he hated the Dragon King so much at the beginning. Someone broke off limbs and the hatred disappeared? What exactly does he want to do?
However, Qin Luo didn't stand at the door for long. After just glancing at him, he pushed the door and entered the small courtyard.
Huang Qianzhong didn't even have the interest to take a look at Qin Luo, his body was covered with a broken blanket, and his eyes were closed, as if he was asleep.
Qin Luo walked into the small courtyard and saw that the Dragon King was sitting under the eaves, and the two Chinese medicine practitioners were helping him massage the various acupuncture points on his legs.
Seeing Qin Luo come in, the Dragon King immediately burst out laughing and said, "Guess you should come over in the next two days." I didn't expect to come today. ”
"You can't put Master last." Qin Luo said with a smile. I walked up to him and looked at the Chinese medicine practitioner's massage techniques and asked, "Do you feel anything?" ”
The Dragon King looked at Qin Luo and said with a solemn expression: "You can cure others one by one." No matter how difficult or multi-faceted the disease is, it will be cured by medicine in your hands. My leg has been treated for so long, and I have pricked a lot of needles, why is there no sè at all? Is it that my leg is not cured at all, and all the words you say are used to comfort me? ”
Qin Luo was secretly frightened.
Could it be that he cured Mrs. Mary's illness in the United States made the Dragon King anxious, and then began to suspect that his leg had no chance of being cured at all? Otherwise, how can this bizarre situation be explained?
The whole body was paralyzed by internal hemorrhage for many years, and such a difficult operation was successfully performed by himself, why can't he heal both legs?
"Master, you're thinking too much." Qin Luo explained. "It's not like your leg doesn't have a chance of healing. On the contrary, I think it could recover at any time -- maybe you wake up and suddenly you can stand up. It just takes a little time. This is not a lie made up to comfort you. You should know what kind of person I am, I can't do such a thing as deceiving my own patients-"
Seeing Qin Luo's nervous face but deliberately pretending to be calm, the Dragon King laughed and said, "I'm joking with you." As I said, I still need a leg for this leg. If the opportunity comes, you can't stand up. ”
The dragon king patted his thigh gently, and there was no expression of loss or frustration at all. Compared with the previous situation of complete despair when the whole body was stiff and waiting to die, it is really much better now.
At least, there is hope for now.
"It's coming." Qin Luo breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Today they gave you a massage, and I won't get a needle." I'll come back tomorrow and give you a needle. ”
"There's no hurry." The Dragon King waved his hand and motioned for the two TCM health practitioners who enjoyed state subsidies to go out, then looked at Qin Luo and said, "You have fought a beautiful battle again on this trip to the United States. Last night, Lao Yuan called and praised you severely. He never boasted to anyone in front of me. ”
Lao Yuan is a high-level member of the Military Commission, and if there are three people who can know about Jackson's video, he is one of them. He called the Dragon King to praise Qin Luo, which was indeed something to be proud of. And he called the Dragon King to prove that Qin Luo's behavior was to add points to the Dragon King's master in the military department.
Of course, this can't be said to be Qin Luo's credit alone. After all, Fu Fengxue's strange uncle also followed. It is possible that the military department will take this great credit to the dragon's breath.
This was something Qin Luo was happy to see, and he hadn't thought about becoming an officer anyway.
"They were all very helpful. And my luck is better. Qin Luo said.
"Tell me about it." The Dragon King said. "What's going on in the U.S. guys."
"Okay." Qin Luo said. "There are some things that you should have seen from the media. But that's just the surface. I'll start with us boarding the plane at Yanjing Airport and being asked for the phone number by a group of little girls—"
The Dragon King's eyes widened and he said, "There is such a thing? ”