Chapter 173: Bai Hao's inner monologue
When he saw Yan Yan for the first time, Bai Hao didn't think about it so much at all, he just wanted to vent his anger for his sister, after all, he was a person who protected his shortcomings, but Yan Yan told him with his actions: She is a unique woman.
Yan Yan had too many things on his body that Bai Hao wanted to excavate, and every move she made made him feel pleasantly surprised, and Bai Hao fell into it in that attraction again and again.
For the first time, Bai Hao found himself nervous because of a woman; For the first time, Bai Hao found that he would look forward to it, because of a woman; For the first time, Bai Hao found that he would be extravagant, because of a woman.
Too many firsts, all because of Yan Yan, Bai Hao couldn't tell his inner thoughts, he only knew that he was attracted, he couldn't help but pay attention to Yan Yan, couldn't help but care about her, and this feeling was also the first time.
He knew that with his identity, Yan Yan should not accept it, so he retreated to the next thing: to be Yan Yan's friend, after all, this is also a way to get close to her.
Bai Hao kept telling himself not to dream of such a happiness, it would be good to be able to see her, he still had his own responsibilities, all this should not involve Yan Yan, after all, she didn't know anything, so he told himself to keep his distance from her.
Bai Hao has always used his own way to protect Yan Yan, he never thought of telling her this feeling, because for Bai Hao, Yan Yan only needs to live happily, but all this was broken by Ye Xuan.
Bai Hao knew that Yexuan was excellent, and there were many women who admired him when he was in Suzhou, but Yan Yan was not an ordinary woman. So Bai Hao believed that she knew what she wanted, and she would not be blinded by Ye Xuan's appearance, but all this was Bai Hao's own thoughts. After all, Bai Hao didn't know Yan Yan that well.
But when the two of them met and chatted, he felt completely unable to insert it, and he was panicked at this moment, because they got along so well and naturally, and they had met as early as when they were in Suzhou, Bai Hao felt that something had happened without him knowing.
It wasn't until he came back from Suzhou again that he saw the sweet atmosphere between the two. It was a feeling that he couldn't experience at all, and he clearly saw the expression on Yan Yan's face, which was so sweet and shy. That was the first time Bai Hao had seen Yan Yan show such an expression.
Bai Hao didn't have time to ask, because he heard the voice of his broken heart, he was cowardly, so he fled; He was also unwilling. So I called Ye Xuan to ask. One sentence sent him to hell.
Yan Yan accepted Yexuan? Bai Hao kept this sentence swirling in his mind. Why? Yan Yan should be able to see that Ye Xuan, like him, is a person with a background, and isn't such a person that Yan Yan doesn't want to provoke? Why is Yan Yan still with Yexuan?
Bai Hao locked himself in the room, he couldn't figure out this question all the time, he couldn't find the answer, so he was very unwilling! If he had expressed his heart to Yan Yan earlier, would the person who was with her today be himself? Bai Hao thought about this question countless times until Yan Yan came to him.
Bai Hao has always been afraid that his image in front of Yan Yan is not good enough. So every time I go to see her, I am carefully dressed. But this was the first time he had seen Yan Yan without warning. At that moment, surprise, happiness, panic, annoyance....... a lot of emotions flashed by, and in the end only uncomfortable remained.
Yan Yandu was already standing in his room, and it was too late for him to do anything, so he gave up, and for a moment he thought that he would finally let her see his most embarrassed side, although he was uncomfortable, but he was still calm in his heart, after all, it was a very tiring thing to always set himself up.
Bai Hao pretended not to care, he wanted to know how heavy the position of Ye Xuan in Yan Yan's heart was. But in the end, he couldn't ask that sentence, and to be honest, he was still afraid of hearing an answer that he couldn't accept.
But he really felt that Yan Yan's concern for him was really out of friendship. He thought, at least it's not a passerby, so what's not to be satisfied with?
"Tell me, will you teach Yexuan a lesson for me?"
"Of course, Yexuan is really brainless sometimes, let's not worry about him!"
"That's right, then I have a lot of adults, and I don't have the same knowledge as him!"
Bai Hao clearly remembered the look on Yan Yan's face, which was a kind of expression when his own child bullied other children and comforted the children as a parent. Maybe this description is a bit wrong, but Bai Hao can at least see that Yan Yan is more intimate with Ye Xuan, because she is ostensibly helping herself.
When every parent has a conflict with other children, doesn't every parent discipline their own child? Therefore, Yan Yan said bad things about Ye Xuan, which actually proved that the relationship between Yan Yan and Ye Xuan was more intimate.
So Bai Hao didn't ask anything else, why bother humiliating himself? Why embarrass Yan Yan? Although Bai Hao still doesn't know why Yan Yan is with Ye Xuan, does he really like it?
Bai Hao really wanted to ask Yexuan once like a man, but he didn't know what qualifications he had, friend? Partners? Joke, Yan Shaojie hasn't spoken yet, what are you doing? What if Yan Yan is upset?
Bai Hao didn't dare to do anything now, because he didn't know what Yan Yan was thinking in his heart, and he couldn't figure out Ye Xuan's thoughts, he didn't know what had happened to the two of them during his absence; It's not clear to what extent the two have gotten between them.
Bai Hao thought that he had to cheer up, for the sake of Yan Yan's happiness, he would have to observe them well in the future, because he hoped that Yan Yan would be happy, even if happiness was not given by himself, after all, he had prepared Yan Yan's destination in the past. Anyway, where did the poplar go? Doesn't he like Yan Yan?
Although Bai Hao and Yexuan grew up together, to be honest, Bai Hao still doesn't know Yexuan. Bai Hao felt that he had never seen him clearly, on the surface, Yexuan was a very talkative person, but in fact, what he was thinking, Bai Hao really couldn't see through.
So he didn't know what Ye Xuan thought of this relationship, if it was sincere, then Yan Yan might be happy; If it was just for fun, Bai Hao was afraid that Yan Yan would be injured. But I've known Yexuan for more than ten years, and I really haven't seen Yexuan play with a woman, so it's extremely unlikely that I'll come here.
Besides, Yan Yan's appearance is just delicate, there are a lot of beauties in Suzhou, Yexuan doesn't want to come here to play with women, and Yan Yan doesn't have anything else to attract attention except for his ability.
Bai Hao thought, no matter what the two of them were thinking in their hearts, he must watch this time, on one side is the brother and on the other side is the woman he likes, he doesn't want anyone to get hurt. (To be continued......)
PS: Little Echo is the best at writing emotional dramas, please bear with me if I don't write well! I can give us a lot of advice!