Chapter 281: Yan Yan cried
After eating enough, Yan Yan's physical strength recovered, and his brain naturally became better, "Xu Yan, have you heard about this today?" Yan Yan remembered that he slept until night, everyone should know about it at dinner, right?
"You didn't come back to the kitchen in the afternoon, so I went to look for you, and I saw you sleeping in your room, and you didn't get up until suppertime, and everyone was going to call you, but I stopped them when I saw that you were sleeping so soundly. The atmosphere at dinner was very strange, and Xiaocui herself came to me to talk about it, after all, I was in the same boat as them. ”
Xu Yan thought that when she went to find Yan Yan, she actually slept and drooled, probably because she had been tossed by herself these days. Of course, he didn't go in front of everyone, there is a difference between men and women, and he still pays attention in front of Yan Qingshan and Yang. He went to see her secretly, but the only person who knew about it was Yan Yan herself, because Xu Yan knew that she didn't care about these details.
"So everyone knows about it?" This is expected, but Gu Yueyan and Xiaocui should be very sad, they didn't pay attention when they passed by their room just now, I don't know if they have trouble sleeping?
"Yes, there are only a few people in the family, and it's hard to know if you don't know."
Yan Yan didn't speak, thinking in his heart what Yan Qingshan and the Yang family would think? "Xu Yan, do you have any good ideas?" After all, he was on their side.
"Aren't you smart? Why, I can't think of a way now? ”
"I don't know, my heart is very confused," Yan Yan didn't know what he was doing, why did he feel panicked? When I saw Yang's appearance today, I was honest. Yan Yan was very uneasy.
Gu Yueyan and Xiaocui are still outsiders to the Yang family at the moment, so if they are found to be lying. The Yang family and Yan Qingshan may be angry, cancel the marriage and drive people away, the Yang family may be sad for a while, but they will keep their eyes open to help Yan Shaojie find a daughter-in-law, Yan Qingshan is a man, maybe he will forget about it when they leave.
But what about Yan Yan? What would happen to the Yan family if they found out that she wasn't the real Yan Yan? Kill her. Or let her hand over the real Yan Yan? Or do you want to find someone to do it and bring back the original Yan Yan's soul?
Yan Yan shook his head, not daring to continue thinking about it. All these years. Yan Yan was used to living here, and she also fell in love with the feeling of the Yan family, and she didn't want to leave. Even if there is a chance to go back to modern times, let's be honest. Yan Yan still wanted to stay here. Because she has fallen deeply in love with this land, the people and things here.
Yan Qingshan's honest smile, Yang's kind smile, Yan Shaojie's doting smile, Meihua's innocent smile, Qingzhu's warm smile, Xiaoyun's gentle smile, Xiaotao's shy smile, and Yangshu and a few aunts. All of them passed through Yan Yan's mind one by one.
"Woo," Yan Yan suddenly couldn't help crying.
"Yan Yan. What's wrong with you? Originally, Xu Yan saw Yan Yan's silent appearance and wanted to open his mouth to persuade him, but he didn't expect Yan Yan to cry out suddenly, which startled him, "Don't cry!" Just say what you have, let's solve it together," Xu Yan hugged Yan Yan and patted Yan Yan's back gently.
"Woo," Yan Yan didn't answer, just cried vigorously, as if he wanted to cry out all the tears of his life. In fact, she didn't know what was wrong, why she was crying so sadly at Xu Yan, but she just felt that Xu Yan gave her a very relieved feeling, so that she could cry loudly.
Xu Yan stopped persuading Yan Yan, and kept gently patting her back to help her calm down, for fear that Yan Yan would cry and go out of breath. The two of them stood in the courtyard like this, the silver glow of the moon sprinkled on the two of them, the picture was very harmonious, but Yan Yan's, the cry was high and low, destroying this beautiful picture.
Xu Yan didn't persuade Yan Yan, he felt that Yan Yan had withdrawn from Ye Xuan's betrayal so quickly before, and he must have been depressed in his heart, and he should vent it after holding it for so long, otherwise he would be sick when he turned around.
Yan Yan cried loudly, from his previous life to the present, Yan Yan has not had such an opportunity to cry well. She is a person with strong self-esteem, so she is unwilling to cry in front of others, the grievances at home and the incomprehension of her friends, these are all unhappiness in Yan Yan's heart, and she has been holding it in her heart.
Yexuan's matter, although Yan Yan herself said that she had let it go, in fact, only she knew that it was her first love, who could forget her first love so easily? Who doesn't have a longing for their first love? Who hasn't given their first love? So Yan Yan seemed to have passed this matter on the surface, but he still had some pain buried in his heart.
Now that Gu Yueyan's matter has happened, Yan Yan thinks that she has forgotten her identity as a traverser and has completely integrated here, but this incident has let Yan Yan know that in fact, she has been hiding her uneasiness in her heart. She is extremely insecure, she is afraid that her current life will be broken, and the fact that she is not the real Yan Yan will be known.
The warmth brought to her by Xu Yan's thoughtfulness and gentleness made her miss it, so Yan Yan couldn't help crying tonight. When she saw Xu Yan for the first time, she knew that this person was not an ordinary person, but because he was not from here, at least not known to people in Shahe Town and Xiaohe Village, Yan Yan felt closer to him.
Unconsciously, Yan Yan has regarded Xu Yan as his confiding partner, and it can also be said to be a male girlfriend, because Yan Yan and Xu Yan get along very naturally, and there is no need to worry that he will find that he is different from the original Yan Yan. In front of Xu Yan, Yan Yan can be unscrupulous, just like now, he can cry loudly.
Yan Yan felt that she was the same as Xu Yan, and she had secrets hidden in her body, so she was not afraid that Xu Yan would guess herself, because they were all the same kind of people, but Xu Yan was better than her, because his affairs were nothing, but Yan Yan's affairs could not be said, it was estimated that he would be arrested and burned.
Yan Yan didn't know how long he had been crying, and he didn't raise his head until he felt a lot more comfortable, but his eyes were already swollen from crying, and he had been buried in Xu Yan's chest, so it was inevitable that his vision would be blurred the moment he raised his head.
Seeing that Yan Yan stopped crying, Xu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the person and put her on a chair in the kitchen to sit on, and then boiled hot water for her and washed her face with a towel. Xu Yan personally washed Yan Yan's face, combed the wet hair on her forehead, and applied a hot towel to her eyes.
"Nothing you want to say?" Xu Yan got everything right, but Yan Yan still didn't speak.
"I feel so embarrassed," Yan Yan lowered his head, pouted, and said aggrievedly, his hands still wringing his fingers uneasily.
"Fool," Xu Yan said helplessly as he held Yan Yan's hand. (To be continued......)