Chapter 329: The Goddess of Loneliness
Xing Lina has been wandering for more than ten years, from being admitted to college at the age of eighteen, and now ten springs, summers, autumns and winters have passed, although in the eyes of many people, she is a proud policewoman, a beautiful and solemn goddess in uniform, and a dream lover in the eyes of many men.
However, deep down in her heart, she knows that no matter how glamorous she is, no matter how successful her career and prestige are, she is just a woman after all.
The years urge people to grow old, twenty-eight years old, seems to be a woman's most glamorous age, and once it exceeds this age, whether it is face or figure, it will begin to grow old slowly, of course, good maintenance, maybe you can slow down the process to the age of fifty, but no matter how you maintain, the heart is unable to maintain.
She... needs a man, a man who can shelter her from the wind and rain, can hold up a blue sky for her, and can make her look up!
It is true that there are many good men in the world, some have successful careers, some are very handsome, and some are talented, but the more successful the man, the more women can look down, and they have plenty of room for choice.
And women are different, the higher a woman goes, the fewer men she can look up to, and a woman like Xing Lina who has a successful career and looks good looks is even more rare to be worthy of her man.
The man who can match her has almost already started a family, but the man who is not as good as her, she is unwilling to wronged herself, and over time, marriage has become Xing Lina's biggest headache now.
What she is most afraid of now is to go home to meet her elders, and she is most afraid of others asking about marriage, and even after being single for a long time, Xing Lina has gradually adapted to this kind of unrestrained and busy life, and even, she once wanted to live a plain life like this, if conditions permit, she can raise a child, so that when she is old, she can still have a person to rely on.
And this kind of thought, until the moment Huo Xiaotian appeared, was instantly gone, she and Huo Xiaotian have not known each other for a long time, but it is just a year, and they don't usually see each other much, and occasionally talk about some innocuous topics on the phone, but Huo Xiaotian's domineering temperament, vigorous and resolute character, and the respect sought after by thousands of people deeply attracted her.
A leader who became the leader of the club at the age of twenty, in countless club competitions, no matter how dangerous the adversity is, but he can always be invincible, just like a mysterious man, so that Xing Lina is deeply fascinated by him.
It can be said unceremoniously that Huo Xiaotian is the perfect man Xing Lina wants to find, a man she likes deeply from the first time she sees it.
He does not have the flattery of a secular man, nor the arrogance of a superficial man, but only sufficient self-confidence and the calmness of always smiling at the world.
Xing Lina once fantasized that if she could become Huo Xiaotian's woman one day, how happy would it be? For him, even if he wanders the world, it is a great blessing in life.
It's just that this kind of dream, after she learned about Chen Yalan and Zhao Mengqi's existence, was completely shattered, an unprecedented despair, as if the sky had fallen, this dull and depressing, and helpless feeling was even more painful than when his father left.
There were a few nights, she couldn't sleep all night, as soon as she closed her eyes, Huo Xiaotian's voice and smile appeared, and she even comforted herself in front of Huo Xiaotian's photos, the peak happiness immersed in fantasy even made her intoxicated for a while, until that excessive indulgence made her feel deeply guilty in her heart, and then it stopped.
Later, she became numb after the pain, and then later, she tried to forget him and let time heal the cracks in her heart, however, when she saw Huo Xiaotian again, her previous efforts seemed to be in vain, and she found that the more she wanted to forget Huo Xiaotian, the image of Huo Xiaotian in her mind became clearer and clearer, especially during the day, the inadvertent sentence "sister-in-law" in Liu Shuang's mouth made her happy for a whole day.
She likes this feeling, it's just that this feeling is too luxurious for her.
Late at night, Xing Lina sat alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, drinking red wine alone, and on the widescreen computer on the glass table, there was a deliberately enlarged photo of Huo Xiaotian, in which Huo Xiaotian was wearing a straight suit and tie, with a handsome and sunny face, full of confidence and mysterious smile.
It is a kind of smile that is quite magical, maybe for men, there is no feeling, but for women, it has considerable lethality, it is a temperament that has experienced strong winds and waves, and can only be formed over time, a kind of attraction that can be expressed without words.
"Husband..."Xing Lina shouted at the photo, at this time, she was not drunk, she was very sober, but her cheeks were a little red because of the red wine.
A person smirks stupidly, but his heart is unspeakably bitter...
"Husband, I want to be your woman..."Xing Lina said to Huo Xiaotian's photo alone, this seemed to be a long-pent-up catharsis in her heart, and it was like a stupid confession.
She knew that in reality, she had no chance to confess at all, so she only talked to herself stupidly in the dead of night.
The white fingers touched Huo Xiaotian's photo, and the fingertips elegantly crossed Huo Xiaotian's face, and a pair of beautiful eyes reflected the lonely moonlight, silent and cold.
However, at this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, a crisp and rhythmic knock.
Xing Lina thought she had heard it wrong, this apartment was a single apartment she rented herself, she didn't like to share with others, she liked a quieter place, so no one had ever been here except her, and her relatives were all in her hometown, and no one visited on weekdays.
Now there was a sudden knock at the door, and it was still late at night, which made Xing Lina a little surprised, of course, more of a professional sensitive vigilance.
She skillfully picked up the gun and came to the door, her eyes looked out from the door mirror, and when she saw the person outside the door, the whole person couldn't help but be stunned, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and her cheeks were like fire.
"How is he? How did he get here? Xing Lina threw away the pistol in her hand, feeling a little flustered.
"Knock knock..." There was another rapid knock on the door, as if every sound was knocking on Xing Lina's heart, making Xing Lina's body a little itchy... (To be continued.) )