Chapter 142: Low self-esteem
"If Yan Yan has someone he likes, what will you do?" Xiao Yun looked into the poplar's eyes and said.
"What did you say?" Yang Shu didn't expect Xiaoyun to say such a thing, and his eyes widened suddenly, could it be that Yan Yan really has someone he likes? "How do you know? Who is it? Yang Shu excitedly grabbed Xiaoyun's shoulder and asked.
"What do you think?" Xiaoyun calmed down, "If I hadn't known that she had fallen in love with someone else, would I have fought so shamelessly?" Will you have mercy on me like this? ”
Yang Shu felt that all the strength in his body had been drained, and he hung his hands weakly. Yes, they often play together, and they will talk about their daughter's family, even if Yan Yan doesn't say it, Xiaoyun may have seen the clues, otherwise Xiaoyun would not say such a thing.
"I know you're going to have a hard time! But will you force her to marry you? Will you watch her suffer like we do? Xiaoyun knew that Yang Shu was shaken, "You have cared for her for so long, you must not want to see her sad, right?" Xiaoyun felt that he was really ridiculous.
In order to be with the person you like, you have to say good things about your rival in love, and you have to think about your rival in love so humbly, it's really ridiculous! The bitterness in Xiaoyun's heart is estimated to be understood only by himself.
"So, why not fulfill her?" Xiaoyun held Yang Shu's hand and said, "Maybe that person is more capable of taking care of her than you, maybe this is her choice, why bother her?" Xiaoyun had no choice but to use this way to make Yang Shu die, so as to choose himself.
In fact, Xiaoyun didn't know if Yan Yan had anyone he liked, but Yan Yan knew a rich boy like Bai Hao. There are also people like Xu Yan who are better than the men in the village, and Yang Shu must have low self-esteem in his heart. Just like after she saw Yang Shu's thoughts about Yan Yan at the beginning.
At that time, she gave up and never thought about competing with Yan Yan for poplars. Because Yan Yan is very good, Xiaoyun can't compare to her, so she keeps telling herself to die and don't think about it. But it was useless, Yang Shu took root in his heart, especially when he saw Yan Yan with Bai Hao and Xu Yan together, Xiaoyun really wanted to scold Yan Yan. Why not cherish such a good man as Poplar?
But Xiaoyun didn't say anything, she watched Yan Yan's aura grow bigger and bigger day by day, and became more and more radiant day by day; Watch the poplars work harder and harder day by day. The psychology of inferiority is getting worse day by day, and the hope in my heart is getting bigger and bigger.
Yan Yan is great, that's a fact; It is also true that poplars are not as good as Bai Hao and Xu Yan; Xiaoyun and Yang Shu became inferior because of love. So Xiaoyun has the courage to fight. Xiaoyun knew that Yan Yan could have a better choice. But it was hard for her; Yan Yan is likely to choose someone else, so Yang Shu will definitely marry a wife, why can't she be that person? So Xiaoyun wants to fight for himself once!
"You're right, I don't know anything, I know how to farm. Our family's life is better because of Yan Yan's help, I don't know anything, Yan Yan is so good, how can I be worthy of her? Poplar suddenly despaired. Yan Yan has always been his dream, guarded for so many years. Suddenly the dream was shattered, how could I bear that kind of pain?
"Brother Yangshu, you are very good! It's really good! Xiaoyun saw Yang Shu like this, and her heart was also very painful, "You are top-notch in our village, but Yan Yan is great, she is so smart and capable, we can't compare, she will definitely go out, and we still have to live in the village for a lifetime." ”
"Yes, if I were Yan Yan, I wouldn't choose myself, after all, Bai Hao is such a good person by my side, Yan Yan and we are not from the same world," Yang Shu resigned himself to his fate, but his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe, as if something was about to gush out of his eyes.
"Brother Yang Shu, if I hadn't been forced by my mother to be anxious, I wouldn't have wanted to do this, but ......" Xiaoyun knew that Yang Shu was shaken, so he didn't say any more, "Forget it, I'll go back first, you think about it." I'll wait for you, Brother Poplar. ”
Xiaoyun said goodbye to Yang Shu with red eyes, but Yang Shu didn't react, Xiao Yun sighed and left. Poplar sat down on the ground all of a sudden, his head buried deep in his knees, and his hands clenched tightly on his own.
Xiaoyun spun around outside, waiting until his eyes weren't so red before heading home. And at this moment, Yan Yan, who made Xiaoyun scruple and Yang Shu worried, "didn't listen to what was going on outside the window, and only thought about the name of the dish".
Bai Hao went to see it with Yan Yan after the house was completed, and then he made signs, tables and chairs, and Yan Yan drew all the drawings, but because of the special style, the craftsmen here had not done it, so the tables and chairs still needed more time.
In addition, the plates, chopsticks, and other utensils, Yan Yan has been designed, not as featureless as the chopsticks here, but it also takes time, so Yan Yan took advantage of this time to think about the name of the dish and make a beautiful menu when the time comes.
Because everything is almost explained, Yan Shaojie doesn't have to run many errands, and he concentrates on studying shrimp farming. This is the first major thing Yan Shaojie did, so Yan Shaojie, Yang Shu, Li Duofu and Zhang Dayang are all very attentive and hard-working.
Yan Yan wrote down the names of the dishes he thought of while humming a small song, and he also had to match the matching recipes with the names of the dishes, which was a mental work. Yan Yan sat in the warm room and wrote, occasionally eating snacks and drinking a cup of hot tea, so comfortable!
"Yan Yan, are you there?" Qingzhu's voice came from the courtyard, and Yan Yan hurried out.
"Qingzhu, why are you here?" Yan Yan was very surprised to see Qingzhu in the yard, and she came over with the baby in her arms.
"The weather is good, come out for a walk," Yan Yan took Qingzhu to his room, after all, it was a warm time there.
"The weather is good, but it's winter, can the baby stand it?" Yan Yan asked Qingzhu to put the child on the bed, and then poured her a cup of hot tea; Qingzhu saw that it was warm in the house, so he took off the swaddling clothes, and the child lay on the bed and looked around excitedly.
"It's out of the way, this kid is very strong! As soon as I came out, I screamed excitedly, really! Qingzhu patted the baby and told him not to get too excited, which was obviously ineffective.
"Don't tell me you came to me for a walk, I don't believe it!" Yan Yan picked up the baby, kissed it and said, "Say, what's the matter?" Yan Yan has been teasing the child, and the baby was already excited, but now he screamed happily.
"Mother asked me to ask you, do you still sell zongzi? Business was good last year, so my mother thought that if I continued to sell, we would sell all the pigs to you! Qingzhu took a sip of tea and said. (To be continued......)