Chapter 64: Blue Confidant

Every woman has such a complex in her bones: she wants to have a blue-faced confidant.

This person is not a husband, not a **, but the one who lives in the spiritual realm, he is not necessarily handsome, and he does not have to be old, but he must be mature, wise, and empathetic.

This person does not have the domineering and neglect of her husband, the greed and pain of **, only the generosity of a man, and the soft bones of a man.

You can discuss life and society with him, talk about ideals and moods with him, and you don't need to be face-to-face with him, and you often laugh and talk on the phone.

You can talk freely and endlessly anytime and anywhere, and this person can always listen to your heart silently whenever you want.

This person is the person who knows you best in addition to the other half, and even sometimes, there are some things that you won't say to your other half, but you will share your mood story with him, and some things that you can't say to others, but you can tell him, with such a confidant, it is equivalent to having one more psychiatrist, one more spiritual diary, this person is like a garbage can, can hold all your bad moods, and like an air conditioner, send hot air, send cold air.

This person is always the most loyal listener and the truest friend when he is troubled, and he will not turn away from you because of chatter, and he will not despise you because of nonsense.

This person will tell you the best solution to the matter, and then accompany you out of the gloomy sky, and when you are happy, this person will fade out of your field of vision, quietly happy with your happiness, this person is a true friend in life.

In this life, people will always meet a few special people, such people may only be pure spiritual sustenance, but they cannot be simply classified as friends, because the love poured into each other is beyond the boundaries and ideas of ordinary friends, but there has never been the kind of thoughts and specific behaviors that sublimate it into love.

That kind of emotion, that kind of friendship that is beyond the ordinary, and cannot be simply classified as the fourth type of emotion of love, is between friendship and love, it overrides friendship and love, and it is a deeper and richer feeling than friendship and love.

This is the case between Lee Jun-hee and Shen Eun-jin, the process of acquaintance, maybe the two of them can't recall it for a long time, but the relationship between each other has deepened over time.

Both of them are accustomed to having such a person by their side, especially Shen Enzhen, who has no brothers and sisters since he was a child, has been involved in society prematurely, and even has few leading friends.

Sometimes, when others ask about her relationship with Lee Jun Hee, her consistent answer is: I can't imagine what life would be like without Lee Jun Hee!

No one can replace Li Junxi's unique position in Shen En's heart, even if his parents can't, only him, will pat her back because she is sad and sad, will hold her hand because she is afraid of the dark, will cry because she is confused and cry and hug her into his arms to comfort, but it stops there.

Maybe Lee Jun-hee is a romantic and amorous man on weekdays, but when it comes to Shen Eun-jin, he won't do anything out of line, they are just intimate in jokes, and their emotions are virtualized in jokes.

He is the one who doesn't care much about her words and deeds, and doesn't care too much about her appearance, and he is the one who can pass through her appearance and enter her heart.

He will not let himself shine with the dazzling light of love, and he will not let himself ignite the flame of love.

She thought of him quietly and silently read him.

She hid him in her heart, in her spiritual home.

He has been living in her dreams, and when he meets him, her loneliness and weakness have a place to stay.

For so many years, Lee Jun Hee has been Shen Eun Jin's emotional hotline, and when she is so happy that she wants to cheer, she will tell him as soon as possible, because she hopes that even if he is not around, she can share her happiness and worry-free together.

When Shen Enzhen is depressed and sad, she will also think of Li Junxi, she just wants to talk to him alone about her feelings, and even hopes that he can be by her side and give her a solid arm to lean on. Even though she didn't need any of his words or comfort, as long as he was willing to listen, her sorrow would slowly release and her smile would slowly bloom.

Maybe after a long time, Shen Eunzhen has become dependent on Li Junxi to confide, she is used to thinking about him every day, and she is also used to contacting him every day.

Sometimes Shen Enzhen doesn't even dare to guarantee that he and him are on the same level of friendship in their hearts, they are afraid that the heated relationship will deteriorate, and they are afraid that the element of love will surpass friendship.

Every now and then, the smart Lee Jun Hee will help Shen Eun Zhen keep a cool head, he will add some ice when her feelings are about to burn, he will not let himself accidentally fall into the abyss of love with her, because he knows that "it takes a lifetime to be a friend, and it only takes a moment to be a **".

Shen Enzhen has always felt that having such an open-minded and unselfish blue face confidant is a beautiful scenery in her life, a kind of wealth that is difficult to measure in money, and keeping a distance from each other and innocently interacting with each other, this friendship will become more long-lasting.

Sometimes, when Shen Eunzhen told Li Junxi, she was often afraid that her own sorrow would disturb his peaceful life, she didn't want him to bear the pain with her, she just fervently hoped that there would only be sunshine in his world.

When Lee Jun-hee went to Dokdo to serve and the two broke off contact, Shen Eun-jin would think of him because of a nostalgic old song and a scene of lovers holding hands, remembering his tolerance, and remembering his naughtiness.

Shen Enzhen would think of him, his wisdom, and his sincerity because of a familiar scenery and a similar face that touched his heart.

Shen Enzhen will think of him even more because of the starry sky at midnight and the distant moon, the joy he once brought to herself, and the sleepless beauty he brought her.

Perhaps, in their lifetime, they will not produce the classic love story of "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son", but Shen Enzhen will love her life more and cherish her life because of a friend like Li Junxi, and because of his storage, her life has an extra rainbow after the rain, and her life is full of greenery.

In fact, fate seems to have doomed Lee Jun-hee and Shen Eun to be two lines that do not intersect, the two stars that will never collide in the night sky will not brew the fruit of love, and both of them will feel as if talking about love has blasphemed the relationship between them, which can only be a kind of supernatural, pure alternative emotion that overrides love and friendship.

Because of this transcendent emotion, people become more aware of a strong life, walking through that ordinary life with a smile, even if they do not grow old together, they are still intoxicated, because it is enough to have those endless memories and fantasies, recall the past, and fantasize about the future.

For this reason, Shen Enzhen is glad every day to have such a friend and such a feeling, pure and warm, sincere and long.

In the days when Li Junxi left, Shen Enzhen would miss him and miss him, leaving a small space for this person in the depths of his heart, quietly clinging to that indescribable emotion.

Their acquaintance has only been known for a few years, but if she really wants to completely forget him, it will take her whole life, and even for the rest of her life, he will be entrenched in her heart, but Shen Enzhen is very grateful to fate, grateful to God for giving her such a person, a person who makes her no longer lonely and lonely in this world, even if it is pain, it is better than numbness and paleness.

Although, each other will not be by each other's side forever, although neither of them has ever asked each other to do anything for themselves, they hope that each other will live well, have a happy family, have a successful career, and hope that each other can be happy like a bouncing rabbit every day, and think that each other's happiness is their own happiness.

No one can accurately interpret the relationship between Lee Jun Hee and Shen Eun Jin, because only they themselves understand, and they may seem very confusing to outsiders, but the two of them have never felt troubled.

The two of them walked side by side like this, until they walked to the Han River Bridge, feeling the cool breeze at night, along the way, Shen Enzhen said a lot, about the troubles and troubles of his career, about the confusion and doubts about the future, Li Junxi has been listening quietly, and from time to time he said two sentences, which immediately made Shen Enzhen, who was still frowning before, laugh, and only he has such ability.

Sometimes, Shen Eun really feels that Lee Jun Hee even knows herself better than her, he always knows what she needs at the first time, and then sends it to her heart every second.

"I wish we could go on like this for the rest of our lives!" Shen Enzhen turned her head to look at Li Junxi and smiled, she was telling the truth, if there was always such a friend in life, she would definitely not feel lonely.

Li Junxi also smiled: "Don't worry! I'll be with you always! ”

"What if you have a girlfriend?" Shen Enzhen asked with a sly look in his eyes.

Li Junxi smiled: "You won't rob her of her position, what's the matter!" ”

Shen Enzhen listened, not the slightest gloom, but relieved, just now, she almost failed to control it and let herself burn, fortunately, Li Junxi helped her cool down in time.

"Jun-hee! If you find your other half, I'll bless you! ”

Li Junxi looked at Jiang Mian: "I will too!" ”